Chapter 197: It has nothing to do with her
"You, Yu Xiaoxiao, and Li Qianxun were all present at the time, even if you knew that Nie Yu was with a group of fox friends and dogs, smoking ecstasy, you still didn't think about stepping forward to stop her. Words * love * first * hair 『』??.?? `”
Nie Lingzhuo pointed out very seriously, the fierceness refracted from his eyes made Chu Chen almost unable to open his mouth, she was just stunned like that, listening to Nie Lingzhuo's words.
"Because Nie Yu once provoked you, had many conflicts with you, and once took away Shanshan, so, new hatred and old hatred, you hate her in your heart, no matter what happens to her, you won't help, and even, you even called me to tell me that I had something about Nie Yu, and asked me to take her home in time, but you didn't want to."
Nie Lingzhuo saw it very thoroughly, she saw Chu Chen's thoughts clearly, he had always been well versed in people's hearts, especially she could see her clearly, at this moment Chu Chen felt that he was in front of Nie Lingzhuo, that is, ** naked was dissected to interpret, this feeling was very bad, which made her continue to panic.
"Chu Chen, you shouldn't be like this, you weren't such a person before, you really weren't."
In the past, the early morning may have been impulsive, but she was kind-hearted, she would never sit idly by like this, she was full of enthusiasm, and always tried her best to help others.
But when facing Nie Yu, she was unprecedentedly mean.
When Nie Lingzhuo said this, he was so disappointed in Chu Chen, and his disappointment was really felt in Chu Chen.
"I didn't think things would turn out like this, I didn't think about ......"
Chu Chen muttered, his tone filled with intense fear and chagrin, "If I knew it would be like this...... Won't do that......"
She really didn't expect Nie Yu to have such an accident from beginning to end.
However, at this time, no matter what Chu Chen said, from the bottom of Nie Lingzhuo's eyes, there was disappointment, extreme disappointment??? Say.'
When Nie Lingzhuo left her very resolutely, such a resolute back, so that Chu Chen was vaguely sure that they really ended this time.
Looking at Nie Yu, she was full of guilt, maybe as long as she wasn't so indifferent at that time, as long as she extended a helping hand a little, things wouldn't have been so bad......
Li Qianxun and Yu Xiaoxiao were both shocked when they learned the news of Nie Yu's death, they never thought that Nie Yu would have such a thing, especially Li Qianxun, she had a deep prejudice and hostility towards Nie Yu, but when she knew that she was dead, she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable.
"This has nothing to do with me! How do I know she will take ecstasy, hallucinate and crash, it has nothing to do with me, don't blame yourself. Don't be like this, Li Qianxun, calm down. ”
Li Qianxun kept drinking and swallowing, a thick layer of sweat beads appeared in the palm of the palm holding the water cup, and the whole body trembled uncontrollably, "It's not me, it has nothing to do with me." ”
Li Qianxun's desperate denial couldn't stop the voice in her heart, that voice was constantly reminding her of her sins, everything was caused by her, if she hadn't sent someone to beat her on her own initiative, she wouldn't have hated it so much, and she wouldn't have degenerated like that......
"Not me...... I'm not wrong......" The more Li Qianxun thought about it, the more she had a headache, and the headache made her not hold the cup in her hand steady, and suddenly the sound of the glass falling to the ground sounded crisply, and the sound seemed to be a wake-up call for her, which made her heart tremble and uneasy.
Li Qianxun was unprecedentedly scared and frightened at this time, the coldness all over her body made her feel like she had fallen into an ice cave, she panicked, unconsciously picked up the broken glass on the ground, and didn't even notice the blood, she didn't feel the slightest pain at all, and these sore spots were driven away by fear one by one.
When Nian Mingkang passed by the living room, he was very surprised to notice the scene of blood seeping between Li Qianxun's fingers, "What are you doing!" ”
When she approached, she was stunned to see that Li Qianhiro's face was frighteningly pale, and the miserable face on her face was in strong contrast with the red blood between her fingers, "Li Qianhiro, you are crazy!" ”
Nian Mingkang didn't know what happened to her, until he heard Li Qianxun's trembling voice in his ears, "It's not me, it has nothing to do with me, it's not me who killed Nie Yu, it's not me ......"
"......" Nian Mingkang twisted his eyebrows and was silent. ???.? `
He also already knew the news of Nie Yu's death, and now Li Qianxun's behavior is repentance and fear.
"Nian Mingkang...... I...... I killed someone, I really killed someone...... I'm a murderer......" Li Qianxun was obviously still conscious, knowing that the person next to her was Nian Mingkang, she held her bloody hands, her eyes kept staring back and forth between Nian Mingkang and her fingers, "Nian Mingkang, what should I do, I was really wrong...... Even if I do anything, I can't get Nie Yu's life back, I hate her, but I didn't want her to die. ”
"It has nothing to do with you, Li Qianxun, you hear clearly, Nie Yu crashed because of hallucinations caused by taking ecstasy, not because of you, don't blame yourself."
Nian Mingkang also looked at her panicked face very seriously, Li Qianxun curled up in shock at this time, and even the expression of self-blame was something he had never seen, when it touched Li Qianxun's wrist, the coldness on her body spread to Nian Mingkang's palm, making Nian Mingkang's eyebrows frown deeper.
"At that time, Chu Chen and I were also in the bar, when Chu Chen wanted to catch up to stop Nie Yu, I actually asked her not to go, if Chu Chen hadn't been stopped by me, Nie Yu might be fine, one after another, I caused it, I killed her."
Although she didn't kill Nie Yu directly, she couldn't get out of the relationship, and even had the closest connection with Nie Yu's death.
Nian Mingkang continued to remain silent, but he tightened his grip on her body, as if to drive away the coldness on her body, at this moment, Nian Mingkang was the person who could really feel Li Qianxun's coldness.
"What should I do...... What exactly should I do? ”
Carrying a human life, she has completely messed up, confused her thoughts, and only the picture of Nie Yu pestering her like a ghost keeps appearing in her mind, Li Qianxun is not a timid person, but because of this bad thing, her heart is cold......
"Li Qianxun, cheer up, don't be like this." Nian Mingkang accentuated his voice, hoping to make Li Qianxun sober up, but partially, Li Qianxun not only couldn't wake up, but her mind became even more confused.
Nie Yu's death came so suddenly, she didn't prepare anyone at all, and she left without warning.
This is not only for Mrs. Nie, Nie Lingzhuo is an extremely painful thing, and it is even more unacceptable to Shanshan.
Although Shanshan at this age still has a vague determination about death, she knows that death means that she will not be able to see Nie Yu's mother in the future, but she also can't accept the fact that Nie Yu's mother will not wake up from now on.
"Sister-in-law Fen, what's wrong with my mother? She had slept for a long, long time, and it was time to wake up. ”
Nie Shanshan stayed by Nie Yu's side, she didn't know how to cry anymore, she was just mechanical, waiting by her side in a daze, holding Nie Yu's cold hand.
"Little Miss Shanshan......" Sister-in-law Fen didn't know how to explain to Nie Shanshan, after all, she was so small, she would definitely leave a heavy shadow in her heart.
"Sister-in-law Fen, go to my room and bring my hot water bag, my mother's hands are so cold, I want to warm her hands, maybe with warmth, my mother will wake up."
Nie Shanshan knelt next to Nie Yu, her eyes staring at Nie Yu for a moment, as if she was afraid of missing the moment Nie Yu's eyes opened.
"Miss Shanshan, I'm sorry......" Sister-in-law Fen bowed her head apologetically.
"Sister-in-law Fen, go quickly! If I don't go, my mom will be cold. ”
"Mom said she was going to take me to the aquarium, tomorrow is the weekend, and she won't lie."
Nie Shanshan said very seriously.
Sister-in-law Fen had tears in her eyes, she didn't want to destroy the good wishes in Nie Shanshan's heart, and obeyed her to get the warm water bag, but Mrs. Nie happened to come in, she was hostile to Chu Chen, as if she even had a deep resistance to Shanshan, "Nie Yu won't wake up, she died, she was killed by Chu Chen, you remember, your mother's death was killed by Chu Chen, she killed your mother, so that you will never be able to go to the aquarium with your mother." ”
Mrs. Nie said it to Nie Shanshan very seriously, her eyes were full of hatred and ruthlessness, and even when she grabbed Nie Shanshan's arm, that kind of force made Nie Shanshan cry in pain, but she didn't believe what Mrs. Nie said, "Grandma is a liar, grandma is a liar, Chu Chen won't hurt her mother, she won't." ”
She didn't believe it.
In Nie Shanshan's young heart, she didn't believe what Mrs. Nie said.
How could Chu Chen kill his mother? Impossible.
"Nie Shanshan, your mother is dead, do you know that you won't have a chance to see her in the future......"
Mrs. Nie's eyes were so serious, and there was a lot of ruthlessness in her calmness, this gaze was enough to frighten Nie Shanshan, and Nie Shanshan was so frightened that she instantly cried, "Grandma lied, my mother will take me to the aquarium to see the hairtail, she won't lie to me." ”
"Mom, you wake up, you sue grandma, you tell grandma, she is lying, you said that we are going to play video games when we come back from going to the aquarium, and what mom told Shanshan in the past will do it, and this time you will do the same, the lying adults will grow their noses."
Nie Shanshan became more and more unable to accept the fact that Nie Yu died and would never be seen, she hugged Nie Yu's body tightly, crying like a tearful person, especially when she saw that Sister-in-law Fen had already brought a warm water bag, she was so eager to snatch it from Sister-in-law Fen's hand and put it on Nie Yu's already extremely cold hand, "Mom, wake up, wake up quickly, it won't be cold when it's warm, don't lie in bed, you don't lie in bed, you said that a child who lies in bed is not a good child, you are too, don't lie in bed, hurry up and accompany me to the aquarium." ”
At this moment, Nie Shanshan was so eager to go to the aquarium and wanted Nie Yu to wake up quickly, but she didn't know that even if she shouted out her throat, Nie Yu wouldn't be able to wake up......