Chapter 121: Forget the hatred, and then fall in love with me (3000+, modified) "I don't want to lose my temper with you, let's go!" ”

Xia Fan opened his mouth coldly, followed, turned his little face sideways, and continued to look at everything outside the window.

"Miss Xia, we ......"

The doctors who treated Xia Fan were all first-class doctors in the world, and Xia Fan's refusal to cooperate made the doctors look embarrassed.

It wasn't until Fang Xinqi came back from Shen Cheng's side that he was on official business, and those doctors looked at Fang Xinqi as if they had seen a god descending from the sky.

Because of the incident between Rong Tingchen and Yu Wange, Fang Xinqi was already irritable enough, but he didn't want this woman who made him feel that he knew the general situation, and he also made his little temperament not accept treatment.

Fang Xinqi waved his hand, and after the doctors received the message, they bowed politely and left......

After stabilizing his mood, Fang Xinqi raised his head and looked at the figure by the window.

Xia Fan's little face is facing the faint afterglow of the sunset at the moment, the beautiful golden light is reflected on her flawless side, and the delicate facial contours feel dreamy under the outline of the light.

The little woman with a pale face looked into the distance without moving, making her look in the eyes of outsiders, as if she would disappear in the next second.

Fang Xinqi frowned, and looked at the door for a few minutes before he suppressed his emotions and stepped forward.

"Why don't you get treated?"

Fang Xinqi's voice was a little hoarse, if it was in the past, he would not hesitate to use coercive means to coerce her to accept treatment, but now, he didn't want to let their relationship continue to be so white-hot.

"If you let me go, my addiction and depression will be cured!"

Xia Fan spoke calmly, because she hadn't eaten for a few days, and she was recovering from drugs with her willpower, she could still speak calmly like this now, which was already her biggest limit.

"Let you go back to Ruan Jinsong and continue to live your dark life?"

"Isn't it dark when I'm here?"

Where is she now, living a life of the walking dead and a soulless life, rather than this, she would rather be a soulless rag doll herself than be cruelly treated by this man again.

"I won't hurt you again!"

"Huh...... How do you count the damage before that? My mother, what is the fate of my grandfather? ”

He caused her to live in dire straits all her life, she didn't have a day of peace, how many times she dreamed back at midnight, she was severely slandered by the bloody injuries she once had, and then tossed and turned, until now, she can't sleep peacefully.

She wants to leave, she is a human being, a person with feelings, even if she has been stuck in the ice for the past two years, no matter how much she tells herself to face Fang Xinqi calmly, no matter how she tells herself to disguise herself with coldness, she can't withstand the catharsis of all feelings, and it will hit like her life.

was questioned by Xia Fan, and couldn't say a word when asked, Fang Xinqi casually touched the cigarette in his coat pocket.

"Fang Xinqi, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore, let me go, and then you and I, from now on, life and death will live up to each other!"

After a pause in the movement of touching the cigarette with his hand, Fang Xinqi pursed his lips tightly, unable to say a word.

"You're in such a hurry to get out of touch with me?"

"Yes!"

Firm words, pearls falling.

"Fang Xinqi, you and I are only worthy of hating each other now!"

"Then from now on, I want you to let go of the hatred between us—and then ...... Fall in love with me! ”

The words that were not hurried just overflowed the thin lips, and after hearing the sound, Xia Fan's heartstrings trembled.

In an instant, Xia Fan suddenly laughed lowly.

"Heh......"

The smile is very light and cold, but it is so penetrating.

"Fang Xinqi, you may not remember what I said to you before I fell off the cliff two years ago!"

He said he wouldn't allow her not to love him, but ...... He, she can't afford to love!

didn't follow Xia Fan's words, Fang Xinqi's eyebrows bent.

"You cooperate with the doctor first to get rid of the drug addiction, and we will talk about other things later!"

"Fang Xinqi, haven't you clearly distinguished the situation until now? I'm going to get addiction, I'm going to have major depression, don't you know why? ”

A man who used to torture her in every possible way is now going to quit drugs for her in turn, she is not uncommon!

"I just know how badly I hurt you, so I just want to make amends for you now!"

Fang Xinqi's tone was very light, but it carried the desolation of the past two years.

He knew very well how deep the damage he had done to Xia Fan two years ago, and he also knew very well what Xia Fan had taken away when he fell off a cliff two years ago.

When she fell off the cliff, she uprooted his heart, and for two years, he felt that there was a gap in his heart somewhere, and this gap, he still has not found a way to make up for it.

Until she appeared, even if two shots fell, his body became full of holes because of her, and he still felt that it was worth it to use two shots in exchange for the feeling that his heart was beating again!

"Hehe......"

If there was not so much hurt before, Xia Fan would definitely be moved to tears because of this man's words, but there was so much hurt and so much hatred that she couldn't let go of it at all.

"Fang Xinqi, you know, I've already died once!"

She's already died once and isn't afraid of dying again, so she doesn't mind breaking the net with this man again.

Xia Fan's words made Fang Xinqi's eyebrows flutter.

"If I lose you again, I will be better off than dead!"

The man's repeated words made Xia Fan's little hands tremble again and again.

She couldn't tell the mess in her heart, like a vine that grew tall, entangled around her, making her heart tighten and uncomfortable.

Pursing her lips, she didn't want to hear a word from this man again.

After so many years of indifferent appearance and whitewashing, it can't change the sensibility in her bones after all.

"Say no more, I ask you to leave immediately!"

Xia Fan pointed to the door not far away, his expression painful.

This man repeated such things repeatedly, and she really didn't know what to do.

She remembered the indelible pain he had inflicted on her, but it was undeniable that he had been kind to her before.

Even if she hated him again, while thinking of those hurts, she would also inadvertently think of the things that had been good to her in the past.

She is a human being, a person with feelings, and her reason does not allow her to soften on this man, but her heart has repeatedly lost control.

Xia Fan's painful look made Fang Xinqi feel mixed in his heart.

Thinned lips and pursed repeatedly, he didn't want to see her live in such pain, but things, dealing with them, were always much trickier than he imagined.

"Xiaofan, don't make any more trouble, you accept treatment first, even if you hate me and your body is not healthy, how can you have the strength to hate me!"

"Get out!"

I really can't listen to this man say any more words, as long as he says one more word, her calm heart will always ripple.

Xia Fan covered his head with his hands, his face was distorted, this man always had the ability to affect her emotions whether it was two years ago or two years later.

didn't want Xia Fan to have emotional ups and downs because of himself, Fang Xinqi had to leave even if he couldn't bear it.

After licking his lips a few times with the tip of his tongue, Fang Xinqi didn't stop any longer, turned around and left......

Fang Xinqi's departure made Xia Fan's emotions that he had repeatedly wanted to contain unbearable catharsis.

Screaming, she clasped her arms around her body, like a child who had lost everything, crying heartbreakingly......

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Outside the window, a dark curtain swept in, and large inky black clouds covered the sky, hiding the shivering stars in the night sky.

A gust of wind rose from the bottom and swept through the shivering branches outside the window, and the leaves on the trees fell and scattered to the ground......

"Boom!"

The rumbling thunder mixed with the sound of swaying leaves outside the window, mixed with dense raindrops pouring down from the sky, splashing mercilessly on the delicate windows like water injections, forming a curtain of shattered rain.

A bright flash of fire pierced the night sky, and the sound of rain accompanied by lightning swept by, and the bright purple light seemed to tear the dark night sky into fragments.

Everything that changes rapidly outside the window, obscure, gloomy......

Jumping bright firelight, through the gap in the window, reflected Xia Fan's pale face.

The dream is another bloody scene, like a movie rewinded, with the interweaving of blood and tears, cruelly mixed together, rushing - stabbing Xia Fan's sensitive nerve endings.

Her mother, who was pressed to the center of her eyebrows with a black hole, fell to the ground with a shot.

In an instant, it fell on her grandfather's body, who was wearing a black cloth on his head, and also left unjustly under the muzzle of the black hole.

The faces of her grandmother, second uncle, and everyone around her flashed in her mind.

In the end, all the pictures were fixed on Fang Xinqi's face.

On the chuang pavement, Xia Fan's face, which was so pale that it lost all its blood, was twisted together, and the originally delicate and clean cheeks, and the facial features unabashedly highlighted the terrifying paleness.

The smooth forehead was oozing with dense cold sweat, and the temperature in the room was very high, but it couldn't withstand the cold of Xia Fan's body as if he was in the North Pole.

"Don't ...... Please...... Mom......"

The lips were whimpering and begging, but they couldn't reverse the fact that it was a foregone conclusion.