Spend time in a cave

I lost, I lost politically again. I was desperate, I decided to go to the Longmen Grottoes, in the perennial years, when I flaunted my might, when I was proud of the spring breeze, I often went to the Longmen Grottoes to travel, I once thought that it was my territory.

I am desperate, perhaps, at this time, I already have the heart to leave this sad city (Luoyang). I took bus No. 53 to the Longmen Grottoes, after getting off the bus at the station, I abandoned the car and walked on the high Longmen Bridge, at this time, I was wearing a blue and white "United Nations Meili University" university dress and white light stockings, and also wearing blue denim cloth Li Si shoes. I am the college girl from Zheng Yuan's "10,000 Reasons" in the "United Nations United States".

I walked down the Longmen Bridge and walked on the asphalt road on the east bank of the Yihe River to the south, and I enjoyed the beautiful scenery of the Longmen Grottoes on the other side. In fact, at this time, I already have the heart to leave, and I already have the heart to leave this world. Actually, the people here also know that I have been defeated in Luoyang City.

Perhaps, I don't want to die yet, I still have the heart to live, I have 70 yuan in my pocket, and I still have the heart to find a place to live here, even if it's just a cave where I can live and rub my hands together for warmth......

I saw that there was a Dongshan Grottoes Scenic Area on the side of the road, and I used to play here back then, and there must have been many caves there. At this time, I seem to be a little anxious and want to relieve myself, but there is a police officer at the door, and when I enter the door, there are two private bathrooms for the police with good conditions. I asked the police, "Is it possible to enter the bathroom?" How much does it cost? ”

I don't want the police (maybe the director of the Longmen Branch) sternly reprimanded: "60! ”

"What? 60？ I asked inwardly. Then it's impossible to go into the bathroom and it will cost 60 for a convenience? I asked again in my mind.

I seemed to have been robbed by the police, I was full of tears, I couldn't imagine that in this world I was so defeated that even the police didn't want me! Could it be that there is no place for me to settle in the vastness of heaven and earth, oh, the attitude is so rude! It's really incomprehensible. I didn't think I would be ruined to the point where I didn't even have a cave where I could rest and light a campfire and rub my hands together for warmth. Unexpectedly, I fell to the point where I had unknowingly become Yagyu Kazuken's wife (Slender Keiko).

I was disheartened, turned around and walked to the Longmen Bridge in the north, standing on the Longmen Bridge, the cold winter, my heart was broken. I heard the sound of the old monk chanting scriptures in the Xiangshan Temple on the east bank of the Yihe River of Longmen Bridge, and the comfort color was strong. It's just that boundless loneliness and loneliness are so.

Quietly, I walked into a cave not far from the temple of the Three Virgins on the south side of the White Garden, which did not seem too dark, and I curled up and lit a bonfire for myself, squatting around it, rubbing my hands together to keep warm.

I was afraid that when it was dark, there would be boundless wolves coming to engulf me, I thought about it again and again, I decided to return to Luoyang City, I could move, leave the old city, go to the Xigong District to buy a two-bedroom house, go to the Xigong District to develop, where there are many banks, and high-speed fiber optic Internet technology.

I can carry this ASUS laptop that I've been with for many years. When I arrived in the Xigong District, it was conducive to my writing, and it was also convenient for me to go to the bank to withdraw money and go to the post and telecommunications office for mail.

I'm gone, I'm gone, this Longmen Grotto, also offended me, I think, I won't come back in the future. I hate this place, I just saw that the world is so cold, and I will remember that one night I spent in a cave......