Chapter 786: Honesty
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Mu Zao subconsciously glanced at Su Yan and asked him, "What about you?" ”
Su Yanzhi obviously didn't expect Mu Zao to suddenly talk to him, and the whole person was stunned for a moment. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Su Jingting saw some clues, thinking of the request that Su Yanzhi had made to him before, I am afraid that his son would not be able to explain to Mu as soon as possible.
Although Su Jingting didn't appreciate his son's evasive attitude, he also believed that Su Yanzhi must have his own reasons for making such a decision.
After thinking about it, Su Jingting explained to Mu Zao: "The company is ready to send Yanzhi to be in charge of a foreign project. ”
Mu glanced at Su Jingting early, and then fixed his gaze on Su Yanzhi: "How long will it take?" ”
Su Yanzhi has never shied away from looking at others, and as a psychiatrist, visual contact with each other is a must. However, at this moment, Su Yanzhi didn't dare to look at Mu Zaozao's eyes. He was afraid to see emotions in it that he didn't want to see. Such as disappointment, such as distrust.
Su Yanzhi's evasion, Mu had already noticed it. Although Mu Zao is not a psychiatrist, a woman's sixth sense has always been accurate.
She bowed slightly, and said to Su Jingting: "Dad, I know that you are here to be good at all times." But when he was still young, let me take him for another two years. When he is seven years old, he will be handed over to you for mentoring. ”
Mu had already said so, and Su Jingting was not easy to force. At this moment, he felt that more important matters had to be handled by Su Yanzhi himself. So he got up from his seat and said, "Then I'll go downstairs and see them." ”
As soon as he finished speaking, he walked out of the room and closed the door of the study with him.
The atmosphere in the room suddenly became different, and Su Yanzhi became even more cramped.
"I apologize for what I said to you earlier." Mu looked at Su Yanzhi early in the morning, and his tone was sincere.
"What apologies?" Su Yan subconsciously asked, in fact, he knew better than anyone what Mu Zaozao meant. He immediately said, "No need to apologize, you are right. ”
It's his fault that he didn't protect his wife and children well, which made this family scarred.
Mu wanted to ask early, did Su Yanzhi really have to go? But when the words came to his lips, he was a little difficult to speak.
Su Yanzhi also wanted to ask Mu Zaozao what he was thinking in his heart. But now he needs a lot of courage to even look at Mu Zao.
"Let's go down." Mu opened his mouth early.
Su Yanzhi nodded.
After Mu got up from his seat early, Su Yanzhi also stood up. Mu walked in front early, and Su Yanzhi followed behind.
When Mu Zao reached out to pull the door, she felt an arm behind her wrap around her body. Surrounded by a familiar atmosphere, Mu Zao's heart throbbed a little.
Su Yanzhi didn't speak, he kept asking in his heart: What should I do, early, tell me what to do.
But on the surface, he didn't want to throw such a problem to Mu Zaozao.
As a psychiatrist, he understands better than anyone how important trust issues between couples are. It's a trusting thing, and once lost, it's hard to get it back. Even if the misunderstanding can be resolved, it will be difficult for the two people to be as pure and flawless as before.
The wound is still there, and the scar can never be removed.
He once thought that he and Mu were lucky early and would never encounter a problem of trust. Because two people believe in each other's love for themselves and believe that the other will not do anything treacherous. Even if you really want to separate one day, you will break up peacefully. It is impossible to cheat, and it is even more impossible to deliberately hurt the other party.
Unexpectedly, the invisible hand of fate actually pushed the two of them to the current situation.
Mu didn't speak early, and stood quietly in place, letting Su Yanzhi hold him.
"Daddy, Mommy!" There was a sound outside the door, and the door of the study was then pushed open by a pair of small hands.
Mu Zaozao and Su Yanzhi were still standing at the door of the study in the same posture as before, and they were bumped into from time to time.
Seeing that her mother was lazy in Su Yanzhi's arms, her little face wrinkled.
From time to time, he subconsciously wanted to break free from Su Yanzhi's arm.
From time to time, he ran to the front and hugged Su Yanzhi's thigh: "Dad is bad, Dad doesn't want me and Mom anymore." ”
Su Yanzhi slowly let go of Mu Zaozao in his arms.
Standing in front of him from time to time, looking up at Su Yanzhi with a cute little face, pouting: "Dad, are you really going abroad?" ”
Su Yanzhi glanced at Su Jingting, who was standing not far from the door, and could be regarded as understanding.
It seems that Su Jingting has said it from time to time.
"Daddy?" Seeing that Su Yanzhi didn't speak, he thought he had acquiesced. There were tears of grievance flashing in his big eyes, and his voice was glutinous: "Dad, don't go." Mom and I are reluctant to let you go. And my sister, don't you care about my sister? ”
Thinking of Xiao Yi, Su Yanzhi's originally soft heart hardened again.
He can't be too selfish. Although I don't want to leave early and time. But right now, Su Yanzhi really can't think of a better way. He needs to find Wade, and he needs to make sure Xiao Yi is safe.
Mu Zao saw that Su Yanzhi didn't speak, so she pulled Shi Shi, who was standing next to Su Yanzhi, and said, "Good, let's go downstairs and have a look." ”
"Mom, don't you let Dad go." Begging all the time.
Mu Zao picked him up in his arms, looked at her and asked, "Why don't you want to let Dad go?" ”
"Daddy is gone, Mommy, you'll be very lonely." Lying on Mu Zao's shoulder from time to time, he was wronged by Bala. Although the little guy is a little weirder than children of the same age, he is only a child after all. When Su Yanzhi was at home, he could still be willful. If Su Yanzhi really leaves home, who will protect her mother? If something like Dan is born, I don't know what to do.
Seeing that it was like this all the time, Su Yan had a hard time choosing.
It's as if everything is twisted into a knot that can't be untied.
Approaching late at night, Lei Qiming and 6 Shen returned home, Mu Zao originally wanted to go back, Su Jingting had already asked Zhang's mother to clean up the room, saying that he hadn't come back to live for a long time, and he thought about it from time to time.
Mu Zao is not easy to refuse.
When he went to bed from time to time, it was Su Jingting who went to his small room to tell him stories. Mu Zao guessed in his heart that in addition to bedtime stories, Su Jingting would definitely say something more from time to time. Mu Zao did not interfere. She believes that she always has her own little ideas, and she also believes that Su Jingting will not hurt her from time to time.
But why can't you trust Su Yanzhi anymore?
In fact, in the final analysis, Mu Zao didn't know what kind of level her so-called distrust was. Maybe what she didn't believe in was not Su Yanzhi's person, but fate.
Su Yanzhi will not deliberately hurt her, will not betray her, and will definitely do his best for this family. But compared with fate, how can people's decisions and ideas be 100% correct?
She was worried that Su Yan's mistake would harm Xiao Yi.
In the room, Mu had taken a shower earlier and sat in the room playing with his mobile phone. Su Yanzhi and Su Haoxuan chatted in the living room downstairs.
Although the person is downstairs, his heart has always been by Mu Zaozao's side. Taking advantage of Su Haoxuan's mention that the work was not finished, Su Yanzhi immediately found a chance to say goodbye, and then went upstairs.
Stepping into the bedroom, Mu heard Su Yanzhi's footsteps early, put down his phone, and sat up.
"I haven't slept yet." Su Yanzhi asked knowingly.
"Are you ready to sleep?" Mu asked early.
Su Yanzhi didn't say a word, lifted the quilt and went to bed.
It's past twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and tomorrow is his birthday. What was the birthday gift that Kemu prepared for him early?
Is it her suspicion? Or push him out.
"In other words, I don't know what to say." Mu Zao pondered for a long time and slowly opened his mouth.
After all, she felt that it was too abrupt to tell Su Yanzhi about her distrust before. Having thought about it for a long time, she might be able to put it another way.
Su Yanzhi sat next to him and listened quietly.
"I don't think I don't trust you."
Su Yanzhi turned his head and finally dared to look at this woman. I was expecting her to continue.
"Well, I'm just scared."
"Afraid of what?" Su Yanzhi asked.
"I can't say the specifics, I'm afraid that something will happen to Xiao Yi, and I'm afraid that because of Xiao Yi's matter, there will be a gap between the two of us that can't be healed. I'm also afraid that there will be something next time that will make you as cold as last time. I don't know how to deal with you who are so indifferent. ”
Su Yanzhi was silent, just looking at Mu Zaozao.
"To be honest, over the years, I've gotten used to your attitude towards me. Whether it was when I was in school or when we got married, I will always be the most special person with you. But the last time you were hypnotized by Wade and devoted yourself to your work, you were indifferent to me being taken away by Dan. It suddenly occurred to me that no one in this world could be relied upon. And I gradually understood that even you are not obliged to treat me as a special case in life. ”
Mu said a lot early, her worries, her discomfort. and what she had never thought about too much, Su Yanzhi's love for her.
Those favors seem to have become a matter of course, and Su Yanzhi's excellent responsibility has also become a matter of course. In fact, there are so many things that can be taken for granted in this world.
It is precisely because of this understanding that Mu Zao wanted to do something for himself, and stop being a rice worm who doesn't care about everything.
After thinking about it for a long time, Mu Zao said with some apprehension: "I have something to tell you, I hope you don't get angry." ”
"About Dan?" Su Yanzhi asked.
Mu Zao was a little surprised: how did he know?
Looking at the look on Mu Zaozao's face, Su Yanzhi said, "Actually, I also have something to tell you, I hope you don't get angry." ”
"Then let's talk about it first."
Su Yanzhi did not hide it, and said his thoughts about agreeing to Wade's request.
Surprisingly, Mu Zaozao's face didn't change much.
Su Yanzhi was a little curious: "You're not angry?" ”
"I'm angry." Although Mu Zao said this, there was no anger on his face. Looking carefully, the corners of Mu Zaozao's mouth seemed to be smiling, and she spoke again: "You say, could it be that Wade deliberately left clues to make us feel that Xiao Yi is not dead?" ”
"Didn't you always believe that Xiao Yi is still alive?" Su Yanzhi asked.
Mu Zao's thoughts, in fact, Su Yan had it from the beginning. But he didn't want to let Mu Zao down again, even if there was little hope, Su Yanzhi was willing to do his best to fight for it.
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