When the spring daughter rained and the people wept, the hot sun was like a young man in the right year, the passion was radiant, the light fell, the fresh lilies were so hot that they lowered their heads, the lotus flowers were bent down in the sun, and even the noisy birds could not stand the heat and hid in the shade of the trees.

Of course, the most suffering is the spirit of all things, man, but man is always smart, and thinks of all kinds of ways to cool himself, or in fact, he sleeps with a cool breeze through the window, or takes a shower in the water room, and he can also drink refreshing drinks, such as iced tea, cola, sprite, etc.

Sometimes, a person will drink three or four bottles of drinks a day, to be honest, Lin Feng does not approve of this practice, he always brings water at home or uses a water dispenser to quench his thirst and save money. It's too wasteful to think that you spend a dozen dollars a day on drinks.

In the Water Margin, there is such a ballad in the article of Outwitting Birthday, and there is such a poem "The red sun is scorching like fire, and the seedlings of Noda are half scorched." The farmer's heart is like soup boiling, and Wang Sun Gongzi shakes the fan "Those buddies who spend a lot of money are the "Wang Sun Gongzi", and their parents, those who work hard to make money for them to go to school, are the "farmer" students who don't know how hard the money is, and still spend a lot of money, which really shouldn't be.

Lin Feng thought, what about himself? There is also a lot of money that should not be spent, the cost of Internet access for a week is only five or six yuan, and compared with those classmates, it is just "fifty steps and a hundred steps", it seems that these students should reflect on it.

Bored looking at math books, functions, equivalence tests, equations, and nerve-wracking words, Lin Feng, who was already very sleepy, was even more sleepy.

I don't know if you have a sense of powerlessness, I feel that I am very small, I have no goals, ideals, yes, Ah Jian has, and I often have, this kind of negative emotion, often can affect my life, when I was in college, there was a period of time when I felt very powerless, I felt that there was no point in going to college, at that time, I was addicted to the Internet all day long, at that time, I no longer had the ambition when I first entered the university, and I was very miserable at that time.

Summers always seem to be hot and long. My mood was also very irritated by the hot sun, and I was looking forward to the end of class. A large amount of free time is boring, and the ideals and goals set in college have been diluted by ordinary and tedious life. These days, I am always troubled by questions, what did I learn in college? What can I do after graduation? Vacations and high school reunions, when it comes to college life, many people will say "empty" and "monotonous".

It's really monotonous, how can you not be empty when you only shuttle between dormitories and teaching buildings in a day, and you have a lot of spare time waiting to be wasted? Sometimes I miss the days of my third year of high school, when it was bitter but my life was fulfilling, and although I was tired at that time, I had a dream in my heart. And now that I'm in college, I don't know where my ideals are? Where is the dream? Whether it's in the seven-colored brushes or in the software that I fiddle with all day, I always feel that I have learned too little, but I don't know how to make my life fullest. Some of my high school classmates have stopped going to college, gone out to work, wear brand-name clothes, and spend a lot of money. Suddenly, I felt a deep sense of self-blame. Because I'm still spending my parents' money, wasting my time. Suddenly I feel that my future is very bleak, and I don't know where the road is?

Finally, the bell rang for the eighth period of class on Friday, and after dinner, I was thinking about how to spend the weekend. Is it perseverance to take the self-study exam for the undergraduate? Or go to an Internet café to play online for two days at night? After thinking about it for a while, I still don't have a clue, so let's go out for a walk.

The classmates said that the small square on the bank of the Prince River had just been built, and the scenery at night was very beautiful, so let's go there. As soon as I got out of the school gate, I saw the sparkling Taizi River from a distance, the fountain in the middle of the river was like a crystal flower, constantly blooming, on both sides of the river, the green lawn was bright after looking at it, and walked towards the square, there were already many people there, there were residents who took a walk after dinner, but more were college students like me.

Those youthful figures, some pedal skateboards speeding on the square, some playing badminton in pairs, and some are a pair of lovers talking together, they are all laughing, as if there is no trouble in their hearts, there is no pressure around them, looking at them, they are like a glass of Coke, gushing with happiness and laughter bubbles anytime and anywhere, asking themselves in my heart, I have the same youth as them, why not be happy? It seems that college life is not without happiness, but I lack the eye to find happiness, happiness is a day, unhappy is also a day, why not be happy every day?

Suddenly I smelled an aroma coming from a small barbecue stall next to me. A young couple in the stall was on a barbecue skewer, five or six years old children were jumping up and down with a skewer of barbecue and eating very fragrant, after a while there were more and more people in the stall, the couple stood in front of the charcoal grill, and saw fine beads of sweat on their heads, but they still couldn't forget to pick up a string of the largest and fattest barbecue meat for their son. Looking at this warm family of three, I suddenly remembered my parents, who did not do a better job than this couple, but still gave me all their love and placed all their hopes on me. And I spent my parents' hard-earned money in college, and my heart was full of self-blame, for the sake of my parents and for myself, I had to study hard.

As the night darkens, the lanterns in the middle of the river are lit up, and the interactive lights and wonderful fountains become dreamlike and beautiful. The colorful light and shadow give people a kind of fairy tale, the illusion in the fairyland, and the sound of flowing water and the refreshing breath on the face are very real for you to hear and feel.

If you think about it carefully, people's ideals are like this fountain of light and shadow, which is nothing, but after careful experience and pursuit, it will become real, and the reason why my heart is empty is that I regard the ideal as unattainable. I think of what Mr. Lu said: "There is no road in the world, and when there are more people walking, it will become a road" I may think that there is no ideal in the world that can be realized, as long as you keep pursuing and exploring, you can realize your dream.

The ideal is the same as the fountain of light and shadow, although it is far away from oneself, but after all, it is in the eyes and hearts. It is like a beacon light, guiding us step by step and one day we will succeed. And it's time for my lost ideal to pick it up. Thinking of me when I first entered the university, facing a new campus and a new university life, I was full of spirit and pride, and I had endless imagination in my heart, if I had been looking at college life with a positive attitude, then how could there be emptiness and monotony?

The study and life of the university is regarded as a kind of experience, a kind of accumulation of knowledge, today's hardship is to exercise more tenacious wings, and the balance of victory always sinks to the side of the hard-working person. As for those students who don't go to school and work before me, there is no need to envy, we are walking two roads, they are waiters, just to earn youth, although the temporary scenery, but not a long-term solution, and we, we have chosen to continue to hone the body and mind, accumulate knowledge, a thousand days to sharpen the sword, once the sword is formed, you can show your talents, proud of the world.

At this time, it was half past nine, and there were fewer people, and I also set foot on the way back to the dormitory, and my mood was no longer melancholy, because I had learned to find happiness. You won't doze off in class anymore, for your parents and for yourself, you have to study hard. In my heart, I have a goal to strive for, as long as I work hard, the ideal is in front of me. Sitting by the window, looking up, you can invite a piece of silver moonlight, and see the starry sky shining like water, and the impetuous heart is gradually calmed in the quiet night. Tonight, this midsummer night, really gave me a lot of insights and made me find myself again.

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