Chapter 238: Sign a small agreement
After Mu left the criminal police team early, he did not go home directly. Instead, let the driver pull her to the cemetery.
Walking into the cemetery, Mu saw a familiar back standing in front of his mother's tombstone.
In front of the man, there is a bouquet of yellow calla lilies. Mu Zao remembered that the first few times he came to see his mother, there would be bright flowers dripping with dew in front of the tombstone, and he guessed in his heart that the person should often come to see his mother. At first, I thought it was my father, but if my father came here, he would only buy my mother's favorite lilac like Mu Zaozao.
"Uncle Lei." Mu didn't shy away from it early and strolled forward.
The middle-aged man is Lei Ruan Qin and Lei Qiming's father, Lei Yao.
Lei Yao raised his hand and wiped the corners of his eyes, slowly came back to his senses, and when he saw Mu Zaozao, he smiled kindly: "Early, you are here." ”
"Hmm." Mu nodded early, a little puzzled: "The first few times I saw fresh calla lilies here, did Uncle Lei come here?" ”
Lei Yao nodded, looked at the photo of Du Jiayi when he was young on the tombstone, and said with a smile: "When I met your mother, the yellow calla lilies in the garden bloomed just right. In my heart, this flower is as beautiful as your mother. ”
Mu Zao was slightly surprised, what did Uncle Lei mean by this? Could it be, what does he have to do with his mother?
He can't be his mother's first love or something, right? This seems a bit bloody.
"Why is it that a person is here, in other words?" Lei Yao asked.
"Oh, he went to work. I happened to be idle, so I came to take a look. Mu replied obediently.
"Then you talk to your mother, I'll go back first." Lei Yao said.
"Huh? Uncle Lei. Mu opened his mouth early to stop him.
Lei Yao stopped and looked back at Mu Zaozao.
"That ......" Mu thought about it early, scratched his head a little embarrassedly, and asked, "Can I ask something?" ”
"You say." Lei Yao turned around and nodded.
"Let's go sit over there." Mu Zao pointed to the bench outside for family members to rest.
Lei Yao nodded, and the two walked slowly side by side.
"How's it going? I don't see you go to the house to play with Ruan Ruan, I think when you were young, you made a fuss at home every day, but now you are big in a blink of an eye, and the house is empty, and you are becoming more and more uncomfortable. "Lei Yao is slightly fatter than Mu Wenhai, a little taller, and looks much burlier. He has a beard, and although he shaves every day, he can still clearly see the slightly green stubble on his face, and if a stranger sees it, he will feel a little fierce.
In fact, Lei Yao really has no temper with children. Otherwise, he would not have connived at Ruan Ruan's constant entanglement with An Yichen's kid.
"It's good, it's good to me, their family is very good to me. I used to think that I had to find someone I loved deeply when I got married, but now it seems that it doesn't really matter if I love it or not. Conduct is the most important thing. I'm lucky. Mu said early.
Lei Yao sighed: "It would be nice if Ruan Ruan had such peace of mind as you, what did you say was good about that bastard boy in the An family, Ruan Ruan Ruan was spoiled by me since he was a child, but he didn't expect to be so visionless when he grew up." If you want me to say, it's best to find a man with a stable and ordinary job. In this life, what a woman wants is not just a stable one. Can the bastard boy of the An family give her stability? ”
When it comes to Lei Ruanqin, I feel that Lei Yao is really annoyed.
"It's really hard to say about feelings. I never thought of marrying Su Yanzhi, after all, we have no emotional foundation at all. ”
As they spoke, the two of them had already walked over to the row of chairs and sat down.
Mu asked politely: "Uncle Lei, I want to ask you to do me a favor." ”
"What's wrong? It's so polite to my uncle, you and Ruan Ruan Ke are both my daughters, just talk about anything, and talk about whether to help or not. Lei Yao said with a smile.
"I'd like to ask you to help me find a more reliable psychiatrist." Mu said early.
"Huh?" Lei Yao's face was still calm just now, and he looked puzzled: "Looking for a psychiatrist?" Aren't Yan and Lu Shen both very good psychiatrists? ”
"I just don't want them to know." Mu lowered his head early.
"You girl, are you bothered by something? If you can't talk to those peers, you can tell your uncle and I'll keep it a secret for you. ”
Mu raised his eyes early and met Lei Yao's kind face. I felt that the fortress in my heart had collapsed a little in an instant, as if a little light had finally penetrated through the dark underground for a long time. made Mu have a sour nose early, and he was almost crying out of grievance.
Indeed, these words are not good to say to their peers. Because they didn't want Mu Zaozao and Su Yanzhi to be hurt in any way, they deliberately avoided it. But Mu Zao didn't want to be protected like this forever.
"Uncle Lei, what do you mean by marriage? Why do people get married? Mu didn't say anything about his thoughts, but just asked lightly.
Lei Yao smiled: "You have to go back and ask your father about this, your Uncle Lei has never been married." ”
"But I think that if Uncle Lei gets married, he will definitely be a considerate and good husband." It is not an exaggeration to say it early.
Hearing her say this, Lei Yao smiled even more: "The little girl's mouth is getting sweeter and sweeter." Have you been bullied lately? ”
Mu Zao shook her head, looking at the kind smile on Lei Yao's face, she finally spoke: "I want to recover my memory, but they are all against it." ”
"Recovering your memory? Why? It's hard to forget, how many people don't have this kind of opportunity if they want to. Lei Yao obviously didn't understand why Mu Zaozao made such a decision.
"It's true that amnesia really forgets a lot of sadness, and people are happier than before. But I always felt incomplete, that something was missing in my life. It's as if a piece of my heart has been gouged out. Especially every time he faced Su Yanzhi, he thought about his mind silently alone, obviously I was involved in many things, but I couldn't remember anything at all. I forgot not only the sadness, but also the goodness. ”
"Why don't you find someone to help you remember those good things?" Lei Yao said, regardless of whether there is such a possibility or not.
Mu Zao shook his head: "I'm not afraid of those unhappy things." Isn't there a saying that is good, but whatever doesn't break me will make me stronger. If I really forget, wouldn't I be a coward? ”
"What's so bad about being a coward, and you're a little girl, those sad and sad, just let the man bear it. A girl should have the appearance of a girl, as long as she is happy, she is the most precious baby, and she deserves to be cared for and loved. You're not Sailor Moon, what are you going to do so bravely. Lei Yao smiled indulgently and looked at Mu Zaozao's gaze, as if looking at Lei Ruanqin.
If this can really be done, Mu Zao will be willing to do it sooner. However, reality did not give her such rights. Since her mother left, she no longer feels like a squeamish little princess. Lei Ruanqin at least has Lei Yao's father as a backing, but what about Mu Zao? After Lin Rui married Mu Wenhai, for so many years, home has long ceased to be the warm and reassuring haven it used to be. Instead, it has become a source of harm.
She no longer hopes to be anyone's princess, she just hopes that one day she can really be her own queen. It's not that she doesn't trust Su Yanzhi to bring her happiness, but she hopes that she can live a complete life. You can walk hand in hand with Su Yanzhi, instead of just waiting to be taken care of.
"Uncle Lei, can you help me find a suitable psychiatrist?" Mu clung to the last hope.
She was really afraid that Lei Yao would talk to Su Yanzhi about such things as those people. If you can really discuss it with Su Yanzhi, can Mu Zao still need to spend so much time?
Fortunately, Lei Yao didn't ask much, and nodded happily: "How can I not meet my daughter's request, I'm Superman's father." ”
Looking at the shining light on Lei Yao's face, Mu Zao smiled happily: "Uncle Xie Lei." ”
Back at the villa, it was dark. Su Yanzhi had already gotten off work, sitting on the sofa, talking to Su Haoxuan in the wheelchair in front of him.
I had already called just now, and Mu changed his shoes early and entered the living room.
"I'll go up first." Su Yanzhi got up from the sofa, Su Haoxuan nodded, and watched Su Yanzhi holding Mu Zaozao, and the two walked upstairs.
Entering the room, Mu Zao couldn't help asking, "Why are you in such a hurry to go upstairs?" ”
She didn't even have time to say hello to Su Haoxuan.
"Are you going to find Lu Ming?" Su Yanzhi asked.
Mu Zao's heart froze, and he subconsciously asked, "How do you know?" ”
Seeing Mu Zao's eyebrows frowning slightly, although Su Yanzhi didn't want to, he still helped Lu Ming speak: "It's not Lu Ming who said it, it's just that I accidentally saw someone posting a video on the Internet." ”
“……”
"Qian Ying didn't hurt you, did she?" Su Yanzhi looked Mu Zaozao up and down.
Mu Zao shook his head, thinking that Su Yanzhi would be angry, but he didn't expect that he could care about her so much. Let Mu mention the heart a little earlier, and let go a little.
She was also afraid in her heart, if Su Yanzhi knew that she secretly went to Biren to ask about what happened five years ago, and wanted to find other doctors to recover her memory, Su Yanzhi would definitely be angry.
But she didn't have a better way. Moreover, she also wanted to share some worries with Su Yanzhi by doing this, which is not a deception, right? A white lie at best.
"I agree to help you recover your memory." Su Yanzhi spoke again.
Mu Zao's surprised mouth opened slightly, and he forgot to close it. I thought that my ears were wrong, and looking at Su Yanyi's serious expression, it didn't seem like a joke.
"Is it April Fool's Day?" Mu Zaozao asked with a smile.
"I feel that I should respect your idea, and since you want to recover your memory, I will not object again. It's just ......" Su Yanzhi paused.
Mu Zao was anxious for a while, he didn't stop for a long time, and suddenly stopped in the middle of his words, and couldn't help asking: "It's just what's wrong?" ”
"I want to sign a small deal with you."
"What agreement?" Mu asked early.
Looking at Su Yanzhi's eyes, there seemed to be an unknown luster, which made Mu Zao have a little bad premonition. This man seems to have some bad idea in his mind