Chapter 183: Heart-wrenching

Looking at Jiaojiao's expression, she was very painful, and it must have reached a certain point. I patted her lightly on the shoulder and said, "Don't cry, I will forgive you for anything." So don't be upset! ”

I knew something must have happened to her, but whatever it was, I was going to forgive her. She had an abortion for me, what could be better than this?

Jiaojiao stopped crying and said to me, "I don't ask you to forgive me, but I want to tell you all these things, and it's too uncomfortable to hold it in my heart." There were a few times when I almost broke down. I don't want this again! ”

I don't know what to say when I see her like this, so I can only wait for her to tell.

Jiaojiao choked up a few times and said to me: "Actually, at the beginning, I told you that what Bai Dafei did to me was true, and it was not the first time that he forcibly had that kind of relationship with me. At that time, I was worried that you would scratch me, so I told me about it. When you didn't touch me much, I thought you were good, and suddenly fell in love with you. Decide to make a difference for you! ”

At this time, listening to Jiaojiao say such words, my heart was very uncomfortable. However, I didn't make a strong expression, I just gasped and said, "It doesn't matter, Jiaojiao, I didn't think about you for the first time or anything before I happened to you before, so don't blame yourself." ”

"No!" Jiaojiao cried again at this time, "It's the first time I've lied to you, Bai Dafei looked for me once when I lived outside." And had a relationship with me! ”

"What?" I was a little excited when I heard this, "He's coming to you again?" ”

Hearing this, I had mixed feelings, and stood up directly. Can't sit still anymore!

"Hmm!" Jiaojiao nodded, "He told me that now that he is in the underworld, he has to let me bear it." I was worried that you wouldn't want me anymore after I found out, so I didn't tell you. ”

All of a sudden, my heart was beating faster, and my blood vessels felt like they were going to explode. He asked Jiaojiao, "Do you know where he is now?" ”

Jiaojiao shook her head and said, "I don't know where he is, because I don't know whose child it is." So take advantage of the time to go back to grandma's house to think about it, in fact, my grandma has been absent all along, so I have lied to you almost from the beginning to the present. ”

"Alright, stop talking!" I stretched out my hand and shouted.

Jiaojiao cried even more at this time, and said to me: "You have to let me finish speaking, my woman is sinister and cunning." If I like you, I will use various methods to get you. As a result, you have lost something that you deserve, I am a sinner, I am not worthy of you. ”

"Huh!" I smiled helplessly, "Not worthy of me?" ”

"I know you must be very uncomfortable now, I'm like you, my heart is like a knife. But there are some things that I can't choose to do! Jiaojiao stared at me and said, "I could have hidden these things, but it was really uncomfortable to hold them in my heart." You're so good to me, I can't bear it. ”

"Whew," I breathed a sigh of relief, "okay, don't talk about that. You've just had a tire, don't get so excited. ”

I found that when these words were spoken, my tears flowed down my face, and they were so violent that they burst into tears in an instant. I've always pretended that I don't care about this or that, but when all these things are presented to me, I don't think anyone can accept them. Because now I'm Jiaojiao!

"No!" Jiaojiao grabbed my arm at this time, "Li Dong, you are a good man, in order to keep me safe." I thought a lot for me and gave me a lot. I'm grateful, but I'm a slut, and I'm not worthy of you anywhere, and it's really unfair to you to live with you like this for the rest of your life. So after I have said these words to you, I will leave you, forever. ”

Originally, I was angry, but after hearing Jiaojiao say this, I relieved a little, looked back at her with tears in her eyes, and said: "What are you going to go, you are helpless now, where can you go?" I said I wouldn't want you, I wouldn't be sorry for you. So don't think about it! ”

Now my heart is like a knife, but I know that I can't be angry with Jiaojiao. Not at all. I don't blame her for these things at all. She's also pathetic, although I'm struggling a bit to accept her love right now. But I still love her.

"Thank you!" Jiaojiao choked up again at this time, "I told you this today, I never thought that we could still be together." I've been in love with you for so long, enjoying the love you gave me, so long, enough in this life. Don't grieve the thoughts in your heart, the twisted melon is not sweet, your current heart can't accept me now. ”

At that time, I looked at Jiaojiao, and I couldn't say a word. Because her later words did speak to my heart, and the words she said today really affected my heart. It made me feel uncomfortable to a certain extent.

"Alright, I'm done, I'm leaving." Jiaojiao got out of bed and looked for her shoes.

I grabbed her hand and said, "Don't go, you have nowhere to go now." I can't accept it now, but only temporarily. I don't want anything to happen to you, I didn't say I was going to abandon you. ”

I don't know why I'm saying this to her, I just don't want to let go of her. I was worried that she wouldn't be able to think about it, so I tried my best to hide my inner thoughts.

Jiaojiao shook off my hand at this time and said, "Even if you can accept me, I can't accept myself, don't worry." I'm not going to kill myself, I'm stronger after so much and I'm not going to be that vulnerable. ”

After saying this, she walked directly to the door, and I immediately chased after her, continued to hold her hand and said, "Don't you do this, okay?" Don't put what you think you think on you, everything is in the past, I don't want to talk about it anymore, don't be impulsive. ”

At this moment, I am not against my will, I think which of the thoughts just now is incorrect. I had to accept her for anything, and I chose to choose.

I forcibly hugged her and said, "Okay, if you can say these words sincerely, it proves that you really love me." I don't care about these things, let's go on with our lives, okay? ”

Jiaojiao turned around and said, "You are a good person, only Murong Xue is suitable to be with you." I've been superfluous since I first appeared, and I'm going to leave whatever you say today. You should have the right to pursue the sky you love! I don't deserve you, and I'm not for you! Now you can say such things as proof that you have pity on me. I don't want to go on like this, I wish you happiness. ”

She said very stubbornly, without her previous kindness and generosity, and walked into the corridor again. At this moment, my heart was too complicated, and I collapsed to a certain point in an instant.

"Jiaojiao!" I accentuated my tone a little, "If you have to go, I'm not going to stop you." But you promise me, don't go anywhere now, just go to Zhou Wei's company to calm down first, okay? ”

Jiaojiao bit her lip and said to me, "I want to leave this city!" Only by leaving here can you forget everything! You don't have to worry about anything. ”

I came to her, knelt down in front of her, and said, "I've never begged you for anything, but this time I begged you." You stay in Zhou Wei's company first, calm down first, so that I can let you out of here. Otherwise, I won't let you go! ”

"Why bother!" Jiaojiao said with a painful expression.

"I'll call Zhou Wei now and ask him to come and pick you up."

I immediately pulled out my phone, because I knew that she was not calm at this time, and my emotions were also complicated. I don't know what I'm saying to satisfy him, so I can only let Fat Zhou ease the situation.

Jiaojiao didn't say anything, it was a tacit acquiescence. After Zhou Wei heard about this, he said that he would be there in ten minutes. Just keep me waiting here! The two of us looked at each other, not knowing what to say.

"Li Dong!" Jiaojiao called my name again at this time, "Thank you for all the feelings you have given me during this time, I'm sorry." ”