Chapter 54: Confession
"Don't cry anymore." Everyone wanted to comfort her, but the words were too pale.
The bed was a little sad, it knew that Yang Mianmian was so big, and there were not many times when she was so sad, and the time she remembered the most was when her mother had just died and her father had married another, she was also like this, curled up on the bed and cried as if she had been abandoned by the whole world.
The mother died, and the father married someone else without any nostalgia, without any scruples about her as a daughter, she was alone, no one, no one.
It was that year that she began to be able to hear their voices, and it was they that saved her from her endless loneliness.
"Mianmian?"
There was a knock on the door, this old-fashioned door was not well insulated, Jing Chu faintly heard crying outside the door, he was so anxious that he subconsciously pushed the door.
The door opened.
The lock who pretended he wasn't locked was full of panic: "Oops, I forgot to lock the door." ”
The friends looked sideways: "Who believes →_→"
As soon as Jing Chu entered the door, Yang Mianmian found out, she walked to the door in two steps and one step, wanting to push him out: "Who asked you to come, let's go, go out!" ”
"Mianmian!"
Jing Chu lowered his voice and held her arm firmly, "Don't make trouble, what's going on, what's wrong with you?" ”
Yang Mianmian glared at him: "It's none of your business, I want to break off my friendship with you, you go out, you are not welcome in my family." ”
"Yang Mianmian!"
Jing Chu was also angry, closed the door, and held her wrist to prevent her from moving, "Don't move." ”
When he saw her red eyes and tears that did not fall, his anger immediately dissipated, and he was very distressed, "It's okay, Mianmian, tell me something, don't cry." ”
As soon as he said that, she was even more aggrieved: "What's the use of talking to you, who wants you to be nosy, what's your business, you care about others, I don't want you." ”
Jing Chu heard a little bit of taste, as soon as he let go of his hand, Yang Mianmian was free, and she didn't rush people anymore, looking up at him.
He looked down at her.
What is a beauty, a beauty looks good even if she cries, Yang Mianmian cried messily, her hair was messy, her eyes were very red, and there were tears on her cheeks that had not been wiped clean, but that was also the kind of beauty of pear blossoms with rain, the more you looked at it, the more heart-wrenching it became.
Jing Chu reached out and touched her hair: "Silly." ”
He stared at her crystal face, trying to wipe the tears from her cheeks, but he didn't, he just stroked her sideburns and said slowly, "Mianmian, you're too young." ”
You're only eighteen years old, and I'm ten years older than you, and I've been through so many things, and you're so innocent, I feel ashamed of myself just thinking about my feelings for you.
She looked at him for a while, actually smiled, and said slowly: "What you said is actually quite funny, you have been in love, you know that you can't help but like someone, it's not that I don't want to, you say, I like someone, what's wrong?" Why do you say no. ”
Jing Chu couldn't answer her question.
Yang Mianmian held back her tears: "I always think he likes me too, but today I feel that I am self-inflicted, he is good to me is just ordinary to a person, not because I am good to me, he can be just as good to others!" ”
No.
He wanted to contradict her, but felt that if he did, he would never be able to hold back to say what he really thought.
Yang Mianmian raised her head, she was only up to his chest, so she tried to stand on tiptoe and raise her head, Rao was so, her lips could rub his chin.
Jing Chu saw the tears that had been rolling in her eyes and fell.
His mind was stunned for a moment, and he didn't think about anything, but lowered his head completely by his own will, and printed her lips accurately, the girl's lips were like spring petals waiting to bloom, and like some kind of fruit-flavored gummies, which was simply addictive.
It was a simple kiss that lasted only a few seconds, but it was just a touch of lips, no more contact, but he felt his heart pounding wildly, and it was difficult to calm down.
"I ......"
He wanted to say something, but it was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't spit out a word.
Yang Mianmian tilted his head, not very willing, took a step closer, stepped on his shoes, stood on tiptoe again, tried the height and was still a little hanging, simply hugged his neck, hooked hard, and finally reached it smoothly and kissed his lips.
She smelled a faint smell of tobacco, not strong, nostalgic and lingering.
In that moment, no sound was heard.
Jing Chu put his arms around her waist and deepened the kiss little by little, he felt her soft body and fragrant smell so clearly, and the hair roots had the smell of what kind of shampoo it was, it was incredibly fragrant.
He felt like he was going to suffocate, and his heart melted like cream.
The kiss lasted for a long time, so long that he let go of her and felt his head dazed, he looked at her, and found that her apricot eyes were shining, and she seemed to want to stop talking.
Jing Chu hugged her hard, and she struggled to raise her head from his embrace: "Like me? ”
"Like you."
He was amused and angry, "Don't cry now, what a big temper." ”
He was obviously reprimanding her, but his tone was incredibly gentle.
Yang Mianmian looked at him with an expression of o(*^▽^*)o.
Jing Chu looked at her for a long time in the dim light, and finally seemed to give up on himself: "You, ......"
Before she finished speaking, she laughed first and tapped the tip of her nose, "It's really bold." ”
"If you are kissed, you can't pay the bill."
She stressed.
Jing Chu touched her face: "It's not bad, when you graduate, will we have a good relationship?" ”
“…… Not good. ”
She had a black line, "You still have to wait, who is waiting for you, don't pull it down." ”
Jing Chu pulled her to sit down, feeling as incredible as a dream: "You haven't graduated yet." ”
"I'm going to college in half a year!"
She was rather angry, "And I'm an adult!" ”
Jing Chu thought to himself, adulthood is adulthood, but I can't do this, I can't control this kind of thing, but if he starts dating without any scruples, he can't get past that level in his heart.
She was so young that she always felt a little shameful to even think of liking her.
"Mianmian, listen to me."
He pressed her shoulder, his eyes were focused and affectionate, had he seen Tony Leung's eyes, and he felt like he was going to drown at a glance, "I really like you, but I'm much older than you, Mianmian, if you just want to fall in love with me, then we'd better not start." ”
Yang Mianmian looked at him puzzled: "I like you, you like me too, isn't that enough?" ”
He shook his head amusedly: "It's not enough, the beginning of every relationship is because of liking, but whether it can last for a long time depends on management, I don't want to play with you and then break up, it's irresponsible for you and me." ”
"And what do you want?"
Yang Mianmian looked at him and blinked, "Are you talking about marriage with me?" ”
Jing Chu understood her thoughts very well: "You think it's too far away, right?" ”
He married him when he was eighteen, and that would be the next century.
Who cares about it.
Yang Mianmian reluctantly said: "At the age of twenty-one, I am still a few years away." ”
The legal age for marriage has not yet arrived, which is really far enough.
"But for me, it's already close at hand."
He said softly, "I can wait for you, but can you guarantee that we will make it to that day?" ”
Yang Mianmian is very confident: "Yes." ”
She reached out and grabbed his arm, leaning her head on his shoulder, "Don't you really want to be in a relationship with me?" ”
Jing Chu touched her delicate cheek lovingly, and whispered, "Yes, I can't think about it, but I have been asking myself since a long time ago, why? ”
"You think a lot, no one knows what will happen tomorrow, maybe after a while, you won't like it?"
Yang Mianmian felt that he was worrying about the sky, and shook his feet and said, "You are really asking for trouble." ”
Jing Chu was very honest: "I think too, but I don't want to be so much!" I have to be responsible for you, how old you are now, the future has not yet begun, maybe one day you will regret it. ”
"Regret being with you?"
She was quite inexplicable, "Of course not, if you like it, you will regret it if you don't get together, if you are together, if you don't like it in the future, you will be separated, and you won't regret it when you think about it." ”
Jing Chu hugged her and sighed first, look, it hasn't started yet, the differences are so big, what can I do in the future?
Breaking through this matter, it is really a mixed blessing, with gains and losses.
Yang Mianmian propped her head and looked at him for a while, and suddenly changed her mind: "Okay, since you said that you don't have a relationship, then don't have a relationship, then you can go, strange men don't stay in my house for so long." ”
Jing Chu felt that Yang Mianmian really perfectly interpreted the four words of ruthlessness.
"Go, go, you can go."
Yang Mianmian pulled him up and drove him away, and he relied on his warmth and affection a second ago, but now he turned his face and didn't recognize anyone.
Jing Chu didn't stay long, and touched her head: "I'll come to see you tomorrow." ”
"Don't."
She vetoed, "It's annoying to see you, get out." ”
She slammed the door shut.
Jing Chu went downstairs and sat in the car, and he didn't calm down for a while.
It was too sudden, although he realized that he had liked Yang Mianmian for a while, he still couldn't believe it, and every time he thought about it, he had a particularly ridiculous feeling.
She's so much younger than you, how embarrassing are you?
Every time he asked himself, he felt that he was very dirty.
But he really likes her, although she really has no advantages except for being beautiful, she is not soft-mouthed, competitive, bold, self-righteous, proud and conceited, and the second middle school is very good.
But he just didn't pay attention to her, she didn't let go of any trouble, couldn't help but say a few more words to care about her, and was afraid that she would suffer and be wronged.
When I saw her, my heart was bright, incredibly soft, and my smile was full of eyebrows, I didn't feel it yet, but it was really joyful.
Her smile and smile are so cute in her eyes.
I want to be good to her, I want to be better to her, and I can be as good as I can, instead of sticking to that line with trepidation like now, for fear that if I do too much, I will be obscene.
He thought about it for a long time and dialed the phone to go out.
Cong Jun's matter has been resolved, and he plans to fly back to the northwest tomorrow, and he just called a young lady at this time, and he is taking a shower after finishing it.
"Hey, Jing Chu, what's the matter?"
Cong Jun heard the phone, but he didn't have time to dry it, and came out naked.
Jing Chu asked a question: "If you like someone and she likes you, should you be together right away, although you have a place where you are not suitable." ”
Cong Jun sighed and immediately said, "That's a must!" ”
He gossiped, "What are you doing, you confessed to Mianmian?" ”
Jing Chu paused for a while before saying, "She is so much younger than me, I want to wait." ”
“…… Wait for your sister, she is so beautiful and smart, you don't like it, some people like it. ”
Cong Jun waved his hand to signal the young lady to take the money from his wallet and roll, "People will wait for you?" If you are less narcissistic, you will go shopping hand in hand with others, and you will vomit to death. ”
Jing Chu thought, if this is the case, I will really vomit to death.
"I'll call you in a moment."
He snapped and hung up, and immediately dialed Yang Mianmian, and she lazily fed her, as if she could imagine her cat-like appearance.
He took a deep breath and didn't give himself a chance to hesitate: "Mianmian, I regret it." ”
"Huh?"
"Let me take care of you."
"Ahh
"Go downstairs and I'll take you to dinner."
"Come now!"