Chapter 1: Always Losing
When An Jing broke up with Ji Chendong, Chen Songling opposed it in the middle, Chen Songling said that she was engaged, had a fiancé, and was still working in some unclear places before, so her identity would definitely make Ji Chendong humiliated. "Words, feelings, first, http://www.Klxsw.com
www.Klxsw.com [Fengyun Novel Reading Network baoliny] Please search for the product #Book.com to see the most complete and fastest update, so even if she put down her self-esteem and begged Chen Songling, saying that she really loves Ji Chendong very much, but this relationship still ended without a problem.
Now that she is here with Gu Xiluo, it is still her mother's opposition on the surface, but Gu Huili's words: If you really love Xiluo, I can also find a reason to convince myself, but you don't love him.
Yes, for such a long time, not only Ye Lin privately asked her whether she loved Gu Xiluo, but even in the dead of night, An Jing would ask herself if she loved him
Sometimes we like to deceive ourselves, always thinking that after a long time, even friendship and family affection will turn into love. But now Gu Huili has broken through with a word.
If you don't love, don't let him miss it.
As a mother, she has done her best to be benevolent and righteous, so An Jing didn't complain at all.
The car stopped at the door of the apartment on the Champs-Élysées, Gu Huili saw that An Jing beside her had been silent, she said loudly: "An Jing, you are a good boy, in fact, my aunt likes you very much." So even if you can't be with Xi Luo in the future, I will still be hungry to take care of you as always, as long as you need it. ”
Today's Anjing is not the Anjing of the past, when Gu Huili said the first sentence, she instinctively thought of what happened today.
She has been in Paris for so long, and few reporters have asked her about her affairs in China before, why is it that when she is with Gu Huili today, so many reporters suddenly appeared
Every question asked by the reporters was a thorn in her heart.
An Jing was thinking that if this was arranged by Gu Huili a long time ago, she just wanted her to clearly understand that no matter how far she hid, she would not be able to erase her past.
Then a qiē is all logical.
Others slapped a sweet date, but Gu Huili saluted her first and then soldiers.
She gave her what she wanted, and then tactfully told her to leave Gu Xiluo. I have to say that this trick is really unspeakable.
An Jing knew very well in his heart, but he was hurt emotionally after all. Holding back her tears, she replied loudly, "Auntie, thank you for taking care of you for so long. ”
Gu Huili said: "This is also your own hard work. ”
I don't know if An Jing is too careful, she always feels that Gu Huili's words are a pun. It seems that she got today's qiē, all in exchange for a love affair with Gu Xiluo.
With an indescribable sourness in his heart, An Jing spoke: "Auntie, I am grateful to you, and I am also grateful to Xi Luo. Maybe you're right, I never really fell in love with him, and I couldn't accompany him to the end, but I want you to know that when I started this relationship, I really wanted to go with him forever. ”
When Gu Huili heard An Jing's words, her heart was also moved. After all, everyone is a woman, and they have all loved someone with their hearts and lungs.
She was stunned for a moment, and then replied loudly: "An Jing, I know that you are not a person who sells his feelings for profit, I even thought that if you can really fall in love with Xi Luo, then I will agree to the two of you being together." But the reality is always very different from our likeness and expectations, so"
In the future, Gu Huili didn't say anything, nodded An, she understood.
Secretly regulating her breathing, she tried to maintain her demeanor as much as possible. After a pause for a few seconds, she said to Gu Huili, "Auntie, then I'll go back first." ”
Gu Huili responded: "Go ahead." ”
After An Jing got out of the car, she also bowed deeply to Gu Huili in the car, she knew that this deep bow contained a lot. There is gratitude to Gu Huili, gratitude to her for her support, and of course commitment.
Standing on the side of the road, An Jing watched Gu Huili's car drift away, and her tears could no longer stop surging out, blurring her vision in an instant.
On the streets of Paris at night, the old man whose street lamps pulled the shadow of An Jing, she stood there straight like this, even suppressing her crying.
In the past, she promised Chen Songling to break up with Ji Chendong, but Chen Songling threatened her with Lin Wan, and An Jing had to choose between Ji Chendong and Lin Wan. The palms and backs of her hands were full of meat, but she could never give up Lin Wan, so the moment she decided to give up Ji Chendong, she cried bitterly, like a child.
And now, she once again agreed to a mother's request and chose to end a relationship on her own initiative. But the suppression of her crying is not that she doesn't love Gu Xiluo, nor that she doesn't love it so much, but that she has finally matured and grown up, and finally understands that loss is the main tone of life.
She gave up Tang Shaoyuan for Ji Chendong, and gave up Ji Chendong for Lin Wan, and now Lin Wan exchanged her career for Gu Xiluo's love. An Jing always feels that she has been fortunate to have a lot along the way, but now it seems that every decision she makes is preparing for the next loss.
Now, she doesn't have Tang Shaoyuan, Ji Chendong, or Gu Xiluo. She still has the brand application agreement that Gu Huili gave her in her bag. It was what she dreamed of the most, but it was something she had bought with the same precious affection.
She suddenly missed home, Lin Wan, Ye Lin, and the group of friends at home.
Standing on the side of the road, she cried until her tears dried up, then she turned around and walked to the door of the apartment, took out the key and opened the door.
It was pitch black in the room, except for a faint soft light coming from the inside of the living room. An Jing reached out and pressed the wall lamp at the entrance, but the light was not on.
She was a little surprised, so she changed her shoes and walked inside.
Across the hallway, she looked sideways to the right of the living room. A large open space was filled with pink heart-shaped candles, which came together to form two letters, or a logo: j&j.
An Jing's beautiful face looks unreal in the light of candlelight. She stood in front of the candle for a long time before she came back to her senses and found a path paved with rose petals leading her way to the second floor.
An Jing turned around and walked to the second floor, stepping on the stairs full of flower petals, feeling a little strange.
Waiting for her to reach the second floor, she followed a row of candles to the door of her room. The door was open, and when she looked inside, the floor of the room was full of rose petals of various colors, interspersed with heart-shaped candles, and the whole room was illuminated like a fairy tale.
An Jing was already vaguely aware of something, but when Gu Xiluo came out of the room in a flash, standing in front of her with a large bouquet of fiery red roses in her hand, she was still a little surprised.
The two looked at each other, Gu Xiluo hooked the corners of his lips, and said with a smile: "Congratulations, Designer Anda." ”
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