On the one hand, there is moral constraint, on the other hand, there is the fall of emotion, she is caught between reason and interest, the whole person is about to collapse, no one can understand the grievances and sourness in her heart, and even more absurdly share.

It's been three years, if she just has a hard time, forget it, but it's sour, who knows?

That night, Ye Lin went home early from her shift, and when she entered the door, three dishes and one soup had already been placed on the coffee table in the living room.

Ye Lin looked at the small house and found that the door of the master bedroom was closed, she crept over, and then knocked on the door: "Ah Jing? ”

No one responded in the room, Ye Lin subconsciously pushed open the door and found An Jing sitting on the edge of the bed dressed neatly, with a bag containing luggage not far away.

Ye Lin was stunned for a moment, then quickly stepped forward and said loudly: "Ah Jing, what's wrong?" ”

An Jing's eyes were red, she raised her eyes to look at Ye Lin, and she said loudly: "Linlin, if it's inconvenient for me to live here, I'll go back first." ”

As soon as these words came out, Ye Lin was even more flustered, and she hurriedly said, "What are you talking about?" What the hell is going on? ”

An Jingru was stuck in her throat, only to feel that her nose was sour, and her eyes turned red first without saying a word.

Seeing this, Ye Lin didn't have time to take off her coat, sat next to An Jing, pulled her arm and said, "Talk quickly, what's wrong?" ”

An Jing said loudly: "Ji Chendong is here today. ”

When Ye Lin heard this, she immediately took a break.

An Jing looked sideways at Ye Lin and saw that her gaze was evasive, and she already represented a qiē.

"Linlin, you know that I ...... How can you let Ji Chendong come to me? ”

Ye Lin simply let go, she said loudly: "Ah Jing, I sued Ji Chendong that you are here with me, because I didn't want you to go back to Tang Shaoyuan's bastard at all, you are trapped by the so-called moral shackles, don't tell me anything about how the Tang family helped your family before, you have been a widow with Tang Shaoyuan for three years, you take care of him like a servant, wipe his ass, what about him?" He even started beating you, and this time he also made my aunt angry, and if you follow him again, it is not to repay the favor, that is to commit suicide! ”

An Jing was blocked by Ye Lin and couldn't say a word, Ye Lin took off her coat and said, "Do you know what Ji Chendong said to me last night?" ”

An Jing raised his eyelashes slightly and looked at Ye Lin, Ye Lin said, "He told me that whatever you want, he can give it to you." Ah Jing, let's be honest, when you were with Tang Shaoyuan, was it because you loved him? No, it's just because the Tang family can pay for your aunt's medical treatment, pay off your father's debts, and also provide An Ying to study abroad, you have paid off all your debts with three years of youth, and now it's not that we have abandoned it from the beginning, it's him Tang Shaoyuan who can't support the wall by himself, what's wrong with you following Ji Chendong? How many times better is he than Tang Shaoyuan in his heyday? Think about it yourself with your own brain! ”

An Jing understands and understands these words, but she has never been able to be like Ye Lin and treat herself as an outsider.

The two of them sat on the edge of the bed, silent to each other, I don't know how long it had been, Ye Lin stood up first, and walked out.

An Jing looked at her back and said in a low voice, "Linlin...... Where are you going? ”

Ye Lin hated iron and said, "I'm hungry, let's eat." ”

An Jing accompanied Ye Lin to the living room to eat, and on the way to eat, An Jing said: "Linlin, I know you are for my good, but ...... Even if I don't be with Tang Shaoyuan in the future, I won't be with Ji Chendong. ”

When the words fell, Ye Lin couldn't help but raise her eyes to look at her.

An Jing lowered his eyes slightly, and said softly: "We are ordinary ordinary people who can no longer be ordinary, like those dreams of flying on the branches and becoming phoenixes, I dare not do it, even if I become a phoenix by mistake, what can the result be?" In the end, it's not like it's not the same as before! ”

When Ye Lin heard this, her mood was also low, and she said loudly: "But Ji Chendong is no better than Tang Shaoyuan, the money of the Ji family, it is estimated that no matter how defeated he is, he will not be defeated." ”

An Jing subconsciously hooked his lips and smiled, and his smile was mostly self-deprecating: "You still don't understand what I'm talking about, when Tang Shaoyuan said that he wanted to get engaged to me, although my family is poor, but I'm still an unmarried girl, Rao is like this, the Tang family is not very happy, but can the Tang family compare with the Ji family?" You also said that the Ji family's money will be defeated if they want to, how could such a real wealthy family let their only son marry a woman who has been engaged for three years and has lived with another man for three years? ”

Ye Lin subconsciously retorted: "But you have never had a relationship." ”

An Jing laughed to himself: "So what? I'm going to explain it to everyone in the Ji family? Or do you want to explain it to the people of the whole city? How would Tang Shaoyuan live in that case? ”

This time, Ye Lin had nothing to say.

An Jing sighed secretly, obviously sad, but she smiled hard: "I have made it clear to Ji Chendong today, the two of us are destined to be people from two worlds, and it is impossible to be together." ”

Ye Lin said softly, "Then what did he say?" ”

An Jing shook his head.

Ye Lin sighed: "What a sin, you said that you are such a good person, why did you end up in such a mess?" ”

An Jing suddenly wanted to cry, but she stubbornly opened her eyes, held back her tears, and said while stuffing something into her mouth: "Linlin, it seems that I have been hiding from you for a while recently, and I don't want to go back." ”

Ye Lin said: "That broken place, you still don't go back, I advise you to take advantage of this incident to simply break the marriage contract with Tang Shaoyuan." ”

An Jing lowered her head and gulped the rice in the bowl, she didn't respond, and Ye Lin could probably guess what she was thinking.

Ji Chendong's sudden appearance finally disrupted Anjing's stagnant life.

Ye Lin helped An Jing ask for leave, An Jing hid in Ye Lin's house to recuperate, this stay was two weeks, during this time, she couldn't go to the hospital to see Lin Wan, nor could she go back to Tang Shaoyuan, every day suddenly had a lot of time, when she was in a daze, she always thought of Ji Chendong intentionally or unintentionally.

In the past, seeing him every day has become a burden for her, but now that she suddenly hasn't seen him for more than ten days, she suddenly finds that all she thinks about is him, lingering, and the more she forces herself to forget, the more she will remember it firmly in the depths of her heart.

The injuries on her face have all receded, An Jing doesn't want to delay her work so much, the hospital money is still paid by Ye Lin, she wants to go out and make money quickly.

Before going back to work in the imperial court, An Jing intentionally or unintentionally asked Ye Lin about the recent situation outside, and Ye Lin knew that she wanted to ask Ji Chendong.

"I haven't seen Ji Chendong come to the imperial court recently, Duan Yi and Li Zhenting both appeared a few days ago, but he didn't come either."

Ye Lin said, and then looked at An Jing's expression, An Jing couldn't tell whether it was disappointment or what, but after a few seconds, he said softly: "That's good." ”