Chapter 511: Hate to make choices
Such a choice, for a six-year-old child, is simply more difficult than ascending to the sky.
On the one hand, he was already afraid that the heating pipe in the oven was so red, how painful it should be when it burned his body. He didn't do anything wrong, why did his mother treat him like this. and my younger brother, who is only so young, if he really puts it in the oven, I believe that in a few minutes, it will be like the turkey roasted by the maid aunt on weekdays.
"To say or not to say?" Su's mother has obviously run out of patience.
Su Yanzhi watched his mother send the little man in his arms to the door of the oven, and he said anxiously: "I, I." ”
Seeing Su Yanzhi's answer, Su's mother's expression softened a little: "Sure enough, my son is better and knows how to think about others." But don't learn from your father, hypocritical and disgusting. ”
Su Yanzhi secretly breathed a sigh of relief, it seemed that his choice was correct.
But for a second, I saw that my mother didn't stop, and she hugged Su Haoxuan and bent over to the oven.
Su Yanzhi's eyes widened in fright, and he hurriedly stepped forward, and the whole person blocked the front of the oven and blocked the glass door outside the oven. Su's mother was pushed by Su Yanzhi who suddenly rushed over, and Su Haoxuan in her arms fell from her hand. Although Su's mother hunched over, she was a little closer to the ground. But Su Haoxuan fell to the ground, still crying in pain.
That time, fortunately, Dad came back early. Otherwise, Su Yanzhi really didn't know how to deal with his mother and how to protect his younger brother when he was still so young at the time.
Su Yanzhi recalled these things that had been a long time ago, and when he said it again, he no longer felt as scared as he was when he was a child. It's like telling someone else's story.
"There are a lot of things like this, all the way up to that time, after your mother's accident." Su Yanzhi recalled that day and forgot whether the weather was raining or the sun could still be seen.
Su Yanzhi was only ten years old at the time, and when he came back from school, he was terrified to see his mother's hands covered in blood in his room. Hearing Su Haoxuan's hysterical crying in the room, Su Yanzhi thought that the blood on his mother's hands was on Su Haoxuan's body.
Anxious and angry, he immediately threw his schoolbag on the ground, stepped forward and glared at Su's mother angrily: "You don't deserve to be a mother, you are the worst mother in the world!" ”
He's had enough, and all his childhood, from birth to now, has been spent in terror. I don't know when it's a head, maybe there's never an end.
After saying the words, Su Yanzhi ran to his brother's room. Seeing that his younger brother was just sitting on the bed safely, there was no wound on his body that Su Yanzhi was worried about. Su Yanzhizi carefully examined Su Haoxuan's body and found that he was really not injured, so he breathed a sigh of relief.
But my brother was not injured, so where did the blood on my mother's body come from? Could it be......
Su Yanzhi was a little scared. The person who is afraid of the real injury is the mother. Although he really wanted to run away from such a life, from such a mother. But after all, it was his mother, and if something really happened, Su Yanzhi would be sad. Such a tangled love made him feel that he was about to lose it.
turned around and walked outside the room, and as soon as he took a step, he saw Su's mother walking in from the outside with blood on her hands, and she didn't know where to find a bright fruit knife in her hand.
Her eyes were red and her face was stained with tears. It should have raised his hand to wipe his face, and his originally clean face was also stained with some blood at the moment, which made the two children in the room feel very scared. It's just that it's not class yet, and Dad won't be able to come back for a while.
Today's Su Yanzhi, although he is only ten years old, he has been learning martial arts for three years, and he can completely prevent his weak mother from hurting his younger brother.
He hugged Su Haoxuan, who was only four years old on the bed, to his chest and comforted: "Haoxuan, don't be afraid, my brother is here, my mother won't hurt you." ”
Su Haoxuan seemed to have some premonition, but he kept crying and crying.
"In other words, if there was only one person in this room who could go out, who would you choose?" Su's mother looked at the fruit knife in her hand.
Such a boring and torturous game, he has been playing for four years. Su's mother seemed to have not played enough, and again and again, put Su Yanzhi on the verge of collapse. In fact, no matter what choice Su Yan makes, his mother will not really follow his choice. The final result will not change either.
He simply didn't make any choice, his small and proud body stood beside the bed, his eyes glowed with stubbornness, and said to Su's mother: "My brother and I are going out, I won't allow you to hurt us." ”
"My good son, I have really grown up and know how to protect my brother. But what if I just want one person out? "Mother Su is like a madman who has lost her mind at this time, if she is not a madman, how could she let her two children be so frightened.
Su Haoxuan cried even more fiercely, and Su Yanzhi could only hug him tightly. Obviously, he was afraid of the knife in his mother's hand, but he couldn't show cowardice in front of his younger brother. If he was also afraid, there really would be no one to save them.
Because my mother is not mentally normal in recent years, the maids at home are also hourly workers. It's not time to cook yet, and apart from their mother and son, there is no one else in the family who can call for help.
Su Yan's heart was horizontal, and he whispered in Su Haoxuan's ear: "Haoxuan, I'll hug my mother for a while, you run out quickly." The farther you run, the better, do you hear me? ”
Su Haoxuan's small face was covered with tears, and he looked at Su Yanzhi as if he didn't understand.
"Don't cry, do as I say." Su Yanzhi was a little angry.
Su Haoxuan pursed his mouth, and he didn't know if he understood, so he nodded anyway.
Su Yanzhi picked Su Haoxuan up from the bed and pulled him behind him. With his not very tall body, he protected his younger brother. Slowly stepped forward, and said to his mother flatteringly: "Mom, you put the knife first." You put the knife down, and we'll play again, okay? ”
"Not good." Mother Su didn't think about it, she refused directly, wiped the knife with a smile, and the blood stains on her hands were stained, which looked even more terrifying.
Su Yanzhi had no other way, the hand holding Su Haoxuan's arm tightened, and then let go. He stepped forward quickly, hugged his mother's leg, and shouted, "Haoxuan, run!" ”
Although the four-year-old Su Haoxuan still didn't understand many things, he understood his brother's words very clearly. Spread your legs and run briskly out of the bedroom.
But I heard my mother roar: "Su Haoxuan, you dare to run." ”
Su Haoxuan was so scared that he didn't dare to stop at all. The words that my brother had just said echoed in my ears, telling him to keep running, keep running, and run as far as possible.
It's just that he's been running so hard, why hasn't he run out of the room for so long. Looking back, at the door, the dagger in my mother's hand was waving, and it could stab my brother's body at any time.
There was blood everywhere, bright red blood. Mother's face was almost distorted, and her manic voice said: "Su Haoxuan, you come back for me, otherwise I will kill your brother." ”
As she spoke, she really put the dagger in front of Su Yanzhi's neck.
Su Haoxuan looked back as he ran towards the stairs. One was careless, his front foot stepped on the air, and his small body rolled up the stairs, and then he became unconscious.
Mu sat on the bed early, and when he heard Su Yanzhi say this, he only felt frightened.
"And then?" She asked, "Did your mother hurt you?" ”
Su Yanzhi shook his head and continued: "Haoxuan, get out, my mother is frightened. In fact, she was just trying to scare us, not really trying to hurt us. Haoxuan hit his brain and fell unconscious in the hospital. The doctor gave him a critical illness notice and said he might not survive. ”
Su Yanzhi lowered his eyes, although it had been so long, he still didn't have the courage to look back on this scene.
Mu Zao grabbed Su Yanzhi's hand tightly and soothed: "If you don't want to say it, don't say it, it's all over, and it's okay now." ”
Su Yanzhi smiled slightly, and his tense body relaxed a lot.
"Actually, it's nothing, whether you want to say it or not, it's already happened, and you can't change it." Su Yanzhi took a deep breath and continued: "When I went back from the hospital with my father, my mother had already committed suicide in the room. Later, Haoxuan survived the ghost gate, and although he woke up, his legs could no longer be moved. Doctors can't diagnose a specific cause, because all indicators of the body are normal. It can only be suspected that a nerve in the brain has been damaged by an unknown process. ”
Mu didn't speak early, and he really didn't know what to say.
She once thought she was the most pitiful, and her mother was gone when she was eight years old. Dad found a stepmother and a younger sister. Her son has changed from the only pet little princess in the family to an obedient card who needs to take care of others.
But now, compared with Su Yanzhi and Su Haoxuan's childhood, Mu Zaozao really feels that he is so happy. Although her mother is not there, she has received more love since she was a child. Even if they didn't like Lin Rui and Mu Wanqing at the beginning, they didn't really do anything too much to Mu Zao. Except for the incident that asked her to marry Su Yanzhi for Mu Wanqing. Now it seems that I have to thank Lin Rui, if it weren't for her, Mu Zao and Su Yanzhi might have really missed it in this life.
Now sitting with this man, listening to him tell these long-ago stories, Mu Zao felt very happy.
Su Yanzhi wiped a handful of hair and found that it had been dried.
He went to bed, got into the bed, and leaned on the side of the bed with Mu Zao.
"Come, hold." Su Yanzhi stretched out his arm and hugged Mu Zaozao. Mu snuggled up to the man's chest early and could feel a powerful heartbeat.
"In other words, when you chose to hypnotize me, you must have felt very sad." Mu asked early.
Su Yanzhi was silent.
Mu Zao has always felt that Su Yanzhi is a person who has a little difficulty in choosing. Now that I have heard him say these things, it seems that there are traces of such a character. At such a young age, Su's mother forced him to make such an important choice. And every time no matter what choice Su Yanzhi makes, it seems that he can't avoid being hurt by Su's mother. Whether it's psychological intimidation or physical harm. Even now that I'm older, I don't think I'm going to hate making choices.
Let him choose to let his beloved woman lose his memory and forget the one thing between them, such a brave thing, Mu may not have been able to do it sooner or later-