Chapter 76: The Only Man I've Ever Loved
In the following two years, Li Qilin received secret special training in performing arts in the United States, and the corners of her eyes and teeth were fine-tuned.
She was originally overexploited by Lin Zaishan in a brutal way for a young year, and she bloomed with the extremely charming charm that wanders between girls and women.
After microplastic surgery, Li Qilin has transformed into a beautiful and beautiful girl.
Her identity has also been reshaped, from a lost girl in the East China Sea to a high-quality girl who grew up in a Chinese family in the United States with excellent cultivation and exudes youthful sunshine and vitality all over her body.
Her name is no longer Li Qilin, but Sunny-Lee, Chinese name Li Xiaoni.
In the mid-90s of the last century, to be more precise, in the autumn of 1995, when the golden age of Chinese music was hit by piracy and gradually came to an end, Li Xiaoni, who focused on sexy and fashionable dance style, was born.
At that time, the Chinese music scene was still relatively subtle, and it has always been influenced by Western culture, and the style of Chinese pop music is relatively open, but the temperament of Chinese people is still relatively restrained.
At that time, no record company had really promoted female singers with a sexy dance style, which seemed to be a very vulgar and obscene thing before, and it would only appear on Fengyue occasions.
At that time, Guoyu was ranked low among the four major record companies.
The top management of Guoyu has always pursued the maximization of profits, and most of the music they produced in the golden age was short-term processing on the industrial assembly line.
From the beginning of its birth, this company has been like a lathe with full horsepower, frantically processing newcomers to promote it.
In the golden age, they produced and released the largest number of albums every year, and completely took the road of winning by quantity.
And when the tide of piracy hits, the impact of national entertainment is also the greatest.
Their label appeal is the weakest relative to the other three major record labels.
This also gives them the most resolute and radical courage to change.
In the relatively conservative music scene back then, Li Xiaoni, who focused on youth, fashion and sexy, was launched like a battle, and this battle made Chinese entertainment a huge victory!
As the originator of high-quality sexy idols in the Chinese music scene, Li Xiaoni was born out of nowhere, and in just two years, like a passionate tornado, swept the entire Chinese world!
At that time, many groups in China couldn't accept this "imported product" that seemed to be pure, but in fact it was overly sexy, scolded her every day, and sued many times for national entertainment records.
But the fans are buying it!
Especially those boys and girls, they all love Li Xiaoni like crazy!
As a result, Li Xiaoni was shaped into an epoch-making super idol by Guoyu!
Since then, Guoyu has gone farther and farther along this "Cotai Boulevard", and has launched several generations of idol teams focusing on high-quality and sexy routes, and until now, the music department of Guoyu is still focusing on this style.
The old producers of Caidie were established because they couldn't accept this style.
Li Xiaoni has been popular for more than ten years with her enthusiastic and unrestrained image, and a large number of criticism and boycott groups have also accompanied her for more than ten years.
The pressure on her body is unimaginably huge.
What's more, she still has an unknown past.
In those days, including now, the background covered up by the company was a huge haze and minefield in Li Xiaoni's heart, and she was really afraid that this minefield would be ignited and her reputation would be ruined.
This kind of pressure sometimes tortures Li Xiaoni and wants to blow herself up and die!
It wasn't until that moment that she understood how much pressure Lin Zaishan, who also became famous at a young age and soared to the sky, was under.
It is precisely because of Lin Zaishan's experience that no matter how much pressure Li Xiaoni has, no matter how painful she wants to die, there is one thing she will not do to death - that is, contaminated with medicine!
What kind of terrifying existence Lin Zaishan was destroyed by poison, Li Xiaoni has witnessed and felt it with her own eyes!
When she left Lin Zaishan, Li Xiaoni really hated Lin Zaishan!
But what she hated was not Lin Zaishan as a person, but the poisons that turned Lin Zaishan into a demon!
When Lin Zaishan was normal, he was a very hot-blooded and very tough man, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that he was the hardest man in the world, he dared to fight against the whole world, never bowed his head, and would not give in.
At that time, Li Xiaoni felt that even if Lin Zaishan was shot, he would definitely die standing up, and even if he died, he would not kneel.
But even such a tough, simply rebellious man, after coming into contact with drugs, will become a complete garbage! Beast! Demon!
When she was still Li Qilin, she was young and ignorant, she followed a demon like Lin Zaishan and tasted the magical hallucination of supreme pleasure caused by drugs.
For a while, she was fascinated by the feeling that could give her complete relief.
But after seeing Lin Zaishan being demonized into a monster by these things, Li Xiaoni was killed and didn't dare to touch these things again.
She knew how hard Lin Zaishan's nerves were, Lin Zaishan's body was simply non-human, and even such a person couldn't escape being controlled by poison. This shows how harmful drugs are! This is exactly what Satan left behind in the world!
If it weren't for the experience of following Lin Zaishan with a dead face for the year, Li Xiaoni would have been under so much pressure since then, it is very likely that she would have been like Lin Zaishan, and she would have secretly relied on medicine to get rid of it, and then she would have been out of control.
After so many years of ups and downs, Li Xiaoni no longer hates Lin Zaishan, but she is very grateful to Lin Zaishan.
If it weren't for the eye-opening life by Lin Zaishan's side that year, she would not have become such an incomparably strong Li Xiaoni now.
She knew that Lin Zaishan had never loved her, and the past was all wishful thinking for her to stick to Lin Zaishan and end up scarred, but she never regretted it.
Lin Zaishan is the first and only man she fell in love with in her life.
After all these years have passed in a hurry, she has been busy with her career, and she is running forward under huge pressure, only crazy work can really free her, and Li Xiaoni has no time to think about those men and women.
As early as three years ago, Guoyu lifted the ban on Li Xiaoni, and according to her age and qualifications, she could have fallen in love a long time ago.
But Lee Hyo-ni herself has no expectations for love.
A passionate and unrestrained woman like her, it's not that she doesn't want to love, but she can't afford to love!
In her heart, love must be frank and open, and there must be no secrets.
In the eyes of others, she is a dream goddess with a wonderful background, sensual passion and ice spirit, but in reality? She didn't even dare to face her origins.
With such a secret pressed in her heart, how could she be embarrassed to have a vigorous love with others? She didn't dare to give her sincerity to the other party.
When her identity is made public, or she retires from this circle and truly becomes an ordinary person, she will go to sincere love.
Before that, if she really had an imaginary love in her heart, the object could only be the man who had just arrived against the sky who was not in a state of medication that she would never forget.
It's a pity that the man never loved her.
Even, I forgot about her a long time ago.
In August 1997, when Li Xiaoni was just a smash hit, Lin Zaishan had become a complete poor bastard and became a big shit in the eyes of the public.
At that time, I didn't know which line leaked the news, and Li Xiaoni's background was almost exposed.
There is a gossip entertainment media with a very long history, and it was reported that Li Xiaoni had a very embarrassing relationship with Lin Zaishan a few years ago. She chased Lin Zaishan instead, and lived in Lin Zaishan's house for half a year.
The gossip tabloid even posted a photo of Li Xiaoni lying in bed with Lin Zaishan back then!
As soon as this news broke, it immediately caused a sensation!
But not a shocking sensation, but a laugh-loud sensation.
As long as you are a person with a little brain, you will know that this is fake when you look at this news, and this is a competitor smearing on Li Xiaoni.
How could the naïve and enthusiastic Lee Hyo-ni hook up with the big shit Lin Jae-shan?
I know it's fake with my armpits!
The thin little girl in the photo, where is the graceful and slender Li Xiaoni? It's clearly a little girl who has been defiled by the beasts in Lin Zaishan!
As soon as that incident came out, Li Xiaoni not only did not receive public condemnation, but received more sympathy and love.
Even the teams that resisted her the most, because they were mixed with the super shit Lin Zaishan, they began to sympathize with Li Xiaoni a little, in the eyes of people like them who hate Li Xiaoni the most, Li Xiaoni could not be implicated with Lin Zaishan's super garbage.
Lin Zaishan, who gradually disappeared in front of the public, was picked up again because of that incident, and was scolded by thousands of people and stepped on by thousands of people, and it became even more impossible to turn over.
However, just when everyone thought it was a farce, the senior management of Guoyu and Li Xiaoni were scared half to death! Because they know it's true!
At that time, it was the rising period of Li Xiaoni's career, and it was also the development period of Guoyu bucking the trend, if Li Xiaoni's identity was exposed, it would not only be Li Xiaoni herself who would be hit, but even the entire company of Guoyu might be buried together!
The senior management of Guoyu knew that Li Xiaoni was born in the East China Sea and was a child who had no parents and had a slight misstep, but they didn't know that Li Xiaoni and Lin Zaishan had a relationship!
Seeing that the paper couldn't contain the fire, Li Xiaoni could only tell her life experience, and the senior management of national entertainment was going crazy after hearing it!
If they knew that Li Xiaoni's background was so complicated, they would not push Li Xiaoni out if they were killed!
But now that Li Xiaoni has become popular all over the world, she has brought up the performance of the entire national entertainment, and she is the pillar of national entertainment, and they can only do everything possible to wrap the fire with paper.
Just when they were the most tricky and tried every means to investigate this gossip revelation, Lin Zaishan was directly angry! went and smashed the gossip entertainment media and injured more than a dozen editors on the other side.
was finally arrested by the police, Lin Zaishan confessed to the police, saying that the other party framed him, and the girl in the photo was a girl he had long forgotten what her name was, and it was not Li Xiaoni at all! If the other party wants to hack Li Xiaoni, take someone else to hack, don't implicate him! Among the women he has been with, there is no one named Li Xiaoni!
As soon as the results of the police investigation came out, Li Xiaoni was completely whitewashed.
That time, not only Li Xiaoni thanked Lin Zaishan, but even Guoyu thanked Lin Zaishan for being a big idiot! Later, it was Guoyu who generously released the bail and bailed Lin Zaishan out.
Not long after that incident, Li Xiaoni risked the company's disapproval and secretly went to Lin Zaishan once, pretending to thank the other party to see if Lin Zaishan really forgot her.
To say that at that time, she did have a huge change from before, this change is not only in appearance and temperament, but also in her height has changed a lot.
When she was 15 years old with Lin Zaishan, Li Xiaoni was only 1.55 meters tall and was a very thin girl, and when she left Lin Zaishan at the age of 16, although she was overdeveloped and her figure was much better, her height was still very short.
Later, after two years of special training in the United States, I don't know if it was because the pressure was all released, and she exercised every day, and her height soared from 1.55 meters to 1.7 meters, and she completely transformed into a tall and slender beauty.
Although her appearance has undergone a slight plastic surgery, if you look closely, you can still see a lot of shadows that were naturally beautiful before.
Reading the report, Lin Zaishan said that the girl in the photo was a person he couldn't remember at all, Li Xiaoni was very depressed and even a little angry, she had to find a chance to ask if he really forgot her.
Seeing Lin Zaishan that night, Li Xiaoni was very sad.
At that time, Lin Zaishan had been tortured by drugs, and he was very thin, although the hard energy on his body had never changed, but his whole person looked like he was about to collapse.
Lin Zaishan's answer to Li Xiaoni at that time broke Li Xiaoni's heart even more.
Not to mention her in front of him, Lin Zaishan couldn't recognize it as the former Li Qilin, and even the girl in the photo published in the newspaper, Lin Zaishan didn't remember who it was at all!
Lin Zaishan said the original words to Li Xiaoni at the time: "I only remember that it was a stinky and shameless child who always said that he wanted to be with me for the rest of his life, but after following me for less than a year, I didn't know where to go." ”
Later, he added: "My father really misses that girl." ”
Lee Hyo-ni asked him again, "Then do you want that girl?" ”
"What do I think she's doing? I'm sick! And this has something to do with you? Hurry up and rest where you are cool! Save and let people take pictures of you and me together, and take me out to hack! Get out of here! - Get out! ”
After being bombarded away by Lin Zaishan, Li Xiaoni's heart that night was broken like dumpling filling.
She saw Lin Zaishan fall like that at that time, and for a moment, she made up her mind, if Lin Zaishan recognized her as Li Qilin, then even if the whole world was ruined and the hearts of all the people who loved her were broken, she was ready to blow herself up desperately, sacrifice herself to save Lin Zaishan, and start over with Lin Zaishan. Because until then, she still loved Lin Zaishan very much.
And after the previous incident was exposed, the bad words of the senior management of Guoyu towards her were relative, which made her really unbearable. She doesn't want to live like a liar anymore, and the image she gives to the public is extremely enthusiastic and unrestrained - that's not acting, she is a very passionate and unrestrained girl in her bones who dares to go against the whole world. Otherwise, she wouldn't love Lin Zaishan so thoroughly.
But when she learned that she wasn't even a fart in Lin Zaishan's heart, Li Xiaoni finally gave up. After that night, she completely became the real Lee Hyo-ni.
However, after so many years, Li Xiaoni thought that she should have forgotten Lin Zaishan a long time ago, but in fact, the more she wanted to know if she had forgotten Lin Zaishan, the more she found that it was impossible for her to forget Lin Zaishan, the man who had the most significant impact on her life.
For most people, Lin Jae-shan's most impressive album is "Wheat Field", but for Lee Hyo-ni, Lim Jae-shan's third album "Broken", which is a mix of metalpunk and death goth, is really an album that temporarily freed her from the pain of losing her parents, and it is also an album that makes her truly worship and fall in love with Lin Jae-shan.
It was only because of Lin Zaishan's "Broken" that Lin Zaishan expressed great inner pain and anger at that time, that Li Xiaoni carried through the lowest period of her life.
It can be said that Lin Jae-shan is a man who has reshaped her from mind to body.
She really can't forget such a man.
Even if Lin Zaishan behaved like a beast after being demonized by drugs, she could never forget Lin Zaishan under the sun, the kind of person who dared to resist the world.
She even hopes that the next person she really loves will be like Lin Zaishan, who has shoulders that can carry the whole world. At the very least, you must have the courage to face the criticism of the world with her.
It's hard for her to imagine if there is still such a man in the world who is hard enough to fight against the whole world.
You know, her identity can't be hidden for a lifetime.
In the future, when her true identity is revealed, that kind of terrible criticism, even if she has honed her strength for so many years, she can't imagine how terrifying it will be.
That's not a lot of pressure that ordinary people can withstand.
She really hopes that in this life, she can meet a Lin Zaishan who exudes a tough spirit from the bones, and a Lin Zaishan who is not contaminated with drugs.
After so many years, all the pressure has been borne in one, and every time she is mentally tortured to the point of collapse, Li Xiaoni will go to confide in Guan Yaling and vent the depression in her heart.
Therefore, Guan Yaling is the most aware of the pressure on Li Xiaoni, and she also knows Li Xiaoni's heart-wrenching love and hate for Lin Daqiang, Lin Da villain, and Lin Beast.
Now Li Xiaoni is in the throes of transformation, Lin Zaishan has come out again, Guan Yaling really doesn't know what kind of impact this will have on Li Xiaoni.
Not to mention anything else, if someone picks up the gossip of the year, links Lin Zaishan and Li Xiaoni, or even goes to an in-depth investigation, the impact on Li Xiaoni will be terrifying!
Thinking about this, Guan Yaling has a tendency to be scared.
This night, she couldn't sleep at all, Guan Yaling decided that she had to tell Li Xiaoni about this in advance, so that Li Xiaoni had to be mentally prepared first.
Picking up her mobile phone, she mustered up the courage to call Li Xiaoni's phone after brewing.
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