Chapter Eighty-Four: Not Really Strong
The two walked out of the elevator side by side and walked straight into the underground parking lot, An Jing's little hand was wrapped by Ji Chendong's thick and gentle big hand, An Jing looked at him sideways, and said loudly: "Chendong, Xiaoying is my sister." {We don't write novels, we're just web text porters-"
Hearing this, Ji Chendong's footsteps froze for a moment, and then looked back at her with the curtain down, pursed her lips, and remained silent.
Seeing this, An Jing didn't wait for Ji Chendong to speak, but said to himself: "I will agree to any request from my sister, you also know our family situation, Xiaoying and I have basically depended on each other since childhood, I used to look at the children around us who are the same age as us, all of them have parents who are hurt, parents love, my dad is addicted to gambling, and he has never given us the slightest love and warmth since he was a child, on the contrary, it only brings us endless fear and darkness." ”
"When my mother's mental transformation was fine, we could still feel a trace of maternal love, but after my mother didn't have that group of creditors to drive me crazy, overnight, all the burden fell on me, if it weren't for Xiaoying being like a pistachio every day, guarding me all the time by my side, caring for me, I would probably have been unable to survive a few years ago."
After a pause, An Jing continued: "So, whether it's my mother or Xiaoying, as long as it's what they want and say, I will try my best to satisfy them, because in this world, I only have their two blood relatives left." ”
Ji Chendong's deep eyes, looking at An Jing calmly with a hint of happiness, he suddenly seemed to feel sorry for her, his thin body has shouldered the heavy responsibility of the family since he was a child, he has lived in a violent family since he was a child, he can't live a normal life, and he doesn't feel the love of his parents.
It can even be said that the young An Jing has become the parent of the An family, no matter what aspect, An Jing seems to be a father and a mother in their hearts.
What tiring work, heavy work, hard work, all she does.
Ji Chendong thought of the first time he saw An Jing, in the dim private room, dressed in black and white service clothes, her thin and weak body was wrapped in simple work clothes, although he always knew that her skin was snow-white, and under the light of the turbid light, he could see that she was almost transparent, but the complexion was abnormally white at first glance, and there was a kind of sickly beauty.
At the beginning, An Jing made people look like a porcelain doll that was very easy to break, and when he looked at it, he couldn't help but want people to take care of her, take care of her, and love her, Ji Chendong felt that maybe he himself was attracted by her unique temperament and aura at that moment.
Accustomed to seeing the people around him who always like to pretend to be delicate, or a group of enchanting and colorful women, suddenly a clean, pure, and ethereal little white rabbit broke into front of him, and suddenly felt that the dim private room seemed to be radiant from time to time, and a flash of light flashed in his deep eyes.
At first, this kind of gaze should have been because the hunter had caught his favorite prey, and the ecstatic and bright touch had quietly crossed his heart before he knew it.
Ji Chendong was just idle and flirtatious from the beginning, and when he came into contact later, he gradually discovered that in fact, she still has a rebellious heart in her bones, not as supple and gentle as she seems on the surface, and she always maintains a hedgehog state when she needs to protect herself.
At the beginning, Ji Chendong sneered at An Jing's movements, and he had seen a lot of tricks like her to indulge in, but later, An Jing's vain and aggrieved attitude in front of him, after people, he retreated from him, ignored him with a cold look, and he knew that she was different from the women he had met before.
Since she was a child, she lived in such a day when she was being collected for debts at any time, and she was still a minor, if she didn't put up a protective film, they would be the ones who were bullied in the end.
Such a pitiful woman, how can he not love her, how can he be willing to let her hurt.
In fact, Ji Chendong doesn't know how he fell in love with An Jing at the beginning, she has seen a lot of beautiful women, and she often hangs around him with personality and charm, and when she first saw her, she just thought she was beautiful, and her sullen personality did not meet Ji Chendong's friend selection criteria at all.
Or this is what people often say, the word fate, fate is really coming, it really can't be stopped, two people who should not have intersected, and finally embarked on the road of meeting, acquaintance, and intersection in fate.
Ji Chendong stopped, turned around and raised his eyes, his eyes stared at her for a moment, he reached out to hold her slightly cold cheeks, his eyes were as tender as water, his deep eyes were full of affection, his thin lips were lightly opened, and his voice was very bewitching: "You will not only have your mother and your sister in the future, you will also have me, in your future life, every minute and every second will have my deposit, I will bring you joy, I will fill your vacant love at the beginning, the warmth and care you want to have." ”
Ji Chendong rubbed his fingertips against her smooth skin, the corners of his lips rose, and said: "From now on, I will help you share your suffering, in the future, I don't want to see you working so hard to maintain that home, now your life is not the same as before, there are many things we have to look forward, don't keep living in the original shackles, then you will only live more tired, now that your sister is also an adult, she is also obliged to bear this family with you." ”
Looking at An Jing's stunned expression, Ji Chendong opened his mouth and continued: "Aunt is not your mother alone, she is also your sister's mother, of course, now she is also my other mother, I think about everyone's good life, be happy, and be happy every day, but in my eyes, the person I want to make people happy the most, that is you." ”
"I don't want you to live so depressed and tired, you should be happy as my Ji Chendong's woman, if you can't be happy every day, happy every day, then I have to think about it and see if my husband is not doing very well in some places."
Looking at her, Ji Chendong took a breath, and then said, "Promise me, is it okay to be a carefree Mrs. Ji?" ”
When Ji Chendong said those words, An Jing had been holding back the sour feeling in his heart, but when he said the last sentence, An Jing's throat was sore and painful, and a layer of mist instantly condensed in his watery eyes, which was red and hot.
An Jing didn't want Ji Chendong to see her crying, so she reached out and immediately hugged Ji Chendong's narrow waist, buried her cheeks deep in his chest, and the hot tears disappeared into his woolen coat in an instant.
In fact, no one knows the pain in An Jing's heart, in the past, An Jing dropped out of school at a young age to supplement the family for the sake of his family's livelihood, and when he was being collected for debts at home, An Jing did not hesitate to choose to marry someone he didn't like at all, in order to get the family out of the misery.
Even if in the eyes of others, she is a woman who climbs the dragon and attaches the phoenix, a woman who can sell for money, but in order to let her family live a good life, An Jing swallowed her anger and chose this path without hesitation.
People's condemnation and fallacy are sometimes the sharpest blades, which can pierce people with thousands of holes and incomplete skin if they are not careful.
In fact, when An Jing is tired, when she is tired, she will also reflect on why she did this, and what is the meaning of her selfless dedication?
But in the end, it's those two words, family.
Yes, family, in An Jing's world, she can not care about anything, but she can't not care, she doesn't care about her family, even if they are useless, even if they are a burden, An Jing can't give them up.
No matter how tired and bitter she is, she can only endure it and persevere, because she will not abandon her relatives.
But on this difficult road, perhaps God favored her, and took pity on her, they probably felt that she had lived too hard, and sent the angels in her life to save her in her most difficult and helpless moments.
This person is Ji Chendong.
An Jing tightened the strength in his hand, tightly wrapped around Ji Chendong's waist, his eyes were red, and his voice was still a little muffled and hoarse, buried in her chest, feeling the familiar temperature and taste on his body: "Thank you, Chendong, it's good to have you." ”
Ji Chendong's head rested on the top of An Jing's head, he reached out and stroked the back of her head, the corners of his lips were hooked, his eyes were full of tenderness, his thin lips were lightly opened, and his words were full of spoiling, and then he said softly: "Fool, thank you, you are my wife, I am not good to you, who am I good to me?" In the future, be so polite to me, be careful that I punish you. ”
Looking at An Jing's relationship with her family, there are some things that Ji Chendong can only endure and keep silent, he doesn't want to destroy the relationship between her and her family, if he insists on inserting a thorn between them, even if it is an invisible thorn, it will hurt and feel uncomfortable.
Who really likes this sentimental woman, who only thinks about others, and whose family is always in front of her, will not feel sorry for himself, so he can only love her and love her.
Ji Chendong held An Jing's shoulders and pulled her out of his arms, his eyes were red with the curtains, even his nose was red, and he couldn't hold back the sobbing sound with a sob, and there were also traces of water droplets hanging on his curly and curled thick eyelashes, looking pitiful.
Ji Chendong's palm moved from her shoulder to her cheek, his face was still a little cold before, he may have just cried, this cold skin has become warm and warm, his hot fingertips rubbed the tears at the corners of her eyes, the corners of his lips rose, his eyes were soft, and he said jokingly: "It is said that women are made of water, I didn't believe it before, but after I met you, I was convinced, you said that you are so big, you cry your nose at every turn, don't you feel embarrassed?" ”
This book was first published in Book King