Ghost Side Team (2)

The next morning, Song Yang convened a meeting of all members of the Flying Feather team to discuss the strategic deployment for the next battle. Su Guangmo and Yu Pingsheng came to the conference room to listen together, Yu Pingsheng took notes in the notebook according to his brother's instructions, and after a meeting, he actually took a full ten pages of notes.

Su Guangmo glanced at his neat handwriting, leaned into his ear and asked, "Do you understand what Master said?" ”

His sudden approach made Yu Pingsheng's body stiff with a conditioned reflex, and he held back for a long time before he could hold back three words: "I don't understand." ”

Su Guangmo winked at him: "That means your rank is too low." ”

Yu Pingsheng blushed and said, "Yes." ”

Su Guangmo smiled: "Don't worry, take your time." When I first started meeting with Master, I didn't understand anything, just like listening to a book from heaven, and when my level improved, I watched more professional leagues, and you will understand the professional vocabulary that Master said. ”

Yu Pingsheng nodded thoughtfully: "Hmm." ”

Su Guangmo found it quite interesting to talk to this stuffy gourd who could only "um", although Yu Pingsheng didn't talk much, but his serious expression and clear eyes like water proved that he took his words to heart seriously.

Such a well-behaved junior brother, looking at it makes people feel good, Su Guangmo stretched out his hand, patted him on the shoulder happily, and said: "The improvement of tactical awareness is not a day or two, if you don't understand anything in the future, ask the senior brother." ”

As a result, Yu Pingsheng was slapped by him, and immediately shrunk his shoulders, and his frightened expression made Su Guangmo laugh: "Senior brother, why are you so shy?!" ”

Yu Pingsheng: "......"

He didn't know how to explain to Su Guangmo, in fact, he was not shy, but instinctively rejected the approach of others, and his whole body stiffened as soon as he was touched by others, which was related to his long-term autism when he was a child. He has no friends since he was a child, and no one cares about him like Su Guangmo, which makes it difficult for him to adapt for a while.

For Su Guangmo, caring for his junior brother is what he should do. After all, the apprentice qualifications that Song Yang personally received will definitely not be too bad, and in the near future, the Feiyu team will have to face the replacement of the old and the new, the old players will retire, and the new players will take over, Su Guangmo needs a trustworthy and good partner to work together to make the results of the Feiyu team improve.

Pro leagues are never a one-man game, only when teams work together can you win, and teammates who are on good terms are crucial. Yu Pingsheng is a good seedling, Su Guangmo has the heart to train him to be his good partner, so he naturally cares a little more about him.

***

At that time, it was just about to end the first season, and Song Yang was busy leading the team all day long, so he handed over his second apprentice Yu Pingsheng to Su Guangmo to lead.

Su Guangmo is a very conscientious senior brother, he first asked Yu Pingsheng to do some basic training according to the daily training schedule of the Feiyu team, learn the position of professional players and skill release skills, Yu Pingsheng obediently practiced according to his instructions, and every day before dinner, Su Guangmo would personally come over to accept the training results of his junior brother.

It's just that Yu Pingsheng is a little distressed about this - every time the senior brother comes to him, the hand will always put on his shoulder from behind, which makes him feel awkward, like sitting on pins and needles, so that he often makes mistakes.

Su Guangmo will point it out very directly: "Your hand can't be pressed like this, I'll teach you." ”

Then, he held Yu Pingsheng's fingers to demonstrate in person and taught him standard and comfortable key movements.

"In the future, you will have to type the keyboard for a long time, and if you put your wrist like this, it will be easy to get tired after a long time. E-sports players must take good care of their hands and develop good movement habits from the beginning. ”

Su Guangmo patiently explained, while grabbing Yu Pingsheng's hand to teach him how to put it on the mechanical keyboard to save the most effort, and how to press the keys with five fingers to find the shortcut key he needs at the fastest speed......

The fingers were gently held by the senior brother, and there was an unfamiliar burning touch on the fingertips, Yu Pingsheng's face was slightly red, and he wanted to withdraw his hand, but he was afraid that the senior brother would be angry, so he had to sit stiffly in place and not dare to move.

Su Guangmo finally finished teaching, and patted his junior brother on the shoulder with a smile: "Practice hard." ”

After Su Guangmo left, Yu Pingsheng breathed a sigh of relief, and his tense emotions instantly relaxed.

Looking back, Su Guangmo was seriously fighting in the ring next to him, and the swordsman trumpet made two neat big moves, and cut down an opponent to the ground.

Looking at the confident look with a smile on his face, Yu Pingsheng couldn't help but feel a trace of admiration in his heart - Senior Brother is really powerful and understands a lot of things, and it must be right for Master to let him learn from him. As for the occasional physical contact, the senior brother obviously has no malicious intent, it is his own communication barrier, and he has to learn to adapt to it slowly.

However, since I was a child, I have been accustomed to closing my heart and rejecting contact with outsiders.

***

What really changed Yu Ping's life may be that incident.

That night, Song Yang returned to Kunming with the players of the Feiyu team to play the game, and this game was won very beautifully, Song Yang was happy, so he called the whole team out to invite dinner.

As a newcomer, Yu Pingsheng is not familiar with other team members due to his introverted personality and poor speech, and Song Yang also wants to take this opportunity to introduce his apprentices to everyone.

At the dinner, Song Yang asked Yu Pingsheng to stand up, and said with a smile: "This is my newly accepted apprentice Yu Pingsheng, come to Xiao Yu, and say hello to everyone." ”

What Yu Pingsheng is most afraid of is a crowded and lively occasion, sitting in the crowd, it seems that even the oxygen in the air is becoming thinner and thinner, making him difficult to breathe and dizzy. But the master also asked him to stand up and introduce himself, Yu Pingsheng stood up helplessly, however, when he stared at the pair of eyes that were staring at him, his throat seemed to be suddenly stuck, and he couldn't say a word.

This feeling was so bad that Yu Pingsheng swallowed his saliva, sweating profusely and his face became more and more pale.

Everyone waited for a long time, but they saw Yu Pingsheng standing up with a white face and not saying a word. No matter how good Song Yang's temper was, he was a little angry at this time, and said with a frown: "Xiao Yu, let you introduce yourself to everyone, can't you hear me?" ”

Yu Pingsheng clenched his fists tightly, and his mind suddenly flashed back to when he was a child, the teacher forced him to play with other classmates, and he was not happy, so the teacher called his parents to come over and talk. The little Yu Pingsheng hid behind his mother, at a loss, like a small animal that strayed into the forest and couldn't find its direction.

That fear has always haunted him, even though his autism in his youth has improved under the repeated explanations of the psychiatrist, he is still afraid to speak in a crowded environment.

Song Yang pushed him in front of everyone, this feeling was like stripping him of his clothes and exposing him to the sun, and the curious eyes of the team members were even more torture for him.

Those present did not understand his feelings at all......

At the moment when Yu Pingsheng almost fled, his cold fingers were suddenly held tightly by a pair of warm big hands, and Su Guangmo, who was sitting next to him, stood up, gently wrapped his arms around Yu Pingsheng's shoulders, and said to everyone with a smile: "Alas, my junior brother's personality is indeed quite shy, everyone forgive me!" His name is Yu Pingsheng, and he is currently playing the swordsman profession, so he doesn't know how to speak, but he trains very seriously, and he is a very talented newcomer, right, Master? ”

Su Guangmo took the initiative to find the two sides under the steps, and Song Yang didn't want to refute the face of the big apprentice, so he smiled and said: "Yes, my two apprentices, one has a lot of words, and the other has a lot of words. ”

Everyone laughed, and the awkward atmosphere was swept away.

Su Guangmo sat down according to Yu Pingsheng, Yu Pingsheng glanced at his senior brother gratefully, but Su Guangmo smiled, patted him on the shoulder, leaned into his ear and said, "Don't be afraid, there is a senior brother." ”

A simple sentence, like boiling water splashing on the frozen ice, made Yu Pingsheng's deep heart have a faint crack in the layers of defense against outsiders.

With his senior brother here, he no longer has to be afraid of being alone. Because, if he doesn't know what to say, there will be a senior brother who will say it for him.

***

Although Su Guangmo's relief made Yu Pingsheng not embarrassed and gave Song Yang a step, the displeasure in Song Yang's heart did not reduce much. After returning to the team, he called Su Guangmo to his office to give a lecture.

"What the hell is going on with Yu Pingsheng? Let him introduce himself, and he won't say a word? You've been with him for a while, and if he's always been this kind of personality, how will he work with his teammates in the future? Song Yang frowned, lowered his voice and said, "Team combat, the indispensable thing is communication and communication. Later, when he came to the arena, he still refused to speak like this, how did the other teammates know what he thought? How to cooperate with him? ”

Song Yang is not unreasonable, when he accepted this apprentice, although he was a little shy, but at least he would obediently call Master, I didn't expect Yu Pingsheng's personality problem to be so serious, he couldn't even introduce himself simply, how can he communicate with his teammates and cooperate tactically in the future?

After thinking for a moment, Song Yang said, "He is not suitable to stay in the Flying Feather Team, I think, let him go back." ”

Su Guangmo also knew that Master's concerns were right, being teammates with people who couldn't communicate could indeed kill people in a hurry!

However, when he thought of the pale young man sitting alone in the corner and training seriously, thinking of his eyes as clear as water, and thinking of his nervous expression when he hung his head and wanted to hold back the word "um" for a long time, Su Guangmo felt unbearable.

- If Yu Pingsheng is driven back at this time, how sad will he be?

So, no matter what, I must find a way to keep him in Feiyu!

Su Guangmo patted his chest and promised: "Master, don't be in a hurry to make a decision first, give me a month, and I'll have a good chat with my junior brother about what's going on." ”

***

After returning in the evening, Su Guangmo took the initiative to knock on Yu Pingsheng's door, and when he saw his senior brother, Yu Pingsheng's eyes suddenly lit up, and he said gratefully: "Today, thank you senior brother for helping me out of the siege." ”

Su Guangmo was soft-hearted by his gaze, and couldn't help but smile and said, "What are you polite to me?" You're welcome. ”

Yu Pingsheng smiled embarrassedly, his smile was very pure, his bright eyes were very aura, he was obviously a very smart and serious person, but because he was not good at communication, he was almost eliminated by the master - this is not fair!

Thinking of this, Su Guangmo's face also became serious, he walked into Yu Pingsheng's bedroom, called Yu Pingsheng over, looked into his eyes, and said softly: "Senior brother, why don't you like to talk to people?" Can you talk to my brother today? Don't worry, I, Su Guangmo, am definitely a tight-lipped person, and I will never tell your secret! ”

Yu Pingsheng immediately looked away as if he was evading, but Su Guangmo pressed his shoulder and let him look at him: "Senior brother, we have known each other for so long, how do I treat you?" Am I not worthy of your trust at all? ”

Yu Pingsheng turned his head and met his eyes, those eyes were as deep as the sea, and the tenderness in his eyes was as tolerant as the sea, as if his heart was enough to tolerate everything, even if it was an alien like himself......

How did he treat himself during this time? Yu Pingsheng is not a stone, how can he not feel the care of his senior brother for him? Every morning he would take himself to breakfast, and sometimes he forgot to train himself, and he would take the initiative to bring dinner to the dormitory. He taught himself a lot of knowledge that he didn't understand, answered all his questions seriously, and he was like a tolerant and patient brother, leading him step by step into the unfamiliar world of esports.

Yu Pingsheng's heart was very grateful to Su Guangmo, but ...... Do you really want to tell him your secrets? Is he really someone he can trust?

After being silent for a long time, Yu Pingsheng lowered his head and whispered, "Actually, I ...... When I was a child, I had autism. The doctor said I had ...... Interpersonal, communication barriers. ”

This passage stumbled, but Su Guangmo was shocked.

He originally thought that Yu Pingsheng was just an introvert, but it turned out to be communication disorder? This is a mental illness that cannot be ignored, Su Guangmo has heard of some people with communication disorder who can't control their low emotions and commit suicide before.

Seeing the pale appearance of his junior brother hanging his head, Su Guangmo suddenly felt very distressed.

How can such a smart guy have psychological problems? Whether it was the influence of some innate factors or the environment in which he grew up, Su Guangmo must not watch Yu Pingsheng go on like this.

He stretched out his arms and gave Yu Pingsheng a hug that was so light that it was almost imperceptible, and then said in a gentle and tolerant tone: "Don't be sad, everyone in this world is different, you are just a little different from others." If you don't like to talk to people, try talking to me first. During this time, we trained together, wouldn't it be nice for you to communicate with me? If you have any thoughts in the future, you can tell me, if you don't want to talk, just type and leave me a message, don't keep it in your heart, okay? ”

This hug was really light, so that Yu Pingsheng's original rejection gradually calmed down under Su Guangmo's soft voice. Listening to what the senior brother said in his ear, Yu Pingsheng nodded with difficulty and said, "Okay." ”

From childhood to adulthood, in addition to his parents and psychiatrist, Su Guangmo was the first person who could fully tolerate his shortcomings.

Walking alone for many years, I finally met a friend who could talk, it was like a warm current suddenly pouring into my heart, which made Yu Pingsheng's whole body gradually warm.

Senior brother is really a good person-Yu Pingsheng thought seriously.

As a result, Su Guangmo received the second "good person card" issued by Yu Pingsheng. 166 Reading Network