After learning what happened at the beginning of the morning. couldn't help but abuse Nian Mingkang fiercely:

"Nonsense. Are you sick in the head? I like her so much. Why you should do it. Even if you don't have children. You shouldn't have been so cruel to Cher. Nian Mingkang. I really can't understand you. Even I don't know you anymore. ”

In the past, Mingkang would never do such a heartbreaking thing. But. Right now. And he did. In completely incomprehensible. Unforgivable circumstances. Hurt Lu Xue'er scarred.

He was silent. Let the number of the first morning fall.

And the scolding in the morning of the beginning of the year is scolding. But he could clearly feel Nian Mingkang's chagrin and regret.

Maybe. I was also angry for a while. Because I was too jealous and angry. That's why he didn't take Lu Xue'er lightly under impulse. At the beginning of the morning, people came over. In the process of getting along with Nie Lingzhuo. Nie Lingzhuo, a bastard, often makes all kinds of mistakes. But most of it is based on unintentionality. Maybe men have the same common problem. No matter how calm and self-controlled. At the most critical moment. Especially when facing the woman you love. will do some extraordinary behavior.

Nian Mingkang leaned against the wall. Taciturn appearance. So helpless.

If it's not helpless. The first morning is clear. Nian Mingkang wouldn't have given her that phone call......

The voice on the phone trembled and panicked. She understood. He was scared. Worried about losing Lu Xue'er. They have lost one of their most important people. I don't want to lose even Lu Xue'er in the end.

"You go get some tonic for Cher. I went in to comfort her. "I seem to have scolded enough in the early morning. Finally the tone improved.

Nian Mingkang asked her to come over. It's nothing more than that she and Lu Xue'er are daughters. The two of them could talk without so many estrangements and concerns.

He nodded. He turned around without hesitation.

This moment. At the beginning of the morning, he looked at Nian Mingkang's lonely back. His heart must have hurt more than anyone else. Even if it happened to Lu Xue'er. But if you can. He would rather everything happen to himself. This is her brother. Silent and forbearing, but unusually stubborn and unyielding. A character with a strong sense of self-esteem.。 These personalities even if Nian Mingkang has changed his identity. became a member of the upper class group. Nothing has changed.

When I went to the ward in the morning. Lu Xue'er was still desperate. Her grayish-white pupils. Sick to the heart-wrenching face. And the complexion that is already dull at this moment. The beginning of the morning was distressed. I don't know what to say to make Lu Xue'er less sad and painful.

The coming of the first morning. It did not cause Lu Xue'er to act superfluously. Still quietly. Silently, it seems to cease to exist.

"Cher. Don't be too sad and upset. I understand your desperation at this time. But the most important thing for you now is to take care of your body. Only when you raise it well can you hope to have a second child. Third child. The doctor's words are not absolute. You're so young. It is impossible to have no children. Obedient. Don't be sad. Mingkang is sorry for you. I apologize to you on his behalf. ”

"Can you forgive him. He was unintentional. It's just that I was too anxious and angry at the time. You should know better than I do. Mingkang once encounters your thing. It's going to be a mess. He didn't really want to break up with you. If it is true that it is separated from you. I saw you and Chu Yifei together. He's not going to get jealous. And then do things that you regret. ”

She said. tucked Lu Xue'er's quilt.

The face is ugly. Weak Lu Xue'er. I felt sorry for her from the bottom of my heart......

Especially. Followed by. Lu Xue'er hugged the beginning of the morning and cried. At the beginning of the morning, my heart was even more unpleasant.

"I don't know. I really didn't know I was pregnant. If only I had known. I won't help my brother borrow 50 million from Chu Yifei. will not endure Chu Yifei's abuse. Early morning. Why am I so sluggish. I didn't even know I was pregnant. I'm damned. Damn people are not our children. It's me. That person should be my ......"

Lu Xueer burst into tears.

Her crying. The beginning of the morning did not stop. Maybe crying out can make Lu Xue'er barely get catharsis in her heart.

"I understand. Cher. You and I are both women. Of course I can understand you. But. Now that it happened. It's irretrievable. It's more about thinking about what to do in the future. You have to take care of your body. A woman's miscarriage is already very hurtful. It is not possible to recuperate after abortion surgery. The body is going to suffer a lot. What you want to eat. Or what to do. You tell me everything. I'll do it for you. Don't be upset. The baby is gone, though. But you and Mingkang will still have it. He cares about you. He has his way. Definitely won't let you have children. Believe me. Give him one more chance to trust him one last time. ”

Said at the beginning of the morning. While wiping away the tears on Lu Xue'er's face.

Always. I still have to say a few words for Nian Mingkang. and Nian Mingkang grew up together. His mind. How could it not be known at the beginning of the morning. He must still want to be with Lu Xue'er. Only this time he committed a "heinous crime". In front of Lu Xue'er. He had no face to beg her for forgiveness.

"I'm weird for the year. But I blame myself more...... I don't know anything. Didn't understand anything...... Childhood. Lu Tianqi and I didn't have our parents. Even when I had my first menstrual period. I didn't know that was what girls had to go through. I ran home crying and thought I was seriously ill. How to use tampons for the first time. Know what a period is. It was the maid of the house who sued me. When I grow up. and Lu Tianqi depend on each other. Alone. Because no one cares. So I'm both withdrawn and arrogant. It seems like that's all there is to it. It makes me feel like I'm not alone. At least while I'm messing around. Someone pays attention to me. Someone scolded me. ”

Lu Xue'er said about the past with teary eyes. Those in the past. It's a past she never wants to talk about. It was the first time she had cut open the depths of her heart. Willing to share with Chuchen.

"The doctor said I was two months pregnant. But I didn't feel it at all. I never know what changes will happen to my body when I am pregnant. I just think that the postponement of my period is due to the fact that my previous life and rest are out of order. Since I was a child, I didn't have my mother around to teach me like other children. Grew up. I don't know how to learn...... Early morning. I really regret it. Compared to hating Nian Mingkang. I hate my incompetence and ignorance even more. I want a baby. From when I was with Nian Mingkang. I actually had this idea. To have a child we all have. Even if he doesn't like it. He didn't admit it. I can also work hard to raise my children on my own. That's it. I won't be alone. I have him. There are children. I won't be lonely. ”

Lu Xue'er is still excited.

Lose this child. It was a terrible blow to her. It was as if all the motivation and expectation in life had come to an end at this moment......

"Don't be upset. It will pass. You won't be alone. You have Mingkang. And me. We are family. Chu Chen gently patted Lu Xue'er on the back to comfort her.

The helplessness and panic that Lu Xue'er experienced. Disappointed...... These. I also experienced it all in the morning. Especially when she gave birth to Shanshan. Sanshan's gone. The despair and pain she fell into. At one point, he was so depressed that he was close to suicide. But in the end, she survived.

"Early morning. Can you take me out? I don't want to be in the hospital. Just looking for a quiet place to be quiet. I don't blame Nian Mingkang. No matter what he did to me. I can forgive him. Except for my brother. He's the only man who really treats me well. So. I'm grateful. But. I couldn't face him. When I see him, I only think about how my child died. Lu Xue'er begged for the beginning of the morning. She is not in good condition to be discharged from the hospital. But stay in this sad place. Lu Xue'er can only think crankily.

Chu Chen finally agreed to take her away. And the best place. It's the city where I work in the early morning.

Late autumn season. It was noticeably colder. Lu Xue'er, who can wear more clothes. It doesn't seem to be able to withstand this bitter cold. It's cold. Take the bus with Hakuchen back to the rented place of Hakuchen. Lu Xue'er's face was still ugly and pale. There was no blood. At the beginning of the morning, he took good care of her:

"You stay here. You can stay as long as you want. Don't be inhibited. Think of it as your own home. On weekdays. I'm also a human being. One more person to accompany me. I don't know how happy I am. "I packed my luggage for Lu Xueer in the morning. Give her his bedroom. Prepare yourself to sleep on the couch.

Although Lu Xueer was very sad. But she is obviously much more sensible than before. She was here on the morning of the new year. It also allows people to sleep in the living room. It doesn't make sense. At Lu Xue'er's insistence. Chu Chen could only obey her. Insert her in the living room.

"Early morning. Can you please don't tell anyone about my stay with you? Including Mingkang. I thought about it. The child is gone. In fact, it is not hinting at us. My fate with Mingkang has come to an end. I'll take my time. Lu Xue'er muttered to herself.

"You can rest assured. No one will come to bother you. Even if Mingkang comes. I won't let him bully you. ”

Lu Xueer returned with a grateful look. She curled up. It's still the same as it was the day it happened. Weakly curled up in a ball. Extreme insecurity......

She said she was going to come out. Will definitely come out of this shadow. But you can see it in the early morning. For a short period of time. It is absolutely impossible for Lu Xue'er to recover her previous mental state.

……

The autumn rain was falling. In the kitchen at the beginning of the morning, Lu Xue'er stewed supplements. Replenish the body. Lu Xue'er stared out the window blankly. The rain drenched the windows. Soon large drops of rain slid down the window. A curtain of rain is formed. The world outside the window is getting more and more blurred. It's getting clearer. But Lu Xue'er saw a small point very clearly. Jumping up and down towards her. Hilarious pace. Happy demeanor. There was so much joy poured into them. However, in the blink of an eye, the kung fu was gone.

Lu Xue'er's imagination. I was in excruciating pain. The face is buried between the arms. Tears are like the rain that is poised to go. Out of control......

(l~1`x*>+``+