Chapter 9: The Gentleman's Confucianism
Chapter 9 The gentleman's Confucian light is cold, and the crisp honking of the car outside the window rings in my ears, like a hypnotic song. The glass windows have become hazy due to the long absence of scrubbing, but you can still see the tall buildings outside the window. Downstairs, the verdant maple forest is desperately thriving in the summer.
No matter how far away they are, if two hearts love each other, they will definitely feel that he is right in front of my eyes. Zhou Yu, do you know how much I miss you now? I don't know if you are working at this time? Are you leisurely playing with your little delicate beloved phone? Anyway, I'm thinking about you at the moment, I'm writing the story between you and me, I'm writing your name and mine.
Lovesickness is sorrowful, but for you, I have to take care of myself, don't I? I have ten more years to wait for you. Obey Confucianism, rule with literature, and use force to be powerful. This is my usual attitude towards life. I remembered the first moment I saw you, when the snow was falling, cold and soft. I don't think there is any need to add sorrow to myself, Mr. Zhuge Liang once said: "Haoshou is poor, looking for chapters and sentences." Responding to emergencies and being incompetent is mediocre. ”
I don't want to be a mediocre person! Because of this, you look down on me. Zhou Yu, I don't know who you were in your last life? I want to spread out the rhubarb paper on the desk in my bedroom and write down my favorite classics of Chinese culture. Mr. Kong Ming once said: "Confucianism is different from a gentleman and a villain." "Yes, I can't be a villain, I can't make you look down on me. I would like to be a gentleman's Confucian: "Abide by the righteous and the evil, and make sure that Ze and the time will be left for future generations." ”
"Looking up at the universe, Tao is in his chest." I waited alone in the six-story two-bedroom apartment in the city, in the bedroom at the desk, waiting softly for the laughter in the hallway when you and your daughter came home at half past six in the evening, in front of your house on the fifth floor. Even once a day, I am very satisfied to hear the laughter of your father and daughter, the sound of going upstairs and the sound of doors opening and closing.
At this moment I am kneeling on my desk to make up the stories of me and you, and I am afraid that I will have to make them up in my life, in my whole life. I think that I will become a family with you in the future, and you and I will take a boat together in the smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River to see the brand-new lotus, the lush grass, and the fish wandering in the water.
"Lonely scholars are empty to the moon, and drinking tea is lovesickness." I felt an indescribable loneliness, so I opened the mp4 and watched a few small movies: "I Know or Don't I Know", "Liang Zhu", "Ten Thousand Reasons" and "A Laugh in the Sea". I feel very happy, and I don't think about those sad things anymore. My mom told me that this time next year we're going to be moving and buying a car. I'm going to live in Changhe District, Luoyang City. When the time comes, this house here will be left to my younger brother. Next year, our family will live in a new house, living in a four-story three-bedroom and two-living room, and there is an elevator, so we don't have to walk upstairs from the back garden of the community at 11 o'clock every day. Maybe by this time next year I'll have to leave here and go to my new home. But I deeply believe in what I said: "A short separation is a long encounter." I have a new name for the book I wrote: "The Most Beautiful Encounter".
Boring to open the book: "Romance of the Three Kingdoms", Cao Cheng's prime minister Cao * said: "The dragon can be big and small, and it can be promoted and hidden; The big one is the clouds and the fog, and the small one is hidden and hidden; The rising is soaring between the universe, and the hidden is lurking in the waves. "The so-called heroes, when they can go, they can't be uneducated. Zhou Yu, wait for me, I will come back in a few years, when we will be together forever.
Tomorrow I plan to find a suitable website and publish the book "The Most Beautiful Encounter" I wrote. Don't you hear the phrase "not only the time, but also the conspiracy", I have already made a plan, I will take care of myself, every afternoon on the desk with you and me as the protagonists, make up the most romantic and beautiful story in the world.
"When the sky knows, it is through the change". I will do this, and I am determined not to be a villain anymore, but to spend my life in vain.
"Don't be sudden, talk about it." It's almost half past six, Zhou Yu, you are going home with your daughter again, I believe that in a while I can hear your powerful footsteps and your daughter's laughter again like yesterday. For you, I will protect myself and will always miss you......