About half an hour, I came to a teahouse called "Boat Fishing Song" by the Qinhuai River, and I found Su Han, who had been waiting for a while, by the window on the second floor.

I sat down across from her, and by our window was the Qinhuai River, on which from time to time there would be red pleasure boats carrying tourists from all over the world, following the wind-blown waves towards the most prosperous part of the entire ancient street......

Su Han poured me a cup of Pu'er tea and asked me, "What have you been busy with lately?" ”

"It's mainly a matter of the company, and it was all over there in Beijing a few days ago."

After I finished speaking, I looked at Su Han, she didn't say anything special, and she didn't seem to know what was happening in Beijing these days. After she refilled her cup with tea, she looked out the window at the pleasure boats and pedestrians......

I don't want to believe that the woman in front of me, who doesn't seem to fight or rob, will be the murderer of Qin Miao's loss of her child back then. I tried to ask a few questions, but in the end I held back, and I forced myself to let go of the shadow in my heart and go back to her as before.

I should learn some lessons, such as the truth about Yuan Zhen's departure from Apocalypse Media, at first I thought that Yang Jin was manipulating behind the scenes, and after tossing and turning, it was Allah Yuan who went to find Li Zishan, but this is only what Chen Yi heard from Qiu Zi'an, whether this is the case or not, needs to be further explored. Therefore, the grievances between Su Han and Qin Miao, I can't change my attitude just because I heard some one-sided words.

After another moment, Su Han finally came back to his senses and said to me: "Jiang Qiao, we have been friends for so many years, I won't go around the bend with you...... I asked you out for tea today, in fact, I just wanted to ask you what Qiao Ye has been doing these days. ”

I asked her with some doubts, "Didn't you contact him yourself?" ”

Su Han shook his head and replied, "No, I don't feel very convenient, and I don't want to disturb him too much, after all, it's a very sensitive time." ”

"Hmm...... This time is quite sensitive, his parents should have looked for you again, right? ”

"Yes, they have prepared a villa for me in Qixia District, and they have arranged for me and Youlu to live in it...... Especially his mother, every once in a while, he will buy some toys to see the way...... I can understand their feelings as grandparents, but I always feel that many things have not been resolved, and it is not appropriate to get too close to the relationship...... So, I want to talk to Qiao Ye, I don't know what he thinks until now. If he really doesn't have the intention of marrying me, there is no need for me to stay in Nanjing and hurt others and myself! ”

I looked at her and replied after a moment: "So from your heart, you are already willing to accept everything that Qiao Ye's parents have given you now?" ”

Su Han looked at me, and she replied: "I have to do this for the sake of the child, not to mention that over the years, I haven't completely come out of this relationship." After a slight pause, she said again: "But I am still willing to respect Qiao Ye's choice, I will not force his ......"

"I understand what you mean, that's what a normal person would choose...... Maybe it's because I'm too familiar with Qin Miao, and I always feel that Qiao Ye's parents are too sorry for Qin Miao by doing this, and I'm so sorry for Qin Miao...... Don't mind what I said just now, I'm just targeting Qiao Ye's parents. The tragedy between the three of you over the years can be said to have been caused by them single-handedly. They once lost themselves for fame and fortune, and now they have no regard for human feelings for the sake of the continuation of future generations...... They're just overacting! …… I'm also here to say something ugly, even if you enter the door of Qiao's house in the future, you may not be able to live in peace, because these old two are too harsh and too self-conscious, once there is a conflict or dissatisfaction in the future, you will inevitably become the next Qin Miao...... You know, the only chip in your hand that can make their hearts flutter is nothing more than Youlu this kid...... Once Youlu is integrated into this family, and there is a conflict in your marriage with Qiao Ye, the court will not award Youlu's custody to you like last time! ”

Su Han didn't refute me, and fell into silence again, because she understood better than me that both her and Qiao Ye's parents had thorns in their hearts that could not be pulled out, and now they could be harmonious on the surface for the sake of the child, but when they really live their lives in the future, they will definitely break out, and Qiao Ye's parents are not good stubble, and she will definitely become the weak party at that time.

After a long time, Su Han looked up at me and asked, "So you persuade me that I can't get married, let alone put my hope on Qiao Ye's parents?" ”

"You must be clearer in your heart than me about this matter, but you are unwilling to give up such a good situation now, but this kind of mentality is often the most dangerous, it will prompt people to gamble, but gambling on this kind of thing, in the end you must lose more."

After a pause, I said: "Actually, I went to Beijing two days ago for a child named Xiaoyu, Qiao Ye and Qin Miao also accompanied him in the hospital to complete the last journey of his life, you must be curious, why Qiao Ye and Qin Miao poured so much affection into such a strange child...... That's because the child they couldn't save in the car accident back then is also called Xiaoyu, so some Qiao Ye's attitude can also be seen from this incident...... As your friend for so many years, I sincerely advise you not to break the current situation until you have to do it. ”

After I said this, Su Han's face showed some disappointed expression, and she replied in a low voice: "Maybe I didn't really want to ask Qiao Ye's whereabouts when I called you out for tea, but because my heart was a little messy, and I needed a bystander to tell me, what kind of situation I am in now...... Jiang Qiao, I will think about what you said today. ”

"Hmmm......"

……

After chatting about Su Han's thoughts, we entered into an extremely long silence, but this silence did not make people feel embarrassed or uncomfortable, because we all had too many things to figure out in our hearts, and the sky gradually darkened......

I finally snuffed out the cigarette in my hand and said to Su Han, who was still in a state of trance: "A lot of things have happened to me recently, and the most unacceptable thing for me is that I know that Xiao Ai was pregnant with my child, and she and Yuan Zhen had no marriage relationship, but they couldn't leave her in Nanjing...... She was gone, just like she had been a few years ago. I know that you are one of the few people who has a good relationship with her, so I wanted to ask if she has contacted you in the past two days...... Seriously, you're my last hope, or I'll have to go all over the world looking for her. ”

Su Han looked up at me, and finally shook his head......

My heart sank to the lowest point in an instant, and the helplessness in my heart could only turn into a seemingly indifferent but painful smile. I held the lid of the cup tightly with my hand, and then whispered to Su Han: "If I find her one day, I must hold her to death, and then crush her in my arms, and never separate again!" ”

Su Han gave me a sympathetic look, and then replied: "Go to Italy to find her, for her, Rome is a very important place, if she is not short of time, she should stay in Rome for a long time." ”

"Well, thank you for giving me such important information, I will stay in Rome for a while longer, I hope to wait for her."

……

This night, after saying goodbye to Su Han's teahouse in Qinhuai River, I returned to Tulip Road, and when I wanted to go back to my residence, I found that the key had been given to Jin Qiu last night, so the house across the door from Chen Yi no longer belonged to me.

I wandered alone on Tulip Road, and then went around to the Bauhinia Commercial Plaza on Bauhinia Road next door. Because it has just been built, it is not very popular. At this moment, there are only a few people bustling in the huge square, and the most eye-catching is a young man holding a guitar and singing.

He wears a bowler black top hat and a pair of jeans with rolled legs, which are normal, but what really draws me to stop is the obvious Taiwanese accent when he sings.

I suddenly missed the nights when I went to Taipei to find Xiao Ai. Now, I'm going to look for her again, and I don't know if I'll be as lucky as last time, but I want to find her, but I'm more eager than last time!

I sat down on a wooden bench where no one sat on, and then I lit a cigarette in the dim light of the street lamp, and I listened quietly...... Listen to this street singer singing very street songs.

"In the blink of an eye, the seasons changed again; Spring, summer, and autumn maples spread out the winter night; The moon is still above the city, and the noise will say goodbye after all; Day by day, over and over again, countless people rubbed shoulders; This story is still being written, and there is no end to it for the time being; I'm not afraid that no one will pay attention, but I'm afraid that memories will be troubled again......"

Originally, I was just listening to it for fun, but I actually noticed some of the lyrics in the song, maybe because he sang some of my emotions. I'm really a person who cares a lot about the changing seasons and the hustle and bustle......

When he finished singing, I took all the change out of my wallet and put it in the open guitar case under him. I asked him, "Is this song your original?" ”

"No, it's someone else's song."

"yes, it's a song that I'm in the mood for......" I said, putting my hands in the pockets of my clothes, then turned to look at it, and asked, "Why do you come out to sing at this point, there are no people in this square anymore!" ”

The young man took off the hat on his head, combed his hair that was messed up, and then said to me with a smile: "A person is a little bored in the hotel, so I came out with a guitar and roared, this is my first time in Nanjing, I don't want to waste time in the hotel!" ”

"Are you Taiwanese?"

"Well, Taipei."

As he spoke, he took a cigarette out of his pocket and lit it, thought about it, pulled out another and handed it to me. I thought this man was funny, and I didn't have much to do, so I continued to talk to him. I said, "I went to Taipei a few years ago for love...... What about you, why did you come to Nanjing? ”

He thought for a moment before replying, "I'm here to find someone." ”

"Fell in love with a Nanjing girl?"

"Uh...... Such a ** question, I still don't talk about it. ”

I smiled and said, "Isn't it best to talk to strangers about the question?" Leaving this square, we will never meet in this life, but you can pour out your heart, no matter how you look at it! ”

He thought about it again, but no matter how I looked at it, I didn't think he was a person who liked to think and weigh.

Finally, he said to me, "That's right...... Let's talk to you......"

After a moment of silence, his emotions were brewed, and he said to me with a melancholy face: "I once had the experience of studying abroad, and when I was about to graduate, I met a woman who made me feel like I was living in a dream...... Since then, I have been following everything about her. Finally, one day, I picked up a notebook that she had left in the classroom, and we had our first chance to get in touch...... To thank me, she invited me to eat in the school cafeteria. Because we are all Chinese and in a foreign country, we naturally talked a lot...... What made me ecstatic was that she was also from Taipei, but she grew up in Nanjing, and she told me that there was such a tulip road in Nanjing, which carried too many joys and sorrows for her, and also carried the first half of her life...... That's why I decided to come and have a look...... However, I've been living here for almost a week now and haven't found anything special about this road...... Maybe, others really can't appreciate the special roar she cares about. ”

I stared at him with wide eyes, not believing that there could be such a coincidence. But when you think about it, it's not a coincidence, because he's been here for a week, and I've only met him today.

I held back some emotions in my heart and asked him, "Do you know her name?" ”

He laughed "haha", and then replied: "I didn't know at first, but after she left, I knew when she debuted in Taiwan...... She's now a public figure and she's really done what she doesn't like the most...... However, as she said, there is no one in this world who can live completely for herself, but by the time she understands this, it is too late, and she has lost a lot of important people and things because of it......"

My heart was beating a little hard, and I was a little envious of the man I didn't know before, because he had the opportunity to contact Xiao Ai, who needed help and confiding in the most...... I asked him again, "Didn't you contact her again after she returned home?" ”

"She didn't give me a chance to get in touch with her, and even in the United States, every conversation we had was basically based on chance encounters on campus. In my last year at Berklee College of Music, I met her nine times, talked three times, and then had dinner together, and that's all we had in cross, and she seemed very reluctant to give me any further chance to spend time with me, but just treated me like a stranger to talk to, as we do now. ”

After hearing what he said, I took a puff of my cigarette and said to him, "Do you know why she doesn't want to give you a chance to spend more time with him?" ”

"Maybe she doesn't like me, after all, she's a woman who looks so fairy......"

I interrupted him, then shook my head and replied, "No, it's not like that, it's not like this...... Because, the man she loves the most is standing in front of you, and she can't hold anyone in her heart......! ”