It was always later that I understood

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Many times, we know that it is difficult for a relationship to have a result, but we still rush to it; It wasn't until I digressed that I understood what pain was like. Top Novel,

But the most painful love ——— is the kind that ends before it even begins.

Chen Ting and I have been playing since childhood, I don't know if it was deliberately arranged by God, or God wanted to see jokes; From elementary school to high school, I was in the same school class as her, and we were each other's tablemates.

It is said that most of a man's first love happens at the same table, and I am no exception, I don't know if it started in junior high school or high school, I was to Chen Ting; There was an unusual feeling.

At that time, I would sit on the lawn of the school, secretly watching her from afar, until she found out, and I ran away; And I call this sneaky and unsightly thing happiness.

But then God was tired, Chen Ting was admitted to a prestigious university, and I fell off the list; For the boredom of studying, I chose a junior college, which separated me from Chen Ting for four years.

From the initial discomfort, to the slow anesthesia, just when I doubted my love for Chen Ting, she came back; But it also brought a "surprise" that made me fall to the bottom

At Zero Bar, we held a welcome ceremony to celebrate Chen Ting's return and her wedding in ——— three months.

Sitting in the corner of the bar, I thought I was in high school, secretly watching Chen Ting, who was talking and laughing not far away; She still has long hair and a cold face, which is probably what fascinates me.

"Tao.... What are you doing in the corner, come here.... Come over for a few drinks......" the fat man shouted at me.

Other classmates also coaxed at this time and said: "That's it, Luo Tao, didn't you always peek at Chen Ting when you were in high school, and now he is married... You should send your blessings! ”

I stood up without smiling and joined the crowd.

I raised my glass to Chen Ting and said with my heartfelt pained blessings: "Chen Ting..... I wish you happiness........"

Chen Ting naturally smiled at me and responded politely, "You too....... The boss is not small, it's time to find a girlfriend, otherwise Auntie, they should be in a hurry! ”

I didn't speak, I just used the wine in my hand to pour out the pain in my heart.

The welcome ceremony didn't end until late at night, and from beginning to end, I didn't see the tall and handsome boyfriend Chen Ting's mouth.

Three months later, Chen Ting held the wedding as scheduled, and the funny thing is that the driver of the wedding car was me.

I personally sent the person I loved to someone else's arms, I don't know, whether it is a kind of happiness or a punishment.

Chen Ting's husband is indeed very tall and handsome, and he is said to be a foreign company executive, and his salary is not calculated on a monthly basis, but on an annual basis, which makes me suddenly feel inferior to the ground by reality.

There were a lot of people that day, including our classmates from elementary school, junior high school, and high school........

But time has passed, and I can no longer find Chen Ting, who is crawling on the table and secretly worried because she can't do the questions given by the teacher.

She still had short hair and a cold face, just a touch of red lips.

A week after getting married, Chen Ting left again, said goodbye without blessings, and followed her very tall and handsome husband to other places; And I'm still lowly in the dust.

In the past few years that Chen Ting has gone, I have always been running hard with a regret, maybe God has mercy on me, under the storm of Internet +, I became rich overnight and became a local entrepreneur.

I began to return to my alma mater to cheer for my younger students and provide them with employment opportunities. I tell them that if there is someone to love, don't miss it......

And those classmates and friends who never contact me, the phone calls also come in frequently, some female classmates; He even confessed to me, saying a bunch of sweet words that I didn't understand, and telling me habits that I didn't know before.

What surprised me was that Chen Ting was also on these lists, which suddenly made me feel that all the beauty of the original was changing with the passage of time.

Later, I heard that Chen Ting's husband's company, because it couldn't keep up with the pace of the Internet era, lost a huge amount of money in China, and withdrew from the country in less than a week, and Chen Ting's husband was unexpectedly unemployed.

A week after Chen Ting's husband lost his job, Chen Ting called me.

Chen Ting said on the other end of the phone: "Luo Tao, you are a big entrepreneur now, but you can't forget our old classmates!" ”

As a businessman, I answered vaguely.

Chen Ting talked to me very enthusiastically about everything from elementary school to high school, and even joked that I secretly peeked at her.

When the past was mentioned, I suddenly had a sigh, and suddenly the night was like a dream, and I still clearly remember the beauty of Chen Ting sitting in the wedding car, and the happiness when exchanging rings.

Since that day, Chen Ting's phone calls have become more and more frequent, sometimes in the middle of the night, telling me all kinds of hardships, she told me what brand of clothes she used to wear, how many grams of necklace she was wearing, and she even told me how many times she did it with her husband a night, in what posture, and how her husband could not satisfy her.

In her full of complaints, I fell asleep with physical and mental exhaustion.

Chen Ting still calls me every day, telling me all kinds of suffering; And I kept running on the road, my career was getting bigger and bigger, but my heart was getting more and more tired.

Until one day, I met a girl who didn't have short hair, she didn't have a cold face, she was just full of justice.

She pointed at my nose and scolded loudly: "You entrepreneurs, you are all doing shady things under the banner of doing good for the people. drank the blood of the common people, and stood on the podium with a high-sounding sound, telling your creative stories to young people. ”

This sentence made me not sleep well for a week; With the help of a friend, I learned that her name was Guan Lan; She is the owner of a grocery store, and every day she has to take care of her mother, who is paralyzed in her fifties.

I found Guan Lan and asked the doubts in my heart: "Why do you say that we entrepreneurs are devils who eat people and don't spit out bones?" ”

While she was busy with the things in her hands, she said without raising her head: "There is no reason, just the facts!" ”

Later, I learned that the real estate company occupied her family's land and had not compensated, and under Guan Lan's hard work, the real estate company disregarded moral cultivation and beat Guan Lan's mother to paralysis.

I started doing charity, I helped students in need to go to school, and I built schools.

Slowly, I had more and more contact with Guan Lan, and I gradually had a good impression of this righteous and complaining girl.

I confessed, there were no flowers, no promises, I boldly confessed to Guan Lan with a heart, under the sun, in the crowd.

Not long after I confessed to Guan Lan, Chen Ting suddenly came back with a five-year-old child.

Chen Ting found me, and in my office, I made her a cup of tea.

Chen Ting valued me and said with a sad face: "Luo Tao, I'm divorced......."

I was very shocked, I clearly remember the happiness of her wedding day, since she was happy, why did she divorce again?

I didn't know how to comfort Chen Ting, I could only sit opposite her, Zheng Zheng looked at her, and then in my thoughts, I remembered the diamond ring and Chengruo on the wedding day.

Chen Ting continued to tell her pain: "He has no job, no income, and my children and I can't find ..... to rely on."

I looked at her strangely and asked, "Why don't you get a job?" With his work experience and qualifications, it shouldn't be difficult to find a job! ”

"I found it, five thousand yuan a month..... But 5,000 yuan is not enough for me to take care of my skin.... How to use at home! ”

Chen Ting raised her head and looked at me, and said with a pitiful face: "Luo Tao, you must help me......"

As she spoke, she pulled her child over, pointed at me and said, "Xiaobao, call uncle ......."

The child was very innocent and cute, with a pair of big watery eyes, he shouted: "Hello uncle, my name is Xiaobao, what is your name?" ”

I got up and squatted on the ground, pulled Xiaobao into my arms, touched his fleshy little face and said, "Uncle is called Luo Tao..... Has Xiaobao read? ”

"Mom said.... Our family is poor and can't afford to read ........"

I was stunned, I looked up at Chen Ting, I don't know why she said this to a child, this is undoubtedly to strangle a child's dream in the cradle, which is more shameful than a murderer.

I turned back to Xiaobao and said, "Xiaobao, do you want to read?" ”

The child tilted his head and said: "Xiaobao wants to study very much, you can meet many children by reading, and you can earn a lot of money by reading, so that our family will not be poor!" ”

"Xiaobao, my uncle told you that studying is not to make more money, but to ......" I pointed to Xiaobao's chest and said, "In order to enrich here... Only when this place is abundant, Xiaobao can grow into an adult and protect his mother. ”

On that day, I made a phone call on the spot, arranged school accommodation for Xiaobao, and arranged for Chen Ting to be transferred to the sales department of my company.

I insisted on visiting Guan Lan's mother every day, and the old mother also liked me, and I secretly told her that her foot could be healed, which made the old mother very happy, and nagged me to push her to go to the park for a walk.

Since then, my mother has eaten more and more, and she has become more and more energetic, and on the other hand, I have secretly contacted the doctor.

Chen Ting is in the sales department, her grades are very good, and within a month, she has achieved the top few in the entire company, which makes me even more impressed with her.

But something happened in the second month, and there was a huge hole in the company's accounts, which was as big as more than one million; Naturally, I called the police, and within a few days, Chen Ting was taken away by the police, and the company's loss of more than one million yuan was found to be embezzled by Chen Ting without permission.

After the court sentenced, I went to see Chen Ting, who cried over the phone behind bars: "Luo Tao.... I'm sorry for you... I just want to give my children a good environment to live in..... I beg you, you plead with the judge, I know you have a strong network and will definitely be able to help me. ”

I looked at Chen Ting, who was haggard, and sighed, and said, "I'm sorry, you stole my company's money, I don't have the obligation to help you, I came today, I just want to tell you that Xiaobao is very well-behaved... Xiaolan and I will take care of his ......"

Chen Ting begged bitterly: "Luo Tao, I beg you... Xiaobao can't live without a mother.... He's still ......"

"When you took my company's money, you should have thought of Xiaobao, you did this... How will he face society in the future? ”

When I came out of prison that day, I was in a very bad mood, I came to the high school where I used to study with Chen Ting, standing at the door of the former classroom, looking at the table with emotions in the picture, and tears couldn't help but flow out.

It was as if the little boy who was secretly watching the girl next to him appeared in the classroom again, in the shade of the tree.

Guan Lan and I walked into the wedding hall, without too many blessings, only the sincere blessings and laughter of the two families.

I slowly understand that we need love.... It's just romance in silence, although there are not too many blessings, too beautiful roses, we can also keep the plain together, snuggle up to each other, and tolerate each other.........

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