Chapter 138: I don't want to linger at the bottom

Unconsciously, a lot of tears sprouted in Li Qianxun's eyes, tears blurred her vision, and her world became hazy and unclear, as if it was heralding her future, which was as unclear as it was now, full of uncertainty.

She doesn't know where her future is, her heart is full of uncertainty, she used to be at least a little determined, thinking that she was married, thinking that if she got along together, she would fall in love for a long time, and one day Nian Mingkang would look back at her, knowing that she really loved him, but now Li Qianxun is more and more afraid of her future......

This kind of fear, even if Li Qianhiro wants to ignore it, is a real existence.

"Li Qianxun, don't think nonsense, don't think about anything, persevere, you have to persevere, now you have no way out, you can only continue to persevere, otherwise you will regret it."

She didn't want to regret herself, she thought that she hadn't done enough in this relationship with Nian Mingkang, if she didn't work hard and didn't do her best, she would definitely regret it when she thought about it in the future.

She shouldn't be discouraged, at least now she is the wife of Nian that everyone recognizes, she is Nian Mingkang's wife, Lu Xue'er is not.

And Lu Xueer, even if she has Nian Mingkang's love, it is not so easy for her to meet Nian Mingkang.

And she, even if he can't get Nian Mingkang's love, he can't recklessly not return to this home, even if he escapes, even if he can't get used to her so much, Nian Mingkang still has to be under speech and persecution, or he has to get along with her, and he must declare that she is Nian Mingkang's wife.

At this time, Lu Xue'er was undoubtedly uncomfortable.

She can't get Nian Mingkang, and Lu Xue'er can't get Nian Mingkang either, not only that, whenever Lu Xue'er thinks about their marriage, Li Qianxun can be sure that Lu Xue'er will definitely be cranky, and she will definitely not be able to stand them "together".

……

Li Qianxun thought like this, and comforted himself like this.

At this moment, she seems to have no better way to calm her chaotic mood except for self-comfort, otherwise, it is indeed according to Li Qianxun's temper, her temperament, she will definitely run to Kwon to find trouble with Nian Mingkang and Lu Xueer regardless of the consequences.

However, looking for trouble with them, the final result is bound to make her even more sad, even embarrassing, Nian Mingkang has never taken her to heart, she is the only person she protects, no matter what his identity is, he will only protect Lu Xue'er alone.

At this time, Li Qianxun really felt that he was the junior, the real third party between them.

In the past, others said that the person who was not loved in the relationship was a third party, and this sentence was probably the most appropriate for her......

And Nian Mingkang really only loves Lu Xue'er alone, but this time Lu Xue'er and Gu Xiyang's relationship made Nian Mingkang unbearable, and when he dragged her into the office, he didn't give Lu Xue'er a chance to breathe and speak, just sealed her lips like a punishment, and the strength of the gnawing went away, bullying Lu Xue'er's red lips, almost ravaged, he was very angry, and he was really angry, the flames continued to spread to Lu Xue'er, crazy and strong to let her know that she was his person, and only her person, He couldn't allow Lu Xueer to give up halfway and change people halfway.

Nian Mingkang couldn't accept it, his heart was more like it was being shaken and shattered, and it hurt to be broken......

Lu Xue'er was completely unable to move by his fierce and powerful kiss, even if she struggled, she still couldn't exchange for Nian Mingkang's slightest relaxation, she felt like she was a pet in captivity, she was just Nian Mingkang's pet.

This pet used to love and respect its owner very much, but one day, it "liked" another owner, so Nian Mingkang couldn't stand it, and he was furious, like a crazy seizure.

"Let it go...... Open...... I ......" Lu Xue'er got a chance to speak, and the short three words tried to squeeze out of her throat, and she muffled her voice, which was clearly a word of resistance, but in such a low and struggling voice, it seemed that there was a huge charm hidden in her voice, which ignited the hottest and most ferocious craze in Nian Mingkang's body, and her body raised her head excitedly, maybe this would hurt Lu Xue'er, not only physically, but also mentally, but Nian Mingkang was so difficult to hold himself at this time, and he couldn't control it at all......

"I ...... Want...... You ......"

It's the same three words, and the shock and deterrence that these three words bring to each other is beyond imagination.

Lu Xue'er was obviously stunned, and then a strong resistance followed, "No, ......"

He can't do that.

She can't feel Nian Mingkang's strong desire since he separated from her, every time he is with her, this strong desire Nian Mingkang is trying his best to suppress it, she knows that this is Nian Mingkang's forbearance, because his identity is different, and now he has become someone else's husband, just because of this relationship, he must forbear, and he must keep all his **.

Lu Xueer knew that this set of days might be because of her relationship, because she didn't want to hurt her, which made her even more uncomfortable; But the other reason is not, he actually doesn't want to cheat on his body and betray Li Qianhiro......

Thinking of the last reason, Lu Xue'er's heart was inexplicably heavy, so heavy that it was difficult to breathe, if it was because of Li Qianxun's relationship, she admitted that she would be jealous, angry, and even annoyed......

Nian Mingkang did not stop his behavior because of her resistance, but the kiss intensified, sweeping almost every corner of her body, more like reminiscing, reminiscing about their past intimacy.

When the kiss marks fell on Lu Xue'er's thin shoulders, there was a burst of contraction from the shoulders, which made her feel extremely frightened, and she could sense Nian Mingkang's real character this time.

"No...... Nian Mingkang...... You're crazy......" Lu Xue'er didn't know where the strength came from, and vigorously pushed Nian Mingkang, and finally barely distanced themselves from each other, and Lu Xue'er took advantage of this to escape, "Don't come here...... If you don't want me to hate you, Nian Mingkang, just stop! Stop it now! ”

She panicked, unspeakably flustered, especially staring at Nian Mingkang's eyes full of sincere fear.

Her resistance made Nian Mingkang only think of one question at this time, she was guarding Gu Xiyang like a jade, since dating Gu Xiyang, her resistance to him was unprecedented.

Thinking of this, Nian Mingkang's anger exploded in swelling, "Is it because he rejected me?" ”

It was the tone of a rhetorical question, but the tone of the rhetorical question was full of affirmation, it must be Gu Xiyang.

He has watched the news, and has seen the scandal between Lu Xueer and Gu Xiyang, although no intimate photos have broken out, but the media has rendered the relationship between them as sweet and boundless, which makes Nian Mingkang jealous, he can't bear that Lu Xueer belongs to other men, he can't stand it.

Of course, Lu Xue'er understood who the "he" in Nian Mingkang's mouth meant, and did not hesitate to take advantage of the situation to give a positive answer, "Yes, you are right, I don't want to betray Xiyang, I love him, I love Gu Xiyang, from now on, the person I need to love in my life is him, not a married man like you." ”

The three consecutive words of "love" from Lu Xue'er's mouth are so unforgettable that Nian Mingkang hurts, and his whole body is as painful as if he is corroded, his anger is rampant, and when he pounces on Lu Xue'er with a wild demeanor, Lu Xue'er's back is suddenly hit on the hard wall.

"Ah...... You let it go...... Did we break up and you want me to be single! Only you are allowed to marry Li Qianxun, and you are only allowed to be accompanied, so I am not allowed to have a boyfriend? Nian Mingkang, you are so selfish, you are the most selfish man I have ever seen! Why should I wait for you so hard, what have I waited for so long, and waited until I watched you and Li Qianxun go into pairs, and waited until the relationship between you and Li Qianxun got better and better. I don't want it anymore...... Nian Mingkang, I don't want to wait like this......"

When Lu Xueer said this, she couldn't help crying and choked up, although some words were against her will, but she also said her discomfort really or falsely.

"Do you think Gu Xiyang is suitable to be your boyfriend, how many warblers and how many women he has, do you know! People like him are just playing with you, do you have any brains, who is sincere and who is false, don't you understand? ”

Nian Mingkang almost roared, his tone was extremely bad, he had never been more angry or uncomfortable than at this moment, as if at this moment, Nian Mingkang began to realize that he might be losing her, when his affairs had not been dealt with and he could not return to Lu Xue'er immediately, Lu Xue'er had completely left him, whether it was his heart or body, it was not on him.

The roaring words gradually disappeared into the air, and the air was full of grief and anger, Lu Xue'er knew his sadness very well, but she just wanted to break off with Nian Mingkang this time, if she could, the long pain was better than the short pain, she was already completely tired of the relationship with Nian Mingkang.

"Gu Xiyang may have been a playboy before, and the media didn't have a good opinion of him, but how much better am I compared to him? The marriage contract with Chu Yifei broke up unhappily, and how many people accused me of going out of the wall and splitting Chu Yifei; The relationship with you is even more hyped in full swing, because of you, I have been infamous as a third party, these notorious news, compared with Gu Xiyang's scandals, what are his Yingying Yanyan, at least he is single, at least he has never had a marriage contract with other women, and he has never been a third party! ”

"I only know that Gu Xiyang treats me very well now, taking care of me and helping my career, I know that the boss has invested a lot of money on me, but I am still just a model hovering between the second and third lines; I want to be popular, I want to be popular in the modeling circle, I want to be popular in the entertainment industry, I don't want to linger at the bottom. I thought about it, and the only way I wanted to achieve my wish was to stir up the news with first-line male stars; It just so happened that Gu Xiyang and I fell in love with each other at first sight, we can enjoy the joy of love on the one hand, and on the other hand, we can help each other's careers climb to new heights, so that no one will refuse the best of both worlds. ”