(Ran Library)

Su Yanzhi shook his head and poured himself another glass of wine

"Hey, I called you here to comfort me, why do you still want me to comfort you now," Lei Qiming was unhappy

"Who is here to comfort you, I am here to drink, it just so happens that you have a treat," Su Yanzhi said, raised the wine glass in his hand and drank it all

"Hey, are you all bullies in the Su family like this" Lei Qiming really wanted to break off his friendship with Su Yanzhi, why is this man so unkind, what kind of tricks is this, he still said such things...... It hurts so much

"Why did Anya dump you," Su Yanzhi kindly poured a glass of wine for Lei Qiming, pushed it in front of him, and poured a glass himself

No matter how uncomfortable he feels in his heart, in front of outsiders, Su Yanzhi can always hide it very well

Even if he has mixed feelings in his heart now, he has already run to Mu Zaozao, and in front of Lei Qiming, he can still pretend that he is fine

"If only that were the case," Lei Qiming sighed and picked up the wine that Su Yanzhi had poured for him

"It's not that I dumped you, it pestered you"

", will she pester me and let me go, is that her style of acting" Lei Qiming put the wine glass he picked up to his lips, and before he drank it, he stopped again, turned his head to look at Su Yanzhi and asked, "Has she ever had a boyfriend before?"

"What's wrong," Su Yan asked rhetorically

"It's nothing," Lei Qiming shook his head, didn't want to talk about these troublesome things, and then asked: "It's early, what time is it when you go to the bar alone, it's dark, you let her be home alone?"

"She's not at home," Su Yanzhi lowered his eyes, poured another glass of wine, and poured it up

"Not at home," Lei Qiming screamed: "In the middle of the night, you let her go out alone, I said, Su Yanzhi, this is your fault, it's not brother, I won't help you talk, early after all, she is a woman, how can you let her go out alone in the middle of the night, where is she going to accompany her, if you don't go, I can go."

"Are you going to Lu Ming's house" Su Yanzhi didn't look at Lei Qiming, his eyes looked at the cup on the coffee table in front of him, but he didn't have any focus, just looked at it so blankly

"Lu Ming" Lei Qiming thought he had heard it wrong

Su Yanzhi didn't squeak

Lei Qiming's head was paralyzed by alcohol, but after all, he reacted and almost jumped to his feet: "She's with Lu Ming again"

Su Yanzhi was still silent

"I'll go, then you should take her back, you forgot ...... five years ago," said this, Lei Qiming suddenly stopped

Su Yanzhi turned his eyes to look at him, with inquiry in his eyes

Five years ago, Mu Zaozao and Lei Ruan Qin went to college in Zhonghai City, Su Yanzhi opened a 'shallow and deep' clinic with Lu Ran at that time, Qian Jinggang graduated from college and worked as an assistant in the clinic, Lu Minggang divorced Qian Ying, I heard that he and Mu Zao were in love, Lei Qiming was a soldier in Xinjiang, so he didn't know about these things that happened in Zhonghai City, An Yichen, Su Jinya, and Su Jiaming were all in Zhonghai City, so they heard about it

Five years later, Mu Zao lost those memories early, Lei Ruan Qin helped Mu Zao to meet Su Yanzhi again, but Lei Ruan Qin didn't expect Mu Zaozao and Su Yanzhi to develop so fast, she didn't know that these two people actually got their marriage certificates, Qian Jing died, Lu Ming left, Mu Zao, Qian Ying was mentally ill, An Yichen, Su Jinya, and Su Jiaming didn't say a word about what happened five years ago

How did Lei Qiming know about the relationship between Mu Zaozao and Lu Ming

Although the lights in the bar were dim, sitting opposite Su Yanzhi, Lei Qiming still felt that Su Yanzhi's mood was not quite right, and he hurriedly covered his mouth when he remembered what Lei Ruan Qin had explained

Damn alcohol, it's a bad thing that he actually said he leaked his mouth

"That ......" Lei Qiming knew that this was not a solution, Su Yanzhi was such a smart person, and in front of him, he couldn't survive at all

Lei Qiming simply told the truth: "I asked Ruan Ruan, because I have always been opposed to being with you early, I even, even thought about destroying the relationship between you and Zao, I think there is no man in this world who can be worthy of Zao, men are too dirty, and then Ruan Ruan has been trying to convince me, and finally she talked about it five years ago, I only knew that you loved her so much"

It is precisely in this way that Lei Qiming is really relieved to let Su Yanzhi stay by Mu Zaozao's side and not destroy it again

"Love" Su Yanzhi was unprecedentedly lifeless, a little wooden holding a wine glass, a few glasses of wine, and a little anxious to drink, although not drunk, but the whole person was a little dizzy

If he loved, would he be so selfish and didn't want Mu to regain his memory early

If he loved, he should have hoped that Mu would be happy as soon as possible, why was she so angry because she was so close to Lu Ming, and he didn't know how to face her

This is love, this is not love

Isn't it good to really love someone as long as she is happy?

But Su Yanzhi can't do it, he really can't do it

"I don't love Ruan yet, Ruan told me that I had a very bad attitude towards you when I was in college, although we played together when we were children, but I didn't have anything special about you early, but I had a good impression of Lu Ming, in fact, I don't know why I didn't contact Lu Ming all these years, anyway, I don't want to get close to any man early, and I don't think much about it, it turned out that something like that happened five years ago," Lei Qiming sighed, picked up the wine bottle, and found that there was no wine in the wine bottle

Call the bartender and reload it

Lei Qiming continued to speak: "In other words, if I want to talk about things that have passed, don't pay too much attention to them, after all, you are her husband now."

"I don't care," Su Yanzhi snorted, sneered, and turned his head to stare at Lei Qiming, his eyes were a little scary

Lei Qiming shrank back

"How can I not care, you think I want to care about you, teach me how to not care," he spoke, his voice became louder and louder, and finally almost shouted: "From the first time we met, she lived in my heart, every day, every day, no matter how difficult the days were, as long as I thought of her smiling face, I had the strength to crawl out of the darkness and continue to persevere for so many years, how do you think I got out, how good do you think the autistic little boy was later, and then the manic man was so good."

Lei Qiming was a little frightened by Su Yanzhi like this, he didn't see Su Yanzhi get angry, but he had never seen Su Yanzhi so emotional, he was angry, at most he ignored people or yelled, but he was not as hysterical as now

Su Yanzhi didn't care what Lei Qiming thought, many things were held back in his heart for a long time, and he felt uncomfortable

Now, it seems that he has suddenly found a flashpoint, and he can't stop it anymore

"Do you know that feeling, obviously the love in my heart is dying, but I still have to endure the love and say to her again and again: 'We are good friends', the wants to be good friends with her, I want to fall in love with her, marry for the rest of my life," Su Yanzhi took a deep breath, leaned his head back on the sofa, looked at the colorful laser lights not far away, and laughed helplessly: "For so many years, from the first time I saw her at your house, she was only five years old at that time, until her mother died, we had a chance to speak, I counted...... It's been 20 years, Qiming, have you tried to love someone for 20 years, what is it like?"

Lei Qiming nodded: "I have loved her for twenty-five years"

From Mu Zao's birth to the present

"But you're luckier than me, at least you've been involved in her life, at least she treats you as the closest person, but what about me, do you know what it's like to be hated by your most beloved person, you like her so much, but when she sees you later, she will only say that you are 'disgusting' and 'hateful', tear all your hearts to pieces, and then turn your head to talk and laugh with other men, this kind of despair...... So desperate......"

Su Yanzhi closed his eyes, his Adam's apple moved, and a trace of crystal slipped from the corner of his eye

If it weren't for the darkness and noise of this bar, if it weren't for the paralysis and intoxication of the alcohol on the table, he might never have said it to anyone in his life

But it's really uncomfortable to hold it in my heart for so long

Lei Qiming was silent and did not speak again

Su Yanzhi said it right, he is indeed lucky, although he did not have the opportunity to confess to Mu Zaozao, but at least in Mu Zaozao's heart, the position of 'Brother Qiming' is also very important, as long as he can have a place in her heart, what kind of identity he is, as long as he can have a little contact with her in this life, even if he can't ** person, at least he can be a brother and sister, and he will be relieved to think about it

The long silence was broken by Lei Qiming: "But at least she's your wife now, isn't she?"

This is something Lei Qiming has always hoped for, but he has never had such an opportunity to make the little princess he has loved for so many years become someone else's woman

"What's the use" Su Yanzhi's words revealed despair: "She always has to remember everything, how long can I be greedy for such warmth, and now I have been so close to Lu Ming, I am destined to have no intersection between her and me."

"Don't be so desperate, people are emotional creatures, she was so kind early, she won't be so ruthless, even if she remembers what happened five years ago, she won't be so cold to you anymore"

"Do you know why we can live in harmony for so many years, why she has ignored me since five years ago" Su Yanzhi picked up a glass of wine on the table, this time he didn't drink it all, but put it to his lips and sipped it little by little

Lei Qiming shook his head, he didn't ask, Ruan Ruan didn't say

"Do you know how Mu Zao's mother died," Su Yanzhi asked again

Lei Qiming shook his head: "Didn't you say that you were killed by a vase that fell from upstairs?"

Su Yanzhi shook his head

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