Chapter 132: What Am I Counting in Your Heart?
After Tang Shaoyuan left An Jing's studio, An Jing sat alone in the office, and the whole person fell into deep thought.
Except for the home that once belonged to her in the Nanguo Mansion in Zhangcheng, it seems that there is no place that nominally belongs to her Anjing's home.
At the beginning, she lived in a rental house with her parents, and lived in a villa for a period of time after she was engaged to Tang Shaoyun, but after that, she still lived in a rented house, and when she had a conflict with Ji Chendong for the first time, An Jing returned to Ye Lin's rental house.
This time she had a conflict with Ji Chendong, An Jing didn't look for Ye Lin, she didn't want a pregnant woman to worry about herself, so she stayed in a hotel since she came back from Paris, because there was no house in Shicheng that said her An Jing.
The corners of An Jing's lips couldn't help but rise, flashing a touch of mockery, and a touch of helplessness, and asked herself, does she want a home of her own, a home that can accommodate her all the time, is it really so difficult?
When night fell, the streetscapes on the side of the road lit up one by one, and the colorful neon lights flashed wantonly, An Jing carried her bag, put her hands in her pockets, and looked straight ahead with her eyes silently.
An Jing sighed deeply, lowered his eyes slightly, looked at the angular ground, and walked along the clear ground line.
Bang!
Without paying attention, An Jing accidentally bumped into the oncoming person, and An Jing, who hit her stiff chest, couldn't help but reach out to cover her aching forehead, but she never raised her eyes to look at him, just hung the curtain and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”
After that, he was ready to bypass the person in front of him when he turned sideways, but An Jing went to the left, and the person in front of him followed to the left, An Jing went to the right, and he also followed to the right.
But when An Jing raised his eyes to see the person in front of him, for a moment, An Jing's eyes flashed with happiness, sadness, distress, and stunned, all his expressions were in a moment, and then he quickly returned to calm.
Staring at the front of him, his expression was not very good, his face was a little thin, and there was a faint black under a pair of good-looking long eyes, and his throat was tight, An Jingqiang suppressed the idea of wanting to step forward and hug him, withdrew the hand pressed on his forehead, and met Ji Chendong's gaze without waves.
Ji Chendong's obsidian-like eyes flashed with longing, missing, and longing, the same as An Jing, the hand in his pocket was tightly clenched into a fist, holding back his thoughts about her.
The curtain was hanging and looking at An Jing, who could hang his hands, his voice was low and hoarse, and he called softly: "Wife." ”
The words were loud, and An Jing's heart trembled with his call, and his thoughts about him came flooding, but despite this, An Jing's face still maintained a calm and unchanged look, met his deep gaze, and asked lightly: "Why are you there?" ”
Hearing this, Ji Chendong didn't think about it, his thin lips opened lightly, and he responded directly: "Wife, I miss you." ”
When An Jing heard this, his eyes stared at him quietly, pursed his lips, and remained silent.
Without waiting for An Jing to reply, Ji Chendong asked out loud again, "When are you going home?" ”
Family?
This has always been what An Jing longs for the most, and after being with Ji Chendong, An Jing has always wanted to have a warm home with him that belongs to her and him.
But for them now, no, it's just that for her, it seems to be another gully that can't be crossed, there was Chen Songling before, and there will be another Anying.
After a moment of silence, An Jing's tone was indifferent, and he answered: "I don't want to go back now." ”
After finishing speaking, Ji Chendong took advantage of the victory to pursue, made persistent efforts, and asked loudly: "Then when will you come back." ”
"I don't know."
Although An Jing was indifferent to him, compared to the previous bad words, Ji Chendong felt that this was already a good progress.
Looking at An Jing, who was getting thinner and thinner in front of him, Ji Chendong wanted to reach out and take her into his arms and feel the smell of her body, he didn't care about raising a good person, but he lost a lot of weight under his own sorrow.
With deep eyes, he stared at An Jing with distress, and asked softly, "Where have you lived recently?" ”
An Jing said: "Hotel. ”
After the two separated, in fact, Ji Chendong knew An Jing's whereabouts well, and he would stand in front of An Jing, he just wanted to talk to her more and feel her existence, otherwise he really felt that he would miss her crazy.
She had lost her taste for four weeks in the past few days, and she didn't know how painful he was......
Hearing this, Ji Chendong responded: "Why don't you go home and live?" It's not safe to live in a hotel alone, so it's good for you to come home and live. ”
Listening to Ji Chendong's almost pleading tone, An Jing couldn't help but feel sour when she heard this, her nose couldn't help but be sour, and her internal organs were all pulled together, and she couldn't breathe because of the pain.
Secretly endured the sourness in his heart and said, "I don't want to go back." ”
As soon as the words fell, Ji Chendong immediately created an expression of an aggrieved son, and immediately answered: "You go back to live, I won't go back, I'll go live somewhere else, I don't feel at ease if you live outside alone." ”
Hearing this, An Jing shook his head, changed his words suddenly, and said loudly: "Xiaoying came to me today." ”
Ji Chendong heard that he hadn't reacted to An Jing's sudden change of topic, and after a few seconds of delay, when he heard the name in An Jing's words, his good-looking brows couldn't help frowning, and the disgust in his heart arose.
An Jing met Ji Chendong's somewhat evasive gaze, and said: "Xiaoying told me that she likes you, she said that she likes you for a long time, and she wants me to give you to her, what do you say I should do?" ”
After all, the texture between Ji Chendong's eyebrows is deeper, and because of An Jing's face, Ji Chendong didn't really trouble her, which will make her continue to disturb their already rift relationship.
I couldn't help cursing in my heart, my expression changed a little, I looked back at An Jing, whose face was still calm, a little anxious, irritable, and asked instead of answering: "What do you want to do?" ”
An Jing said in a vague voice: "You said that it was okay for me to give you to her, I took the initiative to withdraw to fulfill your ......"
Before the words fell, Ji Chendong frowned and roared in a low voice: "An Jing." ”
"Huh?" An Jing met his angry eyes and asked indifferently, "Isn't it good?" ”
Ji Chendong didn't know if he was angry at this time because of An Ying's words, or because An Jing's indifferent posture was irritated, and he was emotional, and his strong chest also rose and fell with the big movements.
Ji Chendong had a calm face, his thin lips swayed, and he said loudly: "Have you forgotten what you said at the beginning?" ”
"What did I say?" An Jing looked like a wandering god, without a spiritual head, as if he had nothing to do with himself, and looked at Ji Chendong with a posture hanging high.
Seeing that she didn't care now, Ji Chendong dared to be angry but didn't dare to speak, because after all, it was his own fault first, so he forcibly suppressed the anger in his heart and replied: "Did I ask you at the beginning, if she liked me, would you let me out?" Have you forgotten what you said then, if ......"
"I haven't forgotten." Before Ji Chendong could speak, An Jing interrupted softly, then nodded, staring at him with a clear attitude: "It turns out that you already knew that Xiaoying liked you, the original assumption was the truth, right, you were just testing me, right." ”
After that, An Jing continued to take care of himself: "It turns out that you already knew, then they should have known it a long time ago, right, but I am still in the dark, and I don't know that my sister has long coveted her man, and she keeps basking in her happiness." ”
After speaking, An Jing snorted lightly and mocked: "You see, how similar our sisters are, even the person they like is the same." ”
"Anjing." After all, Ji Chendong couldn't help but reach out to support her shoulder, and said impatiently: "She likes me, what does it have to do with me, does she like me, do I have to like her?" ”
An Jing said lightly: "But it has something to do with me." ”
Hearing this, Ji Chendong quickly answered and asked, "What do you mean?" ”
After that, An Jing raised his eyes to look at him, the corners of his lips pulled up slightly, and said mockingly: "Xiaoying is threatening me with her life, what do you say I should do?" Reject her, and lose the only loved one in this world again? ”
"So you mean you want to divorce me now?" Hearing this, Ji Chendong's eyebrows tightened, and the palms that pinched An Jing's shoulders tightened a lot.
Hearing this, An Jing shook his head, reached out and brushed away Ji Chendong's palm, stepped back, ignored his anger, and said with a confused face: "I don't know, don't ask me." ”
Hearing this, Ji Chendong's anger kept rising, his red eyes were red, his face was embarrassed, and he asked, "An Jing, what do you think of me?" Am I a piece of cargo? You can retreat if you want to, and you can change hands if you want to? ”
How much courage did Ji Chendong muster, so he didn't bother to come to An Jing, but he actually listened to such a response, should he laugh or be angry?
Laughing, she can finally face herself calmly, angry, she actually has no status in her heart? Family affection and love, don't give him a chance to turn over, and even give him a death sentence?
He really wants to get to know the woman in front of him again, and he really wants to open her chest to see how important he is in her heart, and whether there is a place for him.
The corners of Ji Chendong's lips rose, and there was a sense of ridicule between his words, and he said self-deprecatingly: "In your heart, I am so easy to be cut off by you?" The first time because of your mother, this time because of your sister, heh, Anjing, you are really great, selfless dedication is really good, I am not just a piece of clothing in your heart, dispensable, wear it when you think of it, and you can throw it away if you don't want it. ”
The voice was loud, he didn't look at the person in front of him, turned around and left, he was really afraid that he would be unable to help but stretch out his hand to strangle her if he stayed, he was also planted in her hands without any interest, it was like this, and he still felt sorry for her.
This book was first published on Kanshu.com