276 I want to take care of you
"I think about her every year, and I hardly forget it for a moment, I thought that such thoughts would go on forever."
"Yes, yes, you're going to go on the same."
Cui Yuyan nodded her head like a chicken pecking rice, echoing his words.
Although she wasn't sure what Fang Haochen was going to say next, she instinctively wanted him to shut up.
"Can't you just let me finish my sentence?"
You must know that it is very painful to be interrupted in conversation like this, he doesn't necessarily have a good temper, and he is already very tolerant of Cui Yuyan.
Cui Yuyan put down the bowl in silence, there were some words she didn't dare to listen to, not because she was afraid that he would say something earth-shattering, a woman's natural sensitivity allowed her to sense what the other party was about to say, what she was afraid of was just how to face it after she said it.
Now, it may not be her favorite, but it's acceptable, and if it changes, no one can estimate what the consequences of that change will be.
At least for now, she doesn't want to change.
"I spent a day at home and everybody couldn't find me, thinking all the time, what the hell I wanted. Yuyan, I miss you, not now, but I've always wanted to be with you. ”
His words were like needles, piercing her body one by one, making her feel uncomfortable.
A man's love words are less reliable than bubbles, she has heard too much, and she has long been numb, even if the other party is Fang Haochen, it is difficult for her to have a different kind of love.
"Fang Haochen ......"
"If I don't tell you now, I won't have the courage to tell you anymore."
Even Fang Haochen himself thought that his heart for Shen Xin'an would not change in his life, but it was only half a year, and the change made him unexpected.
If you can't finish it all at once, you may not be able to say it later.
Cui Yuyan's eyes flickered, except that she wanted to hide or wanted to hide.
"I know who you are, and admit that from the beginning I just used you as a shadow of her, as long as they look alike. Nothing else matters, all the time, whether it's me or Zi'an. Say so to yourself. But enough, I don't want to deceive myself anymore, you are you, this is your only one, no one can replace you. You don't need to replace others, what I want to see and touch is just you. ”
What a ruthless man, he just died for four years and changed his mind.
Cui Yuyan sneered in her heart, she didn't feel happy about Fang Haochen's words.
In this way, is it that four years after she died, Fang Haochen would also go to find other women?
"Can you put Shen Xin'an down?"
In this world. The dead are the most difficult to fight, the living will one day become old and ugly, and there will be various contradictions and differences because of getting along, or the two hearts will begin to drift apart, but for the dead, what will always remain in the mind is the best side, like the bright moon in the sky and the red roses in front of you.
She doesn't want to, between the two, it's always been a threesome.
Fang Haochen seemed to have guessed that she would definitely ask this question. Almost without thinking, he replied, "I can't let it go, but it doesn't affect me and you." ”
How can it not affect it, from time to time unintentional comparisons. There are many other things, when love gets carried away, everything is fine, but when it calms down.
"If she appeared in front of you now, what you said to me just now, could you say it to her as it was?"
"She's dead."
All the time. For Fang Haochen, these are all problems that he is unwilling to face, but in front of Cui Yuyan, he said it clearly.
"If she's like me, ......"
Cui Yuyan raised her head and said something anxiously, but she was only halfway through her speech and paused.
There seems to be something that can't be said casually, especially this kind of thing, even Roddy doesn't believe it 100%, and the rest of the people really just think of her as crazy; Using Shen Xin'an's matter to make this kind of joke, I'm afraid no one will stand on that side to help her.
"What?"
"I mean, maybe she's like me, she wants eternal love, and since you love her, don't change it."
What kind of rebirth is such a thing, she still buried it in her heart.
"Is this what you mean?"
Fang Haochen's eyes were firm, he looked at her and asked, he didn't believe that what he said would be Cui Yuyan's true words.
Although he has never cared about what a woman wants in his heart, he has seen a lot and knows how to distinguish between truth and falsehood.
"Do you dare to look at me and say to me plainly, for so long, you really haven't been tempted by me at all?"
"I didn't ......"
"Really, do you really dare to assure me that I have done so many things, even a little bit, without being moved?"
This kind of interrogation is the most abrasive.
Cui Yuyan raised her head and looked at him, her eyes a little cold.
"Got it, what's in it for you?"
She clenched her fists, she has always been very timid emotionally, and she made the most daring attempt for Gu Yiran, but in the end, she ended up like this, how dare she try to be light, and she is still the kind of emotionally entangled Fang Haochen.
"I want to be nice to you, I know you're having a hard time, so I want to help you."
He reached out and wanted to hold Cui Yuyan's hand, but Cui Yuyan subconsciously avoided it, full of wariness of him.
If the consequences are destined to be the same as Gu Yiran, she will be injured, she might as well refuse at the beginning, and finally live another life, not for the sake of love.
Seeing her like this, Fang Haochen knew that he was in a hurry, so he had to give up, but he didn't plan to leave.
Compared to the lonely villa, it is much more popular here.
"I'll give you one night to think about it, Yuyan, there is no refusal in this choice, do you promise me to let me take care of you, or will I inform everyone of your ownership and then take care of you?"
This is Fang Haochen, if he wants to do anything, just do it directly, he doesn't need to ask anyone's opinion at all, just tell him.
"Who's crazy?"
She lowered her head and muttered, maybe Fang Haochen had always treated her with a very forgiving attitude, and suddenly became so domineering, it still made people feel unacceptable.
"I've been crazy for a long time."
Fang Haochen heard her mutter, looked at her and said a word, blocking her so that she couldn't say a word anymore.
Although she lowered her head and didn't say anything, but in the deepest position in her heart, she still had a trace of indescribable happiness, knowing that it was much more difficult to be with Fang Haochen than with Gu Yiran, and she couldn't even say a single decisive word.
Even if she is selfish, she just wants to be taken care of. (To be continued.) )