Chapter 146: Letters
Jing Chu had heard the doctor say earlier that she hadn't woken up for so long this time because of the previous concussion, which was not a very accident, and when he saw Yang Mianmian crying, he was so distressed that he took her in his arms and patted her back gently: "Don't cry......"
As soon as the words came out, he remembered that she couldn't hear, so he hurriedly remedied, kissed her cheek, pinched her palm, and comforted her with his body movements.
When she calmed down a little after crying, he wiped her tears, and Yang Mianmian's crying voice was still there: "I can't hear it." โ
"I know," he stared into her eyes, "don't be afraid, we'll call the doctor to see if it's okay, I'll always be with you." โ
Yang Mianmian struggled to identify the shape of his lips, probably knowing what he was talking about, and nodded.
The doctor's diagnosis was that there was no problem with the ear, and it was probably because of the brain abnormality caused by the electric shock and the previous concussion, and it was recommended to do a CT scan first.
Jing Chu immediately went to arrange for the doctor and asked them to diagnose Yang Mianmian as soon as possible, but it all took time, and he felt distressed when he saw Yang Mianmian sitting on the bed in a daze, thought about it, and asked Liu Yu to pick up the pirates in the pet hospital.
It made a great contribution this time, but it also suffered a lot of injuries, its fur was scorched, and its hair was shaved off, revealing a large piece of new flesh growing, Jing Chu wiped its limbs clean and carried it to Yang Mianmian's side.
The pirate couldn't understand what happened to Yang Mianmian, but it could feel her uneasiness and fear, it thought that she was still afraid of Wu Le's incident that day, so it hurriedly approached it, put a paw on her wrist, and waved its tail, signaling "you and me".
Yang Mianmian took it into her arms and rubbed its head: "Pirate, I can't hear it." โ
The pirate patted her arm with his paws: It's okay, with me, I'll protect you.
With the pirates by her side, Yang Mianmian's mood miraculously stabilized, with Yang Xiaoyang talking to her in her brain, so that she would not be completely in a silent environment, and there were pirates outside to accompany her every inch, and Jing Chu was by her side almost twenty-four hours a day, and the most important existence in her life was by her side, which greatly soothed her uneasiness.
She even asked about the case.
Jing Chu used WeChat to talk to her and told her what happened next, she had been arrested, Wu Le's original name was Le Wu and was on the run, and Zhou Dazhi left a letter for her, which he handed to his fellow inmates who had just been released from prison, and asked him to send it after seeing that the red-clothed drowning case was solved, which Yang Mianmian had just seen.
"I was dead when you read this letter, and this time, I was completely free from her and his shadow. I felt very happy, and if I didn't say something, I would definitely be taken to the coffin. Shi Xuebing was not killed by me, he was about to die when I met him, at that time the streets were full of old boys, there was a thug who beat him, he wanted to go to the hospital, but he was kicked out, at that time I was begging for food on the street, and he grabbed food, he was lying next to the garbage can, asked me if I could go and get him some water, and then he told me his story, he said he didn't want to go home, he missed his grandmother.
I told him, in fact, I envy him, because he has an upright identity, and I don't, I don't have a hukou, no family, nothing, he said that he was going to die anyway, so he gave me the identity of Shi Xuebing. After he died, I moved his body to the factory, stole people's oil and burned it, because no one claimed it, he was quickly cremated, I took him out and buried him in the funeral parlor in Nancheng, and I would go to see him every year during Qingming.
Although I only knew him for one day, I am very grateful to him, he gave me the opportunity to be a normal person, and if I could, I also hope that I will be a soldier for the rest of my life.
When I saw it, I knew I had to get out of there as soon as possible, when I was in the villa, I was very afraid of him, he called me brother, but I knew that he wanted to drive me away, the other brothers were sent away by him by means, he was the one who knew what he wanted, so he would flatter the old woman, he wanted her property, and then become a human being, it was a pity that I couldn't be driven away, and if I was driven away, I would have to go back to my former orphanage, I would be beaten if I didn't have enough food and clothing, I knew that Lehong was my chance, I must stay, even if it costs me.
It's not strange for me to kill Le Hong, I also know that he will get rid of me, I kept an eye on it and took away the murder weapon he used to kill Le Hong, maybe I was afraid of him, so I never thought of having a head-on conflict with him, so I ran away for the second time.
Zhou Dazhi is my second chance, I am not a good person, Zhou Dazhi was not killed by me, I just broke his hand when he wanted me to pull her with me, the strange thing is that I don't feel guilty, and I won't make excuses for myself that two people can't live when they go, I realized very clearly at that moment that he was a chance for me.
I want to live, so he must die. Am I ugly, maybe yes, because human nature is so selfish, and when it's your turn, maybe you'll make the same choice as me.
The only thing we didn't expect was that neither I nor I thought that for so long after Le Hong's death, we would not be able to get rid of her completely.
You know what happened next. From the moment I killed the first person, I had a premonition that I would meet him, and I originally wanted to make an understanding, but I didn't expect you to ruin my plan.
Since you are the one who destroyed all this, then I can only hand over the ending to you, this is fate. โ
After reading it, Yang Mianmian felt very complicated: "Did Wu Le run away, I really didn't expect him to be his son." โ
"We also started to check with the surname Le at the beginning, and did not go through the adoption procedures, the adopter on the adoption document is a disabled old man who does not know at all, he has already left a hand, in case we find him, if Wu Le didn't do anything to you, then he is actually safe, but he can't wait."
Yang Mianmian wanted to tell a joke: "How can you confess to me that you are not a police officer and a murderer, this is too funny." She wanted to laugh, but found it really too difficult, the muscles on her face were stiff, and she couldn't move at all.
Jing Chu sighed and hugged her in his arms: "It's okay, be good." โ
Yang Mianmian couldn't hear it, she leaned on his arms, but she couldn't hear his heartbeat anymore, so she could only put her hand on his chest and feel his breathing rise and fall: "I can't hear anything, the sound of you talking, the sound of them talking, I can't hear it." โ
She felt Jing Chu hugging her tightly, because she couldn't hear it, she even began to wonder if she had spoken it, if she continued like this, she would not even forget to speak.
Jing Chu wrote in the palm of her hand, this kind of charade used to be played often, but it has never been so sad today: "Little lamb, it's going to be fine, I will definitely cure you." โ
"The human brain is mysterious, we know so little about it now, let alone cure it, and I may never get better." Yang Mianmian was very uncomfortable, she had been very afraid to think about it for the past two days, because she wanted to escape, even Yang Xiaoyang would not mention it again, he said that he wanted to see a doctor, and she obediently cooperated, but deep down she felt that maybe she could not be cured again.
"I think it's because I've heard too much before, and I've overdrawn everything I can hear in the future, and God is still very fair."
Jing Chu flicked her forehead and kissed her again, with obvious dissatisfaction in her eyes.
Yang Mianmian took the pirate into his arms and stopped talking.
In the past two days, Zou Yi and Xue Shao have come to see him, but because they are busy with affairs, they have to rush abroad to film, so they can only communicate through WeChat, but now the text exchange makes her feel a little more relaxed.
Qiu Xiang and other class committee members also visited her on behalf of her classmates, expressing shock and surprise that she was almost murdered, and the school also sent someone to come, and the school was also responsible for this matter, and the counselor came to say that she lost money, Jing Chu didn't care about this, he just hoped that the school would guarantee that her studies would not be interrupted no matter what, and she could go back to class at any time.
"Class? Will I be able to go back to class? When Yang Mianmian asked this sentence, they had just walked out of the office of a well-known brain expert in China.
The expert said that judging from the data, her brain was different from ordinary people, but after CT scanning, no blood clot tumor was found to cause such lesions.
You know, in addition to CT magnetic resonance, she has measured other blood pressure and blood routines in the cervical spine, except for a little anemia, there is no problem at all, and the ENT department has seen it many times, and there is no problem at all.
Jing Chu took her hand and asked her, "Mianmian, let's go abroad to see, okay?" โ
Who knew that Yang Mianmian was silent for a moment and shook his head: "I don't want to watch it, I can't see it well." There was finally desperation in her tone.
She couldn't believe what would happen if she became a deaf person in the future, but she couldn't help but think about it, her emotions overwhelmed her reason, and she was already on the verge of collapse.
Jing Chu remembered that the brain specialist had suggested that Yang Mianmian should see a psychiatrist, and he thought that the inability to hear might be because she had suffered too much stimulation, which was a mental illness rather than a physiology, but Jing Chu rejected his suggestion.
He didn't think that Yang Mianmian had a psychological problem, he subconsciously felt that all this might be related to her special ability, but it was impossible to tell anyone clearly.
"I want to go home, I don't want to be hospitalized, I want to go back to my own home." She rarely showed such a pleading look, and Jing Chu immediately agreed.
He took a long leave to accompany her home, and the friends at home were very happy and welcomed her, but Yang Mianmian didn't say a word.
Usually, the gate is the first to shout "Mianmian is back~\(โงโฝโฆ)/~", and then the TV will mumble that she "married her daughter spilled the water", and the microwave oven will coquettishly say "Mianmian is not going to forget us", it must be lively, so noisy that she seems to be surrounded by three hundred ducks.
But now, nothing. Many things have to be lost to know what it means to cherish, once noisy, but now only the bitter sadness remains, she feels abandoned by this world, more desolate than when she walked alone in the desert.
"I can't hear you." She was still whispering at first, but then she was crying out louder and louder, almost breaking down, "I can't hear, I can't hear you, I can't hear anything!" โ
The pirate hurriedly ran over, stood on his hind legs, put his front legs on her legs, and the only remaining eye looked at her with concern.
Jing Chu hurriedly walked back from the balcony and hugged her: "Mianmian is obedient, it's okay, it's okay." He didn't know what the point of saying it was okay now, and he knew she couldn't hear it, but he said it anyway.
Let's go. The TV suddenly turned on by itself, turned the station quickly, and finally stopped on the music stand, the singer on the stage sang affectionately "Baby, don't cry, I'm always by your side", the desk lamp was on and off, bright and dim, as if trying to convey what he wanted to say, the microwave "ding-ding" kept ringing, and I didn't know if I was talking or crying, and other items had no way to express themselves in this way, so anxious that they cried one after another.
"Don't cry (>_____