I remember that summer, I was sick and I was treated at the Second People's Hospital of Luoyang City. In the summer of that year, I sat on the wooden couch in the infusion center for infusions.

There were five of us in the infusion center: me, Little Game, and the two nurses. The two nurses were sisters, and I didn't really like the younger nurse because she was a two-hundred-and-five, and I could tell from her big eyes alone. But I fell in love with the nurse who used to search for TV stations with the remote control.

I always look at her casually, because he looks too much like my wife: the nurse in my hometown of Jiangnan Water Town.

He seemed to read my thoughts, and he said to me fiercely, "Look at me, look at me all day, you think I'm free, turn around, don't look at me." ”

I knew that I would never be worthy of anyone, so I turned my back to her, and at this moment, I looked southeast, and I remembered my wife, who was far away, the nurse in the small town of Jiangnan.

My heart is so broken, I hate this nurse who looks down on me, the biggest pain in the world is that people look down on you......

I cursed her in my heart, I hated her in my heart, and I thought to myself, "I have a wife of my own, why should I want her,,, I will never want her." So, my heart ached, and I shed tears of heartbreak, and at this moment, she, the nurse sitting behind me, couldn't understand my mind?

I think she must have been sad too, she must have tears in her eyes, I don't know if she shed tears, but I know that she must have tears in her eyes too......

In this way, her punishment for me was one afternoon, and I was not allowed to look at her, and in this way, my punishment for her was also an afternoon, and I must not look at her. Because I knew that when I looked back at her, I would see that I was shedding tears.

,, I will never want her for the rest of my life, at least, in my heart, that's what I think.

I thought about it again and again, I can wait until I get better, I can go to a far, far away place, it is the countryside, it is my grandmother's house, I can study in the back house, I can practice martial arts in the backyard. I'm not trying to make her look at me, I'm trying to forget her forever for the rest of my life.

In this world, the nurse in the health center in my hometown, a small town in Jiangnan, was really good to me, from the beginning, she didn't dislike me, she gave me too much, too much.

In this world, as a Confucian scholar and a scholar, you must eternally guard your wife. I have made up my mind, in this world, from now on, my male body, no one will give it, except for my wife, the beautiful woman as beautiful as a lotus flower in the Jiangnan town of my hometown.

I'm leaving, I'm leaving, this is ten years, even fifteen years, after my illness is cured, I will be gone forever......

It was like this, and it was like this, until half past five in the afternoon, when my fluid was finished, and the nurse, who was sitting behind me, said something gentle to me: "Here, boy, turn around, your infusion is finished, look at me, look at me, look at me, please look at me." ”

By this time, my tears had long since dried up, and my tears had long since dried in the afternoon heat.

At this time, I looked back at her lightly, and there seemed to be a faint trace of tears on her face. At this point, I was a little sad, but I tried my best to hide my sadness, I sat on the wooden couch, stared blankly at the opposite wall, and I ignored her. At this moment, she really wanted to get me back, but it was too late, too late, too late, too late......

Later, she pulled out the needle for me, and I walked like this, this time, it was goodbye, that summer, when I left, I never looked back, I only knew that the sunset shone on me, it was beautiful, very warm.

I really left, I followed the original plan, and that's it, and it was fifteen years of walking, and for fifteen years, there was wind and frost and snow and dew. I was in a small mountain village at the foot of Zhongling Mountain, farming, studying, and practicing martial arts......