Chapter 718: Self-hypnosis

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There was no light in the room, Mu Zao lay in bed for a long time and couldn't sleep, went to the toilet, didn't go to bed again after coming back, walked to the bed, and looked at the snow outside. But his mind has already drifted away.

She had finished reading the letter, and when she read it a second time, Dan came down from upstairs. She originally wanted to carefully understand what Lu Shen said in the letter, but she didn't have a chance to read it a second time.

Su Yanzhi was hypnotized, hypnotized by Wade. Originally, Lu Shen wanted Mu to go and tell Su Yanzhi about this matter as soon as possible, but before he could let her know, Mu was taken away from the hospital by Dan early.

No wonder Su Yan became strange overnight, it turned out that he was no longer him.

Mu Zao spent the night wondering if this was God's revenge. There really is retribution in this world, she ruthlessly chose to accept hypnosis, regardless of Su Yanzhi's feelings, and removed him from her memory for five years. Later, I heard Lu Shen mention that if he hadn't met Su Yanzhi by accident at that time, maybe Mu had forgotten it for a long time. Dr. Wade's estimate at the time was twenty years.

Twenty years, how many twenty years are there in life? Mu had long regarded the people who were once closest to him as strangers, cold and distant.

God is kind, although Su Yanzhi was cold to her this time, he did not forget her. After she was hypnotized to lose her memory of Su Yanzhi, Su Yanzhi still respected her and hid abroad for five years without returning. Later, by mistake, Mu was corrected on the spot in the hotel early in the morning, married her responsibly, and was pampered after marriage. Now that it seems to be a repetition of fate, how will she face it?

Is this God's test for her, or is it the ill-intentioned fate of fate.

It was already past four o'clock in the morning. Su Yanzhi tossed and turned on the bed in the lounge and couldn't sleep. He simply got up, opened the door to the lounge, and pulled out a pack of cigarettes from the drawer under the coffee table.

This cigarette is occasionally used by some patients, and since Mu was pregnant early, Su Yanzhi has quit smoking. However, at this moment, he really needed a cigarette to calm his troubled heart, and his head that hurt from time to time and wanted to die.

Stand at the window and light the cigarette. Outside, the snow is no longer falling, and the whole city is covered in snow. The street cleaners hadn't started work yet, there was no sign of damage on the snow, and the snow on the road was so thick that there weren't even wheel prints. If it weren't for insomnia, I would have been able to get a good night's sleep on such a quiet night.

He felt that his consciousness was a little uncontrollable, and he obviously felt that Mu Zao had already wanted to escape, so he refused to save him. But now I feel that it was because I didn't do well enough that Mu Zao was disappointed.

The thoughts in my head were biased towards Mu Zao for a while, and it was wrong for a while, and it was wrong for a while to favor Mu Zaozao. Swinging back and forth like a pendulum, Su Yanzhi's whole person was about to collapse.

He clenched his fists tightly, and before he finished smoking a cigarette, he was snuffed out by Su Yanzhi on the windowsill. His eyes were red, and his eyes narrowed coldly. As if he had been gathering depression for too long, he raised his hand and slammed his fist on the glass.

The glass shattered in response, and a lot of glass slag fell from the window. The cold wind outside the window blew in and stirred the curtains on both sides. The cold made people sober, Su Yanzhi's bone joints were cut by glass, and at this moment, blood fell on the floor drop by drop. He didn't feel any pain either.

The brain still can't think smoothly, and there are still too many contradictions. I can't jump from the window with a disturbed hatred. He pushed open the shattered glass window and sat alone.

It's been a long time, it's been a long time......

His face was numb from the wind outside, and the wounds on his hands were scabbed. Seeing that the sky was lit up with a white belly, Su Yanzhi got down from the windowsill and walked back to the lounge.

Turn on the light switch on the wall and stand in front of the wall mirror in the closet. In the mirror, I am very haggard, and my usually neat hairstyle is also a mess at the moment. He stared into his own eyes in the mirror. After looking at it for a long time, it seems that I have discovered something.

Leaving in front of the mirror, Su Yanzhi walked back to the bed and lay down quietly.

He gently closed his eyes and breathed slowly, gradually relaxing his restless body and mind. The surroundings are quiet, and such an environment is suitable for self-hypnosis.

Su Yanzhi let his consciousness slowly walk down a staircase, and his body became more and more relaxed. Go to the bottom floor of the stairs and there is a door. Consciousness pushes open the door and enters an unfamiliar space.

He also hypnotized himself in this way on weekdays, and when he opened the door, it was usually very beautiful and tranquil and exquisite, like a beach or a quiet wood. However, this time, after the door was pushed open, a flock of black flamingos rushed to his face, and he couldn't wait to pounce Su Yanzhi to the ground, pecking his consciousness to pieces, leaving only a pile of white bones.

Su Yan subconsciously wanted to escape, but he saw a woman standing not far away. It looks like Mu Zaozao, and I don't think much about it. He wanted to go over to the woman, and even though he had to break through the hateful birds in front of him, he wanted to keep going.

When this thought came to his mind, the birds turned into black smoke and drifted into the air, dissipating for a moment.

There was a sudden haze in the air, and the visibility was very low, and even the figure not far away who seemed to be Mu Zaozao disappeared into the haze. He followed the path and walked forward, only to find that he was going round and round in circles.

Su Yanzhi worked hard for a long time, as if he had a nightmare that he couldn't wake up from. In his dreams, he defeated monsters like a superman, walking through the swamp and feeling the darkness to find the exit of the light.

When he woke up, the sunlight outside the window was unusually dazzling by the reflection of the snow, and the lights in the house were still on.

Lu Shen went to work at the clinic the next day and came by stepping on the snow. Zhonghai City has not had such a heavy snow for many years, and the beauty is quite beautiful, but it is a pity that those who have to go to work suffer. Traffic is basically paralyzed, many people are in a hurry, and it is estimated that many people's full attendance will be abolished today.

In the clinic, Su Yanzhi's office door was open, but there was no figure inside.

Su Yanzhi came so early?

Lu Shen stood at the door of the office, leaning on the door frame and looking inside, not knowing where Su Yanzhi was. Is it in the lounge inside?

"What are you doing sneaking around?" A voice sounded behind him, and Lu Shen was stunned on the spot.

When he turned around, he had a flattering smile on his face: "Brother, you came so early today." ā€

Seeing that Su Yanzhi's dark circles were very heavy, he asked with concern, "Didn't you sleep well last night?" It stands to reason that you should sleep comfortably on a snowy day. ā€

Lu Shen slept well last night, and there would often be cars on the road outside on weekdays, but last night I felt that the whole city was quiet, as if I had returned to when I was a child, when he was still living in my grandmother's house in the suburbs.

Su Yanzhi ignored him, pushed away Lu Shen who was blocking the door, and stepped into the office.

The flickering loss in his eyes did not escape Lu Shen's eyes. Thinking that Mu Zao was still there with Dan now, Lu Shen could imagine that it was freezing last night, but Su Yanzhi was alone in the empty room, and that picture was distressing for him.

"Close the door." Su Yanzhi in the office had already sat down at the desk, and it was not yet time to go to work, because of the weather, there were no patients waiting outside to register.

Lu Shen could see that Su Yanzhi's mood was not very beautiful, and he didn't continue to provoke him, and was about to close the door and leave. But I heard Su Yanzhi in the office say again: "Come in." ā€

Lu Shen was stunned for a moment, and raised his eyes to look at Su Yanzhi, who was sitting at the desk opposite. His commanding tone, arrogant appearance, as if the original Su Yanzhi had returned.

Lu Shen obediently entered the house and closed the door. Walked over to Su Yanzhi's desk and sat down.

Su Yanzhi stretched out his hand and picked up the medical record next to him to look at it, as if he ignored Lu Shen. Lu Shen was a little depressed: "In other words, did you ask me to come over and appreciate your serious work?" ā€

Su Yanzhi raised his eyes and glanced at Lu Shen, flipped through a few more pages of medical records, and then pushed them in front of Lu Shen.

Lu Shen looked down and saw that it was a patient with multiple personality disorder.

"What, aren't you going to add more work to me?" Lu Shen couldn't laugh or cry.

Su Yanzhi said indifferently: "What are the symptoms of multiple personalities?" ā€

"This is a surprise test for the clinic doctor?" Lu Shen asked again.

"Say."

Lu Shen didn't think about it, and opened his mouth to come: "It means that there are two or more unique personalities in a person's body, and each person occupies a dominant position at a specific time, and the personalities are independent from each other, and they exist as a whole." ā€

This was almost a textbook answer, and it did not satisfy Su Yanzhi.

Su Yanzhi didn't speak again, just looked at Lu Shen quietly.

Seeing the man in front of him staring at Lu Shen motionlessly, he was a little afraid in his heart, and hurriedly looked away. There have been too many hypnotic things recently, and he is worried that he will not be hypnotized by Su Yanzhi for no reason. Even if Su Yanzhi had no ill will towards him, Lu Shen was afraid that it would be Wade who would make trouble.

"Who do you know around you have multiple personalities?" Su Yanzhi asked very tactfully, although he wanted to tell the truth directly, but he still had some concerns in his heart.

Lu Shen didn't know what Su Yanzhi was thinking in his heart, and when he heard him ask, his eyes blinked, he thought for a long time, and shook his head: "I don't seem to have multiple personalities around me." Even visiting patients rarely encounter multiple personalities. Because people with this disorder don't feel that they have any problems, they don't come to the clinic for treatment. Occasionally, family members notice that something is wrong, but the patient himself does not cooperate. ā€

Su Yanzhi listened quietly.

Lu Shen glanced at Su Yan cautiously, and saw that he seemed to have something on his mind. Lu Shen asked: "In other words, what's going on?" ā€

"It's okay, you can get out." Su Yanzhi shook his head and didn't say anything more.

Lu Shen asked again: "Are you okay now?" ā€ā€•ā€•