My mother hugged me and cried and said that she missed me very much, and sometimes she couldn't sleep when she thought about it, and when my mother said these words, my father was also very uncomfortable, and it seemed that the corners of his eyes were wet from the side. Dagger novels

Because of my resolute attitude, my mother couldn't solve this matter, I slept all night, and the next day my mother talked to my grandmother, and my grandmother didn't want to deal with her at first, but two or three words were not enough, the two of them laughed, and my grandmother told me that mothers would never be angry with their own children, and I didn't understand at that time, because I felt that if adults really weren't angry with children, why should they criticize me when I made mistakes.

When I had breakfast, my mother kept holding me dishes, and I kept saying that it was enough, and my mother still sandwiched it.

Grandma sat helplessly and looked at my mother and smiled, "Okay, it's not a good thing, it's pickles, what do you always clip for her, I'll be thirsty for a while, and I'll give her a good lunch." ”

My mother looked at me and smiled, "I was happy to see Danyang eating, and I felt that this child looked different when he came back, and he looked more and more like a big girl." ”

Grandma shook her head, "No, it's getting more and more naughty." ”

Mom touched my head and sighed, "Hey, otherwise I'm asking for a child, so that I can be raised by my side, Dandan, Mom will give you a younger brother or sister to play with you." ”

"I don't want it." This time, I said it was categorical, I don't know why, I was particularly disgusted by my mother's talk about having a younger brother or sister, and I was not happy to hear her talk like this.

Mom frowned, "Why, don't you like to have someone to play with you, give birth to a younger brother or sister, you have someone to play with you, how good." ”

I didn't speak, I put down the chopsticks for eating, my mouth was curled, and I actually cried.

Grandma glared at my mother, and hurriedly came over to comfort me, "Xiao Dan is obedient, your mother is talking to tease you, if your mother gives birth to a younger brother or sister, grandma doesn't like it, grandma likes you." ”

"You lie, if you really have younger brothers and sisters, you don't like me~" As soon as I heard my grandmother's words, I cried even harder, although I like to play with other people's children, regardless of gender, I can play together, but I am particularly scared that my mother is giving birth to a child, and I don't know why, deep down I am not confident, I think my parents will like the small, in the future or my younger brothers and sisters went to Shenyang with my mother, after a long time, my mother will forget me.

In fact, children's minds are also very heavy, when they learn a news they don't want to accept, it is impossible for you to ask for their opinions and want to hear a satisfactory answer, unless the result has become a fact, if there is really a younger brother or sister, blood is thicker than water, maybe I will like it when I see it, but then ask me dryly, I do not agree with it, I just want to be the eyes of my parents, I don't want others to be.

"Look at you, what are you doing with your child, Danyang, Dad told you, Dad wants you as a child, and he won't want anything else, don't listen to your mother scare you." Dad's expression was slightly displeased.

Mom didn't speak, just sighed, in fact, a few years later, when I was already preparing to talk about marriage, my mother told me that she actually really planned to have another child, anyway, she and her father did not have a formal job, the little land at home, the big deal, but my attitude was too resolute, and grandma said that she always gave people to do things below, afraid that there was karma to be repaid, and then she would be born to collect debts.

So, this matter made my mother let go of it abruptly, my mother said that her biggest regret is that I didn't grow up by her side, and I am obviously closer to my grandmother, which makes her a little jealous, I feel that we are not as intimate as other mothers and daughters, I think that intimacy mainly depends on my character, I am obviously introverted when I grow up, especially in front of my family, it seems that I can't let go, only special acquaintances, I can be cheerful.

Of course, this is also a later story, in fact, when I grew up, I realized that the children of our generation, commonly known as the post-80s of greenhouse flowers, actually need brothers and sisters, otherwise, when you become an adult, a person needs to face too many ups and downs, plus a person who struggles outside is more than enough and not enough, if you are in the family of people who are sick, there is no doppelganger, physical and mental exhaustion, as if there is a certain mission, I am a family, I must bear the burden, whether it is a boy or a girl, Probably this is the deepest feeling that my generation has given me.

After eating, I was also coaxed by my grandmother, and my mother didn't mention this stubble, I watched my grandmother open the wardrobe and take out my better padded jacket, and couldn't help but be stunned, "Grandma, where am I going?" ”

Grandma smiled and glanced at her mother, "Have you seen it, this kid is a ghost, what are the adults doing, she knows." As he spoke, he looked at me, "Your father will take you to your aunt's place for lunch." ”

"That's right, Danyang, let's go out and have fun." Dad listened to my grandmother's words and touched my head, I didn't answer, in fact, I didn't want to go, because my aunt used to live with my grandmother, after my grandmother died, the house also became my aunt's, where my aunt has always lived, I was stunned when I thought of my grandmother.

But Dad had already opened his mouth, and I couldn't say no, but I was a little reluctant to pant in my padded jacket, and just after the transmission, I heard someone in the yard calling me, and I ran out in response.

Dong Lingling stood in the yard of my house, and when she saw me crying, I was stunned, I didn't know why she was crying, because she hadn't cried for a long time in my impression.

"Lingling, what's wrong with you, let's go inside, it's cold outside." I said that I was going to take Dong Lingling's hand.

Dong Lingling shook her head, looked at me and sniffed, "Danyang, can you accompany me to see my mother." ”

I didn't react at once, she hadn't been looking for her mother for a long time, and besides, she also called Aunt Li Qin her mother, why did she suddenly have to find her mother now" Lingling, I'm going to my aunt's in a while, I'll accompany you when I come back, and besides, it's not good to snow now, and I'm also scared of the two of us." ”

Dong Lingling lowered her eyes, crying uncomfortably, and looked at me, "Danyang, don't go out, you can follow me." ”

"Lingling, what's wrong with your foundation." I looked at her, slightly anxious.

Dong Lingling wiped a handful of tears from her face, her face was already red from the cold, "My stepmother has a child, and she won't like me anymore" said, crying even more sadly.

I was stunned, looking at Dong Lingling and opening her mouth, but she couldn't say anything, I remember, didn't Aunt Li Qin say that she couldn't have children, how could she have children