Freshman military training is a necessary torture, all kinds of exposure to the sun, all kinds of back pain. The four girls came to walk together during the military training, and the relationship quickly warmed up.

After getting along, Shi Bing's impression of Chen Chen is getting better and better, it seems to be rude and willful, but she is actually a simple girl. During the military training, the eldest lady did not complain, and at the end of the military training, she was selected as a pacesetter to perform on the verification field, which is really impressive.

At the end of the military training, all the people in the dormitory went to bed early. In the second half of the night, a muttering voice sounded in the dormitory, and Shi Bing, who had always been a light sleeper, was woken up, and she heard that it was Zhao Hanhan from the neighboring shop talking in her sleep.

Shi Bing didn't care about it and turned over and continued to sleep, but Zhao Hanhan's voice became louder and louder, his voice changed from muttering to crying, and his mouth kept saying: "Why did you give birth to me, why did you ......"

It was a nightmare, Shi Bing hurriedly got up and gently patted Zhao Hanhan's face, and actually touched the tears on his hands, Shi Bing was a little frightened. Whispered to Zhao Hanhan, "Hanhan, wake up, wake up!" ”

Because Zhao Hanhan's crying was too loud, it woke up Chen Chen and Teng Xue, and they slowly got down from their beds and gathered around Hanhan's bed and called her name together.

Zhao Hanhan finally woke up, and her tears still flowed uncontrollably. Shi Bing patted her gently and said, "It's okay, it's just a dream." Zhao Hanhan, who was sober, sat up and wiped a handful of tears, and said to them apologetically: "I'm sorry for waking you up." ”

Chen Chen shook his head and said, "Are you okay, what are you dreaming about so sad?" You can tell me about it, it's good to say it. Teng Xue also nodded and said, "It must be that you often hold things in your heart, so you have nightmares." Zhao Hanhan was silent.

Seeing this, Bing said softly: "Wait until you want to say it, we are willing to listen whenever we want, and you have to remember that we are worthy of your trust." Chen Chen and Teng Xue nodded heavily at the same time. Then let's all sleep. Shi Bing was about to walk away as he spoke, but was stopped by Zhao Hanhan.

If Zhao Hanhan's heart is usually not confided in anyone, even if it hurts in his heart, he must let it rot in his memory.

It's just that now she has just woken up from a nightmare, and her psychology is extremely fragile. And their words of concern are like a driftwood in the torrent, holding up Zhao Hanhan, who is like a man in the water, making Hanhan extremely dependent.

This nightmare brought not only unspeakable pain to Hanhan, but also opened the hearts of the four girls and brought their hearts together. Shi Bing, Teng Xue, and Chen Chen all climbed onto Han Han's bed, and the four girls nested together and whispered the secret.

"I feel like I'm superfluous." This was the first sentence Zhao Hanhan said, and it was also a sentence that made Shi Bing and the others feel surprised and distressed.

Before the age of four, Zhao Hanhan lived a very happy life: his family was wealthy, and he was loved by his father and his mother. However, when Zhao Hanhan was four years old, her mother Li Meiyue became pregnant with her younger sister. At that time, Li Meiyue was the baby of the whole family, and even Zhao Hanhan was full of joy to prepare for her sister.

She surrounds her mother every day, chatting with the baby in her belly, lying on her mother's stomach from time to time, listening to the baby's heartbeat, she is still young and is already learning to be a good sister.

Later, her sister Zhao Yingran was born, although her parents neglected her because she took care of her sister, but Zhao Hanhan was never jealous or unhappy because of this. Only then everything changed.

My sister grows up day by day, from learning to speak to learning to walk, not only with the hard work of her parents, but also with the company of Zhao Hanhan, but Zhao Hanhan is still sluggish and didn't find out that her parents haven't smiled at her for a long time.

Finally, once the whole family went to the park, Zhao Hanhan took Zhao Yingran to the front, and suddenly someone rushed out, it was a very fierce bulldog.

Seeing this, although Zhao Hanhan was so frightened that his legs were weak, he still protected his sister tightly every inch, fortunately, the dog did not do anything to them, but Zhao Yingran was still scared and cried, and the cry attracted her parents.

After his father Zhao Xiongcheng came over, he slapped Zhao Hanhan indiscriminately, and his strength knocked Hanhan to the ground, and his back was scratched by a stone ridge. It was the first time my father hit someone, and the young Zhao Hanhan remembered it very clearly, when Zhao Yingran was three years old and Zhao Hanhan was seven years old.

It is easy for children to learn the behavior of their parents, and soon Zhao Yingran found out about her parents' attitude towards Zhao Hanhan, so she no longer regarded her as her sister, she began to bully Zhao Hanhan and rob Zhao Hanhan of things, although she had much more than Zhao Hanhan.

Even if his things are taken away, Han Han doesn't care, as long as he is still a member of this family. But compromise can't make others remember your goodness, you can only be trampled on little by little.

The moment when Zhao Hanhan gradually felt cold was in the fifth grade, on the way home from school, Zhao Yingran was surrounded by a few slightly older bad children, and when she saw her crying, Zhao Hanhan naturally quickly stepped forward to drive away those children, and then coaxed Zhao Yingran who was crying all the way.

But Zhao Hanhan still doesn't understand why Zhao Yingran complained to her parents, saying that she made her cry. That night, Zhao Hanhan was punished for kneeling and did not eat. Since then, Zhao Hanhan has changed and has become less talkative at home.

When he reached junior high school, Zhao Hanhan, who lived nearby, was sent to school by his parents, and Zhao Hanhan, who knew the result, just smiled slightly, because he knew that there was no room for negotiation, and the concept of home became more and more blurred in Hanhan's memory.

Zhao Hanhan, who is in school, is a lot more cheerful, because she knows that she only has herself, so she must love herself well and do her best to do her best.

Zhao Hanhan, who is getting better and better, is the envy of many classmates, and they often think how much Hanhan's parents love her. But they didn't know that what Zhao Hanhan was most afraid of was going home on vacation, and every holiday meant going back to that ice cellar-like home.

When Zhao Xiongcheng and Li Meiyue bought gifts for Zhao Yingran, they only asked her if they liked it and didn't ask how much the price was, but when they gave Zhao Hanhan living expenses, they were extremely stingy, and every time they took living expenses, their faces, Zhao Hanhan always remembered.

Finally, Zhao Hanhan worked hard to secure the university she was sent here, and she felt like she had a new life, she was an adult and could support herself, and the so-called family was also relieved.

Although Zhao Hanhan is strong, there is always an unrelieved pain in her heart, she doesn't understand what she did wrong, if they hate themselves, why did they give birth to themselves? This question has always been hidden in Zhao Hanhan's heart, burning her heart.