But I looked at my aunt and had no way to ask, I could only look at her like this, I was too young, and I didn't know how to comfort my aunt, and suddenly felt that she was very pitiful. :7777772e766f6474772e636f6d

But there are some things I have to say here, that is my aunt did affect me, because this incident of my aunt directly caused a shadow in my heart, so, even if I got a boyfriend later, I resolutely did not do deviant things, what is premarital sex, it doesn't work at all in my place, even if my boyfriend later asks for it, all kinds of soft grinding and hard bubbles, I also look indifferent, because of this matter, I also broke up two, because they said that I am not true love.

In fact, I like my first boyfriend very much, and it was also my first love, which was when I was rebellious at the beginning, and I will explain it later, and it was the only time I wanted to dedicate myself, and I didn't think there was anything wrong with it at that time, but at the critical moment, I actually remembered the scene of blood on my hands touched from my aunt's bed, and I couldn't stand it at the time, so I didn't have a youthful impulse.

Later, when I grew up a little more, I was completely sensible, and the influence of my aunt, until I graduated from college, I came out of class, because I was in the field, and I had a boyfriend, and it was very common for colleagues to live with their boyfriends, similar to trial marriage, which can be regarded as a pre-marital run-in, as for whether it can be cultivated to achieve positive results, for example, almost half and half, my boyfriend at that time was also eager to live with me, but because of my aunt, I never agreed, which is also the main reason for the breakup.

It's far away, then again, that afternoon, because there were two people in the ward, my aunt and I told me a lot, I listened ignorantly, but my aunt didn't reveal who the man was, just said how the man was good to her, how she was moved, but every critical moment, she would turn around and say, Danyang, don't believe them, they are all liars, they are all liars.

Grandma came back later, my aunt didn't speak, no matter what my grandma asked, she responded with silence, which made my grandma very helpless, and my grandfather bought the rice, only to find that my aunt and my aunt were gone, and there was no way, so he had to pack the extra rice and take it back for the two of us to eat at night.

The snow kept falling that day, and in the evening, my grandfather led me home, and my grandmother had been taking care of my aunt in the hospital.

"Dan, you have grown up, you have to be obedient, look at your aunt, make your aunt and grandpa sad more." Grandpa took my hand, and the words that came out of his mouth turned into a white mist in the air.

I raised my eyes and looked at my grandfather, the snowflakes fell on his eyelashes, and I said "Grandpa, I will always be obedient." As I spoke, I saw my grandfather smile with relief.

But in fact, most of the time I spoke at that time, I didn't talk very carefully, but I just knew how to say some things, and adults would be happy, otherwise, I wouldn't have dealt with the object at the beginning, and I almost made my grandmother angry at the hospital, but that's all for later.

After I got home, maybe because I was recovering from a serious illness, I was still tired, Dong Lingling also came to see me, and told me what to leave for homework, but I didn't have the heart to write at all, followed her in the house to watch cartoons for a while, sleepy can't work, grandpa saw that I was sleepy, laid the quilt for me, and then put my aunt's bloody sheets or something aside, I don't know whether to throw it away or wash, I can't take care of it, and said, "Grandpa, don't leave late." ”

Grandpa sat next to me smoking a cigarette and answered, "Grandpa won't go anywhere tonight, I'm going to stay at home with you after taking leave, until your grandma comes back, you can sleep." ”

I didn't even have the strength to nod my head with my eyes closed, and I fell asleep after a while.

As soon as Grandpa came back, the kang would burn very hot, and after a while I sweated profusely, wiped a handful, I heard some voices in a daze, frowned, I turned over, the sound was still like nothing at first, and after a while, it felt as if it was in my ear and I said, and the sound began to get louder and louder.

I frowned and listened to the voice in my ear, although the voice became louder, the words that came out were still muffled, and I carefully recognized it as a cry.

"Woo woo woo ~ ~ woo woo woo ~~~~~~~ woo woo ~~~~~~"

Swallowed a mouthful of saliva, I was a little broken, it was the cry of a young child, it seemed to be crying in my ears, I didn't dare to open my eyes, for fear of seeing something that shouldn't be seen, but the kang was very hot, I still wanted to turn over, and after a while, I was sweating profusely.

"Sister~~~~Sister~~~~Woowoo~~~~~"

The voice almost broke me, and with my eyes closed, I yelled "Grandpa"

The voice stopped abruptly, and when my grandfather heard that I had already shouted, he sat up and quickly patted my arm, "What's wrong, Xiao Dan." ”

"Grandpa, turn on the lights quickly" I was too scared to open my eyes, closed my eyes, and continued to speak.

"Oh." Grandpa answered, pulled on the light at once, and looked at me, "What's wrong, why are you sweating so much, is it too hot on the kang, it's good to sweat, you're okay if you sweat a lot." ”

As soon as I saw that the room was lit up, I looked at my grandfather, "Grandpa, I heard crying just now, and I was scared." ”

Grandpa frowned and looked at me, "Are you having a nightmare, it's okay, go to sleep." ”

With a sad face, I sat up slowly, looked around with a frightened face, and finally my eyes fell on the sheets and mattresses that were rolled up by my grandfather and thrown on the stool and made by my aunt, and I always felt that the thing seemed to be alive.

"Xiao Dan, what's wrong with you, what are you looking at, go to sleep, it must be a nightmare, you kid, you have seen too many dirty things with your grandmother, and now you are shocked." Grandpa said and patted me on the back again.

I looked at my grandfather and wanted to say something but couldn't say it, because my feeling was too real, it couldn't be a dream at all, and suddenly I wanted grandma, if she was there, just help me get it, or burn incense or something, I won't be afraid, what can I do now, I don't even dare to sleep.

Grandpa looked at me and frowned, "If you're scared, turn on the light and sleep tonight, or you sleep first, I'll watch you from the side, it's okay." ”

I looked at my grandfather, and then at the wall clock on the wall, at one o'clock in the middle of the night, when will it be dawn