Chapter 32 I can't bear it
"It's delicious, it's super delicious, it's much better than my mom cooks, and my mom can make it, but it's not a success."
Nie Shanshan ate her mouth full of just two hamburgers, but she was very satisfied
At a young age, she could always talk to Nie Lingzhuo like a little adult
"Shanshan......" Nie Lingzhuo's mood was still extremely complicated at the moment, how could he open his mouth and say to Shanshan that he was his father and mother in the early morning
"Hmm," Nie Shanshan focused on her burger, and then couldn't wait for Nie Lingzhuo's next words, her bulging eyes looked at Nie Lingzhuo again, "What does Uncle want to say?"
"......," he said silently
The title of "uncle" always rings in my ears, not to mention how awkward it is, I have never felt so harsh before
"For my uncle's sake, I can say whatever I want, I won't laugh at you."
After speaking, she made a cute gesture of mouth, and the ghost horse elf was very good
The sourness in Nie Lingzhuo's chest was so painful that he looked closely, it was obviously engraved in the same mold as Chu Chen, why didn't he and Chu Chen find out earlier that Shanshan was their daughter
"Uncle won't say I'll eat, can I still drink Coke" She smiled with a hippie smile, which made Nie Lingzhuo how could she refuse Nie Shanshan's request, but carbonated drinks are not good for children's growth and development, Nie Lingzhuo can no longer follow her, "Shanshan, let's drink milk, is milk good, is milk good for your body......"
"Well, no, I don't like Coke, I don't like milk, and the children who drink milk are very motherly, I don't want it," although Nie Shanshan is pampered, she seems to be trying her best to show that she is not squeamish at all
Helplessly, Nie Lingzhuo could only follow her wishes
Several times he wanted to open his mouth, so impulsively wanted to tell Nie Shanshan, but he was afraid of hurting her, so he could only cautiously tempt:
"Shanshan if...... Uncle is saying that if ...... Mom, she lied and kept hiding things from Shanshan, what will Shanshan do, will you forgive Mom?"
Nie Lingzhuo couldn't speak, and once he spoke, these words didn't move to the point, he was so worried that he would hurt Shanshan
But Shanshan was confused when she heard this, tilted her head and looked at Nie Lingzhuo, frowned, and then blinked her eyes again, as if thinking about what Nie Lingzhuo's words meant
"I want to ...... Yes, I also lie and do wrong things occasionally, but my mother will forgive me, and I will forgive her, and I will not blame me."
When she didn't encounter any actual problems, Shanshan happily "forgave me"
The so-called forgiveness in her mouth instantly made Nie Lingzhuo relax a lot, but fortunately, this little guy is a reasonable and good child
"So, if your uncle tells you that your father is not in space, nor is it like Mom said, Dad is lighting up the stars and the moon to illuminate the night sky, in fact, Dad is ......"
Dad is uncle
Uncle is Dad
These words choked in Nie Lingzhuo's throat and couldn't speak
Shanshan's face also changed, and her smile instantly stiffened, "No, my dad is in space, and mom won't lie to me...... My dad was just in space and could watch me every night......"
"Sanshan's mother is not right, Dad can't see you even in space, maybe Mom is not Shanshan's mother......"
When he said this, Nie Lingzhuo knew how cruel it was for Shanshan to speak
"Uncle lied to people, why did my uncle say that my mother was not Shanshan's mother, Julia in the United States told me that her mother didn't want her, and she was going to be sent to another mother, I don't want it...... I don't want so many moms...... Uncle, I don't want ...... Woowoo woo ......"
Shanshan seems to be particularly sensitive, and at a young age, she is very reluctant to change her mother
"Isn't Nie Yu my mother, uncle, I'm also like Julia, isn't it my mother's child?"
Sansa burst into tears
Suddenly, Nie Lingzhuo was dumbfounded and speechless when asked
What should he say
She really wasn't Nie Yu's child
But Shanshan cried so sadly, maybe she didn't seem to understand it at her age, especially her little friend Julia had a similar experience, and she was even more repulsed and scared
Nie Lingzhuo couldn't bear to hurt it, and finally shrank back if she wanted to speak, the child was still young, maybe not yet at the age when she could speak clearly and be reasonable, she only knew that she was unreasonable, and only knew what she believed, if one day it was no longer what she believed, she would be sad and uncomfortable
Perhaps he and Hakuchen should give Sansa a moment not to cause harm to her young mind
"Uncle Shanshan, didn't Uncle Shanshan joke with you, didn't you say what if, let's eat, and take you to buy a small ball sticker after eating"
For the first time, Nie Lingzhuo knew that the little girl's world was so fond of cherry Maruko, and even Shanshan said that she would take care of a doll head like Maruko
Nie Shanshan didn't come back from what she said just now, and snorted her reddened nose, "Uncle is the big liar, my mother is the best mother in the world, she won't lie to me."
……
Nie Lingzhuo was relatively speechless
Nie Shanshan seemed to need Nie Lingzhuo's assurance, "Uncle, do you tell my mother that she will come back soon, is the person my mother loves the most?"
At this moment, Nie Shanshan was undoubtedly extremely insecure, and even Nie Lingzhuo could see her fear and horror from Nie Shanshan's tearful eyes
Nie Lingzhuo was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe, what the hell was he doing
Even if she knew that Shanshan was her own child, she should at least give her a little time to get used to it, and she couldn't tell Shanshan that he was her father when she didn't do anything
Such an abrupt and unwelcome father must be unwelcome to Shanshan
"Mom's favorite person is Shanshan, Shanshan is so cute and smart, not only does my mother like you, but my uncle loves you very much......"
Nie Lingzhuo didn't dare to continue the conversation with Shanshan, so he could only quietly watch her finish the food
After receiving the assurance, Nie Shanshan's crying cheeks still changed as she spoke, especially when Nie Lingzhuo took her to the flagship to buy Xiao Wanzi's accessories, not to mention how happy she was, Shanshan's crisp and pleasant laughter lingered in her ears for a long time
Along the way, the people Nie Shanshan mentioned the most were Nie Yu and Gao Yang'er, one was a mother who gave her a good life, gave her good food, good clothes, good use and endless love, and the other was her first good friend in her life, and the two of them took root in her heart as if they were deeply rooted
However, he and her real parents, Shanshan, didn't say a word about it in the morning......
When he came out of Nie Zhai's house, Nie Lingzhuo's impulsiveness and anger were unstoppable, and at that time, he was determined to make it clear to Shanshan, and he was also determined to bring Shanshan to Chuchen's side, but after Shanshan rejected and cried, Nie Lingzhuo couldn't bear it
In the end, she chose to send Shanshan back to a place she was familiar with, and Madam Nie had been waiting for her at the door for a long time, she didn't dare to provoke Nie Lingzhuo rashly, and in the end, it would only make things worse and worse, and out of control
He would send Sansa back, which meant that for the time being, he didn't say anything, at least from Shanshan's name, uncle......
"Shanshan is back, where did my uncle take Shanshan, look at Shanshan's happiness like this?"
Mrs. Nie's love for her granddaughter is indeed from the bottom of her heart, maybe if Chu Chen and Nie Ling Zhuo were not separated at that time, Shun Shun lìli gave birth to Shanshan, maybe she would not have such a liking and pity for Shanshan
But it was precisely because of Shanshan's timely appearance that Nie Yu's life was saved, so that Nie Yu was no longer decadent, and Nie Yu felt that her life was not nothing, and she still had people to cherish and care for
"Grandma, look at my little balls, I like them the most, it's not like Gao Yang'er, I like fat cats, it's very low."
Nie Shanshan forgot about what she said to Nie Lingzhuo outside, as long as she was sure that she was a mother's child and would not be exchanged for another family, she would be extremely happy and not worried
"Uncle bought it for Shanshan, uncle loves Shanshan very much, and Shanshan will love her uncle very much in the future," Mrs. Nie stroked the back of Shanshan's head and poured out her deep love, she was not hypocritical
Even her uncle Shanshan can treat him as a father, and love is not necessarily ruthless, and Shanshan must know her background
"Hmm...... I'm going to put them on my pillow and I'm going to sleep with Maruko at night."
She broke free from Mrs. Nie's palm and happily did what she liked to do
Nie Lingzhuo was unwilling to be alone in the face of Mrs. Nie and Shanshan, waving goodbye, looking at the little guy's joyful back and gradually leaving, Nie Lingzhuo still couldn't figure out a clue
He was hiding how unfair it was to the beginning of the morning
If one day in the future, Chu Chen knew how much she hated him, but she couldn't ignore Shanshan's feelings and Nie Yu's psychology......
"Thank you, Ling Zhuo, thank you, thank you for not telling Sù Shanshan the truth," Mrs. Nie thanked again and again, full of gratitude
It's just that what Nie Lingzhuo needs is definitely not gratitude, "The reason why I don't tell Sù Shanshan the truth for the time being is just because I don't want her to be hurt, but one day I will sue Sù her."
It's just a matter of time
"Can't Ling Zhuo give Nie Yu a way to live?" she asked
"Who gave the beginning of the morning a way to live, do you think about the feelings of the beginning of the morning, didn't you have the selfish planning of this scam from beginning to end, don't you have a little bit of a disturbed conscience?"
Nie Lingzhuo even remembered it clearly, when she came to Nie's house in the early morning, her attitude not only did not have any guilt, but also made her difficult and contemptuous
Mrs. Nie was unable to argue
"Let Nie Yu prepare, I will bring the child to Chu Chen, even if she is by Chu Chen's side, she can be taken care of very well or even better"
He knows best, but Chu Chen's love for the child, she can even take care of her friend's child so patiently, let alone her own child......
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