Chapter 359: Unwillingness
When Lin Quan heard this, he paused to take the wine glass, and then raised his head casually, "How can you see it?" ”
Tang Jingyun shook her head lightly, "Guess.; Happy; Wen; Novel lw+"
Lin Quan stopped talking, and Tang Jingyun stopped talking, because the business was cold, and the wine she asked for soon came up.
Tang Jingyun took a sip, her eyes narrowed, she was stabbed by such a stimulating taste, and shook her head gently, "It's okay to taste something once in a while, but it's not interesting to taste too much." ”
She raised her eyes and glanced at Lin Quan, "A qiē will eventually become dull, and the feelings that I once thought were unforgettable will not stand the polish of the years, and we will eventually lose to time." ”
Hearing this, Lin Quan did not continue to be silent, and glanced at Tang Jingyun in a deep manner, "No." ”
"Huh?"
"There is no loss to time." Lin Quan added lightly, "Don't you see that I'm the best example." If he could forget it, then he wouldn't be so sad now. He thought he was healed, but the scabbed wound had already suppurated, and he died of pain when he touched it.
Tang Jingyun smiled, "Then why don't you chase it?" Is she already married? Even if you get married, you can get a divorce. ”
"You know what!" Lin Quan glanced at Tang Jingyun, "Falling in love is a matter of two people, and marriage is a matter of two families. ”
Tang Jingyun was silent when she heard this, and sighed softly.
"Want to hear my story?" Lin Quan felt that he must be lonely and crazy, so he had the urge to confide in a woman who could be his daughter at this age.
Maybe what he saw from her eyes was not innocence, but compassion after coolness. Innocence is beyond his age, and only this kind of coldness polished by reality will make him have the illusion of the same kind.
His story is not long, and it is a bit bloody. is nothing more than a poor boy who saved the rich girl, the rich girl was moved by the poor boy, and the two broke through many obstacles and fell in love. But because of the strong resistance of the rich girl's family, the two failed to be together after all. In the end, the rich girl married a son of a beautiful family and embarked on the path that should have belonged to her.
“…… I'm actually a thug, from an orphanage. Like all orphans, they are not very well educated, despicable, small, and humble like a bedbug. I've always been very confused, I don't know why I'm alive, I rush to work with people every day, just for a few dollars a day, it seems that I or, just to live.
I thought my whole life would go by like that, until I died without knowing it. But you see, I'm living a good life now, even if I don't have much money, but at least I'm like a human being. ”
Lin Quan's voice was very flat, faint like a glass of boiled water, as if he was telling someone else's story.
"Later, I kept thinking that if it weren't for her, without her taking me all over Hong Kong, taking me to the mainland, and taking me to see the world clearly, I would still be that humble bedbug."
If it weren't for her, Lin Quan thought silently, probably there would be no Lin Quan in this world.
He raised his eyes and looked at Tang Jingyun, "Do you understand such feelings?" You don't understand!! ”
Tang Jingyun pursed her lips and hooked her lips lightly, "No, I understand!" ”
It's like the last piece of driftwood that a dying person grabs on, like the only flower that blooms in a thorny bush, even if that flower is watered with the blood of sin, it will make people addicted to it.
She understands that because she was close to the intrigue of the Tang family, her hatred for Tang Zhiqian and the Tang family is the only driving force to support her painstaking revenge. And Tang Zhiqian's drunkenness that night once shook her tenacious heart.
The difference is that she controls her own heart, so she sues herself, since she hates, then she keeps hating, otherwise what are her previous efforts for? And Lin Quan's initiative was in the hands of that woman, so when she had no choice but to leave, he even lost the opportunity to choose.
The emotion in Lin Quan's eyes was too rich and deep, and the kind of pain that even Tang Jingyun couldn't help palpitating, and turned her head first.
"Do you know how old I am?" Lin Quan asked lightly at Tang Jingyun.
Tang Jingyun looked at him, "More than forty?" ”
Lin Quan shook his head and stretched out a palm, "I'm fifty years old. As if sensing Tang Jingyun's surprise, Lin Quan smiled faintly, "Can't you see it?" I'm a year older than me, I've liked her since I was eighteen, and it's been thirty-one years now......"
What kind of affection can make one person love another for thirty-one years and never forget? And what kind of throbbing would make his feelings so strong?
I don't know where to start, and I go deep.
Tang Jingyun may not have understood this sentence before, but now, she understands.
She took a sip of the Bloody Mary in her hand, which was a little bitter and a little spicy, but unfortunately it was not spicy enough.
She smiled at him, "Do you like mustard?" ”
"Huh?"
"I'll go eat some mustard if it's okay." Then you have a reason to cry.
Tang Jingyun knew that a man like Lin Quan, looking at Qingjun, was actually a tough guy, a lone wolf, and would not cry lightly, but this person always needs a way to vent.
Lin Quan seemed to understand Tang Jingyun's subtext, and smiled at the moment, feeling that there was always something unexpected about this woman.
"Don't tell me your story?" Lin Quan smiled at Tang Jingyun.
Tang Jingyun pursed her lips and shook her head, "There's nothing to say, I'm just an ordinary person, but I don't have earth-shattering feelings like you." ”
Lin Quan smiled and didn't speak, really? He wouldn't be able to see such a superficial lie? But I didn't ask again, after all, everyone has a little secret, and everyone has some stories that can't be told, like the deepest and most secret things hidden in the bottom of my heart.
"Speaking of which, today is the day I broke up with her, at that time her family forced her to marry someone else, she was unwilling, but for her mother, in order for her family not to fall into the hands of someone with a heart, she had to find a man with a strong family background to rely on, so we broke up." Lin Quan smiled, with a bit of bleakness in his smile.
He seemed and could remember that day, her decisive words and turns, as if to make him very her for the rest of his life.
But he couldn't, in his eyes, he could only see her sad back and heart-rending pain.
Tang Jingyun pursed her lips and smiled, "This is the reality, Cinderella and the prince are together, that's a fairy tale." ”
"Go!" Lin Quan scolded with a smile, "You mean I'm Cinderella?" ”
"Why isn't it Cinderella?" Tang Jingyun smiled and teased, "Could it be that you still want to do what the gray prince does?" ”
The laughter came out lowly, and I didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
Tang Jingyun drank a lot of wine with Lin Quan, Lin Quan's alcohol consumption has always been good, but he was still drunk in the end, and I don't know if he responded to the sentence "If the wine is not drunk, everyone will get drunk".
"Ever thought about finding a woman to try? Where there is no grass at the end of the world, why bother to love a flower? Tang Jingyun teased at the drunk man.
Lin Quan smiled, his smile was a little confused, and he seemed to know that he was not drunk, "Don't, don't compromise, I only need her, I'd rather be single and single!" ”
When Tang Jingyun heard this, she greeted the familiar waiter, and took Lin Quan to the upstairs residence with him.
Tang Jingyun said hello to the waiter and left, and when she walked to the car, she raised her eyes and looked at the room where the lights had been turned off, and sighed softly.
All the reluctance to compromise seemed to have endured a long night. On every lonely and lonely night, do you regret the choice you once made?
Tang Jingyun didn't know, and she didn't want to know, everyone has their own story and their own choices.
In the upstairs room, a handsome man who could still be seen was asleep, but he was not at ease when he was asleep, his brows were furrowed tightly, and he was engraved into a deep trace, and his mouth was whispering, as if he was calling someone's name.
Tang Jingyun drove the car back to Repulse Bay with a complicated mood, and after parking the car in the garage, Tang Jingyun saw that the bedroom of Jiang's mother on the second floor was still bright, her eyes flashed with a little surprise, and she raised her hand to look at the watch on her wrist, and the pointer was already pointing to eleven.
If I'm not mistaken, according to Jiang's mother's living habits, I've slept at this point, right?
Then he shook his head, turned and walked upstairs to his room, it was not too early.
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Mother Jiang's room.
Meng Lizhen is wearing a silk nightgown, although she is over fifty years old, but because of good maintenance, she still looks very young, her skin is fair, and her face is not saggy.
She rarely didn't go to bed early, holding a glass of red wine in her hand, drinking silently, and sitting alone in the middle of the night feeling a little cold.
She drank the wine in her hand, then smiled, got up and left, ready to sleep.
The night was slightly cool, and the cold moonlight shone into the room, and I don't know whose heart was disturbed.
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Tang Jingyun was in the room, silently playing with her mobile phone, looking at the information sent to her by Ai Wei, and couldn't help but raise her eyebrows, heh, it's really interesting.
Some people can't sleep for love, some people are still thinking about interests, and of course, some people are still intoxicated by the lights, especially the seemingly glamorous city of Hong Kong.
She sent a text message to Ewell, telling him to follow the plan.
After sending the text message, she suddenly lost her sleepiness, and suddenly remembered every lonely night in her previous life, and remembered the appearance of her father Tang Zhiqian and his current wife.
I couldn't help but purse my lips.
Yes, all the reluctance to compromise seems to have survived the long night that followed.
But we don't want to settle after all, do we?
Suddenly glad that she didn't have to think about this in this life, she still has Jiang Ye, doesn't she? But this is better than all unhappy people.
(l~1`x*>+``+