Chapter 4: The Feeling of Home

Ye Yingshan put the breakfast into the lunch box and prepared to send it to the little brother opposite, but somehow, she suddenly felt very nervous, I don't know if I was afraid of disturbing his rest, or afraid that the breakfast I carefully prepared would not meet other people's tastes, I always felt that my heart was beating wildly. Ye Yingshan calmed down her disordered heart a little, and gently knocked on the door of the opposite house.

A professional special forces soldier has a special instinct for perception of the outside world, and I suddenly heard two very soft knocks on the door in my sleep, which made me completely sleepy. I settled down and looked at the light outside the window, and when it was dawn, I thought it was the young woman on the other side knocking on the door, probably to deliver breakfast. I dressed as fast as I could, and looked out through the "cat's eye" on the door, only to see the young woman standing in the doorway, blushing from excessive nervousness. I opened the door gently, I didn't dare to go too fast, I was afraid of scaring her.

"Eldest sister, what are you?" I knew of course that she was carrying breakfast, but I asked politely.

"Oh, big brother, here's a little breakfast I've made, see if it suits your taste. Didn't disturb your rest, did you? "For someone who has been helpless since childhood, this sudden care overwhelmed me.

"Eldest sister, don't be so polite, you're embarrassing to me." "Come, eldest sister, sit in the house." I didn't directly refuse her kindness, I was really afraid of hurting her uneasy heart, I can imagine what kind of thought she put into this breakfast! The young woman entered the room, swept around my house by the way, and laid breakfast on the table against the wall.

"Big brother, hurry up and weigh it hot, you don't need to wash it after eating, just put it at my doorstep." "Okay, big sister, thank you." "Big brother, I should thank you, okay, eat it quickly, it's not delicious if it's cold, then I'll go back first." The young woman walked out as she spoke.

"Okay, big sister." I didn't keep her because I knew she was going back to take care of my sick daughter, and she certainly didn't eat breakfast either, so it wouldn't be okay for her to stay and eat with her.

I opened the lunch box, and it contained a bowl of porridge, two fried eggs, 6 steamed buns, and some small pickles. Looking at the rather hearty breakfast, my appetite increased, and my bowl of beef ramen last night had been digested without a trace when I ran last night. I swept away my breakfast. To be honest, I wasn't even half-full for such a little breakfast, and when I was in the special training camp, it was usually 8 to 10 steamed buns, and the vegetable soup was still different. In any case, having such a delicious breakfast was enough for me to savor it for a while.

After breakfast, I cleaned the dishes, although the eldest sister said that there is no need to wash, let me put it at the door, but that is the heart of the people, how can I really not wash, directly at the door of the house.

I don't have anything to do today, so let's go out and get acquainted with the situation here, as for work, let's talk about it slowly, after such a long time of intense life, give yourself a few days off.

I put on the casual clothes that I particularly liked, and dressed up in the bathroom, looking at the handsome face, I was quite satisfied. I picked up the lunch box and went out, I had to return the lunch box to the eldest sister first. I knocked on the door as she did, she must be feeding her daughter now. Soon, the door opened, revealing a pale and handsome face that somewhat resembled the host Yang Lan, slightly ruddy because of excitement. She must have seen me through the "cat's eye" to open the door so quickly and without scruples

"Eldest sister, this is the lunch box, it has been washed, thank you for the breakfast, it tastes really good." I said as I waited for her to pick up the lunch box. The eldest sister was very happy to hear my evaluation, and her face showed a flush that was not easy for ordinary people to notice. "Hey, look at you, I said just leave it at the door. Then come on in. While I was still hesitating to go in, a little girl ran out and grabbed my clothes: "Uncle - hello, my name is - Xinxin, thank you - for saving me." Uncle - accompany Xinxin - eat breakfast - okay? "Listening to the little girl's milky child's voice, my heart trembled, what could be more touching than the child's expectant eyes?" Xinxin, don't bother your uncle, okay? Uncle still has important things to do, Xinxin is good. When the young woman saw that Xinxin had come up and entangled me, she immediately said angrily. I wanted to give the lunch box to the young woman and go out, but now that the little girl's actions have disrupted my plans, I can't really leave her alone without asking, right? Besides, I don't have anything important today. I squatted down, slowly picked up the little girl, and kissed her oily little mouth gently. "Okay, Xinxin, let's go, uncle will accompany you for breakfast, okay?" "Good! All right! Mom, Mom, Uncle promised, Uncle really promised. I was shocked: it turned out that I had fallen into the "trap" of this mother and daughter. My eyes also found the "cunning" coquettishness of the young woman. I was very touched by the warm "trap" of this mother and daughter, it is estimated that the young woman woke up the little girl early, and then taught her the words just now, of course she knew, if she kept me, I would not agree, but the same meaning was expressed by the little girl, then the effect was different, of course I would not be ruthless to disappoint a child.

Carrying the little girl to the table, it was a very old-fashioned long wooden table, I sat down and let the little girl sit on my lap, and there was a small half bowl of porridge on the table like the one I had just drunk, as well as two fried eggs and a few fritters. I picked up the bowl and used a small spoon to feed the little girl. The young woman closed the door and sat across from me, and instead of taking the little girl, she quietly watched me feed the little girl. Although I was feeding the little girl, I could clearly feel the young woman staring at me intently, and I had to turn all my attention to the little girl to avoid embarrassment to each other. Perhaps because of the change of person, the little girl quickly finished eating. Sister Shan watched her daughter finish eating so quickly, and only then did she wake up from her contemplation. "Xinxin, can you play with your uncle for a while, and mom will wash the dishes, okay, Xinxin." "Okay, Mom, I like my uncle to play with me." Seeing this situation, I couldn't leave, and it seemed that I would continue to accompany their mother and daughter for a while.

The little girl happily showed me her various toys, and my heart fell silent: this was obviously not a wealthy home, the two-bedroom house was obviously rented, the furniture was half-new, and it was difficult to have any large household appliances in the house except for an old-fashioned TV and refrigerator.

Through the glass of the window, the busy figure of the young woman became thinner, but her movements became more and more brisk, and it could be seen that she was in a good mood, and for her, this may be a long-lost happiness. Yes, a single woman with her daughter has been alone for a long time, and today suddenly a man mingles with his daughter, which cannot be said to be a pleasant thing in any way. Although she loved her daughter and gave her the most selfless love, this kind of love was incomplete and incomplete after all. Seeing her daughter's happy hand dancing, her eyes moistened again...... There are also many well-wishers who have persuaded her to find another lovely person to form a complete family, but she is always worried that her daughter will be wronged, so she dragged it down, and now it seems that with a man, the family feels like home!

Ye Yingshan was thinking about her thoughts while cleaning up the kitchen, and this little bit of work was done for nearly twenty minutes. How she wanted to go out and participate in their uninhibited "activities", but how could she? After all, he is an "outsider" who he is not familiar with, and his daughter can mingle with him, if he adds it, the meaning will completely change, and how embarrassing it will be for each other. She is a single woman and an old-fashioned woman, as the saying goes: There are many rights and wrongs in front of the widow's door, and in the education she received since she was a child, she follows the rules and never dares to take a step beyond the thunder pool. But in her heart, she never secretly thought that if he could be Xinxin's father, how good it would be! But how can I not know that I have a daughter in my current conditions, and she is several years older than him, such an idea is simply whimsical!

While I was playing with Shin Shin, I was paying attention to the movements of the young woman, and how could I not notice the occasional affectionate and silent gaze from her? Yes, it is not easy for a young woman to carry a child, and I can fully understand her meaning from her slow tidying up: she wants me to accompany her beloved daughter as much as possible, and the child is finally so happy once, how can she break the child's immature "dream" so quickly? How can I break this? Listening to the children's incessant "giggle" laughter, an irrepressible sense of happiness welled up in my heart, and also made me feel "home". I grew up in an orphanage, and such family happiness will never appear in my dreams, and I don't want to wake up from such a happy "dream" so soon.

After playing for a while, the young woman walked out slowly, looking at her graceful demeanor, my heart was "throbbing", and I was busy teasing Xinxin to hide my uneasiness. It can be said that this young woman is the only mature woman I have come into contact with in my life (I have no memory before the age of 12), and she has a great temptation for me. But as an excellent special soldier, my concentration is incomparable. I stabilized my mind and smiled at the young woman: "Xinxin is so cute, eldest sister, you are so happy." "As soon as the words came out, I regretted it, isn't this revealing scars? Isn't it boring for a single woman to live such a hard life, and she still says such things? The young woman smiled slightly: "Yes, it seems that Xinxin likes you very much, and I am very close to you, really, Xinxin hasn't been so happy for a long time, thank you so much today." I hurriedly said, "Sister, you're welcome, I'm actually quite happy today, Xinxin is so cute." "The daughter is the heart of the mother's heart, and when the young woman hears me say that her daughter is lovely, her face is shy, and that kind of charm is fatal to the temptation of a man like me who is new to women.

The young woman seemed to see my embarrassment and immediately changed the subject: "Xinxin, baby, uncle still has something to do, shall we say goodbye to uncle?" ”

"I don't, Mom, I'm going to play with my uncle, I'm going to go to the playground and play speed! Mom goes too. ”

The young woman looked at me a little embarrassed, squatted down and looked at Xinxin: "Xinxin, good baby, uncle is really in trouble, wait for uncle to finish things and then play with Xinxin, okay?" ”

"I don't, I don't, Mom, I'm going to play with my uncle, I'm going to play speed!" Xinxin cried as she spoke. Now the young woman was even more embarrassed: "Don't you mind, the child is still young." ”

"Eldest sister, I'm really fine today, why don't we go play with the children? I like her. ”

The young woman's face flushed again: "Won't that be too much trouble for you?" ”

"No trouble." I can see that young women are a hundred willing, and this is a very rare opportunity for their mother and daughter.

I bent down and hugged Xinxin: "Let's go Xinxin, will your uncle and mother take you to the flying car?" ”

When I saw that I agreed, I immediately burst into tears and laughed, and danced happily. My heart was gloomy, this was a very normal wish of children, and they were happy to be like this. I noticed the young woman, no less excited than her precious daughter. For Shin Shin, this is an ordinary trip, but for the young woman, the meaning is very different: this is a "family" trip

Ye Yingshan asked me and Xinxin to wait in the living room, and she went into the bedroom to change clothes. It's no wonder that everyone has a love for beauty, which is their nature, not to mention that today there is an "outsider" like me to accompany them. Shin Shin excitedly ran around the living room and packed up a few toys for me to hold. Ye Yingshan came out soon, she probably also knew that it was a torment to let men and other women dress up, obviously this gentle and sensible woman didn't want me to go through this "torment" process, or she wanted to compress this "torment" process to the shortest. What's more, with conditions like hers, the clothes in the wardrobe should also be counted, and there are not many clothes to choose from.

She is wearing a light blue long-sleeved shirt on the top, a small shoulder on the outside, her plump breasts are becoming more and more "straight", and she is wearing a pair of milky white leggings on her lower body, which makes her plump buttocks vividly and vividly. Ye Yingshan saw that I was looking at her outfit intentionally or unintentionally, her pretty face was slightly red, like a little girl, and she immediately looked nervous. "Would you like to change your clothes too?" In order to divert her embarrassment, Ye Yingshan asked cautiously. "Eldest sister, I'm not afraid of your jokes, I only have this dress to go out, and the rest are military uniforms." I smiled sheepishly. As soon as the words came out, I realized that I had said the wrong thing again, people must have prejudices against soldiers, why did I mention it again, it seems that I should not mention it in the future.