Chapter 191: Broken Love
In fact, I know in my heart that Jiaojiao still loves me, otherwise she wouldn't have told me in this way.
"Jiaojiao, it's all over, I can forgive you."
Once again, I have made my position clear.
"You can forgive it because of your generosity, but I can't, I can't forgive myself."
Jiaojiao said very decisively, "Since you came to me today, I will make it clear, let's break up." No more boyfriend and girlfriend in the future! ”
When these words came out, she cried again with rain.
My heart also suddenly chuckled, because this was something I hadn't thought about before, I thought Jiaojiao was just a little impulsive at the time, and after so many days, she would think about it clearly, but I didn't expect him to be so absolute.
"Is that really all there is?"
I asked helplessly.
Jiaojiao choked up and said to me, "Yes, that's all there is to it now." I'm sorry for delaying you a lot. I'm sorry! ”
I smiled helplessly and said, "Don't talk about this, since you've already decided." So be it, I won't come to you again in the future, goodbye. ”
I'm so angry now, I don't even know what's going on.
will make Jiaojiao become like this, she used to want to do so many things to be with me, but now, she has become like this, indifferent and strange.
After saying this, I turned around, Jiaojiao pounced on me at this time, hugged my waist with both hands, and said, "Li Dong, I love you very much, but I really can't forgive myself." Hope you find a better girl. ”
I breathed a sigh of relief, turned back to her, and said, "Don't worry, but you have to promise me." You must live well, I don't want anything to happen to you! ”
Jiaojiao looked at me affectionately, as if she had too many things to say to me, but in the end she didn't say it.
The moment I left, I found her sitting directly on the floor.
At this moment, I wiped my tears vigorously.
Walk briskly downstairs!
I just walked a few steps and saw Zhou Wei, he also had a solemn expression, walked up to me, patted me lightly on the shoulder and said, "I heard what you said just now." ”
"Hmm!"
I choked up a little, "I don't understand, I said I forgave her." Why did she do this to me? ”
Zhou Wei sighed and said: "I think this is a knot in her heart, I understood all this when I chatted with her in the past few days." It was you who were so good to her that she couldn't forget the ugliness she once had, so she couldn't bear to say these words, and it was not easy for her to do this. This only proves that she is a good girl, and you change from evil to good, so she feels that she owes you a lot, and you can't live with such a person for the rest of your life. ”
In fact, I can also feel Jiaojiao's helplessness, but I still feel too stupid.
Because I have experienced so much, I can gladly accept it, why can't she?
"Don't worry, Li Dong!"
Zhou Wei grabbed my hand and said, "We are good brothers, I will take good care of her!" ”
"Thank you!"
I said gratefully.
Zhou Wei smiled lightly and said, "Thank you, I also want to thank you, so believe me." Leave your most important person so safe and bold to my side, and don't worry about me having any special ideas! ”
I paused for a while, then licked my lips and asked Zhou Wei, "Knowing that Jiaojiao is now, you still like her, can you accept her again?" ”
Zhou Wei shrugged his shoulders and said to me: "Love is a very wonderful thing, that is, knowing that she is not good, and still thinking about it. But it doesn't make sense to talk about that anymore. I listened to Jiaojiao's tone, it seems that I can't accept anyone in the future, whether it's a lifetime I don't know, but a short time must not work. ”
Mental torture is always the most painful, and this kind of pain cannot be eliminated by one's own efforts.
Now all the people around me are facing some real problems.
No one can change it.
Eventually, Zhou Wei and I hugged each other, and I said to him, "Good brother, everything is left to you." ”
After leaving the branch, my tears flowed down again.
I wiped the corners of my eyes fiercely, and secretly scolded myself, why is it so useless.
How can a man cry all the time, but I can't control my emotions.
In addition to fate and feelings, what I can't change in my life is facing these problems.
We all have our own helplessness, and I know that this kind of problem is not only for me, but also for everyone living in this world.
But I still think God is a little cruel to me, I have been through so much at such a young age, what does this mean?
When I went back to school, I went straight back to my dorm and went straight to bed.
When I woke up, I went to the cafeteria to eat and went to the classroom to listen to the teacher's boring lectures.
I didn't talk to anyone much, and I spent three days in a row.
Feelings are definitely a torturous thing, even if there is no hope for Jiaojiao.
I still have the illusion that oh my God, I'm going crazy.
Three days later, at noon, Zhang Mei came directly to the class to look for me.
was lying on the table at the time, and was directly slapped by her.
Originally, I wanted to curse, but I saw that it was her.
He swallowed the words back.
He only said to her: "What are you doing!" ”
"Guess!"
Zhang Mei shook her dreadlocks, "It's been a few days, why are you so decadent?" Chen Kang was abolished, and the three highs have been stopped for so long. You're listless. ”
"I'm not decadent, I just don't want to talk to anyone."
Zhang Mei grabbed my arm and told me to stand up, and then took me out of the classroom.
Looking at the playground through the window, I noticed that there were several groups playing basketball at the location of the basketball court, and at the side position, there was a group of girls doing aerobics.
There are also some boys and girls kicking shuttlecocks!
"What do you see?"
Zhang Mei asked me.
I replied, "I saw them playing, what's the matter!" ”
Now I'm so helpless, I know that this beauty loves to play and make trouble, and she also loves to pretend to compare.
But I'm really not in the mood to play with her right now!
Zhang Mei said to me very formally: "I remember that they would not play on the playground before, because they might be beaten by Chen Kang's people, or some other people would come to find fault and fight. The reason why they dare to play like this now is because Chen Kang is gone. However, you don't charge protection money, and you don't beat people for no reason. So your achievements are indispensable, but what about you, now that you are slumping for the sake of your children's private affairs, are you still like a man? ”
Hearing her say this, I feel like I should apologize to her.
It's because of what I just thought, I really didn't expect her to come and enlighten me.
Seeing that I didn't speak, she continued to point to the girls outside who were doing calisthenics and said, "See? There are a lot of beautiful girls out there, and there are also a lot of gentle and kind ones. It depends on whether you work hard or not. ”
I was still amused by her at the time, because I never thought that she would say such a reasonable thing.
"Hey, you guy, what are you laughing at. Am I not right? ”
Zhang Mei began to stare at me, looking angry.
I quickly shook my head and said, "That's right, but I don't think it's very much in line with your character, who asked you to come and tell me this." ”
"Oh"
Zhang Mei said a little hesitantly, "Well, I learned from movies, this girl is using it to learn all the time, as for who asked me to say it." You don't care, it's just the people who care about you anyway. ”
"Whoever tells you to tell me, thank him for me, and thank you."
I smiled and said, "I'll get out of it, but you'll have to give me a few more days." ”
"No way!"
Zhang Mei crossed her hands on her hips and said decisively: "I only give you one day to recover today, and tomorrow in this way, this girl will beat you." ”
"Alright then, I promise you!"
I can only say yes to her.
Zhang Mei smiled at this time and said: "I'll just say, I'm Zhang Mei out of the horse, a top two." ”
At this time, Wang Xin came out of nowhere, smiling at me, and Yan Yuchen.
What surprised me even more was that Murong Xue and Sakura also appeared in their team!
"How's it going, Boss Wang? This girl's theory is okay, right? ”
Zhang Mei shook her dreadlocks proudly.
At that time, I seemed to understand something, it must have been Zhang Mei who they found and asked her to tell me this.
It seems that Wang Xin still has a way, knowing that they must have no effect in persuading me, and it is not appropriate for Murong Xue to persuade me