Section 7 The Joy of Dongfang Xu and the Phoenix (II)
Dongfang Xu's infinite favor is tantamount to announcing to everyone that this Fang-born prince will become a contender for the prince because of his mother, which will be a threat to any of them. Especially after Dongfang Chenyan grew up, their mother and son were still the same as always, and when they won the emperor's heart, there were always people who couldn't hold back what they thought.
This year, when it was time for the draft, Song Yang knew that it was very difficult to obtain long-term wealth with his own strength, so he took the opportunity of the draft to send his sister to the selected women, wishing her to get the Sacred Heart and accompany the king for a long time.
It's just that the biggest obstacle for the daughter of the Song family to have this opportunity is not from the queen who is the lord of the harem, but the concubine of the Fenghuang who has been in the palace for many years and still makes the emperor linger, Song Yang knows that as long as there is their mother and son, his glory will be far away, so he was bold and planned everything.
At the time of the draft, Feng Zhile was pregnant, but because Dongfang Xu was busy with government affairs, there were fewer and fewer times to accompany him, and every time he came here, he was always full of sorrow, Feng Zhile thought, after the fetus was stable, he would tell him the good news, so that he could also be happy and happy, but unfortunately the fetus was less than three months old, so he left her, at this time, the imperial doctor no longer dared to hide it, and told everything to Dongfang Xu.
"Zhile, why don't you tell me, if it weren't for that, this kid wouldn't have had time to meet his parents?" Dongfang Xu didn't understand why Feng Zhile was hiding it, he had time to experience the joy of the new life between them in the future, so he had to taste this separation, and his heart was not good.
"I didn't want this kid, so I kept ordering someone to hide it!" The ruthlessness in Feng Zhile's words made Dongfang Xu unbelievable, and the meaninglessness on that face even made Dongfang Xu wonder, is this the Feng Zhile who accompanies him day and night? His joy was so kind, how could he bear to watch a life fall, and that life was still their child.
"Zhile ......" because he didn't believe it, so he still wanted to hear her explanation, Dongfang Xu stood in front of the bed without giving up, Feng Zhile only closed his eyes and didn't say anything more, gradually, Dongfang Xu's anger was replaced by helplessness, he didn't know what was going on, Feng Zhile in front of him would be so unfamiliar.
And the reason why Feng Zhile didn't open her eyes, the reason why she was so decisive, was just that she hoped that Dongfang Xu would not be sad because of the death of her child, she was willing to take all the responsibilities, as long as he was good, it would be fine, but it was a pity that she underestimated the harm caused by this kindness, and listened to Dongfang Xu brushing his sleeves away, after that, Dongfang Xu only ordered someone to come to visit, and he never stepped into the Jinse Hall again, he was waiting for Feng Zhile's explanation; And Feng Zhile gave him a reason when he was waiting for him to come back in Jinse Palace.
The two of you wait for me, I wait for you, the draft has also ended, not to live up to Song Yang's careful arrangement, Song Lan was successfully included in the harem by Dongfang Xu and named Zhaoyuan, and because of the slight fragrance on her body, she won Dongfang Xu's repeated favor, but for Song Lan, this is obviously not enough, she will occasionally go to Jinse Palace, from time to time revealing Dongfang Xu's favor to herself, just to make Feng Zhile, who is already in poor health, more anxious.
Although Feng Zhile did not reveal anything in front of Song Lan, it was inevitable that he would fall into the contemplation of changing his old face with a new favorite, and whenever Dongfang Chenyan saw his mother silent, he would always run into her arms and snuggle up to her, at this time, Dongfang Chenyan was four years old. Growing up in the palace, how to avoid the rumors of the harem, and the attitude of the eunuch of the palace made him realize the heat and coldness of the world at a young age, but in a few months, the number of people who came and went to the palace gradually decreased, and many people ran to talk to Song Lan, but Dongfang Chenyan just wanted to tell his mother that he would always accompany her.
"Ning Rong, go and invite the emperor." Feng Zhile is still light and light, in fact, she can't bear to see the maturity in and out of her son's young eyes, she is willing to bow her head, also because she hasn't seen that person for a long time, her thoughts have already swallowed day and night, and she is willing to let go of that stubbornness for him.
The maid happily went to invite Dongfang Xu, but she didn't think that he was already in the Song Lan Palace, and on the second day of his return in vain, Dongfang Xu finally paced, but after not seeing him for a long time, he didn't have lovesickness, but he was full of anger that had not yet dissipated, "Zhile, you should give me an explanation, that's our child." ”
"Forget the past, okay?" Feng Zhile already clearly knew why the child suddenly left him, but the reality would only make Dongfang Xu blame himself and feel sad, instead of deceiving, she would rather choose not to say anything, if he could let it go, everything would go back to the past, but unfortunately, Feng Zhile finally thought everything was too simple, and finally thought that love could prevail over everything, but he didn't know what he said before, he had inserted a knife in Dongfang Xu's heart, and the more she didn't explain, the more she pushed the dagger in.
"Forget it so that nothing happens? Feng Zhile, why do you treat me like this? For the first time, yelling at Feng Zhile so loudly, Dongfang Xu's anger was still exchanged for Feng Zhile's light breeze, so he took a risk, "Swing Lan Xin Pavilion".
Looking at Dongfang Chenyan, who was silently watching outside the door, Feng Zhile lowered his posture, "It's good for the emperor to stay, one day, Zhile will give you an explanation." ”
"When will there be a day, if you don't say it now, you don't have to say it in the future!" Dongfang Xu still stopped, he has been the prince since he was a child, and he has not been disobeyed by others, but Feng Zhile has been the first, accustomed to letting Dongfang Xu insist on his persistence, after seeing Feng Zhile silent for a long time, Dongfang Xu took a step again, but he didn't want Feng Zhile to kneel at his feet, dragging the hem and begging him to stay, unbelievable, even more suspicious.
"If you don't talk about it, don't blame me for being ruthless!" Glanced back at the person with tears in his eyes, and closed his eyes, in fact, he just wanted to know the truth, why Feng Zhile refused to tell it, could it be that she couldn't believe herself like this, Feng Zhile's tears wet his face, and also wet Dongfang Xu's heart......
Dongfang Xu finally withdrew his hem in the silence of Feng Zhile and left ruthlessly, he was gambling, gambling on Feng Zhile's unbearable, Feng Zhile was not betting on Dongfang Xu's love, but in the end, because of his youthful spirit, the two lost this game of chess, which made Dongfang Chenyan, who was watching everything, plant the seeds of resentment.
This year, Feng Zhiyu happened to take Chu Mo to see the great rivers and mountains, and Feng Zhile was accompanied by Concubine Yun, who also gave birth to Dongfang Chenfan not long after she gave birth.
"Submit to the emperor, everything will pass, since my sister doesn't want to be like the emperor now, why don't you want to take this step?" Concubine Yun was puzzled, why did the two people who obviously loved each other go farther and farther, and Dongfang Chenyan was estranged from the emperor, she believed that Feng Zhile must know, and why he was unwilling to bow his head.
"What will happen to him if I leave?" Feng Zhile looked at the budding smile in front of the hall and asked thoughtfully.
"What a stupid thing!" Feng Zhile turned to Concubine Yun's eyes, but it made Concubine Yun uneasy for a while, there was clear reluctance in her eyes, but there was also deep helplessness.
"Sister, that child is not because of the Song family, when I was pregnant, the Song family had bought off the maid next to me, and buried the musk under the smile, I sat under the smile every day, inhaled the fragrance, it will be so, Song Lan has entered the palace, and the emperor is favored, and the emperor can't let the emperor know." If he doesn't tell him, he is afraid that he will blame himself.
"When did you find out?" Surprised, for the first time, I felt that the harem was so terrible.
"A few days after Song Lan was named Zhaoyuan, I knew, at that time I wondered, how could I have a miscarriage, so I asked Ning Rong to secretly investigate in detail, I never thought that it was such a result, and when I was raising my body, the maid had also added more medicine to the medicinal diet, and I found out that it was too late, and now my body is not as good as day by day, that maid I will definitely be expelled from the palace, now, I have not much time, I don't know Chen Yan's thoughts, but I can't let the emperor live in guilt, today everything with my sister, It's just that I want to think that if Chen Yan is too radical in the future, I hope that my sister will tell the truth and persuade them more, so as not to make their father and son enemies. Because of love, Feng Zhile chose to let Dongfang Chenyan live in a misunderstanding of her father, she didn't know whether this was right or wrong, and she didn't know what her sister would let her do, but she just wanted Dongfang Xu to live freely.
One month later, Dongfang Xu hunted out of the palace, Feng Zhile seemed to be able to hear the sound of the horse's hooves in his ears, just the day before Dongfang Xu left, Feng Zhile because the maid spilled tea, expelled it from the palace gate, and when the maid left, Feng Zhile talked with her for nearly half an hour, people's hearts are unpredictable, some things Feng Zhile needs to be determined, and at the same time, he does not want to leave hidden dangers for Dongfang Chenyan, who is only five years old.
Four days later, Feng Zhile finally couldn't hold on, "Chen Yan, the mother concubine will never see your father and the emperor from a smile again, you can't understand the relationship between the mother and your father, don't complain, the mother doesn't blame him, everything has its own cause and effect, Chen Yan, after the mother concubine leaves, you may become stronger, so that you can gain a foothold in this palace, in this palace, Concubine Yun, you can believe it, if there is something, you can find her, after your aunt comes back, everything can be discussed with her, just one point, no matter what happens in the future, you can't do it with your father." Feng Zhile believes that Dongfang Chenyan will definitely promise himself, as long as he agrees, he will be relieved.
"Chen Yan promised his mother, but I will still hate him!" can agree, but can't forgive, Dongfang Chenyan clearly remembers who the concubine's fading smile is for.
"Child, the most unpleasant person for the mother concubine is your ......" touched Dongfang Chenyan's head, with deep reluctance.
Feng Zhile tried his best to wait for Dongfang Xu to return for her, but in the end he closed his eyes weakly, when Dongfang Xu arrived, only a cold corpse lay on the embroidery bed, thousands of regrets swallowed his heart, others only said that Feng Zhile was depressed and died, Dongfang Xu thought that she didn't even want to see herself for the last time, after leaving this time, he did not step into the Jinse Hall for fifteen years, because every place in the hall would evoke the deepest thoughts and guilt, until fifteen years later, the truth was revealed, and he understood that Feng Zhile was determined at that time, only sighed, "Joy, you just don't want me to live for your revenge......" In the end, the people who understand each other are still each other.
After Feng Zhile left, Dongfang Xu tried his best to secretly bury Feng Zhile in a place she once loved, and then slowly built the mausoleum and ordered private soldiers to guard it, and all this the Queen Mother already knew, but in order to make him feel better, he did not hinder it, but secretly helped each other, Dongfang Xu also buried himself and Feng Zhile in one place a hundred years later.