I nodded and said to Yan Yuchen, "Hmm! Got it. ”

In fact, I don't know what kind of thing I will do after seeing Jiaojiao, whether to scold her harshly, or to break off my friendship with her, just like Murong Xue said to me. Very unclear!

I listened to too many brothers tell me to calm down, so I suppressed my restless heart again. Came to the door of Jiaojiao's class, knocked lightly on the door, and then walked in directly. Maybe it's because of my reputation, or maybe these people already know me, and when they see me come in, no one says anything.

However, at this time, I saw Jiaojiao also lying on the seat, as if she was sleeping, I walked up to her and gently pushed her.

The moment she raised her head, I saw that her eyes were rosy, as if she had been crying for a long time. I licked my lips and said to her, "Jiaojiao, come out, I have something to say to you." ”

"Hmm!" Jiaojiao rubbed her eyes and walked out with me. But his face was not very happy, but he was a little sad.

After I went out, Jiaojiao's tears flowed out and she said to me: "I'm sorry, Li Dong, I'm confused for a while, I'm sorry." ”

I usually feel very distressed when I see her crying, but at this time, I don't feel that way anymore, but I am absolutely angry. I stared at her and asked, "I just want to know, why, where am I sorry for you to treat me like this." ”

Jiaojiao lowered her head and said: "You are not wrong anywhere, it was because I was confused for a while that I thought of such a solution." On the way back, I felt like I was doing something wrong. I'm sorry, but I mean it. Forgive me! ”

As she spoke, she grabbed my arm, and I shook it hard and said to her loudly, "You're enough, don't touch me from now on." I helped you again and again, and I didn't even care about the bad things you did before, and treated you as a friend, but you treated your friends like this, which really made me so sad. I thought you were slowly getting better and becoming a good girl, but now? What's the difference between you and before? Isn't it the same shit? ”

I didn't want to say these things at first, for fear of hurting her, but now I have to say them, and if I don't, I feel panicked.

After listening to me say these words, her tears began to fall from her face, and the pear blossoms brought rain, but there was no sound. At this time, I felt a little bit in my heart, and felt that what I said was a bit excessive, but I had no sympathy for her, and this time it was too serious to make me angry.

"Yes, yes, you're right." Jiaojiao choked up and said, "You're right, I'm cheap, I'm a cheap woman, I know you don't like me, and I want to stick to you, and even change it for you." I even tried my best to get close to you, and I thought of using such a bad method, but was I wrong? What's wrong with me trying to be right with the person I like? ”

Jiaojiao was probably also provoked by my words, and threw them all out in one go, and then cried even more. At this point, some of them in the class had already started to look outside.

I knew it must have been too loud, and Yan Yuchen was also very embarrassed on the side.

I breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Okay, don't talk about that, after this time, I don't think it's possible for us to be friends anymore." We won't mention the previous ones, and from this moment, goodbye. ”

With that, I turned away, not wanting to bother with her. She quickly got in front of me and didn't grab my hand. Instead, he put his hand in front of me and said, "Okay, since you have decided so, I will not force it, but when you leave, I want to ask you a word." ”

I didn't have to answer her, I just looked at her to see what she was trying to say.

She stared into my eyes and asked, "I just want to know if you ever liked me before, even if it's just a little bit." ”

In fact, I have also struggled with this matter in my heart, that is, I don't know what Jiaojiao feels like, whether it is love or not. But it's completely fair that I like Jiaojiao. But at this moment, I couldn't give her hope, nor could I be weak, so I said to her very strongly: "No, not at all." ”

Jiaojiao was stunned at first, and then her face was expressionless, and she said helplessly: "Okay! It seems that everything before was my own passion, I'm sorry, you can go. ”

In fact, the result she said was exactly what I wanted, but when I saw her reaction, I was still quite painful in my heart. It can be seen that she is really sad. This sentence hurt her completely, just like Murong Xue hurt me.

When I followed Yan Yuchen downstairs, I vaguely heard her hoarse crying, and I didn't look back. Pretending not to care, it was only then that I realized that in fact, it is always harder to hurt someone than to hurt, maybe this is fate.

When I walked out of the sophomore group, my tears couldn't help but flow out, very sad, as Wang Xin said, to keep breaking the thread, that exchange is only empty-handed, now it seems that it really works.

"You're alright, Brother Dong!" Yan Yuchen looked at me and asked.

I wiped the tears from my eyes vigorously, smiled and said, "It's okay, it's good to say some things, don't worry about it." ”

Yan Yuchen said to me with a solemn expression: "I know that Brother Dong is very uncomfortable now, and I don't want to persuade people, but I still have to tell you, don't take it too seriously." Those who can withstand the blow are the real man. ”

"Hmm!" I nodded and promised Yan Yuchen, but my heart had already turned over the river and the sea.

The morning time was still the life of heaven, but now he has fallen into hell, and he has the love of two women at the same time, and now he has nothing. Maybe that's life

After the toss of this incident, I was indeed a little decadent, and I could see Murong Xue in class, but I couldn't speak. Just like looking at a portrait, this feeling is very painful, Wang Xin and others have been persuading me, I told them that it was okay, but I was very sad in my heart, I felt that life was boring, I only ate one meal a day, and sometimes I didn't even eat.

During this period, Wang Xin and Zhou Wei's movements were quite big, including Xie Yuanhao, who was under me, and received many brothers on the original basis. But I didn't go to see it, Wang Xin said that I was temporarily out of love, so give me a vacation first.

After spending more than a week like this, the weather in the northeast changed quickly, and in a few days of autumn, it was already approaching winter. During this period, Jiaojiao really didn't come to me once, as if she suddenly evaporated in the world, I remember that day just after the morning exercise, the sky was full of snowflakes.

The first snow is always the prettiest, and although it melts when it falls on the ground, it is very slow, like a sudden number of tiny flowers in the sky.

I feel even more sad to see this, and before that I had thought about waiting until winter when it snowed. I want to take Murong Xue to the snow mountain in Dongshi to play, watch the drifting snow together, and build a snowman together, but now, all this has become a luxury. It can only stay in my memory

What shocked me even more was that when I returned to class at noon, I found that there was a bouquet of flowers on Murong Xue's desk, which was very delicate and beautiful. She wasn't there at the time, Sakura was reading a book. I plucked up the courage to come up to her and asked; "Sakura-chan, what's the matter with these flowers?"

Actually, Sakura still has a good impression of me, and she is a very nice person, so I dare to ask her.

"Of course it was given by someone else, admirer of the suitor. I don't know! Sakura shook her head helplessly.

As soon as I heard this, I was even more devastated. I wanted to try to pick up the flowers and throw them away again, but I found that I didn't have the courage anymore, and I couldn't even find a reason to throw away the flowers on Murong Xue's table in what name.

Seeing my expression, Sakura also said with a little sympathy: "Okay, Li Dong, the situation is already like this, don't think about it too much." There are so many girls out there, there's always something you like. Come on. ”

Now I really don't know how to respond to Sakura, I had all the confidence before, and at the moment when Murong Xue rejected me, it had disappeared completely-