It's painful, tired, or sad

Where is the heart?

Tears fall out of sight

Quietly approach your direction

But

I can't hear your breathing anymore

Still nostalgic

Broken words in dreams

A little scarlet persistence

It's just you in my world

The warmth of being held by you

Warm and cohesive new clothes

But invisible tears flowed

……

I remembered the nursery rhyme she used to hum softly, at that time, she was the only one in her world, and in her vague memory, she stayed in a place full of darkness, a nominal charity, but behind the scenes, it was so dark and filthy! In the eyes of some, their value is just to attract the love of countless well-meaning people, nothing more!

In her memory, she was a very lonely person, without friends, and was bullied by children of the same age, but her arms were so warm, in her arms, she could hear the beating of her heart, and the sound of breathing that reassured her......

"Secluded...... Secluded ......"

The whispers she often whispers in her dreams, faintly, are she calling me? Okay, then I'll be called xx, don't be afraid, I'm still with you.

Today, she was beaten for nothing more than some trivial things, and her tears dripped on her clothes, which were cold and painful......

Her toys were snatched from the bad kids who bullied her all the time, who made faces at her and smashed her toys on the ground and broke them......

"Yuyu, they gave me a candy! However, it is so unpalatable, it has no taste at all! ”

No! That's not sugar at all! That's just the entertainment of those hateful workers when they're bored! All that beautiful candy wrapper was a lump of soap mud!

"Youyou, I'm so happy! I've got candy! That day, she kept holding her and whispering such words in her ear, she could feel her happiness, but the more she was like this, the more she wanted to punch those employees in the face!

Darkness, loneliness, and even being bullied without knowing why, why? Is there a reason for it? It's only to blame that she's an orphan, it's only to blame that she lives in such a place!

But is this a choice she can make? All she could choose was to face tomorrow with a smile on her face, leaving tears in those countless lonely nights, flowing on her clothes and in her heart......

As long as we can continue, maybe one day we will wait for that belated redemption, or maybe, we will never be able to wait!

Perhaps, she was also lucky, at least. She met the man, the man who adopted her and was called her father!

He was really nice to her, like his own daughter!

However, after all, he is the chairman of a group, and he can spend very little time with his daughter, so little that she just stays in the empty villa most of the time, holding her, quietly in a daze, without the pastime entertainment of those employees, without the bullying of those children, she should be happier, but now she is surrounded by a loneliness, an inexplicable loneliness......

She didn't see a smile on her face, and it was only when her father came back that her age's liveliness and smile would appear......

She suddenly hated the man, and while he took her out of one hell, he sent her to another!

It was a rainy night that changed everything! From that day on, she hated the rain, because it soaked her heart......

On a rainy night, she was home alone, and it was the darkness and loneliness, and what made her heart ache was her expressionless face!

Bang bang!

There was a soft knock on the door outside.

"Daddy!"

Her blank eyes instantly brightened, a happy smile appeared on her face, and she ran directly to the door, about to open the door!

No...... Wrong! Wait...... Wait a minute! Don't open it, she screamed in her arms, but she couldn't hear it, just as she was about to put her hand on the doorknob.

Crunch!

The door slowly opened, and it was not the familiar, kind smiling face she was outside, but the face of a completely strange man!

"Uncle...... Uncle? What about my dad? ”

She didn't seem to understand the situation in front of her, tilted her head slightly, and looked behind the man, but all she could see was the vast heavy rain, but there was no figure of the person she wanted to see......

And she didn't notice that the man in front of her looked at her with a cruel smile......

……

The warmth is gone! Along with the sound of her heartbeat and breathing, her heart was cold, if she had a heart!

She was very man's attitude, in the face of his daughter's cold corpse, he didn't say a word, nor did he call the police, just picked up his daughter's cold corpse and left the house!

You, where are you going to take her? You man who can't even protect his daughter! She couldn't move, she could only watch his departing back, ...... She also came back and put ...... She came back and took her ...... Give it back to me! Who can hear the roar of her heart?

I don't know how long it took, her heart was cold, she lost that warm embrace, she lost the broken words of that night, she lost her smile and words...... Her heart is gradually getting colder, back to the original time!

They're all damned!

Why? There are people in this world who are always so free to override the rules without anyone punishing them?

Why? There are some people in this world who can only show such a self-deceptive and pure smile in the darkness and loneliness, while their hearts are silently crying?

Why? It's always her who suffers, her wish is just so cheap, so cheap that so many people are in line with this desire she is pursuing, all she wants is a home, a home that makes her no longer lonely, and a home that allows her to smile every day!

"Youyou, do you have a home? It's okay, you still have me! ”

"Youyou, I'm your family!"

"This dress really suits you, Yuyu, you think so too, don't you?"

"Secluded, secluded!"

……

"Thank you!"

……

I want to ...... I want to ...... I want to ...... Kill them all! It was because of them, it was because of them that her smile disappeared, and it was because of them that I lost her warm embrace, and I could no longer hear her heartbeat, I could no longer hear the sound of her breathing, and I could no longer ...... I can't see her smile......

The temperature of the embrace

Hold on tight

It's like grabbing

Keep your temperature forever

someday

Keep your smile on your face

Leave with a smile forever

Won't be coming back

Shred

will not appear again

It's like minecraft

There is no more you

……

Without her world, where will she go with hatred, except for her embrace, there is no place for her in this world......