44. Self-abandonment
Three days later, when Teng Xue's funeral was held quietly, Han Han and Chen Chen stood solemnly in front of the monument, and Shi Bing sat in a wheelchair and listened from afar. Teng's mother threw herself down in front of Teng Xue's tombstone and cried heartbreakingly, "My Xiaoxue, how can you bear to drop it."
Mommy, my little snow, my good daughter! Teng's mother's cry made the quiet cemetery even more desolate.
"Well, my daughter doesn't want to see you like this." Teng's father helped Teng's mother and walked to Jiang Fengyi, who was holding back his grief, "You are a good boy, but it's a pity that our family Xiaoxue doesn't have this blessing." Father Teng sighed and held the one who was still crying
Teng's mother staggered away.
After the funeral was completely over, Han Han pushed Shi Bing to Teng Xue's tomb. Shi Bing's hand stretched out to the front, groped for the cold tombstone, and touched the photo on the tombstone, Shi Bing said softly: "Teng Xue, smile brightly, I'm all."
You can feel the warmth of her smile. Hearing this, Chen Chen and Han Han looked at the tombstone, the smiling face, not only had temperature, as if they could still hear her silver bell-like laughter.
It was getting late, and everyone still had to leave, despite the reluctance. Han Han went to pick up the car, Chen Chen pushed Shi Bing to the gate to wait for Han Han, but at this time, Chen Chen made the mistake of losing everything and losing everything. "As for my studs, they must have been lost near the tombstone.
Shi Bing, I'll be back soon, you wait for me for a while" Chen Chen ran away. Unable to wait for Chen Chen for a long time, Shi Bing felt a little irritable in her heart, and suddenly had an urge to get up and walk, she didn't want to be a poor worm who needed to rely on others.
In the distance of the stele forest, there was a person watching Shi Bing's every move, it was Fang Zheqing, who had been staying here early. The moment he knew that Shi Bing had an accident, he was almost crazy, and he couldn't wait to rush to her side immediately. But he also knew in his heart that Shi Bing was right
He hated it so much that he could only watch her from afar and guard her. "All the people who bully you, I will make them worse than dead!" Looking at Shi Bing's eyes, Fang Zheqing secretly swore an oath.
Seeing Shi Bing trying to get up and walk, Fang Zheqing immediately nervously followed. Shi Bing walked cautiously, trying to use his various senses. But after all, it was not so easy, not long after walking, Shi Bing was tripped up, and Fang Zheqing panicked
Rushing to Shi Bing's side, he didn't dare to speak for fear of being recognized by Shi Bing, but nervously helped her up.
Shi Bing didn't know who he was, and she didn't care who he was, she just felt more and more useless, Shi Bing angrily shook off Fang Zheqing's hand and shouted, "Do you think I'm good?" I don't need your sympathy! As he spoke, he stood up and continued
Go, Fang Zheqing naturally couldn't let her let her follow her temperament, so despite her dislike, he still stepped forward to help her.
"Who are you? Let go of the ice for me! Chen Chen, who finally came back, saw a man pulling and pulling at Shi Bing, and immediately shouted angrily. Fang Zheqing ignored her, and didn't dare to speak out in front of Shi Bing. Chen Chen rushed to the time in a violent temper
Beside Bing, he dragged Shi Bing over and yelled at Fang Zheqing: "What do you want to do in broad daylight?" Hurry up and get out of here, or I'll call the police. Fang Zheqing still ignored her, just looked at Shi Bing intently.
Chen Chen immediately blocked Fang Zheqing and scolded again: "Look at it, look at it again, I gouged out your eyes." Fang Zheqing didn't speak, he looked at Chen Chen with dark eyes, which made Chen Chen even more angry, "Why don't you speak, pretend to be dumb with me."
Okay, then don't go, let's wait for the police to deal with it. As he spoke, he took out his phone.
Listening to Chen Chen's yelling and scolding at that person, and later mentioning that he wanted to call the police, Shi Bing had a dark fire for no reason, not to others but to himself, and now he is not only useless, but also a drag. Thinking like this, Shi Bing struggled and swayed
Go away. Fang Zheqing watched Shi Bing walk into the distance, and he was anxious to follow, but was pulled by Chen Chen, "I want to go this time, it's too late!" Chen Chen's viscose nickname is not in vain, as long as she wants to entangle someone, that person will not be easily freed.
Seeing that Shi Bing had disappeared, Fang Zheqing worriedly ignored that the other party was a girl, and pushed Chen Chen to the ground with a forceful flick, and ran in the direction of Shi Bingdi. Han Han waited outside the door for a long time, so he looked for him, and Chen Chen was in a hurry
Badly get up from the ground. Han Han looked at no one on the left and right, and asked anxiously: "Why are you alone, Shi Bing?" ”
"Where's Shi Bing?" Chen Chen woke up like a dream and asked to himself. Han Han pulled Chen Chen over and asked again, "What about her, didn't she let you look at her?" Chen Chen began to panic, "I went back to find the earrings when I fell off just now, and when I came back."
When I saw a man doing something to Shi Bing, I went up to reason with him, and he pushed him to the ground, and when I stood up, the man disappeared. ”
Han Han couldn't help but feel angry in his heart: "She can't see with her eyes, how can you leave her alone." Isn't it just an earring? If you lose it, you can buy another one. Chen Chen knew that he was wrong, but he still felt a little aggrieved in his heart, "These earrings were given to me by my father."
The gift of the day, if you lose it, it is gone. Han Han sighed, "Forget it, let's hurry up and find Shi Bing, this mountain forest is so big, I don't know where she can run." ”
Shi Bing's eyes couldn't see, and she didn't go far, she just squatted in a low bush nearby, listening to Han Han and Chen Chen's shouts again and again, Shi Bing pretended not to hear. Teng Xue left, his eyes were blind again, and the more Shi Bing thought about it, the more desperate he became
, what's the use of living by yourself, it's better to die.
It was getting late and late, there was the desolate call of an owl in the mountains and forests, Chen Chen grabbed Han Han's clothes in front of him in fear, Han Han was also a little afraid in her heart, she took Chen Chen's hand, and reassured her and made herself feel at ease. Fang Zheqing in the other place was anxious
Uneasy, he also had no clue, and all his previous calmness was gone.
"No, I must calm down, I must calm down!" Fang Zheqing forced himself to calm down, it was impossible for Shi Bing to go far, it must be nearby, it must be nearby. Fang Zheqing returned to the original place and began to look for it in a radiant way.
Finally found her in the inconspicuous bush. At that time, Shi Bing was a little drowsy because he had not eaten for a long time.
Fang Zheqing was so frightened that he immediately picked up Shi Bing and sent him to the hospital, fortunately, Shi Bing was fine, Fang Zheqing breathed a sigh of relief, although he remembered Shi Bing, he didn't dare to stay for a long time, so as not to meet Han Han and cause unnecessary misunderstandings. "Such beautiful eyes
, how can you not see! Fang Zheqing stroked Shi Bingmeng's eyes with his hand, feeling distressed. Fang Zheqing secretly arranged the people, and then left with confidence. The hospital called, and Han Han learned that Shi Bing had been sent back to the hospital, the two of them
So he hurried back.
When she woke up again, Bing began to give up on herself, refusing to eat, refusing to be examined by the doctor, and even starting to drop things, anything she could touch, debris on the floor of the ward, flower petals that were sent, and even bottles of potions that were not finished. Han Han
Helpless, Chen Chen was a little scared, they didn't know what kind of torture Shi Bing was going through mentally and physically, which they couldn't see.
When Jiang Fengyi came in, he saw the scene of chaos all over the ground, and his thin face became more and more painful, "Shi Bing, do you think Teng Xue wants to see you like this?" Why don't you cheer up and help Teng Xue get justice! ”
Shi Bing's voice was hoarse, and he said weakly and self-deprecatingly: "Justice? How to ask? I don't even know why? After Shi Bing finished speaking, he laughed out loud a few times, and shouted at the people in the room: "Let's go!" Let's go! I don't want you to care! ”。 Jiang Fengyi
It's anger and pain, and he throws his hand away.
"Shi Bing, call me if you have anything." Han Han pulled Chen Chen out of the ward. Chen Chen looked back and said worriedly: "Sister, how can we leave her alone, I'm afraid she will do something stupid." Han Han shook her head, "Now she."
Need to be quiet, and it doesn't help us to stay there. ”
Shi Bing in the ward, sitting alone and quiet for a long time, useless me, do I really want to live like a waste like this? I don't want it, absolutely not! Shi Bing pulled out the needle in his hand and smashed the medicine bottle. She fell out of bed and felt some shards
, the sharp glass cut through the finger, and the blood immediately dripped out. Not enough, not enough, how can this be done. Shi Bing touched his wrist, the pulse that represented the beating of life, Shi Bing gritted his teeth and was about to stab it.
The fragments in the hand of "Snap" were knocked off, Shi Bing was about to get angry, and "Snap" was so hard that Shi Bing suddenly forgot how to react. The shot was Han Han, who had just been alarmed by the broken bottle and rushed in, Chen Chen looked at Shi Bing's fingers with blood
, immediately opened the bedside medicine box to help her stop the bleeding......
Han Han's heart ached, "Shi Bing, you disappointed us too much, you said that Teng Xue left regardless of your hard work, but did you take care of our hard work?" Han Han was out of breath, "If you want to die, I won't stop you anymore, but."
Before you die, you give me a good thought, do you think you are also qualified to meet Teng Xue? After saying that, Han Han left the ward angrily.
Chen Chen wanted to help Shi Bing up, but Shi Bing was very uncooperative. Chen Chen also began to get angry, "Shi Bing, if you do this again, I won't pay attention to you!" Shi Bing still looked that indifferent, Chen Chen gritted his teeth and dragged Shi Bing to the bed
Above. Finally breathing a sigh of relief, Chen Chen looked at the blood on his hands and hurried to the bathroom.