267 Clear can't come back
There are two types of drinking, and if you are in the mood, even if you don't know how to drink, you can think a lot with your friends.
If all you want is to get drunk and get a good night's sleep, a small glass is enough.
It just depends on people's hearts.
Shen Zi'an belongs to the latter.
"Since you want to sleep in the hall, I won't stop you, go to bed early, don't be drunk, I don't have much strength to pull you, if you run out like crazy and grab other girls, I can't save you."
Cui Yuyan stretched out her hand and put her arm around him, and it was very difficult to help him to the sofa, but the length of the sofa was not as long as Shen Zi'an, and the guide was hanging on the side.
Shen Zi'an's cheeks were red, maybe he drank too hard, and the smell of alcohol all over his body was very strict, even if Cui Yuyan helped him, he just waved his hand unconsciously and did not refuse.
Finally throwing someone to the sofa, she sat on the long-haired carpet, panting slightly, seemed to be even more dizzy, reached out and touched her forehead, and began to get hot.
It's a bit difficult to get a sick person to take care of a drunk person.
"Wait a minute, I'll go find a hot towel."
She looked at Shen Zi'an and reached out to touch his flushed face, maybe because he was drunk, and he also looked very hot, as if he had a fever.
How to take care of a drunk person, she really has no experience at all, this kind of thing usually doesn't happen to her, and even if there is such a person, she won't take care of it herself.
But now there is no choice.
"Don't go."
Shen Zi'an struggled twice, grabbed her hand in mid-air, grabbed the hem of her clothes, as if after grabbing something, she was a little relieved.
"Xin'an doesn't like me to drink, she especially hates it, and when I used to have dinner with clients, whenever I came back with the smell of alcohol, she would get angry, no matter how she coaxed. They are still angry. ”
There was some mushy sound in his speech, and Cui Yuyan listened to it for a while before she understood what he was talking about.
She tried to break Shen Zi'an's hand and wanted to get a hot towel. But after trying a few times, I found that Shen Zi'an's fingers were like steel bars, motionless. I had to sit next to the sofa and listen to him talk about the past intermittently.
I really don't want to hear it.
"I always thought that as long as we two siblings were together. No matter what the difficulty, I can get through it, but then I realized that I was very wrong. ”
Shen Zi'an said, turned over, opened his eyes and looked at Cui Yuyan, but given that he was in a drunken state, it was estimated that he couldn't see anything with his eyes open.
"When my father was away, I was still young and not very sensible. So my relatives are willing to adopt, but they are not willing to adopt me. But I was stubborn, stunned and didn't let Xin'an leave, I felt that I could support her. ”
Children who have no parents since they were young will not be too happy in their childhood.
Cui Yuyan once heard him say that his mother was gone when she gave birth to her, and her father also died in the line of duty, although the two children were compensated. However, it was not enough to support them to grow up, and it seemed that the family of their relatives was not very good, so they were left to fend for themselves.
In this way, she felt as if she was not doing badly.
At least the orphanage didn't starve her to death. She also taught books and taught her until she finished college.
However, this made Cui Yuyan find a problem, the relatives who have been talking about it and the relatives who were on the road of the KMG building last time seem to be on his father's side, generally speaking, the relatives on the mother's side will love the child more, how can the relatives on both sides not ask.
Compared with uncles and uncles, aunts and uncles are even closer.
"Even if your aunt and uncle are not good. And my aunt and grandmother, I won't ignore you. ”
She asked, sitting on the side and pulling the quilt on him.
"I haven't seen it, I heard that my mother eloped, and the family didn't agree, so I broke off the relationship."
If you don't talk about the things of the previous generation, you won't know too much, and you can't ask anything if you want to.
Elope?
This made Cui Yuyan a little surprised, and thought that this was a line that would only be seen in the script, but it happened in real life.
"Forget it, let's not talk about this, let's go to bed early."
Cui Yuyan put the wine bottle farther away, and kicked it down in the middle of the night, if this kind of long-haired carpet is dipped in red wine, I am afraid that it will not need to be dry cleaned, and it will be thrown away directly.
"Yuyan, I'm very happy to meet you."
He said again in a daze, and Cui Yuyan herself was a little dizzy, so she just nodded perfunctorily, leaned aside and pulled the quilt a little on herself, and then took out her mobile phone.
There was still silence, which made her wonder if it was really down in arrears.
She suddenly wondered how Fang Haochen would live today, whether he was like Shen Zi'an, drinking alone at home and numbing himself to spend the night, or if he would go somewhere else. Cui Yuyan looked at Shen Zi'an's breathing that gradually became calmer, and smiled self-deprecatingly, he also specially waited for her downstairs at Director Li, this is simply superfluous, Fang Haochen never thought of her at all.
In that locked closet, there was a thunder pool that she couldn't touch, if she couldn't replace the status of that closet, then in Fang Haochen's mind, she would never be the first.
She looked down in her handbag for a while, and found a photo of her audition, which was secretly torn out from the database, and her clear eyes in the photo were like flowers that had never experienced wind and rain, and I am afraid that she would never return to that simple time in this life.
Looking at herself in the photo, she stood up and walked to the cupboard and placed her picture next to the frame, as if she had taken two pictures by one person.
The fog under her eyes gradually rose, when did she start to abandon her original self, and her mind was full of all kinds of tricks and thoughts.
It's just that I can't go back.
Even if she gave up revenge and gave up the qiē she wanted to fight for, she wouldn't be able to return to the clear eyes she had before.
After a wry smile, she collected her photo well, this is probably the only evidence that she can still be pure, if she loses it, there will be no more.
She returned to the sofa and leaned on Shen Zi'an's hand a little tiredly, even if Shen Zi'an told her very clearly that she had never treated her as a sister, but it was still quite happy to have someone to guard her.
Before dawn the next day, Cui Yuyan tiptoed away, Shen Zi'an's wine was very good, and he fell asleep and didn't need to be taken care of at all. She just didn't feel the need to wait for Shen Zi'an to wake up, a man who clearly told her that she had never treated her as a sister, if she woke up and found herself in the same room covered with a quilt.
This kind of embarrassment may not be Shen Zi'an, but she does, so it should be avoided. (To be continued.) )