Ying Xiaoice was caught between Xia Yue and Cheng Yu, and the person who was more troubled than her was Chu Chen. "Words*Love*First*Hair【Big|Book|Bag|Small|Say|Netdashubao】

At the beginning of the morning, because the marriage between him and Nie Lingzhuo fell into a long-lasting stalemate, the relationship deteriorated unprecedentedly.

They have not experienced a sharp dispute, but the relationship is even worse than the dispute, Nie Lingzhuo is obviously determined to divorce this time, and she is at this point, in fact, Chu Chen does not want to.

Xiaoice and Ying hadn't seen each other for a while, and when they met in the apartment at the beginning of the morning, they were in a bad mood with each other, and Ying Xiaoice Xiaoice was even more angry when she learned about the situation between her and Nie Lingzhuo, "No wonder when I gave the antique watch to Ling Zhuo that day, his face was not good, it turned out that he was thinking about a divorce, no, I will settle accounts with him." ”

"Xiaoice, don't go to him." There's been so much going on lately that I don't want to make a fuss about it at the beginning of the morning.

Ying Xiaoice is still very righteous, "I want to ask him what he means, Nie Yu's death has nothing to do with your half a dime, why should it be on your head, does Nie Lingzhuo have a sense of responsibility, Shanshan is so old, and divorced you, this person must be bewitched, and his brain is in water." ”

Otherwise, he would not have made such a completely unjustified decision.

But Chu Chen would never let Ying Xiaoice ask him like this, "Xiaoice, if you treat me as your friend, don't go to him, I don't want Nie Lingzhuo to think that I don't want to divorce, let alone let him think that without him, I can't live." No, I could have lived without him for so many years. ”

"But you can't say that, there is a misunderstanding between you now, and if you separate like this, you will all have regrets." Ying Xiaoice saw their misunderstanding in his eyes.

"Xiaoice promised me, Nie Lingzhuo and my marriage, no one can take care of this, you believe me, I'm fine, the only bad thing is that I feel very indebted to Shanshan, I'm sorry Shanshan, I can't give her a complete family."

When he thought of Nie Shanshan, tears frantically welled up under his eyes at the beginning of the morning, but he pretended to be calm in front of Ying Xiaoice and continued, "I'm really good, you don't know, Nie Lingzhuo may have been confused for a while, most of the movable and real estate in his name have been transferred to my name, even if I don't have Nie Lingzhuo, my life will be very good." After so many years, I have bumped and bumped into Nie Lingzhuo to this day, if we still have to be separated in the end, we can only say that we have no fate, and there is nothing to regret. ”

said that she had no regrets, but at the beginning of the morning, it was like a dense needle tip poking her heart.

Maybe I don't regret it, but I don't want to, I don't want to be dumped like this......

Ying Xiaoice lit a cigarette, and when she was upset, occasionally she would smoke a cigarette to relieve boredom, "Actually, don't be sad in the early morning, Ling Zhuo is still very sincere to you, unlike Cheng Yu, a complete bastard, who has deceived me for so many years, making me hate and hate in my heart." ”

Ying Xiaoice's slender fingertips held the cigarette, and when she swallowed the clouds and spit out the fog, her loneliness and sadness were strongly revealed.

Chu Chen knew that she had something to do with Cheng Yu, and because of Cheng Yu's matter, everyone thought that Cheng Yu was dead, and Nie Lingzhuo blamed himself for a long time during that time......

"Give me one, I heard that smoking can relieve your sorrows." Ask Ying Xiaoice for a cigarette in the morning.

"That's not good, if Nie Lingzhuo knows about it and sees that I have brought you badly, he will kill me." Xiaoice refused.

"Just one, I'm upset." The eyes of the early morning were half sunk, and the sadness and sorrow poured out of the eyes, Ying Xiaoice, who was sitting on the side, felt it very clearly.

"Don't be like this, Chu Chen, I'm an old fritter, I've been degenerate, decadent, I've given up on myself, you are different from me, don't practice yourself, you divorced Ling Zhuo, it's not because you don't love each other anymore, Ling Zhuo still loves you very much, it's just ......"

Ying Xiaoice paused for a moment, there was something about Nie Yu, she had heard.

"It's just because of Nie Yu's matter, because of Mrs. Nie's matter, we can't be together again, even if we have a Shanshan and a common crystallization that needs to be loved, but we have to separate after all."

"Actually, Xiaoice, do you know, even if Nie Lingzhuo doesn't mention divorce to me, I know very well that it is impossible for me to be with him. Nie Yu's matter is not only sad for him, I am more sad than him, I have never done such a despicable and shameless thing in the early morning, and I can't save myself when I see death, but for Nie Yu, I did it. ”

"Even if Nie Yu is really excessive and annoying, I can't do that, I obviously look at her and have an accident, I know that she will definitely get into trouble, but I ignore it and ignore it, I really ...... I really regret it...... Xiaoice, how much pain I have in my heart, can you understand? My heart hurts so much, I am angry at my own shame, a person like me, a cold-blooded and ruthless person is not worthy of loving others. ”

At the beginning of the morning, there were more and more tears, almost flowing rampantly on the face, sliding wildly.

"Chu Chen, don't be like this, it's none of your business, don't take everything on yourself, you're not wrong, you look at me, you listen to me."

Ying Xiaoice was worried that Chu Chen couldn't think about it, and didn't want her to blame herself, holding Chu Chen's face, forcing her to listen to her words, "Chu Chen, Nie Yu's end is doomed, drug addicts are destined to go to the road of no return, you can save once, twice, can you save every time?" ”

But Chu Chen couldn't listen to it, and shook his head desperately, "It's me, if I can stop her in time, she won't die, it is because of my unconvinced heart that my hatred and hatred for her make me unwilling to care about her." I'm such a cold-blooded and ruthless person, I'm such a hard-hearted person. ”

Since Nie Yu left, the beginning of the morning has not been good, and every day is like a year for her, which is extremely uncomfortable.

At such an uncomfortable and painful time, Nie Lingzhuo wanted to divorce her......

The corners of Chu Chen's lips laughed, deep self-mockery and sourness crawled all over her face, Ying Xiaoice hugged her tightly, as if giving Chu Chen strength and warmth, "Don't think so, you are not that kind of person, Chu Chen is the bravest and kindest person I have ever met, you are not wrong, you are not a saint, even a saint can't save everyone." ”

Ying Xiaoice knew best that if it weren't for Nie Yu and Mrs. Nie who had cornered Chu Chen, she would not have hated them.

These contradictions between her and Nie Lingzhuo are indeed not something that can be solved by her intervention, maybe if she mixes them, things will become more and more chaotic and worse, perhaps, the relationship between Chu Chen and Nie Lingzhuo, what they need is time, and only time can make them slowly forget their scars.

Seeing that the beginning of the morning was so painful, Ying Xiaoice reluctantly smoked one for her, "Smoke, just this one, all the pain will be gone after smoking, don't think about those things, live a good life in the future, there is no man, you are right, you can live." Look at me, I didn't become Yu in those years, didn't I survive too, but my survival depends on Xia Yue, he is my savior. ”

Ying Xiaoice lit a cigarette for the beginning of the morning, when inhaling into the lips, the early morning choking, coughing, choking all over the face red, the mouth and throat seemed to be choked by the smoke, uncomfortable, but still desperately sucking, while sucking, tears flowed, obviously tears continued to flood, but laughing hard, "This is really uncomfortable, why do men like to smoke so much." ”

"Not really." Ying Xiaoice clasped his hands on his knees, the cigarette ash between his fingers was already very long, and the images of Xia Yue and Cheng Yu in his mind were constantly alternately.

Before the beginning of the morning, I heard her say that the life-saving benefactor was Xia Yue, and I couldn't help but think that in fact, between Ying Xiaoice and Xia Yue and Cheng Yu, these three people were also very sad, "Marrying Xia Yue is to repay the favor, I think Xia Yue is a good person, can give you a certain sense of security, but if you really want to talk about feelings, the person you should love is always only Cheng Yu." ”

Chu Chen saw Ying Xiaoice's mind very thoroughly, she also had such a situation, she didn't love Shan Jun, but Shan Jun was her friend, and once in order to escape Nie Lingzhuo, she shamelessly used Shan Jun.

Thinking of this, Chu Chen's ridicule was even worse, it turned out that she had always been such a despicable and shameless person, not only reflected in Nie Yu's affairs, she was such a shameful person early on.

"Early morning ......" should Xiaoice some words are difficult to say.

Chu Chen seemed to see through her mind at a glance, "Do you want to ask me, should I choose Xia Yue or Cheng Yu?" ”

It seems that no matter who you choose, it is a problem, at least in the eyes of Chu Chen, both of them should be good people.

"It's not." Ying Xiaoice shook his head, his face flashing with self-deprecation, "I want to ask, if I return to Cheng Yu's side, do you say that I am the most despicable and immoral person in the world?" Xia Yue helped me a lot, Grandma Xia is also very cute, the people of the Xia family are actually very good to me, if I want to divorce Xia Yue, do you think I will be struck by lightning. ”

I think so.

After all, for a person like her who has had a "criminal record", only Xia Yue will tolerate her so much, love her, and cherish her.

"If I give up someone who loves me so much, if I leave him, I think I will regret it in the future. However, I don't love him, I really don't love him, and the person in my heart is still the bastard who has deceived me for so many years. ”

If it weren't for her deep love, if Cheng Yu wasn't unforgettable in her heart, she wouldn't have lived better than died in those years.

Chu Chen could understand Ying Xiaoice's mood, and her wavering mood was as if she was hovering between Shan Jun and Nie Lingzhuo, and she didn't know what to do.

"This question, Xiaoice, no one can help you, except for your own heart, do you really understand your own heart? Maybe you love Chengyu very much, but he is not suitable for you, the work he is engaged in, maybe not what you can imagine, you will still have contradictions in the future, just like me and Nie Lingzhuo, we love each other, but it is not suitable. ”

"But Xia Yue is different, he loves you the most, loves you the most, and can give you the most love and warmth, if you are with him, you must be carefree, and being loved is undoubtedly the happiest."

At this moment, Chu Chen deeply realized that marrying the person you love is sometimes not the most correct thing......