Chapter 55 A life of goodness and a life of evil, a life of enlightenment and a life of regret

Bai Ling, Chen Shanjin still has a sunny day, for the people he is familiar with, Huang Chen has set a ban, making his six senses undetectable. There is also a Xiaoya, Huang Chen doesn't know how to face this feeling, so he also closes his divine sense detection.

Knowing who it was, Huang Chen calmed down a lot, and he didn't look back after opening the door: "My friends drank too much, I'll send them back to the room first, and then it doesn't matter if you want to kill me." ”

Huang Chen let Xiaoya hold him hostage with a gun, sent Bai Ling and Qingtian back to the room, and covered the quilt.

Huang Chen finished all this, turned around calmly, and looked at Xiao Ya, whose eyes were already crying to edema: "For so long, I seem to be worthy of everyone except you, and it doesn't seem too difficult for me to be killed by you." ”

Originally, when Xiaoya saw Huang Chen go home with two drunk women, her heart was already cold enough that she could pull the trigger without hesitation in the next second, but when Huang Chen's slow voice entered her ears, her heart began to tremble and ripple.

Xiaoya: "Why? My dad believes in you so much, why?"

Huang Chen pointed to the sunny day where she drank too much and slept to death: "She is two years younger than you, originally like you, ready to study abroad, and then her father was persecuted by the Nanxing Gang to the point that the family was ruined, her mother remarried, and she was captured by the Nanxing Gang, and lived a life like an animal that was worse than death." This kind of thing happens every day in the Nanxing Gang, I really can't sit idly by, I don't think I'm wrong, but I just betrayed Uncle Wang's trust and let your father spend the rest of his life in prison, I don't want to and don't need to apologize, it's meaningless to you, so you can shoot. ”

Xiao Ya's cold eyes shone with water, and after sobbing twice, tears finally came out, and her tone was desperate and heartbreaking: "I miss you like crazy every day, I also think about eating, I also think about it before I go to bed, log in to the game and pray that your account can be online, count how many days there are before I can return to China, thinking about what clothes I will wear next time I see you and what to say, do you know how much I like you?"

Huang Chen: "I try to keep my distance from you, I know that I will hurt you sooner or later, feelings are not within my control, I can't help you." ”

Xiaoya put down the gun and sat on the ground: "You are all the people I love the most, why do you want to do this, as long as I have the two of you with me, I will feel that I am the luckiest." After you betrayed your father, I wanted to kill you, but when I came to see you, I still couldn't help but wear the clothes you said were beautiful, and I had nothing left. ”

Huang Chen didn't speak, and he didn't know what to say, just handed over a piece of paper.

Xiao Ya raised her head and looked at Huang Chen, with warmth in her eyes: "Can you hug me?" ”

Huang Chen sat cross-legged next to Xiao Ya, and then gently reached out and grabbed Xiao Ya's shoulders and let Xiao Ya lean on him.

Xiao Ya said with a dull gaze: "It turns out that it is so reassuring to be held by someone you like." ”

After speaking, Xiaoya picked up the gun on the ground and slowly pointed it at her head.

Huang Chen snatched the gun lightly, and said to Xiao Xiaoya: "We can't be so selfish in life, Uncle Wang is not as sad in prison as you think, Uncle Wang has never been as relieved and idle as he is now for so many years, if you live well, he will be more at ease to atone for his mistakes, I also hope that you can live well, shouldn't people live as they want to be?"

Xiaoya thought about it for a long time in Huang Chen's arms, Huang Chen drove the motorcycle to send Xiaoya to the door of the house, and no one knew that Wang Scar's villa was here, so it was not seized by the police.

Xiao Ya stood at the door and turned to Huang Chen and said, "Let's not see each other again in the future, I will atone for my father's sins well, and I will live as you want." ”

When Huang Chen got home, Qingtian Jiu had already woken up a little, so he came to the living room to drink water, and after seeing Huang Chen, he squinted his eyes and shook his head and said, "Brother Chen, get up so early? I really drank too much yesterday, I seem to have dreamed that a woman is going to kill you." ”

Huang Chen: "Hurry up and continue to rest, you should really drink too much." ”

On a sunny day, Bai Ling's last request to himself made Huang Chen lie on the bed and lose sleep for the first time, Bai Ling made Huang Chen think that women were more difficult to understand than ghosts, but they didn't need a demigod martial body, nor did they need six senses, just a hug of them made Huang Chen incomprehensible.

After that, Huang Chen went to the Earthquake Bureau every day to clock in and go to work, and he didn't know what he was responsible for, so he only needed to sit and read for a few hours every day, and then get off work, which made Huang Chen feel very embarrassed to take this salary.

After Chen Shanjin handed over his work, he went up the mountain, and Huang Chen insisted on sending Chen Shanjin to the Taoist temple when he went down, and went to visit the old Taoist who answered him by the way.

When climbing the mountain with Chen Shanjin, Huang Chen felt refreshed, since Huang Chen left this Taoist temple, this simple village, the things he encountered, the air he breathed made Huang Chen feel slightly turbid.

The weather was just the right amount of cloudiness, not like it was going to rain, but the sun was not scorching, and looking up or down into the distance of the mountains, there was a faint mist. Although the mountain road is a bit rugged, so that the uppers of the two are stained with some mud, the hearts of the two people who are chatting while walking are transparent and clear.

Chen Shanjin was carrying some necessities for life, his breathing was a little disordered, and his steps were a little heavy, but his spirit was very good: "I don't know what Master is cultivating now, I feel that I am still a little late when I go up the mountain." ”

Huang Chen: "You really think it's never too late to realize it, in my eyes you are already very good, what you have is not something that ordinary people say can be put down." ”

Chen Shanjin said with a smile: "At the beginning, I wanted to go down the mountain to verify some of the truth that the master said about the world, although I never doubted it, but the master still said that I had to experience it myself in order to be considered empathetic, so I went down the mountain, I didn't expect that by virtue of diligence, loyalty, and thinking, I went so far, I went down the mountain at the age of sixteen, and I was already in my fifties when I returned here." ”

Huang Chen: "How old is Dao Chief?"

Chen Shanjin shook his head: "I don't know what the realm of the path of immortality that Master cultivates, but when I went down the mountain, Master was about fifty or sixty years old, and I went up the mountain every year to see Master, and Master never changed." ”

Huang Chen: "That should be at least the cultivation of Jindan, you have been down the mountain for so long, I am afraid it will take a long time to adapt to the quiet and inactive life when you go up the mountain this time." ”

Chen Shanjin: "Hidden in the city to cultivate forbearance and humiliation, what else do I need to endure and humiliate now under the mountain?" I was wrong and right, the life under the mountain has no room for improvement for me, I had a decision to increase the construction cost of a development zone by seven percent, and then the cost increase caused by my mistake was all paid by the consumer, at that time I found that I had deviated from the original intention of wanting to build Xiangsha City, I was competing with the people for profit, so although I was wrong, but I also realized, I have done everything that should be done, and it is not meaningful to continue. ”