This night was the first time I stood on the top floor of the "Tulip" hotel and looked at the city of Nanjing, I saw countless crisscrossing roads and people busy in the thousands of lights, and my presence, in this grand scene, was completely unimportant.

Although I won't really see it, there must be someone in the hospital in pain at the moment, and there must be someone lying in bed enjoying the raw pleasure of ********, and I am a little lonely and lonely at best, but the cigarette has been with me like an old man, so I don't have much to complain about.

When a cigarette was about to be smoked, the mobile phone finally rang on the cabinet at hand, and it was Chen Yi who replied to my message, she said: "After we have been apart for so long, you can still treat me as a friend and talk about your own thoughts, I am really happy...... Hearing the news that you and Jin Qiu are going to get engaged, I feel even happier for you, because even if it is me, I will feel safe when I hear the name Jin Qiu, and this is the best she can give you, you must cherish it. ”

I read this message several times, and gradually understood what Chen Yi meant, maybe the most suitable marriage is to take what you need, and love is just the embellishment and pain that will inevitably occur in youth, and it should not be confused with marriage.

In the end, a thousand words were just turned into a "thank you" and returned to the woman who was my childhood sweetheart, and the real night, for me, had just arrived, but there was a spring rain outside that would make the whole city lonely.

The floor-to-ceiling windows that occupy half of the wall gradually became wet with the rain, and I stood by the window until I wiped the water from the glass, and I saw a woman in a red trench coat walking towards the hotel lobby with a transparent umbrella in the distance.

I don't believe it's a hallucination, and besides, she has a concert in Nanjing next week, and she will definitely come over in advance to adapt to the venue and rehearsals, so it's not surprising that she came to Nanjing, and it's strange that she stayed in the "Tulip Hotel". I don't believe that to this day, she is still remembered here.

I just watched calmly, seeing that she and I were staying in the same hotel, but there was no need to see each other.

When she was completely out of sight, I opened all the windows in front of the armrest. The next moment, I realized how fierce this unexpected rain was, it not only wet the world, but also extinguished the fire in my heart...... However, it could not extinguish the fire that changed everything a few years ago......

At this moment, I can still see the commercial building that we have made into a piano shop in the distance. Gradually...... I heard the sirens blaring, and everyone on the lookers was eager to extinguish the fire, but it mercilessly burned my love, my career, my youth...... I desperately wanted to rush into the fire to rescue my lover, but I was trapped by the whole world......

"Bang!" I slammed the window down, sat back on the couch in a panic, and wiped all the rain off my face, but I couldn't help myself from the fire......

I knew that all the sensations just now were fake, that it had only happened two years ago, but when the pain came back again, it was still so real...... And I can't knock on her door!

I don't know what she will do at this moment, whether she has fallen asleep peacefully, or if she has seen the burned commercial building over and over again, like me!

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Although I woke up from my sleep that night, I still woke up early the next morning, and then bought fruit and went to Nanjing Zijin Hospital.

The person I want to visit is Wu Lei, a former people's policeman, who has not woken up since he was in a car accident two years ago. As early as more than a year ago, he had been judged by doctors to be in a vegetative state, although he had not given up treatment, but there was no obvious curative effect, while his family and girlfriend had paid a great financial price, and his life was becoming more and more difficult.

Before going to the hospital, I withdrew 100,000 yuan from the bank and planned to give it to his fiancée Gu Lin, and this is the only thing I can do now.

In the past two years, every time I visited Wu Lei, my heart was extremely heavy, because I witnessed the car accident with my own eyes and watched a fresh life become dim. What's even more terrifying is that to this day, I don't know if this was a deliberate plan or an accident.

When I entered the ward, Gu Lin happened to be there, and she was massaging Wu Lei's legs to prevent muscle atrophy. She is really a great woman, because for more than a year, even Wu Lei's mother has persuaded her not to waste her youth on Wu Lei anymore, but she is still by Wu Lei's side every day.

I didn't rush to give her the money, just put the fruit at the head of the bed and asked her, "Is he showing any signs of improvement?" ”

Gu Lin shook her head, and she replied: "It's still the same as before, the hospital has already suggested that you don't waste medical resources anymore and go home to recuperate...... However, I still want to try again, and after two years of waiting, I can't just get this result. ”

I nodded, but I didn't know what to say, not even words of comfort, because she didn't need comfort anymore because she was stoic.

After a moment of silence, I took the hot towel from her hand and began to help Wu Lei wipe his body, which is what I always do every time I come.

At this time, Gu Lin would stand by the window for a while, just looking at the lawn behind the square and losing his mind...... I know she's feeling bad.

"Jiangqiao ......"

I stopped what I was doing, looked at her in some surprise, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Her lips opened and closed several times before she whispered, "...... You say, Wu Lei, will he still wake up? ”

"There is little hope...... Are you shaken? ”

Gu Lin shook her head, but her expression was extremely confused, and in this confused state, I saw the fragility and sadness of this Iron Lady for the first time.

After a long time, she finally said to me: "In the past two years, the pressure on my body is too great, and no one around me supports me in doing this, including my parents, who have talked to me again and again, and they used to just reason with me, but the most recent time was to use family affection as a bargaining chip to ask me to leave Wu Lei." They said that if I still insisted on going my own way, they would no longer recognize me as a daughter......" Speaking of this, Gu Lin's voice was a little choked. After a while, she said again: "But Jiang Qiao, if even I give up...... Wu Lei, who else can he count on? ”

My mood has become extremely heavy, because man is really an animal that is very good at pursuing advantages and avoiding disadvantages, so in this real world, it is really extremely difficult to make such a perseverance, this difficulty not only comes from the pressure of public opinion, but also the suffering of human nature, and these have been encountered by Gu Lin.

"Gu Lin, I don't know if that's right...... But I still want to tell you: if one day, you really make the decision to leave, no one will blame you, including Wu Lei...... Because you have the right to pursue your own happiness, and in these two years, you have done your best! ”

Gu Lin looked back at Wu Lei, who was lying on the hospital bed, and finally chose to be silent. At this time, I took out the document bag from my backpack, handed it to her and said, "I went to the bank to withdraw some money when I came, you can keep it...... Although it can't help much, it can solve urgent needs when necessary. ”

Gu Lin refused to take it from my hand, she replied: "Jiang Qiao, in the past two years, every time you come to see Wu Lei, you will give as little as 20,000 or as much as 50,000 or 60,000, but you also have a life, and we don't want to drag you down anymore...... You also don't have to put the blame for the crash on yourself, we really don't blame you! ”

"Take it, like you said, if we all give up if we really stay by Wu Lei's side to help, who else can he count on?"

Gu Lin still shook her head very resolutely, and she replied: "Jiangqiao, I really can't collect this money anymore, because at this stage, there is no shortage of money for treatment here." If I accept this money from you again, the nature will change, because I will feel that I am taking advantage of Wu Lei's illness to illegally collect money! ”

I was a little surprised and asked, "How do you say that?" ”

Gu Lin pushed away the file bag I handed her again, and then replied, "A few days ago, a woman who claimed to be your friend came to visit Wu Lei...... She left us 200,000 at one time, and this money has basically not been touched much, how can I collect your money now. ”

I was even more surprised when I asked, "Who?" ”

"She didn't leave a name...... But because of my profession, I pay close attention to people's physical features...... If I'm not mistaken, she should be the Xiao Ai you've been looking for...... I once saw the photos on her profile when I was investigating the case, and although there have been some slight changes in her temperament and body shape after two years, I can still tell that it is her ......."

My heart was pounding, and countless thoughts and speculations took over my brain. Why, Xiao Ai came to see this Wu Lei, who didn't have much to do with her? And why did she leave such a large sum of money, and where did she get it? As far as I know, she has not really become famous, and she is in the stage of being squeezed by the company, so she is not financially well-off.

After taking a heavy breath, I asked Gu Lin again, "What else did she say besides giving money?" ”

Maybe because this was what happened recently, Gu Lin didn't remember much, so she replied: "Her thoughts are different from ordinary people...... When everyone persuaded me to leave Wu Lei, she persuaded me that I must not give up Wu Lei at this time, even if I wanted to give up, it would be on the day when Wu Lei really passed away...... In addition, when she left, she also left me a contact information, saying that if we have financial difficulties, she will definitely do her best to help us, but only if we don't give up......"

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