I hastened to reply, "Of course welcome, warmly welcome." But next time, don't run away like this, a big girl's family is not afraid of other people's gossip. ”

"Cut!" Sakura gave me a blank look and said, "How can there be so much gossip, let's talk about it." Who dares to say that Brother Dong doesn't clean him up. ”

I smiled, a little helpless, and asked her to sit on the bed, and went to the cupboard myself to take out a bottle of Collector's Edition Red Bull and handed it to her. She took it and put it aside!

Then he winked at me and asked, "Hey, I'm here to talk to you, aren't you curious about what to talk about?" ”

I said nonchalantly, "It doesn't really matter what we talk about. Anyway, it's all a boredom! ”

Some things happen and I can't pretend to be nothing. The recent meltdown, although a little better, is more boring.

"Yes!" Sakura was also a little sentimental, and then asked me, "I just want to ask how you feel about Murong Xue now." ”

In fact, this is what I am most afraid of, and my only worry is that Sakura will ask me something about Murong Xue. Now I'm sensitive to this kind of topic!

"It feels good, she's a good classmate, she's a good friend of mine. Regardless of previous suspicions, a very cute girl? I replied with a smile.

"Oh!" Sakura nodded, "And how do you feel about her?" Is that heartbeat feeling still there? Don't want her to be your girlfriend yet? ”

"Huh?!" At the time, I was still stunned, although I thought about it at first, but I didn't expect Sakura to be so direct and straight to the point.

"I didn't think about these things, I think there are things that are missed. It can never be recovered! "I think I'm a little incoherent, and the nervousness I haven't felt in a long time has returned.

Sakura smiled and said, "What do you mean by missing something?" This sentence is not right, some things are missed, and they can be retrieved through their own efforts. Just tell me, do you still like Murong Xue? ”

I licked my lips and said embarrassedly: "No one doesn't like Murong Xue, she is so beautiful and cute, but I don't deserve to like her now." You also know about me and Jiaojiao! ”

I was also thinking about these questions when I was sleeping these days, and after comparing them, I found that there was really a distance between me and Murong Xue. I'm bad in every way now!

"Oh, that's right." Sakura stood up at this point and said, "Originally, I thought that if you still like her, I can help, but now it seems." There's no need for it, you don't dare to face your feelings, I'm idle and it's okay to be hurt. ”

I knew Sakura was motivating me by saying this, but my inferiority complex came at this point. I didn't understand Jiaojiao before, but now I fully understand this feeling. It turns out that the obstacle in my heart is the most terrible thing.

"Sakura-chan!" I grabbed her and said, "I know you are for our good, but now Murong Xue is just a goddess in my heart." I don't dare to expect anything from her, can you understand? ”

"I don't understand your heart, but I understand that you have to dare to fight for what you really like!" Sakura said indifferently, "Before, when you were with Jiaojiao, you couldn't continue to undo your mistakes, but now you can do it completely on your own." Think for yourself, I won't say more! ”

After saying this, Sakura left, and it was raining a lot outside. I sat helplessly on the bed, holding my temples with both hands. The words that Sakura said to me echoed in my mind, and I had expectations and Murong Xue continued again, because in order to live up to Jiaojiao, I wiped out the thoughts in my heart. Now I do have a choice, but the goddess-like Murong Xue, am I still worthy of pursuing it back?

Originally, I didn't dare to imagine it at all, but after Sakura's words, it really touched me. Stuck in three, I still want to try it and see what she thinks in her heart.

When the rain was a little lighter, I ran into the classroom. Wang Xin was not there at that time, so I didn't know why he went. Yan Yuchen also slept on the table, maybe he was a little tired these days.

The next class was PE because it was raining and I couldn't go outside. Generally, in this case, the squad leader organizes self-study, and Wang Xin is gone. I'll be in charge, and I'll review it for everyone. I was still very nervous and came to Murong Xue!

She smiled at me and asked, "What's wrong?" Something! ”

I smiled awkwardly and said, "I want to study hard, but I don't know where to start, I want to ask you for advice, okay?" I don't know if you have time! ”

I don't speak very well, but at least I can express the meaning clearly, and now I feel like there's something wrong with what I'm saying. After thinking about it for a long time, I made up a reason why I want to study!

Murong Xue blinked her eyes and asked me, "Do you really want to study?" But it seems to be a little difficult! After all, you've fallen behind for the whole semester, and if you really want to study, you'll have to make up for it. ”

"Huh?!" I touched my head in embarrassment, "Then I won't study." ”

At this time, Murong Xue stood up and said to me, "Don't stop learning, although it's difficult, there is still hope, you can bring your book." ”

Sakura was sleeping on her desk, but when she saw my actions, she smiled at me. Ran straight to my seat and went to sleep, and left me here.

When I sat with Murong Xue again, my heart was a very wonderful feeling, but she didn't think much about it, and took a pencil to sketch some of it in the book for me. And then he said to me, that's pretty much it.

I nodded, looked at her and said, "Can I ask you a few questions?" ”

"Hmm!" Murong Xue smiled and said, "Of course you can." ”

"It's not about studying above, it's about some other problems." I clarified.

"It's all right!"

Murong Xue replied naturally, staring at me at the same time. I wasn't nervous yet, but now I'm nervous again.

"I'm just asking, what do you think of me now? Compared with your previous impression of me, what is it like! ”

It took me a lot of effort to say these things. After Murong Xue listened, her eyes rolled several times. He said to me, "You are a lot more mature now than you were before. In the past, you were always face-loving, always impulsive, and a little immature in your thinking. Looking at it now, my personality has changed very well, and I have a lot better in life. ”

Hearing her say this, I was really happy in my heart, because I could see from the words that she liked me more now.

"Then do you like me before, or do you like me now!" I asked cheekily.

"This" Murong Xue said a little tangled, "It's okay, you are my classmate, no matter what, I like it." ”

"Let me assume a question, if you had to choose a boyfriend, would you choose me like the one you used before, or the me you are now?" I continued to ask stubbornly, in fact, my heart should be beating more than 100 per minute now.

Murong Xue continued to wink at me and asked me, "Why are you asking this question?" ”

"Oh," I was embarrassed, "that's what I just thought of by accident, and you don't have to answer." ”

Murong Xue muttered and said, "If I had to choose, I wouldn't choose these two people." ”

"Huh?!" Hearing her say this made me feel even more embarrassed. At the same time, I am a little lost, I am still here thinking about this and that. It turns out that Murong Xue doesn't like me anymore!

Seeing that my expression was a little ugly, Murong Xue continued to ask me, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's fine!" I grinned, "I just feel so bad." ”

Murong Xue continued to say to me: "How can it be, what you just said is a hypothetical problem, that is, it does not exist. So I don't want to choose! ”

I continued to smile at her and stood up, because I thought she might have said the latter out of my pride. In fact, she has no feelings for me anymore, it seems that it is really the same sentence, once you miss something, you will miss it forever.