In the room, under some yellowish lights, some pictures of the past poured into my mind like flowing water that opened the floodgates, and I saw the water of the waterfall flowing upstream; Dandelion seeds float back from afar, clustering into the shape of an umbrella; The sun rises in the west and sets in the east...... I knelt down at the table, and Yang Jin, who was wearing an apron, brought me two hard-boiled eggs, she peeled the shells for me, asked me to eat slowly, and then began to look at my exam papers again. When I was 8 years old, I didn't seem to understand the world, and I had just started my third grade, and I relied on her very much, and I felt that she was my whole world, so it was not so strange for this mother to forget the loneliness of the past 20 years. Because some pictures have melted into my blood, but many times, I don't want to think about it.

Yang Jin, who had tears in her eyes, finally opened her mouth, but she said it to Xiao Ai, she asked: "What position do you use to comment on the matter between our mother and son?" ”

Xiao Ai looked at me and replied, "You don't recognize me now, so you reject me; But have you ever thought that Jiang Qiao also repels you because he doesn't approve of you, so he is not willing to move out of his son's position to persuade you to go to the hospital for treatment until now...... Whose sorrow do you think this is? ……”

After a slight pause, Xiao Ai said again: "I think this is the sadness given to you by a strong subjective consciousness, because you have the most shrewd eyes in the world, but you are unwilling to take a good look at the softest place in each other's hearts, but do you really need to care about so many gains and losses between mother and son?" …… Whether your disapproval of me is temporary or for a lifetime, unless I die, I will eventually marry Jiang Qiao one day and give birth to a child for her, and you are the child's grandmother, and the child will call you grandma soon...... You can try to put your mood into this picture that will definitely come true, and see if you still reject me sitting in front of you like I do now? ”

This time, Yang Jin chose to be silent, but her face was already moving.

Xiao Ai struck while the iron was hot and continued: "On some levels, there is indeed a big gap between me and Jin Qiu...... But Auntie, you also have to face it, I am the woman who has the least requirements for Jiang Qiao in the world, and I am also the woman with the highest requirements, all I want is that he can always love me, which is really difficult to do, but Jiang Qiao did it, so I have to be with him, because I also love him, and the mutual contribution between us is the purest, do you think there is a more reliable relationship than this? …… And after going through so many winds and waves, Jiang Qiao and I don't dare to say how much we can contribute, but the ability to run a small family is definitely there...... Can you also let go of the biggest obsession of your life and try to come into our little home? …… Although it doesn't have much, but there will be your sons and daughters-in-law, your daughters and sons-in-law, will those extraneous wealth and fame really be more important than family harmony? ”

Yang Jin's eyes finally softened when she looked at Xiao Ai, she sighed first, and then replied: "What you said, I can admit that it makes sense." And I don't approve of you being with Jiang Qiao, because both of you have a secluded side in your personalities, so your values will be so easy to unify. However, when you look back at the years you have passed, do you really not realize that you have problems? Society is not as tolerant as you think...... You need to have a higher sense of social responsibility. In other words, you must have the ability to distinguish between interests, so that you can truly pursue advantages and avoid disadvantages......"

After saying this, Yang Jin kept looking at Xiao Ai, and said after a while: "I know a little bit about the situation of Jinding Real Estate, I think you have chosen the worst time." If you take a wrong step in these intricate interests, you will give your dad a little less hope of retaking charge of the group in the future, and I am definitely not alarmist, but I am definitely not alarmist, but I have given you advice based on so many years of experience in shopping malls. ”

Xiao Ai just smiled, and then replied, "Auntie, you are worried again." I think when my dad decided to transfer the shares of the company to me, he was ready to accept any outcome in his own heart...... No matter how bad it is, how bad can it be? It's not bad to live and die, right? But life and death are what Jiang Qiao and I have been experiencing in the past two years...... I don't know why, Jiang Qiao and I have looked down on many things at this age, but why can't you see it? …… If the so-called sense of social responsibility makes a person have no time to see a doctor, then such a sense of responsibility should not be ......"

Saying that, Xiao Ai looked at me again, and then said: "Jiang Qiao, it's time for you to make a statement, I think that at this time, you, as the son of your aunt, have the right to make some decisions for your aunt." ”

I nodded, on today's day that doesn't seem to be special, Xiao Ai is open to Yang Jin, and I, as her son, should tell her my inner thoughts. So, I said to her: "I have always lived a self-reliant life, so my least favorite word in my life is to beg, but today I want to beg you, please go to the hospital for treatment as soon as possible even if it is for me, okay?" I was basically the same as not having a father, so I couldn't accept the loss of my mother again...... In the past two days, I have also thought a lot for you from your point of view, and it is indeed not easy for you to come along the way, but because of this, you should cherish the future days even more...... Do you want to be like your grandmother, until the day when you completely close your eyes, and you don't know what it's like to be reunited as a family? ……”

Speaking of emotional places, my eyes also moistened, but this has nothing to do with cowardice, I just miss my grandmother, and I sympathize with Yang Jin's life. Although, my life is not much better than hers, but at least now, with Xiao Ai by my side, who has been waiting for me back, my future can be magnified, and then full of expectations.

After a pause, I said, "If you are willing to receive treatment, no matter in a foreign country or in a city in China, I am willing to accompany you until the day you are well." As for your group, you can leave it to Jin Qiu to take care of it...... I don't think this is an adventure, because even Xiao Ai has the courage to take over Jinding Real Estate, not to mention the experienced Jin Qiu, she must have the ability to take care of all the properties under your name for you......"

Speaking of this, I thought of Jin Qiu's resolute appearance, and I was inexplicably full of confidence in her, so I said again: "If you want, I will make an appointment with Jin Qiu now, let her go back to Nanjing tomorrow, and you can talk openly and honestly face to face...... It's been two years, and I haven't been able to fall in love with her, but I have believed in her...... She won't cheat our family, not to mention that there are Uncle Jin and Aunt Luo behind her, although we haven't been able to get married, but we are already like a family! ”

Yang Jin looked at me, as if he still had a trace of concern in his heart......

I also looked at her, and the image of her carrying my schoolbag and telling me to study hard came to my mind. Although I am not yet thirty years old, those emotions that have been buried in my heart for more than 20 years suddenly burst out at this life-and-death moment, and I finally trembled and shouted: "Mom, you just listen to me once, okay?" ”

Suddenly, in the small room, time seemed to stand still, until tears fell from Yang Jin's eyes, and time seemed to begin to move again with a dignified and warm attitude......

"Jiangqiao...... My son! ”

For more than 20 years, I faced up to my mother-son relationship with Yang Jin for the first time, and I also felt the temperature of her arms for the first time...... I remembered the night before she left Nanjing, when she held me in her arms and cried for a long time...... What changed was her mood, and on that heavy night, all her pain stemmed from the reluctance to be separated; But at this moment, the joy is the regain of family affection......

I don't hate her anymore, I just want to spend more time with her.

She finally nodded to me and said, "I will go to Shenzhen to deal with some things, and I will definitely rush back to Nanjing before this weekend, and then receive good treatment here until the day I recover!" ”

Xiao Ai and I glanced at each other, and we both saw a kind of relaxation after the stone fell to the ground in each other's eyes, and companionship is the best way to comfort the world. Fortunately, now that I have done it, I will not owe anything to Xiao Ai or Yang Jin.

At this time, Xiao Ai suggested again: "Auntie, I think you should go to a foreign country with a higher level of medical care for treatment, and he will definitely accompany you wherever you go to Jiangqiao." ”

Yang Jin shook his head and replied: "It's in Nanjing, I feel at ease when I stay in Nanjing...... Although my disease sounds terrible, the medical level in China is fully capable of curing it, so there is no need to go far. ”

……

It was almost twelve o'clock when Xiao Ai and I left the "Tulip Hotel". When we breathed in the fresh air outside, Xiao Ai and I subconsciously looked up at the sky, and we saw a lot of stars, like new lives, winking at us.

Xiao Ai let out a long "exhale", then patted his chest with his hand, and said with relief: "It's really good that this kind of burden is getting less and less, I really hope that Auntie can recover soon, maybe her mentality will change differently at that time, and she is willing to fade out of the mall, and then walk into our lives little by little...... It was the best to be able to enjoy! ”

I watched her look full of anticipation, and once again felt the kindness that came from her heart. Although she has not been able to completely let go of Yuan Zhen's death, she has already forgiven Yang Jin in her heart...... I think this is the great wisdom that comes from going deep into life. ”

I smiled and replied to her, "It's hard to say whether the illness can change her values...... But there's one thing that will turn her around. ”

Xiao Ai looked at me with great curiosity and asked, "What's the matter?" ”

"Hurry up and give her a grandchild...... You've been in contact with her a few times, you know what kind of person she is, and you know what impresses her the most. ”