Chapter 689: I Am Straight
Ann was curious about what Su Jingting promised Su Yanzhi's mother. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info let him stick to it for so many years, and it seems that he has never heard of Su Jingting's romances when he was young.
Su Jingting was not taboo, and said frankly: "I promise to raise my son well." ”
Su Jingting's answer made An feel a little surprised. I didn't expect his promise to be this. If this is the case, now that Su Yanzhi and Su Haoxuan have grown up, Su Jingting's promise should have been fulfilled. So, is he finally free to live for himself now? No wonder Su Jingting has not looked for other women for so many years, he knows that it is difficult to be a stepmother, and he understands better than anyone what most women are marrying him, the richest man in Zhonghai.
Su Jingting seemed to see what An Xin was thinking, and he spoke again: "At first, I thought that such a promise would be easy to make, raise my son well, and when they reach adulthood at the age of eighteen, they will be able to complete the task." But later I found out that things were far from being as simple as I imagined. Haoxuan's body you know, he is only getting better this year. In other words, although he is the eldest son, his personality is calmer than Haoxuan, and he doesn't seem to need me to bother, but it is precisely because he has his own ideas that it is more worrying. With the same idea, Haoxuan may just think about it, in other words, dare to think and dare to do it. ”
"You are a father and a mother at the same time, and it is also hard." Ann's words are sincere.
"Hard work or not, this must be faced. Since the child is born, he has to take this responsibility. Su Jingting said.
The speaker has no intention, but the listener has a heart. Is he accusing Ann of being ruthless and unrighteous in treating his children? She was pregnant with Su Jingting Qian Jing, and within a few years, she was messing around in the bar again and became pregnant with Qian Ying. If it weren't for the fact that she was good friends with her best friend when she was young, and she married Mr. Qian, but found out that she couldn't have children, Ann wouldn't be so relieved to entrust her two daughters to her.
Now, the two daughters have not been able to live well in this world, is it really that she is too incompetent as a mother?
No.
Everyone has their own mission to come to this world, she has been emotional, and she also wants a family of three to be happy, but after Su Jingting's wife had an accident, the promise and marriage that she thought would come did not come, but made Su Jingting completely clear the line with her. The mature man who used to be extremely fond of her was cold overnight. She proposed to let Qian Jing return to the Su family to recognize her ancestors and return to her ancestors, after all, it was the blood of the Su family. But Su Jingting said that the Su family would not accept it. Since his grandfather's generation, he has been particularly concerned about marital fidelity, and he can't let outsiders know that he has an illegitimate daughter outside.
Such a result broke An's heart.
In a fit of rage, she changed from Ai Ling to Ann and went to Italy. But he was deeply depressed, and finally whispered. Luckily, she was saved by Dr. Wade's assistant. By mistake, in the process of being treated, he seemed to have figured out a lot of things at once, and he was also caught by Wade and became his first apprentice to lead in person.
Later, when Su Yanzhi also went abroad, he didn't know An. That was almost twenty years ago. Ann didn't say much, as if nothing had happened, and they got along with each other for so many years.
I thought that some things would pass forever, but I didn't expect that those scars that had not healed, no matter how young they were, would be tossed up.
Past emotions and memories flashed through Ann's mind, and before she came here, she was a little nervous and a little throbbing.
Women are more affectionate than men, and they have been since ancient times. If the current Su Jingting really made a move against An, she would not have the confidence to resist it. Of course, it's about the emotional aspect.
But she felt that she was really thinking too much.
"So, you called me out today to talk about your son?" Ann smiled a little reluctantly.
Su Jingting nodded: "I hope you let him go." ”
"Hah!" An couldn't help laughing, turned her eyes to look at the street lamp outside the window, hugged her arms and sneered: "You really look up to me, what do you want me to let him go?" ”
Turning his head, his eyes stared directly at Su Jingting, who was sitting opposite, and continued: "Su Jingting, in your heart, I am a heinous old witch, right?" ”
"That's not what I meant." Su Jingting saw An's emotional ups and downs, and he wanted to explain.
Ann didn't give him a chance to explain, interrupted him, and continued to himself: "I ruined your family and killed your wife. It's almost because of that daughter who shouldn't have been born, causing you to lose your family's reputation and turn your back on your ancestors. Maybe you still think that you are following Wade, and I am making trouble behind it. ”
"I'm not ......"
"Then it wasn't enough for me to hurt you, but now I'm going to hurt your son again. If I can't hurt Su Haoxuan, I will hurt Su Yanzhi, and if I can't hurt Su Yanzhi, I will attack the woman he cares about the most. Right? ”
Su Jingting's face was also a little ugly: "Ai Ning, calm down." ”
"I'm calm? I'm calm. The most uncool thing about me was when I was seventeen years old and fell in love with a scumbag and gave birth to a child for this scumbag. In the end, I tore my heart apart, and I don't know how I got along the way. As she spoke, there was already a cry in her voice.
An is not a person who loves to cry, the last time she cried in her memory was thirty years ago, she held Qian Jing and begged Su Jingting to give their mother and daughter a home, but Su Jingting didn't even dare to see each other once. They all said that Su Jingting didn't love his wife, and there were also rumors that his marriage was just the order of his parents, just for the Su Group's status in Zhonghai. An believed it at the time, and she even narcissistically believed that Su Jingting's favorite woman was him. It's just that because of his identity and his family, there is no way to do what he wants.
But now I realize how outrageous I have been wrong all these years.
For so many years, she has always felt that feelings are the most hurtful, because even if two people have feelings, they may not be able to go to the end. And now? Reality slapped her hard, and she was stunned. An had an impulse to ask a stupid question, did Su Jingting ever love her? Even if it's only for a moment, has he ever loved? Or is it that his special habit of liking minors, just like the patients Ann has seen over the years, is just a mental illness that has nothing to do with personal feelings.
"I'm a little tired and want to go back and rest." Ann didn't want to say anything more. Although his attitude just now was a little hysterical, Su Jingting did not bring even the slightest comfort. He didn't care about her, never cared.
So the most hurtful thing in the world is not feelings, but self-righteousness. The only thing that can hurt oneself is one's own thoughts. As a well-known psychologist in the field of psychology, why does Ann ignore even this basic truth?
She's too persistent.
"I hope you'll think about what I've said. The things of the past, let it pass, don't torture yourself. It's innocent, he just wants to live a simple life with his beloved, and I hope you can do it. Su Jingting watched An stand up, and he added.
Ann didn't respond, and the action didn't stop. Turning around and stepping on her favorite pair of red high heels, she walked outside the café with a sense of escape.
"Ai Ning." Su Jingting suddenly stopped her.
Ann thought she didn't care at all, but when she heard the name, her feet stopped very unhappily. There is a trace of expectation in my heart, will this man say anything to her?
Or, is he going to take her home? Even if it's the last ride.
The footsteps of the man behind him were getting closer and closer, and Ann's heart was beating faster and faster. Just when she couldn't bear to pull her legs and run, a hand reached out in front of her. Su Jingting smiled: "Your bag." ”
She will never forget how distant the smile was.
Never forget.
In the hospital, Su Yanzhi took the quilt from next door and returned to Mu Zaozao's ward. When he stood in the doorway, he subconsciously stopped and glanced at the stairs. Alertly sticking out his ears to listen, as if there was a sound. When he wanted to step over and take a look, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Lei Qiming walked out of it.
"You want to slip away again?" Lei Qiming's face was not good, he glared at the man in front of him angrily, and when he saw the quilt in Su Yanzhi's hand, Lei Qiming was curious: "What are you doing here?" ”
Thinking that he accidentally fell asleep on the sofa just now, Lei Qiming seemed to understand something, but he didn't quite believe it. Su Yanzhi would be so kind to bring him a quilt?
Su Yanzhi withdrew his gaze from the corner of the stairs, stuffed the quilt into Lei Qiming's arms, and returned to the ward without saying a word.
Lei Qiming was forced to hold the soft quilt and was a little distracted. Su Yanzhi really saw that he was asleep, and ran to bring him a quilt.
Turning around and going back to the ward, Lei Qiming looked at Su Yanzhi and asked, "Yanzhi, you are so good to me, won't you like me?" I'm straight. ”
Su Yanzhi glanced at Lei Qiming and didn't bother to pay attention to him. took off his shoes and went to Mu Zao's bed and squeezed into the same bed with her. Even though the bed was small, he wanted to sleep with her.
Lei Qiming was deflated, but he was still very happy in his heart. Su Yanzhi, an indifferent man, didn't expect that in addition to Mu Zaozao, he also had such a gentle side to his brothers. It's really rare.
The next day, before Su Yanzhi woke up from his sleep, he heard laughter outside the ward. Because he had to take care of Mu Zao, Su Yanzhi slept very lightly. The laughter was not loud, and it didn't make Mu Zaozao, but it still made Su Yanzhi frown unhappily.
He lifted the quilt lightly, got up from the bed, put on his shoes and left the ward.
Outside the ward, Lei Qiming, Lu Shen and Lei Ruan Qin were all laughing, and An Yichen stood aside coldly as usual. From time to time, he was playing with Chengcheng next to him, but when he saw Su Yanzhi coming out, he excitedly stepped forward and pounced on Su Yanzhi's thigh, and called sweetly: "Dad!" ”
Hearing the sound from time to time, everyone turned their heads to look at Su Yanzhi at the door of the ward.
Lei Qiming was the first to be silenced, knowing that his laughter just now had disturbed him. I just hope that Su Yanzhi won't ask why they are laughing.
Looking up at Su Yanzhi from time to time, his big curious eyes blinked, and asked, "Dad, did you really help Uncle Qiming get the quilt last night?" ”
Lei Qiming's face instantly darkened-
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Has this little devil fully inherited his father's nature?