Chapter 25: Break Up New
Yang Mianmian's idea is actually very simple and unreasonable, it can be said that it is impulsive, or it can be said that it has been prepared in advance.
She is not the slightest sure of what may happen in the future, but the only thing that is certain is that if something happens to her, Hu Yilin will definitely have the ability to wipe all traces clean.
It's like Yan Qing.
Yes, she has learned the truth from them through just a few contacts, Hu Yilin is the murderer of Yan Qing, he erased all clues, so that the police have no way to start.
When Zhou Dazhi killed Li Han, Wang Lu and other girls, he kept their clothes, but Hu Yilin disposed of all Yan Qing's belongings, and chopped up her body, boiled her skull, and left no clues.
He is more cruel and difficult to deal with than Zhou Dazhi.
Yang Mianmian thought about stepping on the brakes the moment she learned the truth, she could stay away from him, confident that she would not give him the opportunity to hurt herself, but if that happens, first, there is no guarantee that other people such as Wen Wen will become the next Yan Qing, and secondly, the police have no clues, whether Yan Qing's case will never be solved, and the murderer will always be at large.
She had a little sense of justice in her heart, and if she sat idly by and ignored it, she might feel uncomfortable.
In addition, she felt a little scared and nervous, but the excitement was also uncontrollable, and she found herself eager to challenge such difficulties.
She knows that she has a strong sense of competitiveness, just like although she doesn't care about the first grade and thinks that she can get it at her fingertips, she also has an obsession with this term, and feels that if Yang Mianmian takes the exam, it must be the first.
Yes, she's proud and conceited, and why not, she has that qualification.
And the more people like this, the more they like to be challenged, and difficult opponents will bring out their potential, as has been the case with many strong men throughout the ages.
After all, Yang Mianmian is only a seventeen-year-old girl, she is eager to try but inevitably worried, she feels nervous but also excited, this complex feeling makes her brain so excited that she can't sleep at night.
In the end, she decided to do so, just in case, she made an appointment with Jing Chu to talk tonight, she buried this clue, if something happened one day, she believed that Jing Chu would definitely remember her words today.
She trusted him, inexplicably.
The facts that followed fully confirmed that her instincts were right.
"Still, I think I'm going to win." She said this to the pirate, showing pride and conceit.
The "relationship" between her and Hu Yilin warmed up quickly, and both of them had goals for each other, so when the sycamore leaves fell all over the street in November, Hu Yilin had already tried to invite her home.
Yang Mianmian deliberately delayed for a few days before agreeing, but she didn't worry too much, the first time he went to his house, he would definitely not act rashly, he would do it when she completely let go of her guard.
Hu Yilin is a very, very cautious person, and even when their relationship is ambiguous, he hides himself well.
He treats her well, but he must treat others better, and if she behaves jealously, he will make excuses that "if we are discovered, we will be separated", and the appearance of thinking completely about their future makes her want to fool his great aunt.
The measures for warmth also failed, and in physical education class that day, Wen Wen specially pulled her into the corner, half showing off and half counterattacking: "You are, don't pester Teacher Hu anymore." The girl's eyebrows are filled with joy, but vaguely but still visible in the heart, warm is the kind of good girl who never speaks loudly to others, so as soon as the words threatening others come out, he will lose his confidence.
But Yang Mianmian's heart sank slightly when she listened, and the warm candy-colored hair rings sighed worriedly, and she was very dazed: "(โ_โ) Teacher Hu said that what he really likes is Xiaoxin, and you have been pestering him, what the hell is going on, I feel that my IQ is so anxious, is it swollen?" Will he hurt our Xiaoxin? โ
You better be a hair circle quietly, you don't understand the human world! Yang Mianmian's mood suddenly became worse, she felt that she was covered with blood, look, she put herself in, but she didn't expect to be able to keep the warmth away, but mixed in.
She underestimated Hu Yilin's confusion about girls, overestimated the IQ of girls in love, she usually looks like a very smart girl, and her grades have always been very good, but she didn't expect to fall into love and be blind.
Of course, she can complain about others so soberly, which can only prove that she doesn't love it.
The authorities are obsessed with bystanders, and this has been the case since ancient times.
But fortunately, the plan could not keep up with the changes, and from the beginning she was ready to adjust the battle plan at any time.
Warmth is not important, she has self-confidence, in front of herself, Hu Yilin's interest in warmth will not be high, she is his prey, as long as she is still there, there will be no danger to warmth.
She needs to be patient, waiting for him to dig a hole and bury himself, and before he can reveal his flaws, she still needs to play on the spot.
Now it seems that her acting skills are not bad. Yang Mianmian sat in the large fabric sofa at his home, as if he was engrossed in reading a book, but in fact, he was very distracted.
Hu Yilin sat opposite her, looking at her without reading, the sun shone on his face, making him more and more handsome and charming, and there was love in his peach blossom eyes.
Yang Mianmian glanced up at him, and quickly lowered his head, as if he felt embarrassed, and held his breath to hold his face red.
Hu Yilin's smile deepened, he felt that she was like a cautious rabbit, already on the edge of the trap, and he had to sniff it carefully.
The thought of how slender her neck was, as if it could be pinched at the touch of her hand, made his heart flutter.
No, no, it's not time yet, it's coming, bear with me a little longer. He said to himself that when the prey fell into the trap completely, it would be his feast of hunting.
Yang Mianmian smiled at him on her face, she had already spit on him a hundred and eighty times in her heart, so she wouldn't like such a perverted man.
What kind of man would she like? Of course, boys of the same age can't, too immature, she knows that there are boys in the class who like her and will say a few words for her, but she is not interested in them at all.
She prefers men who are a little more mature.
Mature, what else? She thought about it again and found ...... It seems that there is no clue at allโฎ(โฏโฝโฐ)โญ
Now she doesn't know that the type she thinks she likes may not be the object of her liking, for example, Jing Chu and Luo Peipei.
Since that day, Luo Peipei contacted Jing Chu under the pretext of Yang Mianmian's matter, and the two of them seemed to have broken the ice, but the relationship seemed to have returned to the beginning all of a sudden, and they were trying to consider each other.
In the softly lit restaurant, the sound of the violin is faint, this is a very famous restaurant, the most famous thing is not in the cuisine or price, but it has an alias of "couple's restaurant", which is best at creating candlelight dinners, melodious music, ambiguous lighting, comfortable couples' boxes, a large handful of bright red roses overflowing, of course, worthy of the word romantic.
However, this time Jing Chu and Luo Pei Pei were eating here, but the two of them just chatted briefly at the beginning for a few recent words, and there was no follow-up.
No one spoke for a long time, and both of them felt the unusual atmosphere that permeated them.
Luo Peipei picked up the wine glass and shook it, took a sip of red wine slightly, and then seemed to have the strength to speak: "I think our relationship should end here." She has always been a generous and honest woman, without too many pretentious words, and directly said her thoughts.
Jing Chu was very surprised.
"I have a very good crush on you, in other words, I like you a lot, but I'm sorry that I didn't feel like you liked me during our five months of relationship." Luo Peipei's calm tone could not hide his self-deprecation, "This is very shocking." โ
Jing Chu didn't think so: "I like you very much. "Luo Peipei is independent, strong, intelligent, friendly, tasteful, beautiful, and accomplished at work, with many of the advantages of a modern urban woman, and Jing Chu has always thought that what she is looking for is such a marriage partner.
Luo Peipei said: "No, you don't like me, you appreciate me, respect me, over this period of time, you have always been very competent, send me flowers and gifts on holidays, every time you come out to eat, you will book a place, send me back and forth, generous, generous, and other women without the slightest ambiguity...... But do you like me? โ
Jing Chu was stunned.
"Do you miss me when you can't see me? When you're busy with work, do you suddenly think of me for a moment? You text me, always tell me when you'll be there, remind me to add clothes when it's cooling, remind me to bring an umbrella when it's raining, ask me if I need you to pick me up, but you never say anything to me. โ
Luo Pei Pei knows that Jing Chu is impeccable as a boyfriend, and believes that he will also be dutiful as a partner, she will never have to worry that he will forget his wedding anniversary, she knows that he will share the housework and take care of the children, he will be a good father and husband, however...... Just don't love her.
Jing Chu found that she couldn't answer her question. Did he think about her, of course he thought of her, the two of them hadn't seen each other for a few days, was it time to go out on a date, but for a moment he suddenly missed someone, he hadn't.
Luo Pei Pei took a sip of red wine and said slowly: "I thought about it for a long time, and the reason that made me hesitate and you further before was that I was not sure if I could tolerate your work, and then I convinced myself that I could, I can, because I am not a person who relies on men to live, even if you are not there, I can have some sustenance, and I love my work and am willing to respect your pursuit of work." โ
Jing Chu said in a low voice, "You are a very good partner. โ
"Yes, but all this I endure is based on love, I am not a person who puts love first, but if there is no love in a marriage, how will I endure it in the future?" The corners of her mouth rose slightly, and she asked him rhetorically if his attitude was a little ruthless, "If you don't love me, why should I sacrifice for you?" โ
Jing Chu sighed deeply: "I understand what you mean. He bowed his head and stared into her eyes, "I agree to break up." โ
Luo Pei Pei looked at him for more than a minute, and his eyes turned red: "You ......" she laughed bitterly, "It turns out that you really didn't like me." โ
Jing Chu suddenly understood, but it was precisely because he understood that he didn't know what to do.
Luo Peipei's eyes flashed with tears: "I thought you would keep it, I thought it would ...... You'll at least hold it back, and if so, I can convince myself that you actually have feelings for me. โ
Jing Chu said apologetically: "I thought that this was your real decision. โ
"Women say that they break up, most of them are to stay, haven't you heard of it? Yes, I know you respect my opinion, you are such a person, you are not stubborn, but I want you to do that, that shows that you have feelings for me, but you don't. โ
But you don't. Those four words made him breathe.
"You don't love me, you just think I'm suitable for marriage, and I'm also dating you for the purpose of marriage, but if it's suitable but there is no emotion, there is no meaning, marriage is not just love, but you can't do without love, at least, I'm not willing to compromise." Luo Peipei has calmed down and returned to his true colors.
Yes, she is twenty-eight years old, and her family has been urging her very much, but getting married is never about completing the task, even if the other party's conditions are suitable, she is not willing to compromise.
If you marry for someone else's sake, you will inevitably regret it for the rest of your life.