Chapter 235: The Christmas Knot

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Will you eat salmon on Huanhai West Road~

Compared to the time in the Bay Area~

Media East Road and the coffee you drink~

There is also a taste of the London sun~

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Enjoying the melody of the adapted version of "Two Cities", Lin Zaishan sang to his heart's content, trying his best to sing the long-distance relationship with the sweet taste of sunshine to wash the sadness in Li Xiaoni's heart.

He didn't know that Li Xiaoni was slipping on the match, looking for the most wonderful ignition point, so that he could completely burn and be relieved.

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Golden light bulbs surround the harbor throughout the winter~

In your heart, will it reflect the bright spring~

Back and forth, thoughts fly with you~

Without you, heaven and earth are waste~

How beautiful the scenery along the road is with thousands of mountains and rivers~

It's not as good as wandering around you~

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The spring breeze sang this fresh and vivid little love song, I don't know if Li Xiaoni's mood has improved after listening to it, anyway, Lin Zaishan sings such a song by himself, and feels that the pain of a long-distance relationship has been reduced a lot.

Whistling and turning the chair and sitting back in front of the computer, Lin Zaishan asked Li Xiaoni with a smile: "How is it?" Are you feeling better? ”

"I think the last sentence of your chorus will be more flavorful if you change it to 'how beautiful the scenery along the road is with thousands of mountains and rivers~ and it can't be compared to 'wandering~' on you."

Lin Zaishan understood what Li Xiaoni meant, and laughed at her: "This is a little fresh song, why do you think in that direction?" Is my singing so dirty? ”

"Hee-hee."

Li Xiaoni smiled ambiguously, with a hint of softness in her bright eyes.

On the way to listen to the song just now, she gave herself a little bit of dry pleasure, but it was not enjoyable.

Compared with the lightning and thunderbolt pleasure that Lin Zaishan brought her on the bed, she could only rub herself through the thick corset, and she could only rub the refreshing feeling of a slippery match, or a match that was not struck.

Lin Jae-shan finally noticed that Li Xiaoni's face became a little pink. The originally clear eyes are like a film of water with a soft film, which is obviously a sign of emotion. He had seen Lee Hyo-ni like this in bed. I couldn't help but ask her, "Why is your face so red?" Is it hot in the house? ”

Li Xiaoni said sweetly: "It's okay, I'm covered with a quilt." It's too cold in the UK. ”

"You must pay attention to your body, the temperature difference between the East China Sea and London is so big, don't catch a cold."

"I'm used to the temperature difference and jet lag, I work out every day, and I don't get sick easily. I can't even remember the last time I had a cold, I guess it was years ago. ”

"Don't say that casually. You're going to have a concert soon, so don't make trouble for yourself. ”

"Don't worry. My body was trained by you when I was young, and it is as strong as iron. ”

"What kind of iron is it, your cervical spine is so badly injured, and you are still beaten with iron."

"That time I was careless, so I fell and injured it, and it was a little serious. But now it's almost good, but when it rains on a cloudy day, it hurts a little twice, and it doesn't affect my work. It's you, brother, pay more attention to your body. You've got to work harder, and next year we're going to win the championship of "Extreme World". ”

"Haha, don't think so far ahead, let's do all the work in front of you first. Who knows what will change next year. ”

"Alas. I used to feel very happy when I thought about having to do a lot of work. Now the thought of having to do so much work makes me really tired. Li Xiaoni took her hand out of the quilt and straightened up. sighed: "Next year, I will loosen my work schedule a little bit and spend more time with you." ”

"Take it one step at a time, you're loose on your job. Maybe my work is tight again, and the more I force this kind of thing, the more troublesome I am. If you're too tired, let yourself relax. We are busy now, and we may be busy for a few years, and after these years, we have a lot of time to get tired of being together, and we can get tired of it until we are old, so don't care about this difference in time, think more about the benefits. ”

"Hmm."

Li Xiaoni nodded softly and said from the heart: "I really want to hug you now." ”

"Haha, if you hug the pillow next to you, you should hug me."

Li Xiaoni glanced at Lin Zaishan resentfully: "What's the point of holding a pillow." Do you sleep with a pillow at night? ”

Lin Zaishan was amused: "What pillow do I hold, I will sleep normally." ”

"Sleeping alone?" Suddenly, her heart was hot, and Li Xiaoni boldly asked this question.

"You're not talking nonsense."

Lin Zaishan felt that Li Xiaoni's question was very nonsense, and said with a smile: "If I don't sleep alone, who else can I sleep with?" The pigeons are so big, I can't sleep with her, can I? ”

"Hee-hee, aren't you living with two beautiful women?"

"What do you think, cohabitation is not cohabitation!"

Smelling a hint of vinegar, Lin Zaishan said something that reassured Li Xiaoni: "I basically don't go back to the master bedroom to sleep now, I just sleep on the single bed in my studio." I'm used to sleeping alone, sleeping in a single bed by myself, and I feel especially comfortable. ”

Listening to Lin Zaishan say such things, Li Xiaoni's heart was warm, very sweet, but at the same time a little awkward.

Blindly sweet-heartedness will make her feel unsteady.

Lust in Pandora's box. Looking at the monster, he will always scratch her heart secretly.

Trying to restrain herself, Li Xiaoni said from the heart: "I used to sleep alone before, but now I want to sleep with you more, when I sleep with you, I will relax wholeheartedly, and I feel very safe and steady." ”

"Hehe, don't worry, wait for a few more years, we will fight the rest of our lives, and we will have plenty of time together."

"Well, I'll work hard."

"You're working hard now, don't push yourself too hard. When it's time to loosen the mainspring, loosen it a little, and that's fine. You're not alone in your world now, but I'm the only one. ”

"Well, brother, I believe in you, you will definitely become very good in the future. …… No, you're already pretty good right now. ”

"Haha, don't tout me, I'll sing you a cheerful song to help you regulate your emotions."

Lin Zaishan can feel that Li Xiaoni's mood is a little low today, not as active as before, and I don't know if she is too tired.

It's not because I'm tired. Lee Hyo-ni has been immersed in the atmosphere of "Bleeding-Love" recently, and today I watched Lin Zaishan's handsome performance on TV again, she really misses Lin Zaishan, and she is a little flustered when she thinks about it, and even the mood of work is not particularly high.

Now listening to Lin Zaishan's story, and singing a cheerful song to her again, Li Xiaoni showed a wry smile: "Brother, don't sing me a cheerful song, I can't be happy now, I miss you." ”

"I miss you too. But it's useless to just think about it, it only adds to our troubles, so let's use music to adjust our mood. ”

"Then you sing me a slow song, it's better to be sad, I need the comfort of sadness now."

"A sad person can't listen to slow songs."

"But I just want to hear it now. I'm going to spend Christmas alone again, and I can't be happy if I think so. You just ferment all my sorrows, and sing me a sad song about being alone for Christmas. Every year when I spend Christmas alone, I listen to very sad songs so that I can be comfortable. ”

Lee Hyo-ni, this is really not a lie. At such a time, she can only vent the sadness in her heart if she abuses herself, and the more she abuses herself. After that, it will be more and more enjoyable.

She asked Lin Zaishan curiously: "Have you ever written such a song?" Describe a person's Christmas mood? ”

"I did write songs like this, but are you sure you want to listen to them now?"

Lin Zaishan couldn't bear to abuse Li Xiaoni with this kind of song. Singing this kind of song, he will not only abuse Li Xiaoni, but also himself. He also celebrates Christmas alone.

Li Xiaoni's bright eyes became bright: "I'm very sure!" ”

"Okay then."

Lin Zaishan smiled bitterly: "Drink to quench your thirst." It's also a way to heal. Let me sing you a lonely holiday song, the name of this song is "Christmas Knot", which is the 'knot' of the heart. Not a festival' of festivals. ”

"That's a clever name."

"Hehe, don't laugh, put on a headset and listen to the song with your heart, this is a heartfelt song."

"Hmm!"

Lee Hyo-ni suddenly became very excited. At such a moment, she loves to listen to this kind of heart-wandering sadistic songs, and all the internal injuries in her heart are fermented, so she is really happy.

Lin Zaishan took a deep breath, adjusted his mood, calmed his mood, and tried to hold a lonely mood, preparing to move Eason Chan's sad golden song "Christmas Knot" to Li Xiaoni.

Sliding his foot in the task chair, he came to the Midi keyboard again, let go of his fingers, and closed his eyes to play a dramatic and melancholy prelude.

The atmosphere of this song is completely different from "A Tale of Two Cities" just now, and as soon as the melancholy melody appears, it will make people's mood calm. It's even a little depressing, as if it's going to be baptized by a sad rain.

As soon as Lin Zaishan started singing with a heartfelt magnetic voice, this sad and cold atmosphere became even stronger-

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It never snows in the city I live in~

Memories are full of cold feelings~

The neon of the peak season of longing swept across the noisy street~

Drive happiness so far~

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Just like the lyrics of this song, Lin Zaishan's inner monologue-like interpretation drove away all the sweet atmosphere of "A Tale of Two Cities" just now, and suddenly pulled Li Xiaoni into the world of a lonely middle-aged man.

She is so familiar with such a world.

Her world, for a long time, was also so lonely.

The smell of loneliness coming from the hustle and bustle of the streets, she smelled so familiar.

The world is beautiful, and she has been trying to embrace this beauty, but this hug always reveals a hint of emptiness to her.

Everything she hugged seemed to be fake.

This is closely related to the haze in her heart.

She wants to live the truth, but she can't live the truth.

Perhaps, when that day comes, the sky really falls, and she dies in another world, so that she can truly embrace the beauty of this world. And now everything seems unreal.

was portrayed by Lin Zaishan's magnetic needle-like voice, depicting the sad marks and circuits in her heart, and Li Xiaoni suddenly had a feeling of wanting to cry from the bottom of her heart.

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Lonely lovers are most afraid of festivals~

You can only celebrate alone and try to get drunk ~

None of the people I have loved have stayed around~

Lonely it accompanies me overnight~

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Integrating into the situation in the song, Lin Zaishan enjoys his newborn legendary voice, and in his heart, he is also depicting scars one after another, drawing out all the lonely memories of the past.

In the previous life, he had been a lonely person for a long time, and he had no less people to celebrate the holidays.

Especially festivals like Valentine's Day and Christmas, which are very suitable for young boyfriends and girlfriends, every time. He has a kind of bitterness that has been abused as a single dog and has nowhere to vent.

At that time, he would think of his former lovers, where are they all?

His first love, Liu Xue, has he already lived a happy life?

It's been a long, long time since she has been heard, will she also be in a lonely holiday?

I wanted to call her, but there was no new number for her.

This bitterness of losing contact is the most unbearable.

Only then will you realize how lonely and sad Lonely-Christmas are.

With such emotions, Lin Zaishan sang every note. It's all full of sorrow, like shredded confetti, with a soft but torn smell, fluttering into Li Xiaoni's heart-

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Merry-merry-christmas~

Lonely-lonely-christmas~

I don't know who to give my blessing to~

Love is tied in a dead knot by us~

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Lonely-lonely-christmas~

Merry-merry-christmas~

Who can I send the card to~

Heartbroken like confetti on the street~

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Li Xiaoni couldn't help but take a long breath, feeling that Lin Zaishan's singing was really hurtful! Her heart hurts and she has a feeling of being coliced, but this taste is bold, because this suppressed emotion is finally painful to the extreme, and she has a feeling of wanting to vent out.

Lin Zaishan also held the song to a climax of venting at this moment. is like a dripping rain, which completely poured out the sorrow in Li Xiaoni's heart-

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I don't answer the phone ~ don't be found ~ I was locked in my room all night ~ Carnival laughter ~ sounds like mourning music ~

Tears in the eyes ~ warm and frozen ~ looking at the boring program on TV ~ Lying on the couch ~ becomes a unconscious plant ~

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This climactic variation, using the cruelest words, blackens the beautiful thing - a call from a friend. lonely and boring rejection; The carnival laughter became the music of mourning; Warm tears, frozen with boredom; Even lying comfortably has become an unconscious plant-such a low life. Singing in a crashing voice, with a thoroughly venting taste, it's like taking out the trash. Poured out the worst.

Li Xiaoni was secretly fascinated by what she heard, and her body couldn't help but tense up, so she wanted to toss wildly on the bed for a while, sweat for a while, and vent all these sad emotions on her body.

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Merry-merry-christmas~

Lonely-lonely-christmas~

I don't know who to give my blessing to~

Love is tied in a dead knot by us~

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Lonely-lonely-christmas~

Merry-merry-christmas~

Who can I send the card to~

Heartbroken like confetti on the street~

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Who's going to spend this Christmas with me~

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After venting at the lowest ebb, Lin Zaishan sang the chorus again, and his emotions obviously became much higher, and his emotions became fuller.

It's still lonely-christmas, it's still a lonely scream, but the flavor of his singing is hopeful.

Such loneliness will not last forever.

There will be someone who will spend Christmas with him.

As long as you have good wishes, loneliness is only temporary, and warmth is forever.

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