was asked by Lu Shen, and Mu Zao was also a little depressed.

"If you're really embarrassed, forget it." Mu didn't want to explain too much, and as soon as he finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly.

She wasn't angry with Lu Shen, she couldn't control her feelings before, and it was only a long time later, and it was really not credible to say that she wanted to open it. Although people's love is like the weather, especially for pregnant women like her, love comes and goes quickly.

Hanging up the phone, Mu Zao didn't know what to do for a while. To be honest, she can't contact Su Yanzhi, she doesn't really mind at all. I just don't want this incident to affect the relationship between her and Su Yanzhi, and I don't want to affect the baby in my belly.

A few minutes later, a text message flashed on the phone, the text message was sent by Lu Shen, and the content was a string of phone numbers.

Mu smiled early and replied to him with a 'thank you'. Thank you for your trust.

Just now, I was still very determined to contact An, on the one hand, I wanted to determine Su Yanzhi's current situation, and on the other hand, Mu Zao also wanted to let go of himself and coexist peacefully with An. After all, putting aside the mother-daughter relationship between An and Qian Jing, she is still Su Yanzhi's senior sister, and with Dr. Wade in her presence, it is impossible for them to cut off contact. Mu Zao didn't want to think that every time Su Yanzhi and An intersected in the future, she would be jealous alone.

But now, An's number is in front of him, and Mu Zao is a little hesitant.

When the phone calls, what to say? What if Ann doesn't answer the phone at all? What if Ann provokes her?

Although Mu Zaozao had tried her best to calm her feelings, she was not rational enough to negotiate calmly with An, and she was worried that if An had a bad tone, she would make her feelings even more difficult to control than before.

I was struggling with my heart, and another text message flashed on my phone. It's an unfamiliar number, and the content of the text message is very simple: "It's Mu Zaozao, right? Do you have time to come out and talk?"

The number was a little familiar, Mu Zao was stunned for a moment, and then reacted. hurriedly looked at the string of numbers that Lu Shen sent her just now. Coincidentally, the two numbers are exactly the same. In other words, this text message was sent by Ann?

Did Ann reach out to her?

The place of meeting was in front of Qian Jing's grave. Mu Zao was a little repulsed at first, but it just so happened that his mother's tomb was also nearby, perhaps because of his mother's presence, Mu Zaozao also felt that it was not as difficult to face as it was at the beginning.

For others, it doesn't seem very difficult to meet An in front of Qian Jing's tomb. But this matter is very challenging compared to Mu Zaozao. She has to get through the entanglements in her heart and the lingering pain in her mind for so many years, tear off the blood scabs on the wounds, and face the painful reality.

She didn't flinch and arrived earlier than the agreed time.

An really hadn't come yet, and Mu had walked to his mother's grave earlier. There was a burly figure standing over there, and Mu had recognized it early on, it was Lei Yao.

In front of the tombstone is a bouquet of yellow calla lilies with dewdrops, which looks fragrant.

"Uncle Lei." Mu stood beside Lei Yao early in the morning and called out politely.

Lei Yao didn't seem to be surprised by her greeting as if he had already discovered Mu Zaozao. Still standing quietly in front of the tombstone, quietly looking at the photos on the tombstone.

After a long time, Lei Yao's deep voice spoke: "Listen to Ruan Ruan, you have had a little conflict with Yan Zhi recently. ”

Mu hadn't met Lei Yao for a long time, and she didn't expect to talk about her most worrying things as soon as they met. Uncle Lei is not a father after all, and when it comes to chatting about the day, Mu Zao doesn't have to worry too much about his thoughts. Nodding his head, he acknowledged.

I thought that Lei Yao would persuade him, but he didn't expect him to change the topic directly, looked at Mu Zaozao with a side face, smiled kindly, and asked, "Do you want to hear about the matter between me and your mother?" ”

Mu Zao remembered seeing Lei Yao come to see his mother a few years ago, and he was carrying the same yellow calla lily as today. At that time, Lei Yao said that when he and his mother met, the yellow calla lilies in the garden bloomed just right. In his heart, the flower was as beautiful as her mother.

At that time, Mu Zao still doubted whether Uncle Lei and his mother were first lovers or something, but later I heard from my father that my mother and he were childhood sweethearts, and they had no other lovers. Of course, Mu Zaozao was curious about what the relationship between Uncle Lei and his mother was, and it could be seen that Uncle Lei had feelings for his mother, and the feelings were still very deep, otherwise there was no need to come to see her often for so many years, rain or shine, and even more diligent than Mu Zao.

Nodding, Mu Zao expressed his willingness to listen to him.

Lei Yao raised his face and looked at the few big white clouds floating in the clear blue sky, as if he had fallen into too good memories, and even the corners of his lips unconsciously raised a pleasant arc.

"You know what? Your grandfather used to be a flower farmer. Lei Yao asked.

Mu Zao shook his head. She had never seen her grandfather, and she heard her mother say that when Mu was three or four years old, her grandfather died of illness. I saw it when I was a child, but Mu Zao didn't have any impression at all.

Lei Yao didn't care if Mu had seen him early or not, but continued to say his: "Speaking of which, it's really been too long. At the beginning, I was messing on the road, because I had a relationship with the boss's daughter, she secretly went abroad to give birth to a child alone, and I didn't want to marry my son, so I was chased and killed by the boss's people, and I was shot and fled all the way. By mistake, he ran into a large garden of yellow calla lilies. There is too much blood flowing, and the person is no longer conscious. When I saw a woman in the garden, I tried my last bit of strength and fell in front of her, without even having time to say a word. ”

Mu stood beside Lei Yao early and listened attentively.

"I thought I was going to die, I thought that whole yellow calla lily was a flower blooming in heaven. I thought the woman I saw was an angel. ”

Hearing Lei Yao say this, Mu Zao couldn't help but laugh out loud.

Lei Yao also grinned: "It's ridiculous, I've always thought it's ridiculous." Then I woke up and found myself with another life. The bullet on his body was taken out, and his body was slowly recovering. At that time, I learned that the woman was not an angel, but the daughter of a flower farmer. That yellow calla lily was planted by your grandfather. ”

"I stayed with your grandfather for a whole month. I also have feelings for your mother. Such a gentle woman, I still can't forget the smile on her face. Lei Yao walked slowly, walked to the tombstone, raised his hand and gently rubbed Du Jiayi's photo. The woman in the photo has a warm smile, really like a stunner who has fallen into the mortal world, and even Mu Zao feels that her mother is much more beautiful than her.

Mu Zao couldn't help but ask: "What happened later?" ”

"Later. I thought it was the story of a beauty saving a hero, and the hero wanted to spend his whole life protecting this beauty as a reward. But God is not so romantic. I later found out that she was married and pregnant. She is very affectionate with her husband, and she is just like a friend to me, and she is not out of line at all. She was really understanding, she saw that I had a gunshot wound on my body and a tattoo on my arm, but she never asked much, just let me feel at ease here to recuperate before leaving. ”

"So, is it just a gentleman's friendship between you?" Mu asked early. If that's the case, it doesn't seem like there's any need for Lei Yao to worry about it all these years.

Lei Yao shook his head, and simply sat down in front of Du Jiayi's tombstone, leaning against the tombstone, as if leaning on Du Jiayi. The noon sun hit him, and Mu Zao felt that when Lei Yao recalled these things, even his eyes became gentle.

"Just because she doesn't ask doesn't mean I'm going to hide it. She gave her this life, and I wanted her to know what kind of person she was saving. ”

"You're going to tell my mother about the matter with your eldest daughter?" Mu was a little tired from standing early, and he also sat on the clean ground next to Lei Yao.

"I told her everything about me, I thought she would think I was an irresponsible and greedy bad man, and maybe she would kick me out and regret saving me. But under the circumstances, I would rather be swept away by her, and I didn't want to hide anything from her. ”

"She hasn't changed her impression of you." Mu Zao's words are not doubts, but affirmations. Although she was only eight years old when her mother died. But since she was a child, her mother told her that if you know someone, don't look at what this person has done, and don't listen to the people around her say how good or bad he is. The most important thing is to see with your own eyes and discern with your own heart. She felt that since her mother had saved Uncle Lei, she must have determined in her heart that Uncle Lei was not a villain. That kind of intuition can be felt from the first time you meet people.

Lei Yao nodded and continued: "That evening, the sunset was bright red. I sat with her in the midst of the large yellow calla lily flowers, ready to say goodbye. I told her that I didn't want my life to end up like this. I always feel that the world is so big, I have to break through. ”

Mu listened quietly early and did not interrupt again.

"Your mother is obviously innocent, but she said something that I will never forget in my life."

"What?" Mu was curious. She only knew about her mother until she was eight years old. Now that he has the opportunity to hear more versions of the story from another person's mouth, Mu Zao feels very lucky.

She said......" Lei Yao leaned against the tombstone, and as soon as he spoke, he fell silent again. The clouds on the horizon drifted away with the wind. Drifting to the distant side of the mountain, I don't know if it brought a cool rain to the land over there.

After a long time, Lei Yao slowly spoke: "In this life, people always spend their lives under all kinds of unwilling and imperfect feelings. But the roads are all chosen by themselves, and there is no difference between good and bad, but this mountain looks at that mountain high. ”

Mu Zao listened quietly, and seemed to understand the purpose of Uncle Lei's sudden words about these old things.

"We always think that what we lose may be the best of our lives." Lei Yao spoke very slowly, like clouds fluttering in the sky.

Mu Zao asked: "Actually, what you have is the best, right?" ”

Everyone understands this truth.

Lei Yao shook his head unexpectedly-