Chapter Ninety-Three: A Haggard Mind That Is Hard to Hide

When I entered a supermarket, I bought a Babi doll and an anti-real jade rabbit for Shin Shin, and bought some daily necessities for myself. When I got out of the supermarket, I didn't take a taxi, it was still early, and I was not in a hurry to go back, so I walked back slowly along the street.

With the acceleration of urbanization, the area of the city has gradually increased, the buildings are even more, and they are scrambling to be the first, and there are all kinds of strange landmark buildings, as if they have to make the best in the world, in order to highlight the development characteristics of the region, in order to attract the public's attention. What is even more ridiculous, pathetic, and hateful is that those economically underdeveloped areas, suffering from state subsidies and heavy taxes owed by the state, are unwilling to be lonely and engage in some political performance projects. Perhaps, in the eyes of those "urban designers", once you live in those luxury sky apartments, even shivering and gnawing on your head can improve your happiness.

The wise man predicts that in 20 years, the country will become the world's largest "urban ruin". Now the Chinese townspeople are 7. 300 million, the new area is planned to have a population of 3.4 billion, adding up to more than 4 billion, that is, China's cities can fit all the world's urban population. Therefore, it is not surprising that those ghost domains and ghost towns have appeared all over the country now. What a terrible reality!

What's even more infuriating is that those "designers" are all masters who "just kill and don't bury", leaving those political projects that were forced to abort in the middle of the process to their successors, and let others pay for their stupid decisions of "slapping their heads". This gradually formed a ball system, and society also transitioned to an era of "kicking the ball".

And myself, as long as I keep the sacred "carrier" in my heart that I have defended with my blood and life, I will never tolerate anyone blaspheming her.

While thinking about the mess, I walked slowly forward, and there was a small roadside restaurant in front of me, I stopped, and then I remembered that I hadn't eaten anything except for a little snack on the plane today. It's already more than four o'clock in the afternoon, so let's go in and eat some, three meals at a time, although Sister Shan will definitely let me go over to eat in the evening, but I have been hungry for almost a week, where can Sister Shan's meal, eat some now, first make a foundation, in case of embarrassment at night.

After finishing the meal, I returned to the door of my rented house, looked at the closed door, and then remembered that I had forgotten to buy a lock just now when I was only eating, and I didn't know where to lose the thin wire that opened the door before. It seems that once people's minds are relaxed, their thinking will not be so rigorous, which is fatal to an elite of a super-national like me. I had no choice but to go downstairs again and go to the hardware store outside to buy a lock and change it.

However, as soon as I reached the first floor, I saw Sister Shan leading Xinxin in.

"Uncle!"

"Brother East!"

Two exclamations instantly froze my mind, a strong warm current hit my brain, and my legs rushed towards them uncontrollably, Xinxin had already broken free of Sister Shan's left hand and rushed towards me, Sister Shan stared at me on the spot, stared at me with beautiful big eyes, and cast a huge joy and a slightly resentful gaze at me, and the aura of excitement could no longer hide the haggard heart.

I caught Xinxin, who was almost falling, halfway through with both hands, and picked up her little body. The little guy happily grabbed my ears with his two little hands, pecked my cheeks a few times with his fishy little mouth, and giggled. I also concocted the same method, kissing the little girl happily back.

"Where is my uncle, Xinxin misses you so much, and my mother misses you too." Shin Shin whispered hot air to my eyes.

"Xinxin, uncle misses you too, isn't uncle coming back? Did Shin Shin not listen to her mother? I said to Xinxin, but I noticed that Sister Shan's pretty jade face had climbed a faint red cloud slightly, and her coquettish look seemed to blame her daughter's mouth, but her face was full of intoxicating smiles.

I put down Xinxin and handed her the two toys I had just bought, the little girl's eyes lit up, she pounced excitedly, snatched it from my hand, grabbed one in each of her two little hands, looked at this, looked at that, and was so happy that she didn't know why.

Sister Shan looked at her daughter's excitement, her eyes were red, and she couldn't control her tears anymore, and they dripped down without hesitation. She seemed to realize her gaffe and hurriedly wiped it clean with a tissue.

"If you look at you, you know that you spoil children. Xinxin is good, thank you uncle, have you? In order to better hide the embarrassment of crying, Sister Shan hurriedly squatted down to remind Xinxin, who was extremely excited.

"Thank you, uncle." The little one didn't raise her head, just fiddling with her little jade rabbit.

Our "family" was warmly reunited here, which aroused the curious eyes of the community security uncle, who must have known that Sister Shan was a person with Xinxin, and now there was suddenly an extra me, which had to make him look at us with a playful look, as if he wanted to dig out a little after-dinner conversation worth savoring.

"Brother Dongfang, what are you...... Want to go out? Sister Shan saw me walking out with a large bag of things, so she asked me curiously.

"No, I don't know where I lost my key, I saw that it was still early, so I wanted to go out and buy a lock to change, this is not in a hurry, hehe." I replied to Sister Shan as I took half a plastic bag of rice and another small convenience bag from her.

In this way, our "family" walked upstairs under the "close monitoring" of the security uncle.

When I arrived at Sister Shan's rented house, Xinxin's little guy pestered me anymore, pointing to the east and west, and was very busy, and Sister Shan was also very helpless and smiled, without any intention of helping me get out of trouble.

Although I was entangled by Xinxin, the afterglow of my soul could still be sensitive to Sister Shan's eager gaze, and the light of excitement and resentment refused to dissipate for a long time.

Listening to Sister Shan's constant use of language to "develop" the little girl's immature little head, let Xinxin ask me some things about the past few days, as if Xinxin "cares" about my food, clothing, housing and transportation. How could I not know that this is our sister Shan's desire to know my whereabouts in the past few days as soon as possible, but as a delicate and gentle woman, she would rather endure the "torture of suspense" herself than take the initiative to touch the "privacy" of men to maintain their self-esteem. This is our Sister Shan, a smart and gentle woman's roundabout "tactics" of outflanking!

I couldn't bear to watch Sister Shan endure the "torture of suspense" anymore, so I told Accountant Xiao Li that one of my comrades-in-arms had a car accident again, and in order to increase the authenticity, I also gave a little bit of acting talent, and tried to make this kind of good-natured deception the best.

Sister Shan's beautiful eyes widened, and she nodded frequently with "very understanding", releasing the "torture" in her heart little by little, and finally felt completely relieved.

Xinxin's little guy was annoyed that Sister Shan interrupted her "absolute ownership" of me, and from time to time expressed "protest" in a childish voice, which attracted Sister Shan and I to look at each other.

Sister Shan got a satisfactory "answer" and went into the kitchen to prepare dinner with satisfaction. Although I said that we would go out together to eat a little more, Sister Shan firmly disagreed, saying that it was better to do it at home if it was not cleaned up outside. Although Sister Shan didn't buy much food, and the refrigerator might be pitifully empty, this gentle, graceful, and amorous woman—for the sake of a man who would rather live and die together—was brave enough to challenge the old adage that "a good woman is hard to cook without rice". In order not to discourage Sister Shan's "enthusiasm", I didn't even say that I had already eaten, and let Sister Shan be busy nervously and happily in the kitchen alone, while I stayed in the small living room, and the little guy used toys to "communicate" the happiness of reunion after a long absence.

The dinner was very rich, six dishes and one soup, although each of them was pitiful, but each dish was sweet and delicious, I don't know how many times better than chewing fungus and eating raw snakes in that primeval forest. Sister Shan actually took out half a bottle of red wine left over from last time, as if comforting her beloved husband, and poured a full glass for me, and she herself symbolically poured a little, except for the loneliness of me drinking alone. Although each dish is pitiful, I still try to eat as much as I can, so as not to let Sister Shan let her go and cause embarrassment on both sides.

As a result, at the end of the meal, Sister Shan only symbolically ate a little, Xinxin's excitement may not have been completely withdrawn from the two toys, only half a bowl of shrimp stewed eggs and then fiddled again, I almost ate four-fifths of the dishes, causing Sister Shan to think that the meal was not enough to eat.

In order not to let Sister Shan fall into the embarrassing situation of not having enough to eat, I explained to her: "Sister, don't think that I haven't eaten enough, in fact, I have already eaten two hours ago, and I am afraid that there will be waste left, so I took the risk of breaking my belly and ate all the food." Besides, I never enjoyed the taste before. Hey. ”

Sure enough, Sister Shan smiled like a flower, and she let out the woman's eyes that made all men feel excited.

It was a delicate "wife's" shy resentment of her beloved "husband"; It is also a virtuous "wife's" shameful return for her beloved "husband's" true praise; It is also a soft "wife" who sprinkles a hint of budding before copulation to the "husband" who has returned from a long absence. I was completely intoxicated by Sister Shan's unstoppable misty eyes......

Suddenly, Xinxin's immature children's voice broke the deep spiritual integration of the two adults, I picked up the little guy to hide the embarrassment of the gaffe, and Sister Shan seemed to wake up from a dream suddenly, hurriedly packed up the dishes, covered her crimson face, and fled into the kitchen.

More than ten minutes later, when Sister Shan reappeared in front of us, Jiao Rong had regained her composure, but I could still sensitively perceive the pink tide clouds that had not completely dissipated and still adorned her pitiful jade face.

Looking at the time, I wanted to get up and say goodbye, but I never expected that Sister Shan's gentle words made me fall into the turbulent waves of my heart......

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