Chapter Seventy-Four: I'm leaving
As soon as I heard Zhou Wei say this, I couldn't be a little happy. It's not that she has any preconceptions about Jiaojiao, it's because she feels a little wrong about me. Hurriedly took out his mobile phone and looked, sure enough, there were many missed calls, all of which were called by Jiaojiao. Should I give her one back? If you don't give it back, it's not like that. After all, she and I are good friends now, but if I go back, she asks me to do something, what can I do? It's not a refusal, it's not a refusal, it's a little tangled.
Just as I was hesitating, one of my roommates happened to come back from outside and said to me, "Brother Dong, Sister Jiao is looking for you outside." ”
"Hmmm! Got it. I replied, breathing a sigh of relief, hoping that she would find me something else.
I went to the water room to wash my face, and then went out, today's Jiaojiao was not too happy, and she looked sad. After seeing me, he asked me, "Where have you been?" ”
"I went out to play, and I went to find Murong Xue." I said it directly, hoping she understood.
She just let out a sigh and said to me, "Chase?" ”
"It's a chase, she's going to promise me." Actually, I want to use these words to make her understand that there is no possibility between me and her.
After listening to this, Jiaojiao's expression became more solemn, and she looked very unhappy, and she didn't know what was wrong. Seeing her expression, my heart didn't feel very good. Maybe deep down, I didn't want her to be sad.
Until now, I can't describe what kind of emotions I have for Jiaojiao. It's a very blindfolded state!
"Congratulations!" Jiaojiao said a little against her will.
I also smiled and said, "Thank you, what are you looking for me today?" ”
Jiaojiao blinked her eyes and said to me very sadly: "Actually, I'm saying goodbye to you, I'm leaving this school." ”
"Huh?!" I was stunned because I didn't expect her to say this to me.
I asked him, "Why?" Don't you have one year left to graduate? Do you want to transfer schools? ”
Jiaojiao shook her head and said to me, "No, I don't want to read anymore, I don't want to study all day now, I think about other things." Instead of this, it is better for me to go to work in the society, so that I can escape the shackles of the big black tiger and not have to give him money every month. ”
After saying this sourness, my heart was very sad, I really lived the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain. I also thought of hurting her with those words, obviously she was just saying goodbye to me. I looked at Jiaojiao's unhappy expression and wanted to comfort her, but I didn't know what to say.
"Have you already thought about it?" In the end, that's all I said.
"Hmm!" Jiaojiao nodded and said, "I've already thought about it, there are still some things in the dormitory, and I want to take them back to the dormitory." But now I don't have any friends, I only know you, so please help me get these things back, can you? ”
"Absolutely!" I have no reason to say no.
I waited for her at the bottom of her dorm building, and after a while she came down from above, and it wasn't anything particularly heavy. It was just some clothes and daily necessities, I helped her pull a travel bag and walked out of the school gate with her.
On the way, she asked me, "Li Dong, I would like to know how I feel in your mind." ”
"I feel like a nice girl!" I nodded.
"No, I started toying with you like that, and you still said I was good." Jiaojiao stopped and looked at me.
I smiled and said, "You mean, I haven't thought about that for a long time. Maybe that's also a kind of fate of acquaintance! It was bad at first, but then she stopped at the precipice and was a very good girl. ”
Parting is a painful thing, and I can understand it even more since Chen Juan's departure. This feeling is an indescribable bitterness! The same is true now.
"Then tell me the truth, if it weren't for Murong Xue, would it be possible for you to like me?" Jiaojiao still maintains her previous more direct personality.
"It should be." I replied, I don't think I need to break her heart at this point, because she's about to leave here.
Jiaojiao smiled slightly after listening: "Then I understand." ”
When I got back to her rented house, I put my travel bag in and she asked if I needed to sit inside. I said no, she said sit down for a while. After all, we don't see each other very often.
I thought about it and went straight into the house. As soon as I entered the door, she hugged me directly, and she cried as soon as I wanted to struggle, and said to me: "Let me hug you well, don't push me away, don't." ”
As soon as I heard her cry, I was a little overwhelmed. Slowly turned around and said, "Jiaojiao, don't be like this, there is no banquet in the world, let's talk about it." Working in the society will also have the opportunity to meet, we are still friends. ”
"You really just want to be friends with me?" Jiaojiao's eyes shouted tears, "Didn't you think of me being your girlfriend?" ”
"Jiaojiao, you also know about me and Murong, I" I don't know how to explain it.
"I know, but I don't care, you can let me be your junior." Jiaojiao looked at me affectionately.
Her hand was grasping mine, and the tears in her eyes were running down her face to her neck. My heart was a little broken at this moment, and I don't think anyone would be moved by this sentence. How much does a girl like this boy have to like if she would say such a thing?
"Jiaojiao, I can understand your thoughts, but I can't do that. It's the three of us who hurt like this, you know? Now that we are all young, you are so beautiful, you will definitely meet a man who is ten times better than me Li Dong in the future. ”
I continued to comfort Jiaojiao, but at the same time comforted myself that I could not let myself make mistakes. I think the highest level of being a man is how to choose in the face of a woman's liking.
"But I only like you!" Jiaojiao still insisted, "It's okay if you don't like me, but don't you leave tonight, okay?" ”
Although I'm a little stunned sometimes, I understand what Jiaojiao means. But I can't do it, not because I don't want to, because it's immoral. Murong Xue, who I like now, has to get along with her well, and I can't make so many messy relationships. I don't want to say how good a man I am, but that's what I really think.
"I'm sorry!" I said helplessly, "I think I'm going back." ”
With that, I got up and walked towards the door, and Jiaojiao immediately pounced on me, hugging my waist with both hands. At this moment, I didn't relent, broke free of her hands, and walked outside without looking back. At this time, she burst into tears, crying very sadly.
But I still haven't looked back, I'm worried that I'm soft-hearted. I'm a man, and if I talk about it for a while, I'm really worried that I won't be able to stand it. When I got out of the door, I let out a long sigh of relief, and looked back, a little helpless. I also know that Jiaojiao is quite pitiful, and she has been abused by many people along the way, but others don't know why she is so depraved. I finally liked me, but I couldn't like her. Life, I really can't say it.
Maybe this is fate, and it was already dark when I walked out. I walked out slowly with my head down, and suddenly a man wearing a hat and sunglasses walked into the building. At the time, I felt very strange, because it was said that it was close to autumn, but it was still very hot, so I didn't wear a cotton hat, and I was really a strange person.
But it's nothing, the world is so big, there are all kinds of people. I was just about to take a step to leave, when I heard Jiaojiao suddenly shout, and then there was no sound. I suddenly felt that something was wrong, wasn't that person robbing just now?
Thinking of this, I hurriedly turned around and came to her door. But by this time the door of the room was closed, and I swallowed hard and wanted to rush up and knock on the door. But as soon as he walked to the door, he gave up, and 80% of the person just now had entered Jiaojiao's room. If that's the case, I'm going to be scared-