27. Bad news

In 2008, I recovered from my sister's death and cherished what I had even more. It's like growing up overnight, no longer messing with your family, and knowing how to care about your family. Originally, everything was so beautiful, but I don't know if I was lonely, and my grandmother left me.

It was one night during the summer vacation, and I was sleeping. But I woke up from my sleep and saw my parents going out. I asked what was going on. Dad said your grandma is gone, I'm going to go with your mother, you sleep at home.

Grandma no, I'm going too. I rushed to my grandmother's house like crazy, the third aunt, the eldest mother, the three mothers, and the three uncles were there. Grandma's face was serene. He was dressed in a new dress. His hands and feet were tied, and he had a piece of jade in his mouth. I should have been scared when I saw this, but I didn't even feel scared.

The days with my grandmother were presented in my mind, and I knelt in front of my grandmother's bed. The third aunt asked me to get up, and I said, "Let me accompany my grandmother, I still have a lot to say to my grandmother" Maybe infected by my attitude, the third aunt also went out crying.

Grandma, did you know? Your grandchild loves to eat your cooking. In the years I have been with you, your position in my heart has always been the first, my grandson has not had time to let you watch me be admitted to college, and I haven't had time to let you hold my great-grandson, how can you, how can you leave me behind.

I don't know how long I cried, I just know that when I woke up, my grandmother was already lying in the coffin. Hearing from my mother, I passed out. For the next few days, I was like a puppet, just in a daze.

The fat man would come to accompany me every day, hoping that I could come out. My perception of the outside world seems to have stopped. I couldn't hear what he was saying, but I knew he was comforting me. Time is the best medicine to heal, slowly. I'm almost back to normal, but I know that something in my heart is missing.

No one in the family mentioned my grandmother's story in front of me, and I knew it was because I was afraid that I would be sad. Actually, it's nothing, I think something like this is happening, and I can bear it, I think so.

A year later, I was already a junior in high school, and I didn't care about anything else anymore and I wasn't taking the initiative to make friends with others. I said to myself, "Grandma, look at it, I'm going to get into college." "I worked hard and studied every day, as if I had become a nerd. I didn't care about the comments of my classmates or the comments of my teachers, I followed the plan I made and was admitted to the first place in the class until I was the first in my age. But I didn't rejoice, because I knew that in China, tens of millions of students crossing the single-plank bridge is the status quo of the college entrance examination, and I asked myself to go to the city by the sea. I don't know if it is to remember my sister so firmly for such a purpose, she once said that if I have the opportunity in the future, I must live by the sea, watch seagulls play on the water every day, and people play on the beach and relax. The breeze mixed with the smell of the sea brushed his cheeks, ah, what a beautiful life.

At that time, I made a pact with my sister that if she lived by the sea, I would be a captain. Take you on a sailing trip and discover the mysteries of the sea. It's a pity that my sister is gone. But I will still fulfill such an agreement, my sister rest assured, I will definitely take good care of my parents.

One day, my eyelids were beating so hard that my heart was panicking. I didn't listen to any classes in the morning, and in the afternoon, a neighbor called and said that the gas exploded in the house and my parents died on the spot.

I laughed, I couldn't shed tears anymore, first my sister, then my grandmother, how can I now, is it all because of me? I'm on absence. Just take the exam before the college entrance examination.

The fat man took a week's vacation for me and said he wanted to go out with me