Chapter 895 is just looking at you
Now the drowsiness was gone, and she asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?" When she asked her to get up, she found that she didn't know when, Yan Yuhan actually covered herself with a blanket, and after lifting the blanket, she did it. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Yan Yuhan looked at Tingting and said, "No, I just want to see you!" Saying that, he also got up, probably because he had been squatting for a long time, and he didn't stand up all of a sudden, he said, "Oops! My legs are numb! ”
Tingting quickly got up and helped him onto the sofa and sat down, "How old do you say, how long have you been squatting here?" Can't you just sit and wait? I don't know if I'm tired? As he spoke, he rubbed his numb leg with his hand.
Yan Yuhan smiled and looked at Tingting's hand on his lap with satisfaction, "I just want to look at you, and I'm afraid that I will wake you up by sitting on the sofa, I know that letting you suddenly go to see my parents today has already made you very tired, how can I bear to let you be woken up by me!" It's okay, this leg is much better now! ”
Tingting looked at his self-reproachful look and said, "You! I really don't know what you think? I didn't say that I was dissatisfied with meeting your parents, what do you have to worry about, but I am indeed a little tired because of your relationship with your parents, don't you feel a little indifferent? They're going to be sad too, right? I know you're not happy when I say that, but I really don't want you to do that, and to be honest, you're doing it, are you really happy? As far as I know about you, I think you're having a hard time feeling too, right? Otherwise, you wouldn't be so extreme, since you care about them in your heart, then why not let go of your own knots? ”
Yan Yuhan's originally happy face became a little sad, he said lightly, "I'm not happy, in fact, what you said is right, I am also very unhappy and sad when I do this, I don't see my mother's sadness, but every time I see them, I will think that when I am afraid of being lonely, they are never by my side, even when they are by my side, my mother's eyes are only my father, and they never take into account my feelings, I can find comfort where my grandfather is, but grandpa is grandpa after all, grandpa, I can never replace that feeling of my parents, and then I comforted myself to get used to it, and over time I became indifferent to them! ”
Tingting was very distressed when she heard him talk about her experience, and kept stroking his back with her hand, giving him silent comfort, Yan Yuhan glanced at Tingting gratefully, and then continued, "It's just indifferent and nothing, but when I was in high school, my father began to take care of me in various ways, you think, they haven't really managed me for so many years, and suddenly they just managed this and that, how can I accept it?" Our relationship is getting worse and worse, and then when I was facing the university entrance examination, he also forced me to take the major he chose, but at that time my grandfather was already old, and his health was not so good, he himself refused to take over the grandfather's stick to manage our ancestral inheritance, and also asked me to do something else, I was very stiff with him that time, almost to the point of turning against each other, none of us would give in, I would rather not go to school than give in, he really didn't want me to go to school.
In the end, my grandfather approved my decision, let me choose my favorite major, and manage the family industry in the future, so our relationship was extremely cold, and every time we met, I promised not to say a few words and quarreled, like today, I can really finish a meal, it is all because of Tingting, your credit! As he spoke, he looked at Tingting with a smile!
Listening to him still joking with himself, he also let go of a lot of worries in his heart, but thinking of Yan's mother's appearance, she was also a little unbearable, "But your mother, I think she is very gentle?" Didn't she persuade your father from the side? ”
Yan Yuhan said in frustration, "In her eyes, she now realizes that I am still her son, when I was young, she listened to my dad for everything, otherwise I wouldn't have been so used to saying everything to my dad!" ”
Although the elders were not present, Tingting still patted Yan Yuhan for a moment, "What are you talking about?" are all parents who are used to their children, which parents are still used to it, even if they are used to it, we can't talk about it! ”
Yan Yuhan said indifferently, "I'm telling the truth, because my parents are college classmates and work together after graduation, my dad I admit that he is very good, and he is very good in all aspects, but that doesn't mean that he is a perfect person?" He has the shortcomings of being old, and he can't fit it in a basket, so why can't he say it! ”
Tingting knew that it was impossible for him to change his deep-rooted impression for a while, so she didn't talk to him, but said, "Okay, isn't it good that they are excellent?" ”
Yan Yuhan said with a wry smile, "They are excellent, but they are all focused on their careers, and they have never cared about me as a son, you think, when you are all coquettish with your parents, I have to do everything by myself, even if I am sick, only my grandfather can accompany me, you don't know how much I envy those children who can stay with their parents every day at that time!" ”
Tingting really didn't know what she should say at this time, after all, she had never felt like that, her parents had always cared for her, she could understand his depression at the moment, but she felt that nothing could comfort him.
Yan Yuhan saw Tingting's entanglement and continued, "You don't have to worry about me, these have actually been buried in the deepest part of my heart, only because it is you I will talk about it, I don't want you not to know my past, and I don't want you to be so confused about my relationship with my parents, but I found that my heart is a lot more relaxed after I told you, these words have always been pressed in my heart, I have never said it to others, even the best classmates in the dormitory when I was in college, I have never said it, So everyone knows that my parents are very powerful, very envious of me, and don't know the bitterness in my heart, another reason why I don't say it is that I am also hypocritical, I have no pride to show off, that is, this makes uninformed people envious and envious, and I feel that I am not so bad! Hehe! ”